I wait for you to see through the scenery

The next day, a group of people went to school as usual, although the mood and the scenery on the campus had been turned upside down.

Zhou Yao met his buddy Pan Fei on the playground during the inter-class exercises, and they walked all the way.

He hasn't opened his mouth yet, some things are inconvenient to say to the team buddies, Pan Fei took the initiative to ask: "Do you know what happened to Tang Zheng?... Ye Xiaobai from our class didn't come to class today, what happened to these two people ?”

"Ye Xiaobai didn't come to class?" Zhou Yao was surprised again.

"I didn't come." Pan Fei said, "Ask our teacher, but the teacher didn't say anything, so what's the matter?"

"No, Xiaobai should be fine..." Zhou Yao's mood suddenly became depressed. At that time, he really didn't know what the problem was.

He was still too naive.

A 16-year-old boy in the prime of his life, he doesn't have much knowledge and experience, and he hasn't experienced many storms in his life.

In the afternoon, I heard from the people in their class that someone came to the school dormitory, removed Ye Xiaobai's bedding and supplies, went through the check-out procedures, and the school will not refund or refuse the one-year boarding fee. In short, Xiaobai It is estimated that the students will not live in the school in the future.

In the next few days of that week, Ye Xiaobai did not come to school for class, saying that he had asked for sick leave.Overnight, many things seem to be in front of their eyes, the clouds and rains are turned upside down, and everything is changed...

Zhou Yao went home on time to eat, review homework, and sleep at night as usual.

Zhou Yao, once he sat at the desk and stopped turning the pen in his hand, and sat at the dining table and didn't pick up vegetables, he was in a bad mood.

"Eat braised pork, stewed for you." His mother looked at him, and didn't ask him what happened, what happened.

"You stewed meat?" Zhou Yao asked suddenly.

"Didn't I stew it, and you said you like fried shredded pork with garlic sprouts." Yu Jingzhi smiled lightly, "Why don't you expect your father to be able to cook?"

"I thought you bought ready-made ones in the restaurant downstairs." Zhou Yao said.

"There is too much oil in the restaurant, and the oil used is not clean. How clean I made it for you." Yu Jingzhi said.

"Mom, you have also learned to cook." Zhou Yao seldom smiled these days, and felt quite fresh.

"Yes, isn't your mother the same as before? She was busy with work and didn't care much about you before." Yu Jingzhi picked up a bowl of rice, "Now that the job title is evaluated, no matter how you teach the class, it's those students who get a good salary. Why don't I How about spending a little more time taking care of you?"

Zhou Yao looked at his mother and heard his mother say, "Yaoyao, you will always be the most important in this family".

"I even went to the bookstore and bought two cookbooks, heh!" Yu Jingzhi was quite confident, "I'll make it for you according to the recipe. How difficult can fried pork with garlic sprouts be? There's nothing I can't learn."

I have been cooking for you every day, do you still want to eat other people's meals?

"Mom, do you know..." Zhou Yao held his chopsticks in his mouth, hesitating and hesitating, but he didn't dare to tell the truth.

Yu Jingzhi: "What?"

Zhou Yao said: "Ye Xiaobai hasn't come to class for a few days, I don't know what's wrong, is she sick?"

Yu Jingzhi didn't look at her son, she lowered her head and said, "I'm not sure, I'll ask her parents at the college tomorrow."

After a meal, Xiao Zhou is usually responsible for washing the dishes and taking out the garbage in the kitchen, while Lao Zhou watches TV and reads newspapers on the sofa.

Yu Jingzhi commanded her husband with her eyes: "Go wash the dishes, let Yaoyao go back to the room and rest, don't be too tired."

Before Zhou Yao could return to the room, there was another ringing from his waist.He glanced down quickly, his eyes flashed: "Mom... I'm going downstairs, I have something to do when I go out."

He turned around.

Yu Jingzhi stood in the living room and shouted, "Zhou Yao!"

