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When Zhou Weiying was transferred to the general ward, doctors and nurses surrounded him for a long time.Fang Huan didn't dare to go forward and stood at the door the whole time.It was the doctor who called him over and told him a few words before he came to the front.Zhou Weiying was awake all the time, but he didn't listen to most of the doctor's words, and his eyes stayed on Fang Huan all the time.

Fang Huan didn't wear makeup, and his eyes were a little blue. He seemed to be trying his best to maintain a decent and natural state, but his eyes could reveal a feeling of fatigue.

After the doctor left, Fang Huan stood by the bed. He seemed a little strange to Zhou Weiying, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, and he didn't speak.Zhou Weiying smiled, and pointed the bed with his fingers: "What's wrong? You don't know me anymore?"

Fang Huan shook his head.

"Then why don't you talk?" Zhou Weiying joked, "Seeing me lying on the bed in such a miserable state, you realize that you don't love me anymore?"

"No!" Fang Huan hurriedly explained.He pulled a chair and sat in front of Zhou Weiying's bed, first touched Zhou Weiying's hand with his hand to confirm that there would be no problem, and then held him tightly.Unexpectedly, Zhou Weiying said first, "You seem to have lost weight."

"Is there?" Fang Huan said, "The fairy has always been in good shape."

Zhou Weiying has never been able to eat, and his illness has taken a toll on his body, so he is the one who is thin and haggard as far as the naked eye can see.Fang Huan didn't feel a real sense of distress until he held Zhou Weiying's hand in his own.But he didn't want to be too sad and let Zhou Weiying feel bad after seeing it.I had to brace myself up, pinched Zhou Weiying's face, and said with a smile: "I told you not to listen to me in the future, look, did you make yourself like this?"

"Yeah." Zhou Weiying said, "I will listen to you from now on."

Fang Huan slowly leaned forward, put his cheek against Zhou Weiying's palm, and sighed softly: "You really scared me to death."

Zhou Weiying asked: "What if I say, I feel like I fell asleep? Except it's uncomfortable."

"You lie on the bed every day, what do you know?" Fang Huan gave Zhou Weiying an angry look, "Forget it, I won't talk to you, if you can't argue with me three times, you will be angry with me. You are good Rest, I'm going outside."

"Well." Zhou Weiying really didn't have much energy to chat with Fang Huan now, and he fell asleep soon after Fang Huan left.

In the following time, Fang Huan simply stayed in the hospital and stayed with Zhou Weiying all the time.Zhou Weiying knew that Fang Huan had a lot of other things to do, and he was afraid of Fang Huan's hard work, so he proposed to find a nurse.If he doesn't get an infusion at night, he doesn't need someone to accompany him to bed.

Fang Huan refused Zhou Weiying's request. They all didn't lack the money to hire someone, but Fang Huan refused to hand over Zhou Weiying to others. If he couldn't see Zhou Weiying for a second, he would always worry about going out. What an accident.Of course, he wouldn't tell Zhou Weiying the reason for such persecution paranoia, he would only tell Zhou Weiying that Zhou Weiying used to take care of him, but now he takes care of Zhou Weiying, isn't it good?

Seeing that he was so determined, Zhou Weiying didn't say anything more.At first, Fang Huan was really not very good at serving people, and Zhou Weiying always felt that he was a delicate young lady with a temper.But Fang Huan has a strong learning ability and a strong hands-on ability in living alone, so he will be able to do well in no time.Sometimes it was inconvenient for Zhou Weiying, and Fang Huan never complained.

This made Zhou Weiying feel a little embarrassed. A sudden serious illness broke the original balanced relationship between the two of them. He became no longer strong, but needed to rely on Fang Huan even more.He saw that Fang Huan didn't paint anymore, and he didn't change the clothes he brought. He put on a sportswear every day, and washed him up after the busy work.

Is this still Fang Huan who always calls herself a little fairy, puts on exquisite makeup and wears beautiful clothes every day?

Zhou Weiying suddenly felt a sense of guilt like dragging a fairy from the sky into the mortal world to cross the catastrophe.He hoped that he could get better soon, but Fang Huan didn't seem to care much about this matter, and even avoided answering a little bit.Zhou Weiying is a smart person, and he quickly thought of some things.

At night when the hospital was about to turn off the lights, Fang Huan wiped Zhou Weiying's body. Zhou Weiying said casually, "I think I'm recovering well now. Did the doctor say when I can leave the hospital?"

