I wait for you to see through the scenery

It was still the last day at the end of the semester, when he packed his things and went home for the holiday, Qu Jia had his schoolbag on his right shoulder, and the things cleared from the desks and lockers in his left hand.

As soon as you get out of the school gate, turn left, without looking up, you will go in the direction of the poplar tree that stops every time.

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a figure under the tree.

Right at the position of his bicycle, someone flung his big scarf and was bending over and lowering his head to handle his bicycle.

"What are you doing?" Qu Jia hummed subconsciously, narrowing his eyes.

For such a short moment, the person he hoped to catch his eyes was Zhou Yao.The length of his reflex arc was a big delay, and it was finally projected to the ranking of the final grades of the whole year posted on the stairs.Zhou Yao's name on the list turned into a piece of paper, which floated down lightly, and suddenly covered his consciousness, which was his unbearable emotional lightness.

Suddenly feel uncomfortable, want to see Zhou Yao.He regretted it, felt sorry for Zhou Yao, and especially wanted to smoke himself.

But the person driving his car under the tree was obviously not Zhou Yao, and the height of his figure flickered.

Zhou Yao is quite tall, and the top of his head can often hit the first branch of a poplar tree, so every time Zhou Yao goes to help Qu Jia get a bicycle, he has to bend over and shrink his neck to avoid the tree. branches of a tree.Occasionally bumping into each other accidentally, he would laugh at Zhou Yao for his bad eyesight, and Zhou Yao would cover his head and turn his face away, scolding the tree branch and laughing.

Miss Zhou Yao's smile.

Xiao Jiang was caught right away. He straightened up all of a sudden, retracted his little paws, and the word "ticky" was clearly written on his face.

"What are you doing?" Qu Jia asked.

"No, nothing." Jiang Rong stood at attention and looked at him with his schoolbag.

Qu Jia's bicycle started to move at this moment, and it tilted in front of their eyes at a slow motion speed, "crash"... ah...

In the bicycle array, if one bike is reversed, a large area will be reversed. The domino effect is quite exciting.A bunch of broken cars are all entangled together in the posture of "hand in hand" with their pedals spread.

The result was that Xiao Jiang was extremely embarrassed and cried all the way, saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" and "I'm so stupid when I'm done", and went to set up bicycles one by one, and Qu Jia followed behind, helping to pick up one after another...

Qu Jia finally took out his broken car, put a bunch of things on the back seat, glanced at Xiao Jiang, turned around and rode away.

The boy Jiang Rong looked at his butt and his car with a look of reluctance, and watched from a distance behind.

Qu Jia rode his bicycle all the way home, about one stop away from his house, and turned into an alley.

After entering, he squeezed the handlebar, and the scorpion swung his tail and turned the car around. He waited for about three seconds and counted 1, 2, 3 silently.

He then stepped into the car, and the front wheel flew out of the alley, hitting the target!Xiao Jiang burst out with an "ah", the front wheel was hit and bounced straight up, flustered, flew out of the car seat, and was almost thrown to the wall next to it by inertia.

It was Qu Jia who had sharp eyes and quick hands, reaching out and grabbing the kid's coat by the chest, and then slowly let go.

"What are you doing with me?"

Qu Jia looked at Jiang Rong.

I am upset, what do you always want to do with me?

……

Jiang Rong followed him as if it wasn't the first time or the second time.

Last time at the edge of the playground, I saw Zhou Yao suddenly convulsed and fell to the ground rolling, Qu Jia rushed out from behind the electric pole, and found that Jiang Rong also ran out from nowhere.No one else was there, it just so happened that Xiao Jiang would always be "accompanied" by their side.

In the past three years, I have become a professional runner.

Jiang Rong hesitated for less than two seconds, and couldn't help it anymore, and shouted in frustration: "Oh, I'm not following you, I just want to see the note in the back seat of your car, is it still there?" ah?"

What note?

Qu Jia didn't know it at all, and sat a piece of paper under his buttocks until Xiao Jiang bent down again to dig into his seat. Between the broken cushion of his bicycle seat and a pile of spring supports, there was a real I picked out a piece of paper, which had been soaked by the dripping rain of the past two days, and was ravaged beyond recognition.

When the piece of paper was unfolded, Qu Jia took a look at it, and he could recognize it no matter how torn or rotten it was soaked in water, it turned into a ball of paper wadding.It was a scrap of paper for math class, with his name and other words written all over it, just a few words but unusually piercing, venting his emotions in the most straightforward way.

Qu Jia, Qu Jia, Qu Jia.

Jiajia, Jiajia, you bastard, what are you doing, you ignore me, you ignore me, you big bastard.

……

Qu Jia stared at the paper, knowing who wrote it without asking.Why are you so stupid?

Because he's done the same stupid thing, clipped crude love letter notes to the backseat of the boy he liked, and he's done it many times.

