reunion

"elder brother!"

Dou Shuai, who was obviously frightened by the side all the time, finally spoke and patted Dou Xiao on the shoulder with his hand.

Dou Xiao silently looked at Dou Shuai's head, forced a smile, and patted Dou Shuai's arm reassuringly.

"Brother will cook for you, you wait here, if you are hungry, eat biscuits yourself!"

Dou Xiao touched Dou Shuai's face, and when she turned around, the expression on her face became stiffer than ever.

What should I do myself?

Tomorrow, I have to pay back the [-] yuan owed, and I have to find a new place to live if I pay it back.

Blessings and misfortunes never come singly. When I always think that the worst situation is already, there will often be a bigger "shock" hitting my face.

If only my younger brother was younger, if only I could be more cruel, if only I was willing to degenerate more thoroughly.If people like me really can't pay the debts, there are actually other ways. I can go to the loan sharks and work hard for them, so that after a few years, I can pay off all my debts .

But Dou Xiao glanced at her younger brother, as long as there is still a way, she never wants to go that way.

Dou Xiao cooked for Dou Shuai, and after coaxing Dou Shuai to sleep, she went out to call some of her former colleagues.

My colleagues are also in a bad financial situation, and I have a mediocre relationship with them, so I borrow money with my mouth open, and the success rate is very low.

But in the past when my financial situation was the worst, I also asked them to borrow money, and a few people still lent some to themselves.

But after calling this time, many of them changed their phone numbers. Even if they got through, others didn't know where they lived, so they were more cautious. After a round, they didn't borrow much.

Holding the mobile phone, Dou Xiao actually understands her colleagues quite well.

When I first borrowed money, I actually delayed repaying it for a long time. This time, I don't know how long it will take to repay all the borrowed money.

Everyone's life is very difficult, and no one can give everything out of himself to help others just because he has a kind heart.

Dou Xiao lowered her head, looked at the phone number she dialed, and hesitated.

Is it desperate now?The other party should be willing to help yourself, right?Li Wenze's name flickered on and off on Dou Xiao's cell phone, and flickered on and off.

In the end, Dou Xiao still couldn't persuade herself to dial this number, such a simple matter, but now she just couldn't do it.

Even if I know that this is the number with the highest success rate, but during the day, the other party has just solved my own work for me, and at night I go to borrow money.

Dou Xiao thinks that her self-esteem has been worn away by time, but it has not completely disappeared. From time to time, when she wants to make a decision, she will jump out and pretend in her mind.

Dou Xiao was so annoyed by this feeling that she wanted to throw the cheap mobile phone on the bed irritably, but the moment she threw it, she actually pressed the dial button.

In the quiet air, I think of a mechanical female voice, mixed with the sound of electricity.

Dou Xiao immediately climbed onto her bed and wanted to hang up, but before she hung up, the warm voice she had just heard during the day came from the other side.

"Hello? Dou Xiao?"

Dou Xiao froze, looked at the beating call time on the phone, softly groaned, and put the phone to her ear.

"Hey, it's me!

"Wait a moment!"

The other party seemed to be in a relatively lively place. Dou Xiao could hear the other party's voice, then the sound of the chair when she got up, and then heard the sound of opening the door. Finally, the other side of the phone returned to silence. ,

Dou Xiao walked to the window sill of the bedroom and looked at the tall buildings outside, with the same lights inside as in her current home.

"Okay, calling so late, what's the matter?"

Li Wenze felt that his mobile phone was a little hot, obviously he had just connected it for a short time.

The warm voice was transmitted to her ears accompanied by the electric current, and Dou Xiao seemed to feel more at ease in her heart, but also a little nervous.

"I……"

Dou Xiao opened her mouth with a slightly hoarse voice. It has been many years since she heard the other party's voice from her mobile phone. Her voice was always soft before. Although she doesn't meet her now, she still knows the decisiveness in it.

Or the other party has changed, or it may be that you have changed.

Dou Xiao tried her best to calm down her dazed mind, and then said, "Yes, like this, I told you about my situation during the day, and now, it seems to be worse than when I told you today."

Dou Xiao told Li Wenze everything about today. Although she would have this kind of emotion before, it has never been as strong as it is today.

