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Zhou Weiying arrived at the appointed place 15 minutes earlier, ordered two glasses of water, and flicked through the menu to pass the time.

The name of the blind date was Chen Ying, who arrived 5 minutes earlier than the agreed time.Zhou's mother sent Zhou Weiying a photo of the other party. Zhou Weiying thought that the other party should have seen him. He saw that Miss Chen asking the waiter at the door, and the waiter led her in.Zhou Weiying stood up and greeted the other party. He was very conspicuous. Chen Ying saw him and smiled at him.

Zhou Weiying would still help Chen Ying pull up the chair, and Chen Ying was flattered.She wore a white dress, and after sitting down, she pressed her chest lightly with the palm of her hand and said, "Sorry for keeping you waiting."

"It's not yet the time we agreed on. I came too early by myself." Zhou Weiying asked the waiter to take another menu, "What do you like to eat?"

"I like everything, and I have no taboos." Chen Ying joked, "I have been studying outside for a long time. I don't have any food pursuits, as long as I can eat, otherwise I will starve to death!" After finishing speaking, she laughed to herself laugh.

The "Chen Ying" described by Zhou's mother and Zhou Weiying is a typical well-behaved girl from a scholarly family.She emphasized that Chen Ying never had a boyfriend in school, and she was very satisfied with it.Zhou Weiying listened to it for a long time and couldn't understand what his mother was satisfied with. Isn't it a matter of personal choice whether to have a relationship or not?What is the comparison?

Maybe from a fucking point of view, he should marry a nanny princess.

"I heard that you are in the entertainment industry?" Chen Ying initiated the topic, "It must be very interesting, right? Is there a lot of gossip to talk about?"

"I know so much gossip that I don't even have the mood to chat." Zhou Weiying said, "I think this line of work is the most boring one."

"That may be because I misunderstood." Chen Ying tilted his head, "Thinking about it, it seems that everyone will use their own inherent impressions to judge some industries. For example, I major in astronomy and space science. Does it sound like that?" Is it very big and boring? But I really think it is very interesting. Compared with the vast and boundless universe, the human world is small and boring. But whenever I mention this, most people are like 'ah It's great but I don't want to know what' looks like."

Zhou Weiying asked, "Then do you have any other hobbies?"

"Yes." Chen Ying said, "I like Fighting Landlords, and I also taught my classmates in the United States."

"Then..." Zhou Weiying didn't know how to comment, "...it's pretty amazing."

Fang Huan dragged Li Lele to the door of the restaurant. Li Lele looked up and said, "Sister, isn't this too expensive? You can just find a roadside stall for dinner, don't you need to be so extravagant?"

"Is this expensive?" Fang Huan looked up, feeling ordinary.Li Lele took out his mobile phone and asked Fang Huan to take a look at the per capita, Fang Huan looked up at the signboard, and was also surprised why such an unattractive restaurant can eat hundreds of dollars per capita?

Li Lele was afraid that Fang Huan would ask her to pay the bill, so she said euphemistically, "How about we change? I think the Lanzhou Ramen Hotel next to it is not bad..." Before she could finish her sentence, Fang Huan dragged her in the next second .

There were not many people inside. The waiter asked Fang Huan if he had a reservation. Fang Huan looked in the lobby and immediately saw Zhou Weiying's table. He pointed to a seat next to him and asked if he could sit there. There.Li Lele also saw Zhou Weiying, thinking what day is today?Is it necessary to hold a joint trial in three sessions?Then can she still be a human being?

Fang Huan attracts attention wherever he goes. As soon as he approached, Zhou Weiying immediately felt it. He raised his head and stared at Fang Huan in a daze. Chen Ying was chatting with him. Seeing him stop, he turned around and followed Zhou Weiying. Winning eyes looked over.

From Chen Ying's perspective, she saw a person wearing an orange T-shirt and washed jeans... She didn't know how to describe it, because the other person had very bright makeup on her face. I don't know if it was to match the summer theme. It's orange, and the blush is also pink and orange, with a small heart drawn on the cheek, the whole person looks like a glass of orange soda.

When she turned her head, Fang Huan also saw her, and involuntarily sized her up.However, Fang Huan planned to pretend that he didn't know Zhou Weiying, and sat down facing Zhou Weiying without even giving him a look.

Li Lele's back was facing Zhou Weiying and Chen Ying. She glanced back and said in a low voice, "Brother Zhou is here too. Who is the young lady sitting opposite him?"

"How do I know?" Fang Huan picked up the menu to cover his face, "It's so annoying, I still meet dead straight men when I go out to eat."