Zhou Yao was so impatient that he touched the door without stopping, "Just go out for a while, I'll be back in a while!"

"You'll be back soon, Yaoyao." His mother looked at him, "Don't go far, you have to go home and sleep."

"Got it." Zhou Yao nodded.

"It's cold outside, you put on more clothes." His mother took the coat and threw it to him, watching him go downstairs.

Zhou Yao felt that his mother's eyes at that time seemed to know everything.

He knew who he was going to meet when he went downstairs, and he also knew what happened to Ye Xiaobai's "sick leave".

What a shrewd and organized person his mother was.

Ms. Yu Jingzhi is not normal after cooking and doing housework. It is too abnormal to watch Zhou Yao eat rice grains up his nose without asking him "what's the matter".

It's really cold outside, and it's already raining lightly, one autumn rain and one cold.The community garden downstairs is full of cold air, which is soaked in waves of cold air from the damp soil.

Zhou Yao ran a few steps, and soon found the person waiting for him under the dark sky.

Qu Jia.

A person like Qu Jia really rarely went downstairs to look for him, and he was usually reluctant to come if he dragged his feet.

The cigarette butt between his fingers was wet by the rain, and Qu Jia's chest heaved continuously as he ran, staring at Zhou Yao without blinking.

Zhou Yao's hair was quickly wet by a few heavy raindrops falling from the tree.He moved Qu Jia aside: "What's wrong with you?"

Qu Jia panted and shook his head: "It's okay."

"You just want to see me?" Zhou Yao held Qu Jia's wrist, "I'll see you at school tomorrow!"

"I can't tell at school." Qu Jia's voice was very soft, and his expression seemed to be floating in the hazy drizzle.

"What are you talking about? I'm not in the mood right now." Zhou Yao completely misunderstood his thoughts.

He thought that Jiajia had smoked again, and he wanted to tell him again, I miss you, I just want to see you now, Yaoyao, I like you.

Qu Jia's eyes flickered, his lips trembled slightly, and he took out another cigarette, and suddenly asked, "What did your mother tell you when you came home?"

Zhou Yao: "My mother? What did she say?"

Qu Jia: "Did your mother tell you about Tang Zheng and Ye Xiaobai?"

Zhou Yao was inexplicable: "What can my mother say? She doesn't even know about those things in school."

"Why doesn't your family know?" Qu Jia stared straight at him, "Your family is so familiar with Ye Xiaobai's family, wouldn't you know why Tang Zheng got involved? ... Your parents must know everything, just you and me You idiot, Yaoyao!"

Zhou Yao's face changed: "What do you mean?"

Qu Jia frowned, his emotions seemed to be in great pain, and he said what he had been holding back in his heart for the past few days: "Ye Xiaobai and his parents probably hate Tang Zheng to the core. Still want to match you and Xiaobai?"

"He wants to match me up and he's not happy, don't you know that I have a master?" Zhou Yao interrupted with a frown.

"People from the police station came to take Tang Zheng away that day. I chased them out of the school gate and watched them drive away." Qu Jia's eyes were in a trance, recalling the situation at that time, "Except for the police car that drove away, there were still cars parked not far from the entrance of the alley. Driving a black car, I feel very familiar.

"I've seen that car before. In the first year of high school, Ye Xiaobai's family drove over to pick you up once, and even talked to you. It was just at the school gate, and Tang Zheng and I saw it... It was the black car, driving along with the police car. gone.

"The person sitting in the back seat of the car, I think it is, the person who was here last time."

"Which one is it? Who is it?" Zhou Yao didn't believe it.

"Ask me? You know each other, and you two talked through the car window." Qu Jia stared at Zhou Yao, "I don't know the face, I'm not sure... Ye Xiaobai's father."

Zhou Yao was also dumbfounded at that time.

The whole body was soaked by a chill.

