bullshit

The sunset of this day was blood-red.

There are too many posts. In just one day, the topic has jumped to the top, killing all the gossips in the past half a month. After the tag, there is a red and big "HOT", and it lasts in minutes. soaring.

Every light and fluffy word is like a blunt sharpening knife. Although it can stab/pierce people's heart and lungs, the process is slow and painful, and the five senses can clearly feel it.The roar in Gu Chi's ears became louder and louder. Finally, he just handed the phone to Zhong Congyu and said, "Look."

Zhong took it from Yu and flipped through it casually: "Don't look at these."

Gu Chi smiled wryly: "If you don't look at it, it doesn't exist?"

Zhong Congyu folded his hands on his chest, leaned his back loosely on the electric pole, and put on that indifferent gesture: "They talk as they like, I don't care anyway, off..."

"'It's none of my business anyway, I just do what I want to do, why should I let other people get in the way of my own actions, do I have to live by their rules', right?"

Zhong Congyu: "..."

Every sentence was facing the wound, and after a long silence, he pursed his mouth and nodded sullenly.

Gu Chi didn't stare directly at Zhong Congyu's eyes, but turned his gaze to the corner of his eyes, and found a small wound there, which couldn't be seen when he was expressionless, but it was more obvious when he frown.

Gu Chi pointed at his feet: "To put it bluntly, but only now, here, you can't do this."

"What can't be done? It's just your own thinking! Why don't you tell me why?" Zhong Congyu said.

Gu Chi always seemed to be immersed in a nightmare, and was awakened by such a sentence, his eyes suddenly became a little distracted: "You really don't know?"

Zhong Congyu raised his chin slightly, the meaning couldn't be more obvious.

"Xiao Yuer, your grades are so good, have you ever considered a problem? We have been together since my dad entered, but in this short period of less than a year, have you noticed that the four weeks have changed a lot? ?” Gu Chi doesn’t mention Gu Jianyu on weekdays, and sometimes even avoids the word “dad” very much, and shows subconscious resistance to entertainment like TV and novels.

So, once he mentions it, it's no longer part of a joke.

"Actually, I discovered it. I discovered it a long time ago. I didn't close my eyes all the time. I realized this since the first time I went out with Li Yansan to make money. The thinking over there is more closed. I also met people like us. people, they, are more difficult..."

In just a few words, Zhong Congyu seemed to have grasped something important, and wanted to rush over to hug Gu Chi, but the latter avoided him vigilantly, and his eyes also parted with this movement.

As soon as the words were spoken, the following content came out naturally.

It seemed that there was a thread that had been tense and suddenly disconnected.

boom!

"When I have no money, I think I can hold on, because I can carry and fight; when the old woman comes to make trouble, I think I can hold on, isn't it just a matter of two extra pairs of chopsticks; when the road is blocked, I I think I can persevere, after all, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and the way is people's thinking; when I was threatened by your father, I didn't back down, because I love you."

"But the old woman died, just so suddenly. The Dachuan family's shop that has been here for half a lifetime closed down. How to survive after linking is unknown. Even Xu Yanyan, I just had a flash in my head. Is she still alive? The thought."

"How can you make me not afraid?"

There are three most terrible things in a person's life.

Birth and old age, sickness and death, and helplessness in desperate situations.

Both expected and unexpected.

Gu Chi said so much in one breath, as if he was talking about his normal state in the past few months and even in the future.

He suddenly felt a little hunger and thirst in his throat, but he still suppressed the pain: "I must understand the truth, but have you thought about these things?"

This was the first time Zhong Congyu looked at him with blank eyes.

Gu Chi smiled and said, "Look, you really don't understand, you haven't noticed, or you haven't thought about it."

"It's okay." Gu Chi propped himself up on the steps with his right hand, and he stood up suddenly, his hoarse voice was calm, it was a unique voice forged by wind, frost, rain and snow, "It's okay, I've figured it out for you."