Chen Ying turned her head, she first observed Zhou Weiying's expression, and then said: "That little brother's makeup is quite pretty."

"Huh?" Zhou Weiying felt that he was hallucinating, and Chen Ying didn't treat Fang Huan as a different kind like ordinary people, but even boasted a few words?

"Oh, this is a girl's thing." Chen Ying just sighed with himself, and didn't want to discuss the makeup issue with Zhou Weiying, "I guess you don't understand much."

Zhou Weiying continued to ask: "Do you think it's okay for men to wear makeup now?"

Chen Ying glanced at Zhou Weiying strangely, and then said cautiously: "Is there any problem? Or do you think this is the problem?"

Zhou Weiying said, "I just want to hear your opinion."

"There is no crime of murder and arson. Isn't it personal freedom to do anything with your body? Do you still have to send an apology letter saying that you have taken up public resources? Are public resources too cheap?" Chen Ying said, " As human beings, the rejection and hostility towards the diversity and minority of the same species are always more than acceptance and tolerance. As long as it is not in line with your own wishes, you must jump out and make irresponsible remarks, but you let them accept the universe. There are aliens in it, but it's a breeze. You say, isn't it interesting?"

Zhou Weiying thought about it, and felt that it was indeed the case.Then he said, "I guess I know what you mean."

Fang Huan couldn't hear the two of them clearly, but just by looking at Zhou Weiying's expression, he could feel that the two of them were talking very enthusiastically.This made him very upset, he didn't even hear Li Lele's words "don't order too much", and ordered a large table of dishes.

Li Lele's heart ached.

Seeing that Fang Huan was always staring at Zhou Weiying's table, she turned her head back curiously, and Fang Huan immediately said, "Don't look back!"

"Are we doing spy work?" Li Lele asked in a low voice, "Sister, what do you want to do?"

Fang Huan also whispered, "Do you know what Zhou Weiying is here for today? He's here for a blind date. You don't want to see what your future sister-in-law will look like?"

"Huh?" Li Lele was taken aback.Fang Huan poked her on the forehead: "Keep down!"

"Damn it!" Li Lele rubbed his forehead, but that's not the point now, "Brother Zhou still goes on blind dates? Does he have a mid-life crisis and his family is about to inherit the throne?"

Fang Huan stared: "What are you talking about?"

"Hi." Li Lele said, "It's normal for older youths like us to be urged to marry. Parents say the same thing. Either we are old, what can you do, or you don't even have a child?" What should I do... I guess Brother Zhou was also annoyed by the family."

Fang Huan glanced at Zhou Weiying, and Zhou Weiying still had a smile on his face.He said savoringly, "Couldn't it be that he wanted to find a woman himself? Isn't it scary for such a single old man to be lonely?"

Li Lele said: "Then he doesn't need to go on a blind date. What kind of women can't find Zhou Ge at this level? As long as he opens his mouth, a lot of young and beautiful women will swarm up and blow him up until there is no drop left."

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"So why did you come out on a blind date?" Chen Ying felt more and more confused during the conversation with Zhou Weiying.In her opinion, Zhou Weiying is handsome and wealthy, and he can speak well, and it can be seen from some details that this is the self-cultivation that the other party has maintained for a long time, rather than deliberately pretending in front of her.Zhou Weiying doesn't show off his experience and knowledge to her, and he doesn't insist on talking about his field of expertise without ignoring Chen Ying, so Chen Ying's evaluation of Zhou Weiying is not bad. This kind of diamond king and old five coming out on a blind date is simply an annual confusion Behavior awards.

"Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite." Zhou Weiying wasn't sure about the other party's attitude, and didn't want to be so direct, so he asked, "What about you?"

Chen Ying copied Zhou Weiying's answer: "Every family has its own scriptures that are difficult to recite. Frankly speaking, I am not interested in dating at this stage, and I have no plans to get married. I like my research project very much. It is far more meaningful to devote all my energy to the career I really like, to be a happy and good person than to get married and have children. I know that the end of my life is the starry sky above my head, so everything else is not very important .”

"Then you're still here tonight." Zhou Weiying said.

"Because I'm curious." Chen Ying said here a little excitedly, "This is my first blind date. Before, I always saw all kinds of strange blind date posts on the Internet, and I wondered that there are really so many magical people in this world. Men and women? So when my mother told me about it, I said yes, because I wanted to see what the real situation was like. Do you know that feeling? There are many things in life that must be experienced, whether it is Whether you like it or not, because those are objective existences, and you never know what is waiting for you until you really touch it. Some people are ignorant and fearless, while others are fearful because of ignorance. Hi , In the final analysis, it may be that I am very curious."

