reunion

Xu Cong looked at Chai Bo lying on the bed with his hands spread out, alas, I have tried my best, and the current situation is very difficult for me, um, I have tried my best!

Xu Cong felt that his brain was used a lot in this short day, so he walked to the living room to sleep.

……

Dou Xiao brought her younger brother home, and the home is no longer her own. This is just one of the old rented apartments. Next door lives a middle-aged couple who work in a restaurant. There was an accident in my family, and I and my younger brother lived here.

Although the rent is cheap, Dou Xiao has to face high debts every month and has to take care of her younger brother.

Before the age of 28, Dou Xiao never had any concept of money, because no matter how bad the relationship between her and her father was, she could spend as much money as she wanted, and her father never wronged herself in this regard.

But it’s different now. Now I’m burdened with debts, and I’m bringing an autistic brother with me. I wake up every day to make a living, and I don’t even have time to breathe a sigh of relief.

Today, because I almost bumped into someone accidentally, I can finally go home earlier, but today's job is gone, and I don't know where I can do the next job.

Like a silent donkey being driven and beaten, now it finally doesn’t have to be so hard, the whole person becomes flustered, ignorant of the future, when there is no light ahead, despair is easier than heavy work beat people down.

"elder brother!"

When Dou Shuai got home, he started to walk around the room non-stop. After walking a few times, he pushed open the window, not knowing what to look down.After watching for a while, he turned his head and called himself.

"Well, what happened?"

Dou Xiao pursed her lips, reluctantly coping.

"Have a meal!"

Dou Xiao's father, Dou Jianhua, had two wives in total. Dou Xiao was born to Dou Jianhua's first wife. Later, Dou Xiao's mother died, and Dou Jianhua married Dou Shuai's mother. Dou Shuai's mother, Yao Qian, Before his death, Dou Jianhua should be regarded as a good stepmother, and Yu Douxiao's relationship has always been harmonious.

But after Dou Jianhua's death, Yao Qian, together with outsiders, managed to embezzle a large amount of the company's funds and flee.

Yao Qian and Dou Jianhua only have one son, Dou Shuai. When he was a child, Dou Shuai was very good-looking, but he could not speak until he was three years old. Later, after a long period of treatment, he found that Dou Shuai was actually an autistic child.

Dou Xiao has always disliked Yao Qian, because although Yao Qian acted like a good wife and loving mother in front of Dou Jianhua, Dou Xiao could always see calculations in the other's eyes.

But Dou Xiao has never been a person who makes everyone unhappy just because she is unhappy.Compared with her own mood, Dou Xiao actually cares more about the feelings of the people around her, so although she and Yao Qian have never been close, there is no conflict.

But no one could have imagined that once Dou Jianhua passed away, Yao Qian would show his villainous nature to the fullest.

Abandoned his own son, eloped with another man, and left a lot of debt.

At that time, Dou Xiao had just graduated from university, but the time in university was spent on dating and having fun. An ordinary second-year college, she still studied some liberal arts major. After graduation, she faced the financial situation of her company and a lot of money. Debt is like a cliff in front of you, and there is no way back.

At that time, Dou Xiao looked at her younger brother Dou Shuai, and really had the urge to leave like Dou Shuai's mother.

Although he said that his professional garbage and didn't learn anything, even if he relied on his own hands to do coolies, he could support himself, but with such a drag, it would be another story.

At that time, Dou Shuai was hit hard, screaming from time to time, and biting his arm vigorously, causing bruises all over his arm.

Dou Xiao admits that she is worried that she will suddenly have a heavy responsibility, but it is really impossible for Dou Xiao to leave this handsome Dou behind.

At least Dou Shuai is quite handsome, in the most desperate time, Dou Xiao comforted herself like this.

Although you can find a relatively easy job, the debts outside are always on Dou Xiao's body. Dou Xiao, a bachelor's degree graduate, if she finds an easy job, at most she can support herself, but she still has debts And Dou Shuai, so Dou Xiao makes some legends to make more money, but it is also really hard work.

Dou Xiao remembered that she had lived such a life for five years. During the five years, it would be a lie to say that she did not regret it, but now she and Dou Shuai's life are closely intertwined.

Dou Xiao sighed, couldn't think about it, got busy and went to the kitchen to cook.

While cooking, Dou Shuai has been outside trying to get into the kitchen to help.

Although Dou Shuai said that there are some obstacles in communicating with others and learning things, he is not a fool. Sometimes he would go to the kitchen to cook by himself when he was hungry. Of course, what Dou Shuai cooks by himself is to waste things , and things like fire and electricity, Dou Xiao dare not let Dou Shuai touch them.

