The apex of the actress
Chapter 38
With Shen Xiwen's encouragement, the tension in Song Zijin's heart gradually disappeared a bit, but she still didn't sleep very well that night, probably because she was pretending to be something, even in her dream she was acting.
Song Zijin and Shen Xiwen arrived at the set after breakfast.
A scene in the past may be divided into several shots, but today's shooting is done in one go.
In this story, homosexuality is not like it is now, which can be blessed by people. Once the same-sex love was exposed, it would be regarded as a joke, or even disgusted to the extreme.
The video of Ye Liangnian and Song Jiaqi kissing was posted by Zhang Xiao, which shocked the campus for a while. Both of them are three good students, no one thought they would do such a thing.
Whether it's the classmate group or the QQ space, it's all full of insults and ridicule.
For this matter, the school directly let the two drop out.
This decision directly ruined all of Ye Liangnian's hopes.
She didn't cry when her family treated her like a shoe, and she didn't cry when she was bullied by her classmates, because at that time she kept thinking, as long as she studies hard, goes out, walks out of this township, and gets ahead in the future, everything will be fine Now, her future is bright.
But now that the college entrance examination is approaching, she has spent three years in this school safely, but she never expected that at the last moment, all her efforts would be wasted and she would no longer exist.
If so, what is the meaning of her existence?
Song Jiaqi was immediately picked up by her family, and she was alone, aimlessly, running around in a crowded city where there was no room for her.
Her world was dark and her mind was blank, until the sound of the car's horn brought her back to her senses, but it was only a moment before she fell into the darkness again.
"Okay, Ka!" Director Xu stopped in time, and continued, "Change the venue, finish the makeup and continue to the next paragraph."
Song Zijin stumbled towards the dressing room, Ji Yueyue was worried about her, and wanted to follow her, but Shen Xiwen stopped her: "Don't bother her."
The makeup artist put pale makeup on her face, and she lay on the hospital bed again.
Ye Liangnian still had a little consciousness, and in this faint consciousness, she heard the conversation between the doctor and the nurse.
The male voice said: "How is it? Have you contacted the family?"
The female voice said: "The family members don't care, and if we don't pay the fee, we really have to stop taking the medicine."
Even though Ye Liangnian never expected a little love, when she learned that she was abandoned by her father, she was still sad. A tear dripped from the corner of her eye. She didn't know whether it was because of her misery over the past ten years or for her family. .
Then she heard a familiar voice: "Doctor, I have money, please help her."
Song Jiaqi paid the fee, sat beside her, and said sorry to her over and over again.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have left you."
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for not protecting you well."
"Ye Liangnian, I know you were bullied miserably in the past, but I have learned Taekwondo, and no one will bully you anymore."
"We will definitely get better in the days to come, trust me again."
Ye Liangnian laughed at Song Jiaqi's innocence.
Can learning taekwondo protect people?
It is undeniable that maybe it can really protect some, but vicious words can also kill people.
Will the future really get better?
She no longer has expectations, she can't afford to be disappointed, obviously everyone outside is abusing them, how could they get better?
The videos on the Internet are spread ten, ten and hundreds, and everyone remembers their faces. How can it be better?
In this life, she thought she was smart, but in fact she was wrong from the beginning.
If she had resigned herself to her fate earlier and was willing to sink into the mud, she would not have dragged Song Jiaqi down again.
But was she really wrong?She just hopes that her future can be better. She just fell in love with someone. She has never blamed anyone, hated anyone, or done anything bad. Why is the ending so cruel?
Song Jiaqi would visit her every day. Two weeks later, Ye Liangnian woke up. She had no sadness or joy on her face, and she just said to Song Jiaqi, "Go, I don't love you anymore!"
At this moment, Song Zijin really wanted to cry, but she couldn't, she could only scream silently in her heart.
She knew that Ye Liangnian loved Song Jiaqi, and it was precisely because he loved her that he wanted Song Jiaqi to stay away from her. This sentence must be said decently and decisively, without a single tear.
Shen Xiwen lifted her slightly from the hospital bed. When she heard this sentence, her hands stopped, her jaw trembled slightly, and she raised her head at a 45-degree angle, holding back her tears.
"I don't love you anymore, but I can't ignore my friend's troubles."
"But I can't pay you back."
"Then in the next life, there will always be an era, no matter what kind of relationship you have, you will be blessed."