"You still want to leave the hospital?" Fang Huan said, "You can stay."

Zhou Weiying couldn't laugh or cry: "I can't live forever, can I?"

"In a few days." Fang Huan said, "The doctor said that there is one test result that has not come out, so we have to wait."

Around Ying asked: "What?"

Fang Huan said: "You will know when the time comes. Well, stop chatting, I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

Zhou Weiying moved to one side of the bed, patted the empty side, and said, "Come on, lie down with me for a while." Fang Huan glanced at him, Zhou Weiying is no longer infused, and seems to be in good spirits Many, except for not being able to eat normally, there are no serious problems.Zhou Weiying was still warmly inviting Fang Huan, Fang Huan wiped his hands, walked to the bed, carefully lay down on his side, nestled in Zhou Weiying's arms.

Zhou Weiying hadn't hugged Fang Huan for a long time, and the fresh body in his arms made him feel fulfilled for a long time.He tightened his arms and said, "Actually, you don't need to hide many things from me. At my age, can I still not read the air? What else do I need to wait for an examination? Is the situation not good? "

"No." Fang Huan said, "...the doctor just wants to rule out the possibility, and it doesn't mean the situation is bad."

"Then there's no need for you to talk about him." Zhou Weiying smiled, "Fang Huan, I've thought about a lot of things these days. But I don't know why, it seems that I have grown up so much, and for the first time I thought about 'die'."

Fang Huan gently pinched Zhou Weiying's arm with his fingers: "What are you talking about? Don't think about such unlucky things."

"I'm a materialist. I think this is something we can talk about. You don't need to panic." Zhou Weiying said in a calm and gentle tone, as if telling Fang Huan a bedtime story, "At my age, I have already experienced I have died a lot, and I have family and friends. Many people say that the biggest gain of growing up is to have a state of mind that can face death tempered by time, so that it will not be overwhelmed by death. I don’t think so. I When I was young, the old man in my family passed away, and I didn’t feel much. I grew up slowly, and when I experienced death in middle age, my feelings were completely different. I think it may be because I finally saw a fact clearly one day, that is This person will never come back again, no matter whether he has a good relationship with you or not, he has completely disappeared from this world. Whenever I think of this, even though I persuade myself to look away, I still feel a little sad."

Zhou Weiying gently stroked Fang Huan's shoulder with his palm, and continued: "Heidegger believes that people are born to die. It will be reduced a lot.”

Fang Huan said: "Don't talk about philosophy with me, I don't study philosophy."

Zhou Weiying said: "How can you not study philosophy? Art itself is a kind of philosophy."

"Philosophy is the warmth of spring and flowers blooming." Fang Huan said, "And in front of me are food and water."

Zhou Weiying suddenly said, "Is the doctor checking me for cancer?"

"You..." Fang Huan was speechless.

"What me?" Zhou Weiying said, "I've seen so many vulgar scripts, and I don't have any ability to associate? Fang Huan, don't be stupid."

Fang Huan exclaimed: "How can you be so calm?"

"What can you do if you are not calm?" Zhou Weiying said, "Don't take this matter too seriously."

"It's easy for you to say." Fang Huan complained, "If you are really diagnosed, you will be dead when you kick your legs, close your eyes, and close your ears. What about me? What should I do?"

Zhou Weiying said: "You can be sad for a few days, and then help me take care of the funeral, and all the property under my name will belong to you. From now on, you can live a carefree life, and maybe you will meet someone who loves you very much." If you can have such a person to accompany you through the rest of your life, I will be very happy."

As he spoke, he felt Fang Huan in his arms making a very small voice.He called Fang Huan's name, but Fang Huan didn't answer. He touched Fang Huan's face, and his fingers were stained with liquid.

"Fang Huan?" Zhou Weiying said, "Why are you crying? I didn't say anything else, did I?"

"What else do you want to say?" Fang Huan cried, "You have arranged the rest for me, what else can I say? Zhou Weiying, you have no heart!"

Zhou Weiying bowed his head and kissed Fang Huan, Fang Huan continued to cry and said, "You are so annoying, you will only push me away. How could I like others? I will never forget you in my life, woo woo woo woo ..."

Although Zhou Weiying was moved by this kind of vow-like commitment, if such an accident really happened, he didn't want Fang Huan to be too immersed in pain and live under the shadow of his name all his life.Fang Huan is still young, and he still has infinite possibilities, so let's say this to death now, Zhou Weiying is not questioning whether Fang Huan will do it, but it is unfair to Fang Huan.

