The apex of the actress

Song Zijin leaned against the wall, her mind went blank. After a while, she walked to the mirror as if she had suddenly realized something.

Is she becoming unattractive now?

But she thinks it's okay, it's just that her skin is a little worse...

In other words, she has always felt too good about herself.

She felt a little choked up and panicked, there was a bitter taste in her throat, she couldn't spit it out, couldn't swallow it, it was stuck in her chest, uncomfortable and she couldn't get rid of it.

Song Zijin fled from the mirror in a hurry, washed his face with cold water, and changed his clothes again. As soon as he reached the door, the voices of Chen Huan and Ji Yueyue rang out.

"Sister Huan, why didn't you let me go in and wake the boss up today?" Ji Yueyue couldn't understand at all, Song Zijin was a person who couldn't wake up even if the alarm clock rang, and had to be dragged to get out of bed, she didn't How long have you and Song Zijin known about Song Zijin's problem? It's impossible for Chen Huan not to know about it?

What if this delays work?

But Chen Huan refused to let her in with an inscrutable expression on his face, saying "Song Zijin will definitely get up today"...

It's strange to wake up.

If she can really get up, she doesn't need to be an assistant. After all, her current job is to deliver a glass of water in time after Song Zijin's exercise, and the only thing left is to wake up.

If she didn't even need to wake him up, but just poured a few glasses of water, Chen Huan could do it by himself.

Just as Ji Yueyue was thinking so, Song Zijin opened the door by himself.

Ji Yueyue's mouth suddenly opened so wide that a duck's egg could be stuffed in. Fortunately, she didn't say what she was thinking just now, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

I think so, but if she really takes action, she's not stupid, she's pretty good, there's no need to lose an easy job.

Ji Yueyue automatically shut up, and followed Song Zijin downstairs.

Yesterday's breakfast was eaten by Chen Huan and her, but today's breakfast Chen Huan insisted on sitting next to Song Zijin with a mean face, and even pushed her away, as if he wanted to say something The same as the unseen things.

"You are very happy today." Chen Huan's joy was written on his face. Although Song Zijin was not in the mood, he was still driven by her and asked curiously.

Chen Huan raised her eyebrows at her: "I saw Ji Yao last night, sister Xi is here too!" She didn't need to ask a question, but said in a positive tone.

When Song Zijin heard her mention Shen Xiwen, for some reason, he suddenly felt a pain in his chest, and that person hasn't sent her a message until now.

In the past, this name always made her feel sweet in her heart, but now, it is not so happy. It is like a stone, weighing on her heart, making her feel unbearably heavy.

Chen Huan didn't notice her abnormality, and was still immersed in her own world, chattering again and again: "Sister Xi is also a duplicity, I told her about you and Xu Yi, she said no. I panicked, but I ran over that day, tsk tsk..."

"What's the matter with Xu Yi and me?" Song Zijin caught the key word.

Chen Huan pursed her lips, noticing that she had talked too much because she was happy, so she quickly shut up and gave a mocking smile.

Song Zijin doesn't like spreading rumors. She has obviously become a rumor spreader now. Although she cares about the relationship between her best friend and idol, her behavior is not advisable after all.

Chen Huan knew he was wrong, and wanted to change the subject, but Song Zijin didn't give him a chance at all, and asked, "What did you tell her about me and Xu Yi?"

The tone of these words was somewhat agitated, but anger was concealed upon hearing it, and Chen Huan had to tell the truth.

"Let's just say, you and Xu Yi got close, and suspected that Xu Yi wanted to pick you up..." What he did, he was responsible for what he did. When Chen Huan answered the question, he was already prepared for Song Zijin to get angry at her.

But what she didn't expect was that someone didn't get angry, but suddenly fell silent.

Chen Huan swallowed nervously, "If you have nothing to say, then I'll leave first..."

Song Zijin still didn't answer.

She quickly took her breakfast and ran to share the table with Ji Yueyue with a guilty conscience.

The porridge in this restaurant is good. Yesterday Song Zijin was still praising the taste, but at this moment, he couldn't eat it at all.

Shen Xiwen came here yesterday and didn't say a word about Xu Yi. She must have been sullen in her heart. What she said was just a penis, but the real source was her suspicion of herself and Xu Yi.

It turns out that the love between two people is so untrustworthy.

She used to always joke with Shen Xiwen, asking her if she had other women outside, but in fact, she never thought about it in her heart.

She knew that Shen Xiwen would never let her down, she had 100% trust in Shen Xiwen, even if she lost her temper sometimes, she just hoped to attract her attention and draw her closer to herself.

But Shen Xiwen, when she heard about her, didn't ask anything, didn't even listen to the explanation, and automatically kept her distance.

It turned out that this was Shen Xiwen's love.

Song Zijin only had self-mockery on his face. No matter how good the two were before, in love, there are some things that cannot stand the test.

She didn't even know whether Shen Xiwen loved her or not.

Think about why they are together?

It wasn't because one of them confessed first and the other agreed directly, but because she drank the drugged wine and had a relationship with Shen Xiwen. Later, Shen Xiwen told her that she loved herself, so the two became lovers.