"Can you bring the floral dress you bought for me? I want to wear it." Ye Liangnian didn't answer her words, his eyes were dull, but his face was smiling again.
Song Jiaqi couldn't understand her, never had, but she still followed her, "Okay."
late at night.
Ye Liangnian got up, put on that skirt, got out of bed, and kissed the sleeping Song Jiaqi on the face.
She went straight upstairs without any hesitation. The floral dress was swaying in the wind, as if it would go with the wind at any moment.
In this life, she no longer has any hope, she is too tired, the world is cold enough for her, relatives, friends, lovers, she has none, she is too tired, her heart is riddled with holes and cannot be saved came back.
She wants to go to a world where she can fall in love freely, and she wants to wait for Song Jiaqi there.
Song Zijin stood on the top of the building, remembering how kind Song Jiaqi was to Ye Liangnian, she turned her head and looked at the stairs, as if Song Jiaqi was standing there, complimenting her on her beautiful clothes and her beautiful smile.
With tears in her eyes, but a relieved and happy smile on her face, she jumped and fell with the wind.
become free.
The jumping from a building here is of course not a real jump, but a scene built on a green screen, which needs to be synthesized later. Song Zijin just fell from the stool onto the cushion, but the director never stopped.
About a minute later, Director Xu called Ka, and the audience burst into tears.
That smile at the end was what Director Xu had been worried about before, how to make it brilliant and make people feel distressed. He was very afraid that Song Zijin would not perform well, but this little girl always surprised him.
Song Zijin didn't get up from the cushion immediately, the tears she had been holding back just now fell unscrupulously at this moment, she buried her head in the cushion, not wanting others to see her embarrassment, Shen Xiwen naturally let her digest it alone space.
Feng Xi cried while blowing his nose: "I lost, I lost badly."
Chen Huan silently handed her a tissue: "I think you are crying badly."
Feng Xi immediately leaned his head on her shoulder, crying again with snot and tears, Chen Huan pushed her away in disgust, wiped his clothes, "You are too disgusting."
After being tricked by Feng Xi, she wanted to bring two spare sets of clothes to the set when she was filming with Song Zijin in the future.
In the past, when the filming was finished, most of the crew would be excited, but today it is estimated that the plot is too depressing, and no one reacts too much.
Song Zijin cried alone for a while, and as soon as she stood up from the cushion, Feng Xi ran over to hug her: "Ye Liangnian, I'm sorry, it's so difficult for you to fall in love, I shouldn't break you up."
Song Zijin: "..." Isn't this deeper than her involvement in the play?
"Don't worry, I will do what I say. From now on, you will be my Lady Queen. Whoever dares to touch you will just make things difficult for me, Feng Xi. I will definitely be your number one CP fan with Sister Xi. I will go and pull the banner for you right now." , I want to call on all my fans to like you."
Fortunately, the other actors have left the set at this moment, and the staff are busy, so no outsiders have heard her words. Otherwise, Song Zijin guessed that her relationship with Shen Xiwen would have to be revealed by this big mouth.
She pulled Feng Xi aside: "This is only the second round, there is still one round to go."
"No comparison, no comparison." Feng Xi waved her hand straight at her, "When I saw you acting just now, I was very sad. I felt that I was too much. How could I break up your relationship? I will apologize and bow to you now."
"You mustn't." Seeing that Feng Xi was about to bend over, Song Zijin hurriedly helped her up, "Grandma, you just need to help me protect my relationship with Shen Xiwen."
"Eh? Why?" Feng Xi was puzzled. Under normal circumstances, wouldn't the sooner the release be made, the safer it would be?Besides, Shen Xiwen is so good, and there are many people who like her. It stands to reason that Song Zijin should secure the position of the main palace as soon as possible.
Just as Song Zijin wanted to tell her the truth, someone began to think again: "Oh, I see, you like underground love, it's so exciting."
"Just be happy." Song Zijin didn't like to explain anything, since Feng Xi thinks so, let's take it as it is.
Feng Xi patted her chest: "Don't worry, I will never disappoint your trust in me. If you want to make it public in the future, I will do what I say, but..."
Her eyes suddenly brightened: "Unexpectedly, Song Zijin, you actually want to be friends with me as soon as you see me, right? Otherwise, why would you tell me such a secret thing?"
Song Zijin: "..."