"Who put it in the car seat for me?" Qu Jia asked suddenly.

"Did I stuff it?" Jiang Rong threw away his schoolbag and sat on the back seat of his car, only confessing under Qu Jia's stare.

"I just happened to see it that day." Jiang Rong lowered his head and picked his fingers, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Qu Jia, I peeked at the paper clipped on the back seat of your car, and I just took a look... I thought, this Isn't it too obvious?!"

Qu Jia stared at Xiao Jiang in amazement, not knowing what to say.

Jiang Rong frowned, and said seriously: "I'm afraid that others will see it, so I, I just want to hide it for you two, so I'll fold up the note and stuff it into the cushion of your car seat."

Qu Jia: "..."

He subconsciously asked, "What day?"

Jiang Rong recalled a little: "You were sick, did you take sick leave for two days with a fever, and then you came back to class, that was that day."

The day he came back after taking leave with a fever.

Zhou Yao visited the courtyard in the rain and saw him and Xia Lan talking together.

Zhou Yao left a box of rock sugar strawberries at the gate of the compound, and the next day.

There is one week left until the final exam.

Is that right?

what else?Qu Jia quickly rewinds the tape in his mind, pawing around with his dull and chaotic reflex arcs, trying to reassemble the fragments of memory.What else, what happened these days.

Too many things happened, his brain was short-circuited, several wires leading to his IQ and EQ were burned, and the ups and downs of the plot were almost overwhelming.Zhou Yao, on the other hand, was obviously more short-circuited than him, so that he accidentally wrote such a note that exposed his emotions and identity.

Therefore, Zhou Yao just wrote him a very real note, thinking that he would get a response.

And then?Then Zhou Yao failed the exam, and lost [-] points in the math exam all the way.

Adding up all the final exam papers of Zhou Yao's three years of high school, he didn't lose so many marks in mathematics.Only he, Qu Jia, has the ability to make Zhou Yao fail the math test, right?

Both of them threw their schoolbags on the ground, stood and sat, and stared at each other at the entrance of the alley.

Jiang Rong was powerless to parry in the eye-to-eye duel, and was quickly defeated: "Don't stare at me, I didn't say anything!"

Xiao Jiang has already seen it, how many other people have actually seen it?

They just didn't say anything, allowing Qu Jia and Zhou Yao to spend the most beautiful and sweet time without revealing anything.Now he and Zhou Yao finally couldn't cover up the outbreak of conflict and quarreled and alienated. Only then did he realize that there was a slight ripple under the seemingly calm water around him, and many people around him turned out to be insiders.Xiao Jiang, Huang Xiaoxiao, or Pan Fei, and that old and cunning fellow of his head teacher... How many other little friends who watched silently but didn't make a sound?

Dazed, at a loss, and seemingly hopeless.

Qu Jia put the note into the pocket of his jacket, and looked at the other person with skin-sharp eyes: "Say, what do you want?"

Qu Jian's expression was very cold and fierce. Xiao Jiang was already thin, so she would disappear if she cut her.Jiang Rong was stunned again, lowered his head and pursed his lips: "No."

Yes, what do you want?

Rolling up such an important note into a small paper roll and stuffing it among the springs of the car seat cushion, the level of confidentiality of the information handed over by the underground party is no more than that. Xiao Jiang, do you really want Qu Jia to find this note?

Or do you not want him to find the note?

The handwriting and tone can be seen at a glance, it was written by Zhou Yao to Qu Jia.

"I don't want what happened." Jiang Rong stood in the team to show his attitude, for fear that Qu Jia would throw his wrist to beat him in the next step. "I'm afraid of others to see, and I am afraid of yourself. You take your car and leave every day, and you never take a good look at your car...

"At that time, a few of us were playing games together. When Zhou Yao asked you to play forward, he always passed the ball to you. Anyway, he rarely passed to me. When he looked up on the court, he would look for you first. If you can enter, the two of you have a tacit understanding than others.

"You scored a goal and I wanted to hug you to celebrate with you, but you just threw me on the ground, Qu Jia, you almost killed me! My ass almost split in two, you turned your head and hugged Zhou Yao, you She never hugged Zhou Yao alone.

"You still kiss him on the forehead. Every time you score a goal, you secretly kiss him."

"Zhou Yao always goes to your class to give you study materials. Your workbooks are all the answers written by Zhou Yao for you, right? He is busier than anyone else in every exam. Is it possible to transfer your IQ by doing the questions? , like a blood transfusion? Zhou Yao just put his IQ into your brain, and you will be full of blood, and he will fail the exam, right?

"I've felt it a long time ago, I've seen it...I've always seen it!"

While Jiang Rong was talking, he suddenly trembled and swallowed hard, holding it back for almost three years.

