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After the final exam, Shen Hai walked out of the classroom, turned to a place where there was no one there, stopped, lowered his head, took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Wen Muzhou: "Are you still in school?"

He still kept Wen Muzhou's mobile phone number, which was reported to him by the other party during the period when he was a pen pal.However, after revealing their identities to each other, Wen Muzhou silently refused the text message contact.

Shen Hai has long ignored Wen Muzhou's farewell words of "forget about me earlier", and now it seems that he has directly ignored all his instructions.Wen Muzhou's negative response was instead taken as acquiescence and encouragement. Shen Hai couldn't hold back when he didn't see him for a day, so he gave him a pot of soup to cool down, borrowed an umbrella from him when it rained, and fell into a one-sided love.

Wen Muzhou looked at the screen of the phone, paused for two seconds thoughtfully, then put down the phone, turned around, and continued tidying up the office.There were two cardboard boxes on the floor, one of which was already full.Wen Muzhou was packing stacks of books and folders into the remaining box when he suddenly heard a sound behind him.

Shen Hai leaned against the door of the office, panting slightly and said, "I guess you should be packing things here."

"..." Wen Muzhou was sometimes a little shocked by this kid's thick skin.

"Are these going to be moved home for the summer vacation?" Shen Hai asked.

"Yes."

"I saw your car downstairs." Shen Hai leaned down while talking, and easily picked up the box, "Let me help you move it down."

"Hey, no need—" Wen Muzhou couldn't stop him, and could only watch his youthful and vigorous back disappear at the door.

The young man in high spirits and full of light has not had time to be stained with a little haze by time.

Wen Muzhou sealed the remaining cardboard box with tape, carried it on his shoulder and walked down the stairs, and met Shen Hai who turned back empty-handed on the way.Shen Hai stretched out his hands to catch it, Wen Muzhou shook his head and said, "It's okay, it's not serious." Shen Hai then followed behind him step by step.

The two put the box into the trunk of Wen Muzhou's car.Shen Hai watched Wen Muzhou close the back of the car, and said in a low voice, "Professor, see you at the beginning of school."

"Are you going home too?"

"Well, my train tomorrow."

Wen Muzhou opened the car door: "Get in the car."

Shen Hai was stunned.

"You helped me move things, and I'll treat you to a cup of coffee."

Shen Hai blinked in disbelief, and hurriedly got into the passenger seat, as if he was afraid that he would change his mind, he pulled out the seat belt with a snap and put it on.

A faint smile flashed across Wen Muzhou's eyes, but it was quickly replaced by some deeper emotion.

The cafe is still far from the school.Wen Muzhou raised his cup and took a sip, looking at the young man who was holding the cup in both hands and sipping, he said: "I did a research project before, and the theme was young people under the influence of global culture. Language changes."

Shen Hai didn't expect him to bring this up, and he couldn't understand the intention for a while, so he could only express his doubts with his eyes.

"The rotten articles I mentioned to you when I pretended to be 'Azi' are part of popular culture, so I also wrote them into the paper. Moreover, out of some kind of selfishness of asking for directions, I don't write in this part. It was a lot of ink. That paper was widely circulated later, and many industry authorities read it, as did my colleagues." Wen Muzhou smiled, "Guess what kind of feedback I have received?"

"professor……"

"Those who talk about the facts, say that the dross outside the mainstream culture does not need to be taken seriously, and will be eliminated after three to five years. Those who have a strong divergent thinking... are not just for papers." Wen Muzhou's tone was so leisurely that it was almost indifferent , "You might think that the cultural atmosphere of colleges and universities will be more open and inclusive than other places. In fact, ideals are only ideals after all."

Shen Hai was in a hurry: "I know, I also have experience! But it depends on human effort, as long as we—"

"University is too far away from the paradise, and being a professor can't talk about peace of mind." Wen Muzhou lowered his eyes, and said in a steady tone, "My family has been teachers for generations, and there will probably be no descendants under me, but I When I was growing up, I never thought about doing anything other than teaching in the past. How much I gave up and how much I paid for this is not known to outsiders. On any road, there must be gains and losses. Compared with illusory love, I am more willing to preserve This is the established course of life."

"..."

Wen Muzhou finally raised his eyes, looked at Shen Hai's expression, and smiled slightly: "My lord is just so boring."

Shen Hai choked for a long while before letting out a breath of cold air from his frost-covered lungs.

"why?"

Wen Muzhou picked up the coffee, found his fingers were trembling, and put it down in a disguised way.

"You obviously have feelings for me too. You just do." Shen Hai gritted his teeth and said firmly, "If you didn't, you would simply refuse at the beginning, wouldn't you? I don't ask for any vows, I just want to get close to you and take care of you , is obviously the simplest thing in the world, why should it be so...so..."

Wen Muzhou showed a strange smile: "I'm old, Shen Hai. Haven't you seen the essence of adults? Those who vowed to fight to the end decades ago have now compromised every single one."

He looked tired and depressed.Shen Hai hesitated for a moment: "I didn't mean that..."