Did she accidentally misunderstand Feng Xi?Wasn't it because she wanted to rob Shen Xiwen that he assumed the status of the palace?How did he trust her and want to be friends with her?
Seeing her silence, Feng Xi thought she was embarrassed, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "It doesn't matter if you are embarrassed to speak, I understand what you mean."
"Alright then." Although the two were rivals in love before, Song Zijin didn't dislike Feng Xi, she felt that it would be good for the two of them to be friends.
Let this beautiful misunderstanding continue to be beautiful.
Feng Xi originally wanted to chat with her a few more words, but when Shen Xiwen's eyes kept falling on Song Zijin, she was a little embarrassed to disturb them again, so she pushed Song Zijin towards Shen Xiwen: "You go to see sister Xi Let's talk."
Song Zijin really went, but the first thing was to ask her for a mobile phone.
She hasn't posted on Weibo for a long time, let alone her Weibo account. I don't know if there is any news about that black fan comrade, is something wrong?After all, this man is also her emotional benefactor.
She boarded the trumpet again, and when she saw the message that comrade sent her, she felt relieved.
At the finale banquet in the evening, Song Zijin exchanged glasses with everyone in order not to spoil the atmosphere. She was so drunk that she leaned on Shen Xiwen's shoulder, dizzy, her face turned red like an apple.
"Shen Xiwen, I am very happy today."
"Were you unhappy before?" Shen Xiwen laughed at her.
"I was happy before, but I am especially happy today. I feel that I am super happy, and the things I have been worrying about have finally come to fruition. Shen Xiwen, take me home. I have something to tell you in private."
"Okay!" Shen Xiwen stopped chopsticks, helped Song Zijin up, and said goodbye to everyone politely.
"You take it slow, Zijin is drunk, I'll take her back first."
Director Xu immediately said: "Go, take care of your sister!"
The actors in the same group also greeted her and told them to be careful on the road.
Ji Yao didn't drink, just for the convenience of driving, she left with Shen Xiwen, and became the driver for the two of them.
Remembering the last time when she was their driver, the two of them showed Bonn's love in front of her fiercely. Ji Yao only hoped that she would never show it off this time. After all, she was old and couldn't bear so much dog food.
but……
She still heard a voice saying with a silly smile, "Shen Xiwen, I like you so much, come on, give my sister a kiss."
Song Zijin and Shen Xiwen arrived at the set after breakfast.
A scene in the past may be divided into several shots, but today's shooting is done in one go.
In this story, homosexuality is not like it is now, which can be blessed by people. Once the same-sex love was exposed, it would be regarded as a joke, or even disgusted to the extreme.
The video of Ye Liangnian and Song Jiaqi kissing was posted by Zhang Xiao, which shocked the campus for a while. Both of them are three good students, no one thought they would do such a thing.
Whether it's the classmate group or the QQ space, it's all full of insults and ridicule.
For this matter, the school directly let the two drop out.
This decision directly ruined all of Ye Liangnian's hopes.
She didn't cry when her family treated her like a shoe, and she didn't cry when she was bullied by her classmates, because at that time she kept thinking, as long as she studies hard, goes out, walks out of this township, and gets ahead in the future, everything will be fine Now, her future is bright.
But now that the college entrance examination is approaching, she has spent three years in this school safely, but she never expected that at the last moment, all her efforts would be wasted and she would no longer exist.
If so, what is the meaning of her existence?
Song Jiaqi was immediately picked up by her family, and she was alone, aimlessly, running around in a crowded city where there was no room for her.
Her world was dark and her mind was blank, until the sound of the car's horn brought her back to her senses, but it was only a moment before she fell into the darkness again.
"Okay, Ka!" Director Xu stopped in time, and continued, "Change the venue, finish the makeup and continue to the next paragraph."
Song Zijin stumbled towards the dressing room, Ji Yueyue was worried about her, and wanted to follow her, but Shen Xiwen stopped her: "Don't bother her."
The makeup artist put pale makeup on her face, and she lay on the hospital bed again.
Ye Liangnian still had a little consciousness, and in this faint consciousness, she heard the conversation between the doctor and the nurse.
The male voice said: "How is it? Have you contacted the family?"
The female voice said: "The family members don't care, and if we don't pay the fee, we really have to stop taking the medicine."