He hugged Qu Jia and said several times, "It will be fine, Jia, don't worry, don't think about it."Qu Jia's clothes were cold, and his hands were cold, so he also hugged him, with ten fingers clenched tightly, as if he wanted to absorb all the warmth from Zhou Yao's body.

The two stood under the tree and smoked a cigarette together again, but the cigarette was extinguished by the raindrops, no matter how they were lit.

Qu Jia grabbed the soggy cigarette into his palm, crushed it, then leaned over and hugged Zhou Yao.

Lips, cock and eyelashes were all wet, covering Zhou Yao, rolling over Zhou Yao's face, sticking tightly, sticking to one person, unwilling to move away for a long time.Because he was separated from Zhou Yao, his body would soon become cold.

……

In that year, Zhou Yao also grew up suddenly, as if overnight.He always believed that both he and Qu Jia officially "adult" when they were 16 years old.

He found love at the age of 16.

He also encountered this setback when he was 16 years old, and experienced a lot of warmth, ups and downs and dangers in the world.

There are some things that he didn't like to explain to Qu Jia before, how familiar their Zhou family is with Ye Xiaobai's family!His mother is a colleague, and there are too many phone calls, dinners, and visits. He is afraid that Qu Jia will be jealous, so he doesn't talk about it, and hides his social connections as much as he can.They didn't take it seriously after the dinner, they talked to Ye Xiaobai in private, they were always making fun of each other's boyfriend.

Zhou Yao would ask, hey, will your brother Zheng's Tyrannosaurus quarrel with you?Don't be noisy, aren't you very gentle and honest in private!

Ye Xiaobai would smile and say, why are you arguing with me?Do I look like someone who fights?He only quarrels with you people who can quarrel, such as you Qu Jia.

Zhou Yao would then confess sweetly to himself that Qu Jia was very stubborn in front of outsiders, and he was actually cowardly. I was so angry that I wanted to brag to him, but he immediately stopped being rude and did it to me. As for the food, every time he takes the initiative to cook for me, he just wants to please me and apologize to me!

Zhou Yao also met Ye Xiaobai's father many times, and each time he nodded politely and called "Hello, Uncle".Ye Xiaobai's father also nodded politely, and spoke in a deep voice, "Hello, Yaoyao."

Having held a certain position in a large company or department, there is always a certain official style and demeanor in the style and demeanor of the person. He will not be as dull and showy as Zhou Yao's father, Comrade Zhou, and certainly not as quick-spoken and frank as Qu Liandi. Ye Xiaobai's father's name is Ye Zhongdao, and in Zhou Yao's impression, he is quite a kind father.

Don't talk much, smile restrained, and people's hearts are separated by a layer of belly after all.

They really didn't see Tang Zheng coming back to class again, some gossip began to spread in the campus, and they all said how Tang Zheng was doing.

The way back and forth between classes is an "information distribution center" for gossip exchanges among the entire children's high school students, and many people are talking about it.

"It seems that Tang Zheng was really arrested, because he beat up a gangster at school that day."

"No, it's not because of fights at all. He didn't fight less before, who cares? It's because someone accused him of being a hooligan."

"Sue Tang Zheng for being a hooligan? Are you kidding, black and white are reversed!"

"Who's mother in Class [-] is a teacher? She told us that their teachers were all talking about it. They said it was a slip of the tongue. It wasn't because of a fight at all, they said it was sexual harassment."

This word is still relatively new and rare, and it is generally not used in ordinary times, and it is a big deal when it is used.Qu Jia and Zhou Yao turned their heads at the same time.Qu Jia's complexion suddenly changed.

"Did Tang Zheng do anything to someone? Nonsense."

"It's about him and Ye Xiaobai."

"Aren't they a couple? Everyone knows they're 'good'."

"Is this also called sexual harassment? Oh, how many boys and girls in our grade are harassing each other."

"Ye Xiaobai can't be that or something, he always asks for sick leave and doesn't come to class, can't it be that serious?"

"..."

Qu Jia suddenly turned around and ran away.