"You are really a born scientist." Zhou Weiying thought this girl was really interesting, and said with a smile, "You can show an experimental spirit in everything in life."

"So, I don't know what I can do on paper, but I know that I have to do it myself." Chen Ying said, "I have experienced it myself, and I know that not all blind dates will meet the best men, and there will be outstanding men like you." It's just that..." She paused, and said a little embarrassedly, "I really hope to make friends with you, but I don't have that idea, and I don't think you should either?"

The girl said the words of refusal first, and Zhou Weiying felt relieved, and said, "We can indeed be good friends, and I also benefit a lot from chatting with you."

Chen Ying understood immediately, and smiled knowingly: "Then let's talk about it so happily. By the way, when you go back, don't tell the introducer auntie that I am like this in private, let me be with my parents Let's keep the innocent little white flower in front of us, is that okay?"

Zhou Weiying saw the same confusion and problems as Chen Ying from Chen Ying's eyes.They all maintain two faces, one in front of relatives and family members, and another in their own social circle.Sometimes it's not a deliberate disguise, but family members always hope that they are what they want.At the same time, this is the simplest and most relaxing way, without having to re-explanate and define yourself.

"Okay, don't worry." Zhou Weiying nodded.

"It's a deal." Chen Ying raised his glass, "Cheers!"

The large table in front of Fang Huan didn't take a bite of the food. Li Lele almost vomited after fighting for a long time. Fang Huan's expression became more and more serious during the break. He didn't know whether he was angry or sad, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Fang Huan snorted and sighed, "Eat yours."

"Hey." Li Lele said, "Does Brother Zhou owe you money?"

"What's the matter with him?"

"You've been staring at Brother Zhou's table since you sat down. Is there something you want to tell him?" Li Lele suddenly realized, "Could it be that Brother Zhou's blind date is your long-lost sister?" It wasn't funny at all, Fang Huan didn't respond, and Li Lele was even more embarrassed.

"Tell me." Fang Huan said, "Do you think Zhou Weiying will not come to the studio anymore? Has he explained anything to you? Do you think he will find a woman to remarry?"

Li Lele was speechless: "How do I know that?"

Fang Huan refused to let go: "You have been with him for so long, don't you know him?"

"I don't want to marry Brother Zhou to inherit their family's throne. Why should I know him?" Li Lele choked up at this point, and asked cautiously, "Sister, why are you so concerned about Brother Zhou's private life all of a sudden? It doesn't seem right for him to remarry again. Is it none of your business?"

"Yes, it doesn't matter." This sentence was said by Fang Huan through gritted teeth, and it was not convincing at all when he squeezed the chopsticks vigorously.

Seeing the way the two chatted, he felt that they didn't get along well, talking and laughing, and he felt that he hadn't seen Zhou Weiying so happy for a long time.He thought, Zhou Weiying must like that girl very much, she looks like the kind of gentle, virtuous and considerate type, anyway, she is definitely not the kind like him who only looks for trouble to make Zhou Weiying angry.

Before he knew it, he couldn't help fantasizing about it. He had even figured out whether Zhou Weiying would send him an invitation when he got married, whether he wanted to go, and what to wear when he went to look calm and decent... He Why do you think about these things?Doesn't he already have a boyfriend?Thinking about another person when interacting with others is essentially no different from cheating. Fang Huan's brain has two personalities, one desperately tells him not to do immoral things, while the other coaxes him, As long as he doesn't say it, no one knows what he thinks.

Jiang Xuesong would not know.

Fang Huan was extremely frustrated, he had no way to make a judgment, he could only think pessimistically, even if Zhou Weiying was not with this person, he would be with someone else in the future, anyway, Zhou Weiying would choose someone who would only It's a woman, and he's not.When he had this idea, he seemed to be shocked. Does he really like Zhou Weiying?Temporary desires can be eliminated, and temporary rises can be replaced. He has worked hard for so long, isn't it still not working?Is it useless to want to find someone to fill you up?

Why on earth does he like Zhou Weiying?What does he like about Zhou Wei to win?

Fang Huan's brain was buzzing at this time, as if he had a fever, and his eyes were red.Li Lele didn't know what was going on, so she patted Fang Huan lightly: "Sister Huan."

"Hmm." Fang Huan shuddered, and accidentally knocked the cup off, and the crisp cracking sound attracted the attention of the surroundings.

Including Zhou Weiying and Chen Ying.

"Sorry." Fang Huan murmured to himself in a panic. The waiter had already arrived, quickly cleaned up the mess, and everything returned to the original state.He just wanted to see Zhou Weiying, not to do something disgraceful.But Fang Huan still felt ashamed, didn't know what he was doing, and looked ugly and embarrassed when he was out of his mind.