"Go out, it will be ready in a while, if you are hungry, go get the cake and eat it yourself, the cake is in the refrigerator, you can go and have a look yourself!"

After Dou Xiao finished speaking, Dou Shuai left as expected. Dou Shuai was wearing a pair of relatively large slippers. Although he was 15 years old, he walked like a child.

Dou Xiao lowered her noodles into the water while listening to the movement outside. It was the sound of Dou Shuai opening the refrigerator, and then hearing a "bang", Dou Shuai closed the door of the refrigerator, and then the sound of slippers rubbing against the ground gradually Bigger and bigger, Dou Shuai is back.

"Wait for me outside, okay, I'll be in the living room in a while!"

Dou Xiao brushed her hair with her hand, and said to Dou Shuai behind her.

"eat bread!"

Dou Shuai's voice was very low, as if it was in his throat, like when a one-year-old child just started to learn to speak, he couldn't speak clearly.

"what?"

Dou Xiao didn't look back, watched the water in the pot keep boiling, and didn't pay much attention to her younger brother.

"bread!"

This time the sound was right next to his ears, his ears were itchy from the sound, and he was a little startled. Seeing Dou Shuai who had already stood beside him, he felt that there might be some cold sweat on his forehead.

"You can eat it by yourself. If your brother doesn't eat it, you can eat it yourself!"

Dou Xiao understood what Dou Shuai meant, and spoke to Dou Shuai gently.

Dou Shuai could understand Dou Xiao's words, and looked at Dou Xiao with big eyes for a moment.

He put the peeled bread into his mouth.

"I eat!"

After speaking, he took another big bite.

Dou Xiao looked at Dou Xiao's big eyes, and unconsciously showed a smile on her face, "Hey, you eat!"

Although Dou Shuai is not very good at communicating, he is very obedient. After listening to Dou Xiao's words, he took the bread and went out to eat by himself.

Dou Xiao looked at the overcooked noodles in the pot, feeling somewhat complicated.

Anyway, I'm used to pig food, it seems, probably, maybe, I haven't eaten proper raw and cooked food for a long time.

Eating is something that depends entirely on the mind. If you don’t like it all the time, as long as you get used to it, it won’t be difficult to swallow. Although it’s said that good taste can’t be tasted, but that’s how it is. Learn to accept, learn to enjoy.If you really feel tired of eating, you can go hungry for two meals. At this time, even if it is pig food, you will definitely feel that what you eat is delicious in the world.

If the self five years ago knew about his current living conditions, he would definitely choose to break his neck accurately and bravely at his most glorious moment. After all, it is better to be destroyed at the most brilliant moment than to be in the mud I can't see the direction to move forward.

Thinking about it, I felt that the aroma of the noodles in front of me was so good.

Although my job will be gone tomorrow, but this city is not small, whether it is doing food delivery or delivering express delivery, I can find a new job.

Debt is too much, anyway, it will take decades to repay my debts, those people will not push themselves into desperation.

"Shuai Dou, eat!"

Dou Shuai had finished eating the bread he took just now, and was standing in front of the table in a daze before eating any new ones.

The living room in this place is quite small, and there is only one table. In order not to get in the way, it is leaning against the wall and there are no stools, so Dou Xiao and Dou Shuai usually eat standing up.

As soon as Dou Xiao went out, what he saw was like seeing a person who was facing the wall and thinking about his past. From time to time, Dou Shuai would insert his index finger into his nostril to pick his booger.

In the previous 20 years, Dou Xiao really couldn't believe that one day she could face such a child who ate very deliciously, and also took the trouble to persuade the other party not to do such uncivilized things.

Before eating, Dou Shuai went to wash his hands, and then the two brothers faced the wall and thought about eating together.

While eating, Dou Xiao looked at her cheap mobile phone and the recruitment information on it.

Dou Xiao thinks it is better to deliver food or express delivery, after all, she has been doing this kind of work before, but after looking at it, she accidentally saw a recommendation to find a driver.

In the past, Dou Xiao had never looked for this kind of job, because the driver's wages were generally relatively low, and she couldn't drive a truck, because it would affect her taking care of Zhou Shuai.

Dou Shuai is a person who can't even sleep except at home. If he puts Dou Shuai in a boarding school, Dou Shuai may commit a series of self-harm behaviors.

But looking at this job posting at this time, I couldn't help feeling a little bit moved in my heart, it sounds like it looks good!

The author has something to say:

Suddenly fell in love with the baby, so I added two little babies, a family of four, and the two raised the baby together, but Dou Shuai is a bit older~