Zhou Yao hurriedly turned around and chased after him, fearing that something might happen again.

Qu Jia just ran back to the teaching building all the way, and went straight to the classroom of Class [-], Grade [-].

The classroom in Class [-], Grade [-] was empty, and there was only one girl sitting on the seat, Ye Xiaobai.Everyone else went to practice, but Ye Xiaobai used the excuse of "sick leave" to avoid all gossip outside the class, and locked himself in the classroom like a cage.Recently, I always avoid Zhou Yao and the others, and I don't talk to them when I meet them on campus.

Ye Xiaobai looked out of the window, looking at the person she couldn't see when she was sitting in the cage.

"Ye Xiaobai, let me ask you something." Qu Jia went in and called out.

Zhou Yao grabbed Qu Jia's arm from behind.

"Ye Xiaobai, get up!" Qu Jia's face turned pale.

"Jiajia..." Zhou Yao hugged Qu Jia back, but Qu Jia threw it away several meters.

Ye Xiaobai stood up straight and looked at Qu Jia, tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, his expression was still stubborn and unwilling.

"Why did something happen to Tang Zheng, what about others?" Qu Jia just asked, "...Who said he sexually harassed you?!"

"Qu Jia." Zhou Yao shouted in a low voice, actually, what's the use of questioning Xiaobai.

"Zhou Yao has nothing to do with you, go away!" Qu Jia said.

"Did Tang Zheng harass you?" Qu Jia asked, "You didn't come those days, what did you say to your parents at home?"

"No, no." Ye Xiaobai shook his head vigorously, tears fell down, "I'm sorry."

She must have quarreled, worked hard, and fought, but at such an age and responsibility, this is indeed a futile effort to twist her thighs with her arms.

She can smash the big wedge shoes in the face of the gangster fiercely, but it is difficult to throw the shoes in the faces of her parents.

"Are you cheating him!!" Qu Jia shouted.

They were still young at that time, looking around in a daze, they were helpless and helpless, their shoulders could not bear too difficult things, and they did not have a strong body and strong spiritual strength to fight for their future and love.Everything is too fragile, and can easily be strangled by a bleak wind and rain in the cold autumn.

Ye Xiaobai stood in the middle of the classroom, looking at the scenery outside the window and crying...

Zhou Yao hurriedly dragged Qu Jia out. Judging by Qu Jia's expression, he wouldn't hit someone, but he might overturn the podium and desks in class one.

He put his arms around Qu Jia to comfort him, and kept saying: "Don't scold Xiaobai, how uncomfortable she is, it must not be her, and she can deliberately plot against Tang Zheng? It must be, her father disagrees, just can't let them be together It's..."

When Zhou Yao said such words, his eyes suddenly turned red.

Feeling very sad and ashamed.

He may be ten or a hundred times more uncomfortable than Qu Jia.

There was a string in my heart that suddenly broke and lost its direction.Because he has always thought, or rather, everyone will judge and think that Ye Xiaobai's family is like his Zhou Yao's family.If you go back 30 years and divide the family composition and political affiliation, the two of them will definitely be classified as one.

And Qu Jia and Tang Zheng are another category, and they will definitely be included in the same circle.

The two different circles were destined not to be able to blend, and suddenly collapsed from the middle, finally showing that deep gap.

It's as if the four of them had a big youth dream together, and they were very happy in the dream, flying freely.

And the edge of this dream has already collapsed a corner in reality.

Later, according to the scraps of information that Sister Fang inquired about, it was said that Tang Zheng was censored at the police station.

Tang Zheng really couldn't help but check. When he opened the student file, there was a pile of black history with rich content.Repetition, fighting, punishment for various reasons from elementary school to junior high school and high school, there are all kinds of moths.In the eyes of many people, in the eyes of parents, this is an out-and-out street hooligan boy.

If you want to catch him for any mistakes, you can always catch him. It depends on whether anyone wants to catch him.