Qu Jia's fingers gripping the handlebar were also shaking, and he really wanted to go over and cover the other person's mouth, and give him a few smacks until the kid shut up and stopped talking.Xiao Jiang, a classmate he has known for three years, knows too much, too much.

"Qu Jia, don't be so scared, I won't say it." Jiang Rong was very serious, "I won't be so bored as to report to our grade director, I won't do that disgusting thing, don't be afraid I!"

"What am I afraid of?" Qu Jia still had that cold face, exhaling white gas from his mouth, and his mind was numb.

Shuofeng rolled up the gravel and slapped his face, and all the unexpected waves came one after another and pressed on his shoulders, which made him feel that he would not worry about his debts, come on, come on.If someone exposes you, you will go all out, so what if you find out?Is there any subject or question on the college entrance examination paper for this?Boys are not allowed to score if they like boys. Is there such a question?fuck it.

Anyway, he, Qu Jia, has been in the school for so many years, so he is not a moral model of school spirit and discipline.Ever since Tang Zheng was expelled from school, he had already stepped on the edge of a cliff with one foot.

"Qu Jia, you don't want to silence me, do you?" Jiang Rong glanced at Qu Jia's uncertain expression, tsk, it's so scary.He gave a wry smile, rubbed his fingers that were already frozen red, and then rubbed his face, trembling as if he had no ability to resist and let others slaughter him.

"No." Qu Jia's lips moved, "But don't mention Zhou Yao again. If you let others know about this, I will really silence you."

The smile on Jiang Rong's face disappeared, and he nodded, understanding.

It is not easy for a fool to pretend to be smart, but it is not difficult for a smart person to pretend to be stupid.

That day, in Qu Jia's eyes, his little Jiang classmate turned into an old ginger in an instant.

"I haven't told anyone about it, I won't talk nonsense." Jiang Rong seemed calm, but he couldn't control his dry emotions, and his eyes turned moist and swollen.Erase it quickly, otherwise it will freeze the eye sockets.

"I'm just afraid that Zhou Yao will be too sad. His final exams are very uncomfortable these days, right? He is in a daze in class, and after class, he looks out of the window by himself, or listens to the CD on the table without talking. I accompany him to the toilet, and he urinates I can pee crookedly, pee on my feet!  …

"Every evening, I go to the playground alone to play football, shoot goals, keep kicking big feet, and don't ask me to go with Pan Fei. I knew he was in a bad mood, so I guessed that the two of you were arguing. That day his legs hurt. You still ignore him when you have cramps and pain like that, I think he is about to cry... I don't understand, don't others see it? Everyone else is blind? Why can I see it every time? Come out, you two!" Jiang Rong escaped his sight and said with difficulty, "Go and coax him, don't make him sad, I feel very uncomfortable just looking at it."

"Go?" Jiang Rong whispered, "Let's make up."

Qu Jia didn't speak.

"If you don't go, then I'll go and tell him." Jiang Rong said, "I'll comfort him, I'll coax him, Qu Jia, don't hit me when the time comes, don't be jealous of me. "

"You dare to go." Qu Jia threw three words to the other party without even thinking about it.Can't bear it.

"Okay." Xiao Jiang really didn't dare, she shrank her obviously short shoulders.

"If you dare to say anything to Zhou Yao, I'll tear you down too." Qu Jia threatened in a low voice, "Is it your turn to comfort him?"

"It's not my turn." Xiao Jiang pouted, "But you want to save face. If you don't go, then I will go."

"..."

"Where is Zhou Yao?" Qu Jia asked.Already knowing how stupid he was, a fire was burning in his heart.You bastard, Qu Jia, you are a big bastard.

"How would I know?" Xiao Jiang shrugged and sighed, "Go find him."

Qu Jia took a last look at Xiao Jiang, and didn't ask any other questions.If you don't ask, you won't know more troublesome things.

He turned the car around, got on the bike and left.

Xiao Jiang, carrying her schoolbag, stood still at the entrance of the alley, watching Qu Jia's back gradually go away, disappearing into the gray background on a vast street.

Xiao Jiang then waved her hand, smiled, and said goodbye to Qu Jia's back.

gone away.

go Go.

Finally let you know, it's over, goodbye, the handsome and distressing classmate Qu Jia.

……

When Qu Jia returned home that night, he also put the tattered papyrus with his name on it in his iron box, the treasure chest.

Then he took out the crystal jar under the hidden bed, sat on his own bed, poured out all the paper cranes made of colored paper and floral paper, and covered the whole bed.He put the paper cranes back into the jar one by one, just to count, how many did Zhou Yao stack for him back then?

When he received presents, he was too lazy to count them.Zhou Yao kept stacking and forgetting, not knowing how many were in the jar.

