I wait for you to see through the scenery

It was also from this summer vacation that Zhou Yao began to study cooking seriously.

Wang Lujun's father still came here often, and he seemed to have been gossiped by acquaintances in the factory about Chen Mingjian's illness, and had said a few words of greeting.

There are many people in the social form of the machine tool factory compound, in short, there is no shortage of people watching the excitement and gossip.Many people say that abandoning their wives and children is fucking retribution. If I had known this, what was the fuss about?The "Wang Husheng" on TV is so hateful that the screenwriter didn't let the grandson get sick, the family wealth was wiped out, the family was ruined, and so on. In real life, the melon eaters finally let go of their anger.

When Qu Jia was not at home, Wang Guisheng came again.

This time, I didn't bring food for the child. I had a pot of Clivia in my left hand and a pot of Chlorophytum in my right.

"What are you doing with those?" Qu Liandi stood on the threshold, looking at this man with complicated emotions.

"Aren't I just lining up with these things, flowers and grass, look at your shortcomings on the window sill." Wang Guisheng said.

"What's missing on my window sill?" Qu Liandi said, "I've got everything here, and there's no room left."

"It's all for cleaning the kitchen, picking coal briquettes, and jars of pickles. I think these two pots of bright flowers are missing in your window." Wang Guisheng looked at Qu Liandi.

If Qu Jia was at home and Zhou Yao was also here, Zhou Yao would definitely have to yell, "Oh my god, who said that old guys don't pay attention to romance and have no feelings?"Look at the flowers that Lu Jun'er's father gave to his partner, Qu Jia, you haven't even given me any flowers!

Qu Liandi rubbed her fingers with a spread cloth for a long time: "It's about the two of us, why don't we forget about it?"

"Forget it?" Wang Guisheng said.

"Let's forget it, the boys are... afraid they won't get along well." Qu Liandi turned his eyes away.

"Qu Jia is very easy to get along with and has a good relationship with me," Wang Guisheng said.

"It's just that you think he's easy to get along with! It's so fresh..." Qu Liandi returned to her usual Japanese tone, "I can hardly control him anymore."

"So, I am the one who came." Wang Guisheng smiled, "Look at others, who dares to step into the threshold of your house?"

"Your Lu Jun'er's nose is really embarrassing, and it pissed me off." Qu Liandi said, "Don't be as knowledgeable as Qu Jia, he's just like that, I've already scolded him."

"I know, you don't need to talk about it." Wang Guisheng waved his hand, "I said that our family, Lu Juner, went out all day and messed around. Sooner or later, he would be punished by others. In the end, your family's Qu Jia was better than him. Hey, now you can learn to behave and be honest."

"..."

"I'm really not in the mood." Qu Liandi smiled wearily, "Chen Mingjian's illness may last three months, or three or five years. Don't get me wrong that I don't miss that person, I'm just bored!"

Some people spend their whole lives annoying and cheating others, such as Chen Mingjian to Qu Liandi's mother and son.Both parties have come to this point, and it is best not to communicate with each other forever, and in the end, cancer will leave a big scar that cannot be erased on everyone's heart. Who can be comfortable?

"What if this person is gone after three months?" Wang Guisheng spoke frankly.

"..." Qu Liandi looked at the other party.

"Let's talk about it when it's gone." Qu Liandi said in a low voice, "I'm really worried about our family, Qu Jia, who has a bad temper recently... He hasn't experienced it, and he hates it because his own father is the one who can't bear it. "

"Success, let's talk about it after this person is gone." Wang Guisheng said.

"It doesn't matter whether people stay or not, you keep the two pots of flowers, and it will add color to your door." Wang Guisheng put down the two pots of flowers, he was very happy and tempered, and he was not bothered by his mother-in-law. He nodded, turned around and left.

Before this matter got stuck with Wang Guisheng's son, Qu Liandi rejected it privately.

After that, Comrade Wang did not come to their house for a long time.

The pots of Clivia and Chlorophytum grew very well. Qu Liandi kept watering and fertilizing them, and they kept blooming on the window sill outside Qu Jia's house.

……

Zhou Yao was quite inspired and encouraged by Lu Jun'er's father at that time, and thought it was cool to go to the kitchen, and a man who could cook and love others was attractive.

"Look at Lu Jun'er's father chasing your mother, he just uses cooking to chase after you." Zhou Yao pushed the cart around in the supermarket, "I'm chasing you like this too."

