straight

Wei Jin took a deep breath, and went straight to Li Yi: "Director, let's talk."

Li Yi stared at the professional book and frowned, then slowly looked at the pale Wei Jin: "Okay, what are you talking about?"

Talk about stirring up the base.

"I think the atmosphere in the dormitory is a bit tense recently. If I do something that makes you feel dissatisfied, you can speak it out openly and communicate with each other, so that we can get along more easily in the future."

Li Yi blinked: "I'm not dissatisfied."

"Then in the car today, why did you—"

"I was talking about homosexuality, not you." Li Yi seemed to have prepared a way to deal with it long ago, with a calm look, "Is there any misunderstanding?"

Wei Jin never expected him to come here, and his already confused mind couldn't react: "I'm just..."

"What?" Li Yi leaned forward, as if he was about to take out his phone in the next second and record what he was about to say.

For a moment, Wei Jin was overwhelmed by sudden exhaustion, and just wanted to give up all the cover-ups of hypocrisy and obedience, step off the cliff and fall into the abyss.He took three breaths, but finally controlled it: "I just have a different opinion."

"Okay." Li Yi shrugged, "Then we will be considerate of each other in the future and not discuss such controversial topics in front of each other."

Wei Jin nodded silently.Li Yi said again word by word: "Don't do anything in front of the other party that will cause discussion."

Wei Jin realized that the other party was waiting for him to speak, and made a promise that he would not hinder his eyes.

However, overwhelming exhaustion extinguished all anger, and Wei Jin even smiled: "Don't worry, there won't be such an opportunity anyway."

Li Yi didn't understand the meaning behind this sentence, but since he got the guarantee, he tried hard to push his facial muscles and smiled: "It's good to clear up the misunderstanding."

Wei Jin turned numbly and walked towards the bunk, buried himself in the bed, and stared at the white paint on the wall.No one spoke, only the sound of Li Yi turning the pages of the book could be heard.Accompanied by that voice, he recalled the scene in the classroom repeatedly and masochistically, over and over again, until a clear and calm fact settled out of the boiling emotions.

——I can't even be friends with Luo Yu.

Luo Yu is a good person, maybe he won't hate himself for this.If he is lucky, he will even take the initiative to reveal this chapter.But from now on, when he looks at himself, he can't take off his guard; when he touches himself, he must try hard to hide his physical disgust.

Rather than lingering by his side like that, it's better...it's better...

Wei Jin didn't have the courage to finish this sentence in the end.

He froze on the bed with his eyes open, and didn't even eat dinner until the night was getting dark, and he fell asleep in a daze at some point.There was a faint cry lingering in the dream, the crying was heartbreaking, and when I was half asleep and half awake, I raised my hand to touch my face, but it was dry.

Wei Jin felt a throbbing pain in his stomach, turned over, gradually came to his senses, and shouted hoarsely at the board of the upper bunk, "Hey, why are you crying in the middle of the night, is your jerk off?"

The writer on the upper bunk heard the words and was silent, suppressed for a while, and then wept very softly.

Wei Jin was so quarreled that he couldn't do anything about it, he stood up staggeringly, leaned over to the guardrail and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

The writer is silent.Wei Jin waited patiently for a long while before he heard him humming endlessly: "...they said I copied the beginning of another article...I didn't copy it, and I haven't even read that article...I How can you do such a shameful thing when you want to save face so much?"

"What text?" Wei Jin asked non-seriously.

The writer twitched again: "I can't say it."

Wei Jin sighed, handed over a box of tissues on his desk, and said feebly, "It's fine if I know I haven't done it, and I don't care what others say, just keep writing."

The writer didn't answer any more, and the crying stopped.Standing dizzy, Wei Jin clutched his stomach and retreated to the bed.

"...I won't write anymore." After a long time, he heard the writer say softly, with a hint of determination, "It's all like this, what's the point of insisting on it, it's better to cut it off."

-

"I feel like I did something wrong."

Shen Hai moved his fingers slowly to finish editing the text message, hesitating for a long time before sending it out, and the recipient was "Ah Zi".

The other party replied immediately: "What's the matter?"

"A week ago, on the way back from the nursing home, a friend of mine was humiliated in public. My friend is the same, and that person loudly listed various characteristics of homosexuality, deliberately drawing everyone's attention to my friend." Shen Hai This time I typed very fast, as if I wanted to force myself to send it before I regretted it, "I was sitting on the side at the time, and I knew how to get out of the siege...but I didn't stand up."

"Ah? Why?" Ah Zi asked.

"Because I don't want to attract attention."

"...I don't know what to say. You are usually filled with righteous indignation when you talk about this kind of hypocrisy, why do you shrink back when it comes to this?" As he expected, Ah Zi immediately became angry, "If you support it in your heart, then speak loudly Tell me, what age is this, what are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid of a lot of things."

……

Shen Hai took a deep breath, his tall body trembled slightly, like Mount Tai was about to fall, and his fingers trembled: "There are some things you don't know yet, because I'm also afraid of your reaction after you know."

He sent a picture he had chosen in advance.

A few minutes later Ah Zi asked, "Who is this person?"

"this is me."

There was a longer silence this time.A full hour passed, and Shen Hai seemed to be experiencing a long probation.This is the end, right?Sure enough, you still can't accept it?All those chatter before... what was it?

He couldn't help looking through the chat records of the two of them from the beginning, and suddenly received a new reminder.

Ah Zi said, "Let's meet up."