But those are indeed "history".

Didn't Tang Zheng change everything?

Doesn't he have Ye Xiaobai?

Which young man who once wandered on the edge of the sea of ​​people did not keep a pure and pure land in his heart.This piece of pure land under the white clouds in the distance is reserved for those who I treat sincerely.

Xu Wenfang told them in private that someone must be trying to punish Tang Zheng on purpose, otherwise, that wretched middle-aged man who wandered around the campus would have been so cowardly that he wouldn't have grown a dick, and he didn't have the guts to make trouble at all.Of course, the harasser was not caught well. He was thrown back into the detention center after he was released from the hospital. It is said that he was beaten badly inside.

"Will Brother Zheng be punished by the school?" Zhou Yao asked worriedly.

"The matter is serious, and this is no longer the level of punishment." Xu Wenfang said.

"How serious can it be?" Qu Jia asked hoarsely.If I smoke too much and don't sleep, my voice will become hoarse.

"He has received too many punishments in school! You Chaoyang No. [-] Middle School also turned a blind eye to him. After all, Tang Zheng is a special sports student... But if someone really wants to find fault with him, just for any reason, One more punishment and he will be expelled from the school," Sister Fang said.

"Someone wanted to fire him and tell him to go away." Qu Jia already understood, and he was forced to mature overnight, with the cigarette butt in his mouth.

"And he insisted on playing hooligans and sexually harassing him." Xu Wenfang whispered, "This is too cruel."

Qu Jia's expression was indifferent, and the soot fell from his lips.

"It's already been detained for ten days." Xu Wenfang said again, "Fortunately, this kid changed his ID card and it's not full yet. Otherwise, he would be in big trouble, and he might really fall into it."

If you are not full, you are underage. Who would have thought that the three characters "underage" would become Tang Zheng's last talisman.

Zhou Yao was shocked and at a loss, he had never experienced or heard of it.

At that time, Qu Jia's eyes were gray, not just for Tang Zheng.

He got it all.

He also committed the unforgivable "sins" that Tang Zheng committed, he has done them all.

……

Qu Jia stood up, walked towards the wall in the back alley of the Internet cafe, then slowly bent down, holding his lower abdomen with his hands, maybe a little uncomfortable.

"What's the matter?" Zhou Yao was so frightened that he supported him, hugged Qu Jia from behind, and kept him warm.

He is also in the posture of not letting go, never letting go.

Qu Jia had a pot of waist, and very happily, he vomited the lunch he had at school at noon.

"It's okay." Qu Jia wiped his mouth, turned to look at the person, and still smiled at Zhou Yao. Smile, it's okay.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Zhou Yao held Qu Jia's hand, but he knew it in his heart, "Have you got a stomachache again?"

It was a long time ago when he saw Qu Jia had a stomach ache, didn't eat, felt sick and vomited acid water.It was at that time that he had just come to Chaoyang No. [-] Middle School, and the rumors that he and Ye Xiaobai came from the same family were widely rumored throughout the grade.

"It's really fine, just finish vomiting." Qu Jia nodded and smiled, "Don't worry about me, worry about Tang Zheng."

Qu Jia leaned against the gray brick wall in the alley, stretched out his hand, and touched Zhou Yao's face with special attachment.

The back is against a hard wall, and the eyes are still stubborn, unwilling to give up and surrender, it is quite tragic.

It turned out that they were not living in a paradise, nor in a vacuum with no ties or entanglements.This is the real world where he was wandering up and down.

The bridge of hope decorated with mirages collapsed, and there seemed to be a black hole in front of me, enough to swallow up the not-so-strong shoulders and destroy the not-so-persevering mind.It depends on whether he, Qu Jia, is strong enough, and how persistent and determined you are to defend the city wall that belongs to the two of you.

They can't even accept Tang Zheng for Ye Xiaobai, and of course they can't accept you, Qu Jia.

How could I accept you, Qu Jia?

……