Even though Ye Liangnian never expected a little love, when she learned that she was abandoned by her father, she was still sad. A tear dripped from the corner of her eye. She didn't know whether it was because of her misery over the past ten years or for her family. .
Then she heard a familiar voice: "Doctor, I have money, please help her."
Song Jiaqi paid the fee, sat beside her, and said sorry to her over and over again.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have left you."
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for not protecting you well."
"Ye Liangnian, I know you were bullied miserably in the past, but I have learned Taekwondo, and no one will bully you anymore."
"We will definitely get better in the days to come, trust me again."
Ye Liangnian laughed at Song Jiaqi's innocence.
Can learning taekwondo protect people?
It is undeniable that maybe it can really protect some, but vicious words can also kill people.
Will the future really get better?
She no longer has expectations, she can't afford to be disappointed, obviously everyone outside is abusing them, how could they get better?
The videos on the Internet are spread ten, ten and hundreds, and everyone remembers their faces. How can it be better?
In this life, she thought she was smart, but in fact she was wrong from the beginning.
If she had resigned herself to her fate earlier and was willing to sink into the mud, she would not have dragged Song Jiaqi down again.
But was she really wrong?She just hopes that her future can be better. She just fell in love with someone. She has never blamed anyone, hated anyone, or done anything bad. Why is the ending so cruel?
Song Jiaqi would visit her every day. Two weeks later, Ye Liangnian woke up. She had no sadness or joy on her face, and she just said to Song Jiaqi, "Go, I don't love you anymore!"
At this moment, Song Zijin really wanted to cry, but she couldn't, she could only scream silently in her heart.
She knew that Ye Liangnian loved Song Jiaqi, and it was precisely because he loved her that he wanted Song Jiaqi to stay away from her. This sentence must be said decently and decisively, without a single tear.
Shen Xiwen lifted her slightly from the hospital bed. When she heard this sentence, her hands stopped, her jaw trembled slightly, and she raised her head at a 45-degree angle, holding back her tears.
"I don't love you anymore, but I can't ignore my friend's troubles."
"But I can't pay you back."
"Then in the next life, there will always be an era, no matter what kind of relationship you have, you will be blessed."
"Can you bring the floral dress you bought for me? I want to wear it." Ye Liangnian didn't answer her words, his eyes were dull, but his face was smiling again.
Song Jiaqi couldn't understand her, never had, but she still followed her, "Okay."
late at night.
Ye Liangnian got up, put on that skirt, got out of bed, and kissed the sleeping Song Jiaqi on the face.
She went straight upstairs without any hesitation. The floral dress was swaying in the wind, as if it would go with the wind at any moment.
In this life, she no longer has any hope, she is too tired, the world is cold enough for her, relatives, friends, lovers, she has none, she is too tired, her heart is riddled with holes and cannot be saved came back.
She wants to go to a world where she can fall in love freely, and she wants to wait for Song Jiaqi there.
Song Zijin stood on the top of the building, remembering how kind Song Jiaqi was to Ye Liangnian, she turned her head and looked at the stairs, as if Song Jiaqi was standing there, complimenting her on her beautiful clothes and her beautiful smile.
With tears in her eyes, but a relieved and happy smile on her face, she jumped and fell with the wind.
become free.
The jumping from a building here is of course not a real jump, but a scene built on a green screen, which needs to be synthesized later. Song Zijin just fell from the stool onto the cushion, but the director never stopped.
About a minute later, Director Xu called Ka, and the audience burst into tears.
That smile at the end was what Director Xu had been worried about before, how to make it brilliant and make people feel distressed. He was very afraid that Song Zijin would not perform well, but this little girl always surprised him.
Song Zijin didn't get up from the cushion immediately, the tears she had been holding back just now fell unscrupulously at this moment, she buried her head in the cushion, not wanting others to see her embarrassment, Shen Xiwen naturally let her digest it alone space.
Feng Xi cried while blowing his nose: "I lost, I lost badly."
Chen Huan silently handed her a tissue: "I think you are crying badly."
Feng Xi immediately leaned his head on her shoulder, crying again with snot and tears, Chen Huan pushed her away in disgust, wiped his clothes, "You are too disgusting."
After being tricked by Feng Xi, she wanted to bring two spare sets of clothes to the set when she was filming with Song Zijin in the future.
In the past, when the filming was finished, most of the crew would be excited, but today it is estimated that the plot is too depressing, and no one reacts too much.