"Husband, I'm very scared." Fang Huan said intermittently, "I've been reassuring myself that I'm fine these days, but I'm really afraid that the result will be bad. We worked so hard to get together, and we haven't lived a good life yet. For a few days, I was very reconciled... I was also afraid that it was my own problem, and all the people who got along with me had no good results. Don't scare me by saying such things to me, okay? I don't want you to comfort me, I just want you to be well. I have no one to talk to these days, and I dare not tell others that something happened to you. If you drive me out again, I will not be able to bear it. "

His crying tone was extremely weak, which made Zhou Weiying feel very distressed.He tried his best to raise one hand to wipe Fang Huan's tears. Fang Huan wiped it with the back of his hand in fear of his effort.Zhou Weiying sighed: "Well, okay. It's going to be fine. Hey...don't cry anymore, don't worry, nothing happened to me, you fell down again."

"I know." Fang Huan nodded, "I've always listened to the doctor's words, and I'm working hard to control myself. Don't worry, I won't do stupid things, and I will stay with you well. I can't get sick .” At first, she couldn’t think about committing suicide, but it was hopeless at that time.But now he has Zhou Weiying. Although it would be humble and narrow-minded to pin his hopes on others, Fang Huan doesn't care. This is all his will to survive.

Zhou Weiying said: "Then be good, listen to me, go home and rest tomorrow. I'm really afraid that you will work too hard."

"I don't work hard, I'm still young, and I have plenty of energy." Fang Huan said, "When we are all old, I can take care of you like I do now."

Zhou Weiying couldn't help but think of how his old man in his seventies and eighties was hospitalized. Fang Huan was probably not too young, and he still had to tremble.But isn't that the kind of relationship that has lasted a lifetime like this in the end?

None of them can stay young forever, and to live is to face disease, aging, death, all kinds of accidents, and all kinds of unknown tomorrows.

Only in this way can it appear that the white-haired couple's lifelong companionship is precious.

Fang Huan said, Zhou Weiying has nothing to do with him.The two of them just leaned against each other on a not-so-spacious hospital bed.Fang Huan stopped crying after crying for a while, hid in Zhou Weiying's arms and sucked his nose.Zhou Weiying said: "How are you doing recently? I haven't heard anything interesting from you."

Fang Huan told him one sentence at a time that the headaches before were almost handled now, so he can now accompany him in the hospital with peace of mind.Zhou Weiying was silent for a moment after hearing this, and asked, "Guangyu..."

"I know, he didn't make you like this on purpose." Fang Huan said, "I don't blame him. He is actually very worried about you. You can't watch even if you are lying in the ICU. When he comes, he hangs around outside. .”

Zhou Weiying said: "You tell him not to come, he still has a lot of troubles, so there's no need to waste time with me."

"He has to listen to what you say." Fang Huan said, "You straight men are really weird. Sometimes you are gayer than gay, disgusting."

Zhou Weiying laughed.

Fang Huan didn't sleep on Zhou Weiying's bed, the two hugged for a while, and then he moved.Recently, Chu Xun always asked him what he was doing. Chu Xun heard some gossip on the Internet, and Fang Huan was exhausted by his questions, so he told Chu Xun that he was in the hospital.He briefly explained the situation to Chu Xun, and Chu Xun brought Yu Hui to the hospital.

It was lunch time, and Zhou Weiying could only eat a little liquid food, with a bottle in his hand, and it was inconvenient to eat, so Fang Huan fed him bit by bit with a spoon.Before knocking on the door, Chu Xun saw this scene through the glass, and he pulled Yu Hui over to let him watch.

Yu Hui was very surprised, and whispered, "They really look like an old couple."

"I didn't expect Huanhuan to be like this." Chu Xun muttered.

"Yes." Yu Hui sighed, "Maybe this is love. It's... the love of ordinary people."

He knocked on the door and pushed it in. Fang Huan just greeted them and continued to feed Zhou Weiying.At the same time, Chu Xun and Yu Hui sensed an atmosphere that neither of them could blend into, as if there were only Zhou Weiying and Fang Huan in this room.

After a while, the doctor came, and he had already seen what Fang Huan and Zhou Weiying did. He called Fang Huan out, obviously looking like he had something to say.