Things happened, I was wronged, why I was so unlucky, why I became so pitiful, obviously I didn't do anything too much, and I was often affected by this emotion, but I never said it out.

It's not because of a person's self-esteem, or because he is strong enough. In fact, even if he said such a thing, it is useless, so he can only hide these emotions.

Now I express this emotion clearly to the person I don't know how to face.

It's not that I want to get any comfort from the other party, because when a person is at a loss and helpless, no one can comfort him.

Dou Xiao feels that she is a complex body of negative emotions, but she has never spread such negative emotions.

Because it's useless.

It seems that if I speak out my dark emotions, I can relax a lot, but in fact, I will only become more negative, and I don't know what to do.

Dou Xiao finished everything and sat on the sofa. Dou Shuai's biological clock is very standardized, and now he has fallen asleep on time.

When Li Wenze was in the car, he still couldn't understand his impulse.

After I heard about Dou Xiao, I decided to feel her side right away, so crazy that I let go of my friend at home, and drove to a place that would take at least an hour to reach at night.

This is really a broken emotion, but my heart can't obey my own wishes. This is probably the worst thing.

Li Wenze thought, maybe I don't want revenge, I just want to wait for Dou Xiao to regret it, I still like him, but after so many years, I still like him, it really breaks people down, it turns out I'm so cheap .

Li Wenze thought so in his heart, but he still wanted to hurry to the other party's side.

Like a person who is much better than yourself, it seems that you will always put yourself in a very low position, and feel that you have supreme glory, because the person you like is so good,

But when the one you like is a very ordinary person, don't you dare to admit it?But he is still him, what is there to admit?

Since I like him, why do I still have such contradictions? If he regrets and admits that I am different from others, I will forgive him and live happily with him.

The dark clouds in her heart seemed to be pushed away layer by layer by Yi Jing. It turned out that the matter was so simple.

Li Wenze didn't think clearly about how to treat Dou Xiao, but he remembered what he said to him when he was chatting with a friend before: If you don't know what to do, just obey your heart.

Because in this way you will not regret, sometimes, life does not have many opportunities to regret.

Later, I attended the funeral of that friend. The other party died of cancer at a young age, but the moment he knew the death, he was still very calm.

That day he got up in the morning and watered the flowers seriously, and then prepared very complicated pickles.

If I think about this thing myself, he won’t eat it after preparing it. Even if he waters the flower himself, he won’t be able to see the flower in full bloom, but when the other party makes it, it seems that he has seen the flower in full bloom, as if he has already tasted it. Delicious pickles.

That friend said that death is actually nothing to be afraid of. Think of it as sleep. In this way, you will definitely wake up, even if you can't wake up, but the moment you fall asleep, you still have expectations for the future.

Li Wenze recalled this friend in the car, thinking: Yes, I am still full of expectations for tomorrow, or this is why I came to the starting point of everything.

Sitting in the bedroom, Dou Xiao still couldn't concentrate. What did she hear, and the other party said that she would come over immediately, which was a bit crazy.

There is a big difference between knowing that the other person will help you and that the other person will help you.

Dou Xiao sat quietly, as if the light from the incandescent lamp in this small room, which had always been crude, was much warmer.

I am not the most unlucky person, how can I be an unlucky person?When I am in the most difficult time, there will always be someone who is willing to lend a hand to me.

There will be many encounters with a person, and until the end, I dare not say which one is good and which one is bad, but meeting Li Wenze, is it the best thing that happened to me so far?

When they were young, they stayed together and cherished each other, but later fell apart due to various involuntary reasons.

See you in a few years, even if you are full of burdens, you can still get help from the other party, this is probably the happiest thing, right?

Dou Xiao thinks, she is really selfish, and now, Li Wenze doesn't even feel guilty, probably this is the biggest original sin in any relationship!

If the road ahead is a smooth one, I must let the other party have no worries. If there are thorns ahead, then I will be happy.

The author has something to say:

This paragraph is written very smoothly, because I don't know how to write sadistic texts, so sadomasochism is a bit difficult!The article is also relatively short.Mixed with too much personal feelings, in fact, it is not agreeing with this kind of value, it is the protagonist this time, a person with this kind of character, I hope I can improve myself!mwah!