Song Zijin cried alone for a while, and as soon as she stood up from the cushion, Feng Xi ran over to hug her: "Ye Liangnian, I'm sorry, it's so difficult for you to fall in love, I shouldn't break you up."
Song Zijin: "..." Isn't this deeper than her involvement in the play?
"Don't worry, I will do what I say. From now on, you will be my Lady Queen. Whoever dares to touch you will just make things difficult for me, Feng Xi. I will definitely be your number one CP fan with Sister Xi. I will go and pull the banner for you right now." , I want to call on all my fans to like you."
Fortunately, the other actors have left the set at this moment, and the staff are busy, so no outsiders have heard her words. Otherwise, Song Zijin guessed that her relationship with Shen Xiwen would have to be revealed by this big mouth.
She pulled Feng Xi aside: "This is only the second round, there is still one round to go."
"No comparison, no comparison." Feng Xi waved her hand straight at her, "When I saw you acting just now, I was very sad. I felt that I was too much. How could I break up your relationship? I will apologize and bow to you now."
"You mustn't." Seeing that Feng Xi was about to bend over, Song Zijin hurriedly helped her up, "Grandma, you just need to help me protect my relationship with Shen Xiwen."
"Eh? Why?" Feng Xi was puzzled. Under normal circumstances, wouldn't the sooner the release be made, the safer it would be?Besides, Shen Xiwen is so good, and there are many people who like her. It stands to reason that Song Zijin should secure the position of the main palace as soon as possible.
Just as Song Zijin wanted to tell her the truth, someone began to think again: "Oh, I see, you like underground love, it's so exciting."
"Just be happy." Song Zijin didn't like to explain anything, since Feng Xi thinks so, let's take it as it is.
Feng Xi patted her chest: "Don't worry, I will never disappoint your trust in me. If you want to make it public in the future, I will do what I say, but..."
Her eyes suddenly brightened: "Unexpectedly, Song Zijin, you actually want to be friends with me as soon as you see me, right? Otherwise, why would you tell me such a secret thing?"
Song Zijin: "..."
Did she accidentally misunderstand Feng Xi?Wasn't it because she wanted to rob Shen Xiwen that he assumed the status of the palace?How did he trust her and want to be friends with her?
Seeing her silence, Feng Xi thought she was embarrassed, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "It doesn't matter if you are embarrassed to speak, I understand what you mean."
"Alright then." Although the two were rivals in love before, Song Zijin didn't dislike Feng Xi, she felt that it would be good for the two of them to be friends.
Let this beautiful misunderstanding continue to be beautiful.
Feng Xi originally wanted to chat with her a few more words, but when Shen Xiwen's eyes kept falling on Song Zijin, she was a little embarrassed to disturb them again, so she pushed Song Zijin towards Shen Xiwen: "You go to see sister Xi Let's talk."
Song Zijin really went, but the first thing was to ask her for a mobile phone.
She hasn't posted on Weibo for a long time, let alone her Weibo account. I don't know if there is any news about that black fan comrade, is something wrong?After all, this man is also her emotional benefactor.
She boarded the trumpet again, and when she saw the message that comrade sent her, she felt relieved.
At the finale banquet in the evening, Song Zijin exchanged glasses with everyone in order not to spoil the atmosphere. She was so drunk that she leaned on Shen Xiwen's shoulder, dizzy, her face turned red like an apple.
"Shen Xiwen, I am very happy today."
"Were you unhappy before?" Shen Xiwen laughed at her.
"I was happy before, but I am especially happy today. I feel that I am super happy, and the things I have been worrying about have finally come to fruition. Shen Xiwen, take me home. I have something to tell you in private."
"Okay!" Shen Xiwen stopped chopsticks, helped Song Zijin up, and said goodbye to everyone politely.
"You take it slow, Zijin is drunk, I'll take her back first."
Director Xu immediately said: "Go, take care of your sister!"
The actors in the same group also greeted her and told them to be careful on the road.
Ji Yao didn't drink, just for the convenience of driving, she left with Shen Xiwen, and became the driver for the two of them.
Remembering the last time when she was their driver, the two of them showed Bonn's love in front of her fiercely. Ji Yao only hoped that she would never show it off this time. After all, she was old and couldn't bear so much dog food.
but……
She still heard a voice saying with a silly smile, "Shen Xiwen, I like you so much, come on, give my sister a kiss."
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