"But that's what I mean." Wen Muzhou smiled, "You are so smart, you should have seen through me long ago. Don't say that my heart is made of meat, even if it is really ice, you should have covered it up by now It's cracked. But I can't play it, I really can't play it... I can only throw a ball and admit defeat."

He said weak words, but Shen Hai's whole body was covered with a layer of ice.Shen Hai struggled to breathe through the ice: "I am willing to wait."

"Shen Hai!"

"I've made up my mind. When I get out of this campus and become more or less reliable, I'll come back to you. Even if I can't walk in the sun, I can secretly like the professor, and the professor can also secretly like me." Shen Hai said and became a little happier, "Don't worry, I'm very timid and afraid of getting into trouble, so I won't cause trouble."

Wen Muzhou was almost moved.

His smile couldn't hold back any longer, and he had to lower his head: "You are not timid at all, you are much braver than me. You are so young, why should you wrong yourself for someone like me? If you recognize my true colors, stop Waste your time, find someone who can be close to you and take care of you."

Maybe even Wen Muzhou didn't realize it, this is the first time he let Shen Hai see his true emotions, a little melancholy and a little sad.

He held the coffee cup tightly in his hands as if to keep warm.

Shen Hai was silent for a moment, then suddenly stretched out his hands and put them on the back of his hands.Those palms seemed to be a little hotter than coffee cups, expressing something instead of lips.Yet the owner of the hand just said, "I see...thank you for the coffee."

He got up and left after speaking.Wen Muzhou sat on the spot with his forehead propped up.

-

"See which bus it is?" Luo Yu asked.

Wei Jin took out the train ticket from his pocket, Luo Yu leaned his head to look at it, and then looked up to compare the train schedule on the station display screen: "It's not late, come in soon."

"Ah."

Wei Jin dragged the suitcase, and Luo Yu helped him carry the packed lunch box from the nearby restaurant.The two left the hall in a tacit understanding, walked to a relatively hidden corner outside the station gate, watched the people coming and going in front of them, and didn't speak for a while.

"Sister, do you want to stay in the store? Can you take it there?" "Would you like a map, map!"

"You seem to have said before that you are going to France to study summer school?" Luo Yu raised his voice to cover the noisy voices around him.

"Yes, go home and stay for a while before going there, and study for a month."

"What's the time difference over there in France?"

"Six hours."

"Oh..." Luo Yu seemed to think about it, and didn't say any more, "Go alone and pay more attention to safety."

"Ah."

Another moment of silence.

"Local one-day tour, three-day tour..." "Luggage, five yuan per suitcase, I'll help you carry it to the car all the time..."

Wei Jin turned his head to look at Luo Yu, and found that Luo Yu was also looking at him.He had the urge to kiss goodbye, but in broad daylight, he really didn't have the guts.And the atmosphere is very wrong.The other party obviously also carried out similar brain activities, and looked away with a patient expression.

Wei Jin sighed silently, and suddenly felt that the hand hanging by his side was being pulled.The opponent's grip was so tight that it almost hurt him.

"Remember what I said." Luo Yu said in a barely audible volume.

In fact, without his reminding, Wei Jin had already replayed every word he said in the study room hundreds of times in his mind.

"Give me some time, I want to have a good relationship with you...I don't believe how difficult it is, you can always learn with more effort..."

"Crooked, Xiao Li, I'm here, where are you?"

On the one hand, Wei Jin felt that the idea of ​​the word "learning" seemed strange, but on the other hand, he was so moved that he almost threw away his armor on the spot.Luo Yu has this ability, so that he knows that he can't, but he can't draw the rest with all his strength.

"Your car has pulled into the station." Luo Yu said.

"Yeah." Wei Jin hesitated to leave.Luo Yu approached him with his head down, and silently opened his arms to embrace him.Wei Jin took a deep breath, and buried his face on Luo Yu's shoulder with a heart-wrenching happiness.

If Luo Yu changes his mind after the summer vacation is over... If there is no chance to hug him again... He wants to be with this person with all his heart, but he also really doesn't want this person to be broken.How to do it?

Silly boy, you can still die.Wei Jin thought full of self-loathing.

-

After seeing off Wei Jin, Luo Yu got on the subway back to school, took out a pocket notepad from his pocket, bit the pen holder and fell into deep thought.

This small book records all the data he wrote down after he began to suspect that he liked Wei Jin.Luo Yu said that he would use these few days to take more samples, not just for fun.However, in the past few days, he was so busy racing against time to get along with Wei Jin that he didn't have time to classify and record.

Luo Yu turned to a blank page, thinking about summarizing his observations, but the barrel of his pen was almost bitten off, and the page was still empty.

Wei Jin was afraid, and so was Luo Yu.He has been the proud son of heaven with smooth sailing for more than ten years. For the first time, he experienced the confusion and confusion that the situation was completely out of his control, and he didn't know how to solve it.

you can not do that.You vomited once in front of Wei Jin, he doesn't feel safe at all, you can't make any more mistakes, you can't make a single mistake...

What is a perfect love like?Luo Yu looked at the dark window of the subway, a little dazed.