"Let's not pay the bill." Li Lele comforted Fang Huan and said, "It's okay to break a cup."

That cup was like an alarm bell. After that, Zhou Weiying could no longer ignore Fang Huan's existence.He didn't know what Fang Huan came here for, whether it was purely for food or to play tricks on him.However, seeing Fang Huan's appearance, he felt a little uneasy in his heart. Recalling what happened in Thailand before, he couldn't help frowning, and became a little absent-minded when chatting with Chen Ying.

Chen Ying felt that today's meal should end here, so he said the concluding remarks, Zhou Weiying nodded, got up to check out and sent Chen Ying out, Chen Ying didn't show courtesy to Zhou Weiying.

Fang Huan watched the two people approaching each other, Zhou Weiying left without even looking at him, he was extremely disappointed, as if he had been completely abandoned, he just wanted to find a place to cry, and then forget about Zhou Weiying clean.

"Let's go too." Fang Huan lowered his head and whispered.

Zhou Weiying called a car for Chen Ying, but the car didn't stop at the entrance of the restaurant, so Zhou Weiying sent Chen Ying a few steps forward, and the two said goodbye to each other in a friendly way. Zhou Weiying was surprised by the simple and smooth way tonight.It's just that he missed Fang Huan in his heart, and hurried back to the store after seeing off Chen Ying, but Fang Huan's table was already empty, and the waiters had already started to clean it up.

"Where are the guests here just now?" Zhou Weiying asked, "It's a boy who is very well-dressed and a girl with short hair."

The waiter had an impression of Fang Huan and said, "They just checked out and left."

"Thank you." Zhou Weiying quickly walked outside the store again, but there was a lot of traffic outside, but there was nothing he was looking for.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to send Fang Huan a message, but he didn't know what to say clearly.He didn't understand Fang Huan's intentions, so after hesitating, he still sent the message to Li Lele, asking why Li Lele and Fang Huan came here for dinner, and by the way, how is Fang Huan doing now.

Li Lele gave a general overview of the situation. She sent Fang Huan home and felt that Fang Huan was in good condition, so there shouldn't be a big problem.Zhou Weiying was relieved after hearing this, and sent a red envelope to Li Lele, and he was ready to go back.

Fang Huan didn't want Li Li Lele to worry, so he tried to pretend to be back to normal even though his heart was twisted. He even ordered a cake for himself, and then sent Jiang Xuesong a message.

He warned himself not to think about Zhou Weiying any more. Zhou Weiying is a straight man and has nothing to do with him in this life. He should try to think about his boyfriend and stop being so sorry to Jiang Xuesong.Then, he made up his mind and asked Jiang Xuesong where he was now, and if he could come to his house. He missed Jiang Xuesong.He felt that he should develop a further relationship with Jiang Xuesong, so that his heart and body could be more firmly tied to Jiang Xuesong.

That way he wouldn't be cranky.

The intention in this passage was too obvious. Jiang Xuesong happened to be having dinner with his friends outside. Although he didn't know what Fang Huan was thinking, he shouldn't refuse it due to emotion and reason.So after the dinner, Jiang Xuesong went directly to Fang Huan's house.

This was the first time he came into contact with Fang Huan's living environment. Fang Huan opened the door for him, hugged him actively, and then asked him if he had eaten tonight and whether he was hungry.

Facing such a caring Fang Huan, Jiang Xuesong was a little uncomfortable.Fang Huan put Jiang Xuesong's things aside, squatted down in front of the coffee table again, cut a small piece of cake and stuffed it into his mouth, the cream was left on the corner of his mouth, Jiang Xuesong reached out to help him wipe it clean.

"Why did you eat so many sweets today?" Jiang Xuesong asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I just want to eat." Fang Huan wanted to play a joke on Jiang Xuesong, picked out a finger of cream and scratched it on Jiang Xuesong's face, then sucked off the remaining cream on his finger, and said "" when the finger left his lips. wave".

Jiang Xuesong's heart moved, he wiped the cream on his face with his hands, and used his fingers with cream to trace the shape of Fang Huan's lips. Fang Huan opened his mouth and put Jiang Xuesong's thumb in his mouth.Jiang Xuesong's nose bulged, and Fang Huan simply got up and threw himself into Jiang Xuesong's arms, and the two of them rolled into a ball on the sofa.

"What's wrong today? Chinese New Year?" Jiang Xuesong pressed Fang Huan under him.Fang Huan raised his neck to look at Jiang Xuesong, and asked, "Don't you want to?"