Qu Jia counted twice, but there were only 360 eight paper cranes instead of 350 five.He immediately imagined that Zhou Yao would sit at the desk and on the bed every night, stacking these silly birds with so much effort that he forgot the number at the end, and there were only a few birds left to make up 360, so he didn't make it all up.Yaoyao is sometimes foolish, full of passion and lack of understanding.

Zhou Yao, you haven’t stacked enough 360 five paper cranes, so in the 360 ​​five days of each year, there are a few days when we will quarrel...

Qu Jia knocked his head against the wall, knocked, knocked, knocked three times in a row, jumped out of bed and picked up the phone.

After pressing the number, his finger finally landed on the "Dial" key and did not press it. call What did Zhou Yao say?Said, I finally saw the scolding note you stuffed; or said, I have nothing to do with Xia Lan, you misunderstood.

During the winter vacation, he resumed taking math tutoring classes.

The cram school rented an elementary school near the art museum, and took advantage of the weekends and holidays of the elementary school to hold classes in the bungalow classrooms.

In the harsh winter, the north wind howled in through the windows. The students who came to class all wore the thickest down jackets at home, and some of them wore cotton trousers and cotton shoes.Sitting for a whole day, it's so damn cold, I'm so cold!

It is true that Qu Jia came back because Zhou Yao paid a share of the money for him, and his photo was posted on the class certificate. The three-month course was quite expensive, and he was reluctant to waste the money.

Pan Fei also bought this class, but after two visits, he stopped coming and went back after being frozen, without any money.

A student from a well-off family has never lived in a one-story house, and it is completely impossible to understand that there are still one-story classrooms in the world with four doors and windows leaking air. This is a shack made of cement!The coal stove is not burning hot, and the classroom is as cold as a big icehouse. How can I go to class?

So Qu Jia is quite forbidden to freeze, he is used to it.He just wore woolen trousers and a hot water bottle in his down jacket.

Sometimes he went to the classroom early, took the iron hook and dustpan, went around outside the bungalow, and looked around for briquettes.Quickly steal a few pieces of coal from other places to fill and heat up the coal stove in the classroom.

At noon, I found the pancake cart at the gate of the elementary school and bought a pancake to eat.

Passing the reception room window, he had already walked over and walked back slowly, and quickly made a phone call.He just wanted to call Zhou Yao and say: [Thank you for your cram school attendance certificate, and I will pay you back in a while. 】

What I want to say is obviously more than this sentence, I also want to say other things, such as "I'm sorry", "Are you free for dinner", "Do you want to go to a movie"...

He connected to the hotline with the paging lady, and then fell into a habitual shy and silent state. Could it be that "Yaoyao, I miss you, Yaoyao, don't feel bad because of me, I can't bear it ten times and a hundred times like you."Can't say it.

It was only after one class that Zhou Yao called back. Zhou Yao replied: [Remember to pay me back in the future, with interest. 】

Zhou Yao was obviously really angry and didn't want to talk to him anymore.

That's right, at that time, the physical education test took the 1500-meter test. In order not to let him fall behind, Zhou Yao desperately dragged him to run together, never leaving him a step... Then he told Zhou Yao to "get out".

The cram school continued the next day, and the schedule was full until the day before New Year's Eve.

At noon, he queued in front of the pancake cart again, because eating pancakes is the cheapest and saves money.One-egg pancakes sell for one yuan and sixty cents, and two-egg pancakes sell for one yuan and eight.

He was finally in line, "Two eggs." Qu Jia said.

He stared at the steaming pan, glanced away from the corner of his eye, and suddenly froze.On the side of the tricycle selling pancakes, there is a scarf and a pair of gloves.

Qu Jia stared at the blue scarf and gloves: "Whose is this?"

The pancake maker also glanced at it: "Just now, someone left it here, and forgot to take it."

"Who fell here?" Qu Jia asked.

"I don't know who? A student, he forgot to take the pancake after buying it." said the pancake spreader.

Qu Jia picked up the scarf and gloves, looked around, ran a few steps, and then looked on both sides of the road—this time he forgot to take the pancakes.

Of course he recognized this pair of scarves and gloves, they were sky blue, they belonged to Zhou Yao.It is the only one in the world that has no duplicates, because it was woven by Qu Liandi's own handicraft workshop and given to her godson Zhou Yao.

Zhou Yao, a little mathematician, didn't need to come to the school near the art museum to attend this cram school.

Zhou Yao shouldn't be here.

Therefore, Zhou Yao's scarf and gloves have been moved across the universe, and mysteriously moved to the pancake cart at the entrance of the cram school.

Zhou Yao came to see him, right?

……

That afternoon, Qu Jia stood beside the pancake cart and waited for a long time in the cold wind, but Zhou Yao just didn't come back.In order to ignore him as a bastard, Zhou Yao threw away his scarf and gloves, and left him in the wind to freeze him to death!