In fact, there are still many words that have not been said in time, and there are still many cruel facts that have not been thrown in front of Xiao Yuer for him to face forcefully. The last straw that broke the camel's camel has not yet existed, and Gu Chi will not be able to say anything. Too dead.

At this moment, an elderly woman's voice passed through the alleys of the narrow alleyway, full of air: "Xiao Gu! Oh, I've been looking for you for a long time! Just came back, haven't you, come to Auntie's place to take advantage of it!"

Gu Chi turned his head and saw Da Chuan's mother waving at them.

"Why are you still standing still, Xiao Zhong is here with you! Da Chuan called me at noon, saying that you have something to do today and no place to eat! Tell me about this kind of thing directly in the future, it's not the first day we met, please be polite What are you doing!"

Guess it's Wang Dachuan, although he is cursing, but he won't really turn his face against others, since he was beaten since childhood, he has always had this bad temper.

My thoughts suddenly returned to the distant past——

The movements and voice were very indecent, and the palms of his hands were still wiping the sweat on his forehead, but many "beautiful things" are not judged only by their appearance.A few years ago, this place was a gathering place of all kinds of religions and nine streams. Every night, it would be occupied by migrant wage earners, who drank bad-quality beer and fantasized about their life goals.

Maybe one or two will be successful in counterattack, but most of them, after seeing through life, are still immersed in it, and go home honestly, carrying a hoe and other land occupation funds, marrying a wife and having children.

Then, let the next generation continue the fantasy.

Everything is vivid.

The excitement of the owner who made things up without knowing the source was gone, and the recklessness of the iron skin and copper head was gone, and now there is only a dilapidated body standing up and down.

Along the way, too many things were accidentally lost.

After Da Chuanma finished calling, she turned around and went into the house to continue cooking, leaving only one door open for them.

Zhong Congyu didn't give him time to breathe this time, and grabbed Gu Chi's hand suddenly, as if he wanted to squeeze life into his palm: "I'm sorry, can I change it? But don't be afraid, please, let me always Be with you, I just want to be with you, okay?"

He goes to and from class every day, and he doesn't seem to have the slightest burden on his head, but he still feels very uneasy. Sometimes he wakes up at night and finds that Gu Chi is by his side. If he is not by his side, he will not be able to sleep for the next few days. with.

I am afraid that if I am not careful, I will never see it again.

"I..." Gu Chi hesitated, "I don't want to lose you, if you lose, I have nothing, but I can't guarantee anything now. Let's go, eat, my The cooking skills are all taught by Da Chuan’s mother”

As long as there is still room, I don't want to let go yet.

——But it's also really scary.

In a blink of an eye, it was time for the second examination.

The news of Xu Yanyan's disappearance has basically been settled.

Although Zhong Congyu's performance was second to none in the audience, it has to be said that compared with before, he has regressed a lot.

A large round of teachers queuing up to criticize/fight without any results, Zhao Gudong was so angry that he jumped up and down. In the end, it was Cao Bake who held a cup of standard coffee and asked the reason slowly.

Zhong Congyu said, enough is enough.

But the scope of the term is too vague.

For Yi Qier, the undergraduate score line is enough, for study committee member Yang Bin, the key score line is enough, it depends on the current pursuit and philosophy.

What is enough now, will it be enough in the future?Is it possible that this life has stopped at this stage, using "enough" to imprison oneself?Leave no gaps?

Later, Cao Buck sent him a sentence, not a famous saying, nor a Zen phrase for practice, but just an ordinary sentence that made people jaw drop-you are too young.

After this exam, the leaders of the school suddenly seemed to have their foreheads clamped by the door. Not only did they give them back the weekend and weekends, but they didn't even catch the attendance in the morning, and turned to attack the next class.

Once Gu Chi climbed over the wall to study with a deep-fried dough stick in his mouth, and happened to meet Zhao Gudong. on Zhao Gudong's face.