Jiang Xuesong thought for a while and said, "It's okay." But he didn't want to be here, so he carried Fang Huan into the bed in the bedroom.

Fang Huan tried his best to kiss Jiang Xuesong, but he couldn't get any happiness from kissing, and even hesitated to make further moves.He originally believed that human beings are animals that will succumb to desire, but when Jiang Xuesong touched him, he felt terrified.It seemed that what was about to happen next was not some blissful thing in the world, but a torture.

He was dizzy, and what overwhelmed the instinct of desire was the instinct of resistance. He pushed Jiang Xuesong with his hands, his body wanted to curl up, but he couldn't stop shaking slightly.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Xuesong sensed Fang Huan's strangeness, and just as he propped up a little, Fang Huan turned over and hugged his head.

"Fang Huan!" Jiang Xuesong broke Fang Huan's body, and at some point, Fang Huan was already crying. "Are you in a bad mood today?" Jiang Xuesong asked nervously, "Are you feeling unwell?"

"No..." Fang Huan wanted to wipe his eyes with the back of his hand, but he was afraid that he would rub himself too badly, and he couldn't control himself. He only felt that the world he saw was blurry, so he had to hold Jiang Xuesong hard, crying Say, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

Jiang Xuesong sighed: "What unhappy things happened today? Otherwise, why do you still look unhappy when eating sweets at home alone? Tell me."

"I...I don't know..." Fang Huan cried in confusion, "I should seriously fall in love with you...but I seem to like someone else...I tried very hard to stop myself from thinking about that People, but I can't help it. I'm very timid and very scared, Xuesong, I'm sorry for you, I'm using you...I'm a bad person..."

Speaking out these backlogs in his heart, Fang Huan suddenly vented his emotions and cried even more fiercely.Jiang Xuesong didn't know what to do. Although he had expected Fang Huan's words, when he really heard it with his own ears, he felt a little bitter in his heart.It's just that he couldn't ask Fang Huan anything. Since he understood the truth at that time, it was his own freedom to choose or not to choose. He made a choice, so he really couldn't blame Fang Huan for anything.

The sad thing is that he didn't expect Fang Huan to refuse to continue before he had time to let Fang Huan change his habit into a favorite.

"I'm sorry, it's really bad for me to look like this..." Fang Huan was still apologizing. Apart from apologizing, he didn't know how to face Jiang Xuesong.Jiang Xuesong just smiled, kissed Fang Huan on the forehead, then got up and took a tissue from the bedside table to wipe Fang Huan's tears, and said, "It's nothing. We've only been together for such a short time, so it's useless." What a deep love. Maybe I'm just pretending to fall in love with you, after all, I just want to sleep with you. "

Fang Huan choked up and asked, "Then you want to sleep with me?"

"Who is interested in you like this?" Jiang Xuesong smiled even more helplessly, "Why, do you still want to play the game of wiping away your tears and sleeping with me? I'm not that kind of person, am I?"

"I……"

"Okay, I don't want to talk about these things anymore." Jiang Xuesong stopped in time, "Would you like to tell me what happened?"

Fang Huan wanted to speak, but he couldn't speak.He failed to forget Zhou Weiying through touching Jiang Xuesong, but it made him more sure that he liked Zhou Weiying.If it were changed to the scene when he first met Jiang Xuesong, Fang Huan would not have any psychological burden.But now he can't do it. He always feels that he is free and easy, that he can let go, but when things come to an end, it seems that he can't help but have a relationship with another person while keeping one person in his heart. He feels that it is unfair to everyone, including he himself.

Jiang Xuesong was not his life-saving straw. When he hugged and kissed Jiang Xuesong, he didn't have any extra thoughts, and even used his busy work to avoid contact with Jiang Xuesong.But when he looked at Zhou Weiying, even just one look would make him blush and his heart beat, all he wanted was to cling to Zhou Weiying and not separate from him.

From then on, he should know who he really likes.

But so what?Zhou Weiying is straight, and it is impossible to respond to him in this life.

Faced with such a double lovelorn, Fang Huan felt even more sad and helpless.

Seeing that Fang Huan didn't want to talk, Jiang Xuesong just kept crying, knowing that it was useless to comfort him.He sighed, lay sideways beside Fang Huan, told Fang Huan to pillow his arm, and slowly stroked Fang Huan's back with his hands.

"If you're tired from crying, go to sleep." Jiang Xuesong said, "If you can't sleep, I'll tell you a story, how about it?"

He didn't wait for Fang Huan to answer him, so he searched for some short stories on his mobile phone and read them to Fang Huan. Halfway through the reading, Fang Huan really fell asleep from crying, and he himself was so sleepy from these boring stories. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.