At that time, she never doubted anything, but now, when she recalled the past, she suddenly felt that the relationship between the two was so dramatic. Shen Xiwen was always a responsible person. Song Zijin didn't know if what she said was true or not. , she couldn't tell.

Maybe this relationship, apart from a responsibility, really has no other feelings...

Xu Yi stood aside for a long time. Song Zijin kept stirring the porridge with a spoon, but didn't eat a bite. He thought about it, and finally sat opposite her, and asked with concern as a senior: "Do you have something on your mind? If it is Because of Qiao Shan's words, don't worry, I can..."

"Senior Xu."

Before he could finish speaking, Song Zijin interrupted.

Song Zijin raised his head, his eyes were flushed, and he looked like he was about to cry, but he was not weak at all, but said to him with a serious face: "I heard that some paparazzi will make a special trip to stay near the film crew. I think we should not leave. It's too close, if there are any scandals, it may not be good for Senior Xu's reputation."

She said seemingly nice things, but she hated herself even more in her heart.

It's so obvious to push people away, but you still have to pretend to be good for others. It's fine if Xu Yi treats him badly, but this person takes care of her everywhere.

She hated this kind of person very much before, but at this moment, she herself became this kind of person.

Become the person you hate the most.

Xu Yi was stunned for a moment. He was a smart man and knew what this meant. From Song Zijin's expression, he could even vaguely guess that her sadness might be related to love.

Guessing further, it may be that his care for her caused some unnecessary misunderstandings.

Xu Yi picked up the breakfast and said to her apologetically, "Sorry."

He originally wanted to say that he could help clarify if necessary, but then he felt that in matters of love, he could only rely on himself. , simply swallowed it into the stomach again.

Now the confused person was replaced by Song Zijin.

Why did Xu Yi apologize to her?

She was the one who was obviously wrong, and she should be the one who should apologize.

She suddenly discovered that there were more things she couldn't see through. Xu Yi's words might be due to his consistently good upbringing, but what about herself?

What the hell is she doing?

Song Zijin's mind was suddenly in a mess, and even when he went to the set, he just followed Chen Huan mechanically.

Qiao Shan saw her early in the morning, but when she saw Song Zijin's distraught appearance, she automatically avoided her. Normal people know that they should not provoke a person who is in a bad mood. This person has violent tendencies, if he gets beaten up in front of everyone early in the morning, it would be really not worthwhile and shameful.

Out of a little fear of her, Qiao Shan saved half of her life and left Song Zijin alone.

The physical training in the morning is still going on. This time, Qiao Shan also joined the training team. Song Zijin didn't eat dinner since yesterday, and only took a few bites of breakfast today. She was a little weak and fainted in the middle of the run. .

The instructor pinched her for a long time before she woke up, gave her a bottle of Huoxiangzhengqi liquid, and said with concern: "Little girl, please rest for a while, don't be brave if you can't run."

There were also girls who were physically weak before, but the instructor's tone was not so good. The main reason was that those girls would call for a break if they couldn't run. Kind of like it.

Song Zijin didn't persist this time, and nodded, feeling a little guilty in his heart: "Sorry for dragging everyone down, I will work hard tomorrow."

"There is no delay, and we didn't delay the progress because of you. You rest first, and I will come back to pick you up later." The instructor said, and was about to lead everyone to continue the training, but Qiao Shan suddenly spoke.

"Instructor, I'm also very tired, I can't hold on anymore."

The little beauty is staying alone in the desert right now. It is the time of emptiness and loneliness. If she is by Song Zijin's side and comforts her wounded heart in time, then...

Hee hee, when Qiao Shan thought of Song Zijin taking the initiative to lean on her shoulder, she couldn't help but smile treacherously.

Seeing her wretched expression and contrived voice, the instructor changed his attitude towards Song Zijin, and roared majestically, "Keep running."

Josan: "..."

Why does this person have two faces?

Song Zijin, you are a bit outrageous, you can even bribe the instructor.

Song Zijin was lying alone in the vast desert, which was an experience she had never experienced before.

The breeze is gentle and comfortable, like Shen Xiwen.

The fine yellow sand under her body is like her and Shen Xiwen's home.

There was silence all around, like the moment when Shen Xiwen left her behind.

Then I don't know how long it took, the wind left and never came, and the sand in her hand couldn't be held no matter what, all the things that made people feel beautiful disappeared in an instant.

She finally turned over, buried her face in her arms, and her arms were stuck in the desert, and it rained here.

Much later, the group came back to pick her up for another day of training, and it was as if it had never happened.

Life is like this, no matter how broken you are at the first moment, you still have to cheer up the next second, work hard, and live a puppet sex temporarily.

After a day of training, Song Zijin returned to the hotel, and Shen Xiwen made a timely call.

However, Song Zijin looked at the phone on the screen, but didn't have the courage to press the answer button.

I just called now, probably after a day of deliberation, to break up, right?

Should she answer it, or pretend to be stupid and not answer it?