Gu Chi thought in his heart, "It's dead."

But for the first time, Zhao Gudong wiped his hand with oil and sunflower oil, opened his eyes and muttered, "Why are there fried dough sticks in the sky?"

Gu Chi: "..."

On the other side, Cao Bake waved upstairs: "Old Zhao! Come up quickly, I bought you meat buns!"

Without further ado, Zhao Gudong lifted his trousers and ran away.

If it wasn't for the bald and round head, Gu Chi would even suspect that a certain antique was taken over by monsters and goblins like in a certain novel... Well, it's still a monster with a girly look.

When he slipped to the door, he and Zhong Congyu looked at each other, tacitly one was responsible for the signal and the other was responsible for the action, successfully pretending under the nose of the teacher, "I have been in the classroom for a long time, but you didn't see it before."

During this period, Zhong Congyu was stunned for a moment, his head went blank for a few seconds—he suddenly remembered that the purpose of his first position in this position was to find the younger brother who brought tea and water, and it happened that he caught Gu Chi's trick that day , by the way.

As a result, by the way, many things came out by the way.

Gu Chi squeezed his back with his hands, and lowered his voice: "Speak up! The teacher is asking you!"

Only then did Zhong Congyu come back to his senses, and blurted out, "Oh, what question are you doing?"

"..." Gu Chi's face darkened, "She wants you to prove whether I was in class just now."

People today seem to have taken rat poison.

In the third consultation later, neither Dajun nor the main force made any movement, but the cranes headed by Gu Chi had a relatively large tail wave, showing a strong stamina.

With the difficulty of the questions not relaxed, Gu Chi unexpectedly scored nearly [-] points more than usual!

Yi Qier yelled: "Fuck! Are you taking hormones!?"

Seeing them now, Gu Chi felt a little uncomfortable. He could always think of Mrs. Gu and Xu Yanyan, but he couldn't blame him, so he replied angrily, "Well, I mainly take Xiaoyuer's auxin, and the rest of the same kind rely on it. Resource Sharing."

After all, unity is strength.

Less than 20 days away from the college entrance examination.

Wang Dachuan, who hadn’t contacted him for a long time, suddenly sent a message saying that he had found a job and stabilized himself, and that he would get [-] yuan a month for food and housing—it’s pretty good that he can earn [-] yuan a month with his strength—the boss is very friendly. Well, the weight is like a tiger going down the mountain, a full twenty catties less.

Gu Chi laughed and said it was good, lest Wang Dachuan suddenly transform into Wang Sangao and make a group debut with Li Yansan.

Wang Dachuan didn't think the joke was so funny, he had a pimple in his heart, and it was difficult to joke unscrupulously: "You recently..."

"I'm fine recently." Gu Chi stopped the topic abruptly, and after a few words of pleasantries, he shot a boomerang, "How about you?"

Wang Dachuan kept silent, and then suddenly said: "Ah, that's right! There is something I forgot to tell you, I made a new girlfriend! I'll send you a photo!"

The girl in the photo looks young, not a person with heavy makeup, but looks very youthful and clean at first glance, very familiar.

Afterwards, several photos came, and due to the network lag, all the photos were piled up in front of Gu Chi's eyes. For a moment, Gu Chi suddenly felt where this familiar smell came from.

That ex-girlfriend also had the same temperament and style, but after careful comparison, there was a hint of aloofness.

Gu Chi didn't mention this, he just said "remember to treat me to dinner when you get back" as a matter of routine, and hung up the phone.

Zhong Congyu stood at the door waiting for him to have dinner, just watching eagerly, feeling disturbed by walking in, and unconvinced when he stood far away.

Gu Chi glanced out of the window, his brows and eyes suddenly twitched slightly, and he said very gently: "Tomorrow is a holiday, why don't you go out and play? It's been so long, it seems that we haven't dated yet, right? "