"You've already caught up, what are you messing around with?" Qu Jia put his hands in his pockets, one ear was plugged with a Walkman earphone, and the other ear endured Zhou Yao's chatter.

"Don't be so beautiful, so forgetful?" Zhou Yao looked arrogant, "Dongdan subway station, which one of us will date first? Who helped me fight and kicked Wang Lujun's nose?"

Qu Jia sneered, is there such a narcissistic person?

"You've been chasing me for so long, I haven't chased you yet," Zhou Yao said with a shy smile, "I'm going to officially chase you from today."

Go ahead and make trouble as you like, I'll just watch, Qu Jia thought.

Anyway, Zhou Yao was not short of money, so he loaded a carload of raw materials and made crazy and aimless purchases.

"You really do it?" Qu Jia looked at the car.

"Bought it for me? Are you waiting for me to make it?" Qu Jia said again.

"I'll practice my hands first, if you don't make it, you can do it." Zhou Yao laughed.

After shopping for vegetables and fruits, they went to the deli counter, and then there were all kinds of semi-finished products and fried fish.Zhou Yao wanted to go to see the seafood tank, but was dragged back by Qu Jia.Alright you, do you practice with the semi-finished product first?Seafood is so expensive!

Zhou Yao bent down to look at the semi-finished product counter seriously, looking for boxes one by one: "I remember you ate a lot of hairtail last time, I made braised hairtail?... Or flat fish?... Hairtail, meat Thick without thorns."

"Yeah." Qu Jia said, "What to do and what to eat."

Qu Jia subconsciously stroked Zhou Yao's back, and touched a large piece of skin exposed from under the shirt where the belt of his trousers had fallen because of bending over. He just got used to touching it, and after a while he realized that it was a public place outside.

Zhou Yao is a cheap person, and he has been very considerate to him recently.He understands all the thoughts.

He just doesn't like to express when he is irritable, and he always says the opposite.

It was because he couldn't handle things by himself, and his mentality collapsed whenever there was a disturbance in the family, and he just asked for awkwardness, which was far worse than Zhou Yao.

Standing at the fried fish counter, Qu Jia may have slender eyes, but the corners of his eyes have a relatively wide shooting range, and he glanced along the light.

Then he glanced again.

At the fresh seafood counter not far away, two thin, tall, and well-built men also pushed a shopping cart, holding the handle of the shopping cart with their right hands at the same time.There are also all kinds of things in the car. I bought a lot, enough to feed two men for a week.

Qu Jia's eyes were fixed, and he was slightly dazed. He didn't dare to stare hard, and couldn't help but look quietly again.

Those were two acquaintances.

Teacher Huang bent down to look at the fish, and kept asking which one do you like to eat and which one should I cook at night?

Teacher Zang said, you can eat whatever you cook. Has Laozi ever picked food on your table?

Mr. Huang can't stop choosing from left to right. He wants to buy any one and make it. Compared with each fish, each fish has its own advantages and disadvantages. When buying a fish, I can't wait to apply several theorems and formulas to make an argument and solve it before slaughtering it.

Teacher Zang got annoyed, and patted the opponent's back, buy, buy, hurry up, go home!

Teacher Huang said, why don't you just wait to eat, and I will take care of the grocery shopping, and you will stand aside for me.

Qu Jia tapped Zhou Yao's back, turned sideways to block his sight, and said with mouth and eyes: Don't look back, behind us, the seafood counter, teacher.

Zhou Yao immediately caught sight of it too: Ah, the two of them?

Zhou Yao lip-synch: I'm also buying fish.

Qu Jia also lip-synced: I love fish just like you.

They were in that big supermarket that day, watching two very good male teachers buy vegetables at home.

At that time, I felt a little bit, as if I understood it, but I was not sure, and I didn't dare to ask, so I sneaked a guilty conscience, and I was afraid that the other party would see that I was also a pair of sticks...

Teacher Zang suddenly raised his head, and the box of fried octopus in Zhou Yao's hand fell into the car with a "snap".

Pushing a large cart of vegetables that I had so hard to choose, and I couldn't throw the cart away on the spot, I was so scared that I did something wrong, I shouldn't have peeked at people, and I was caught on the spot again.

The three of them froze on the spot, looking at each other.

Teacher Zang didn't speak.Qu Jia pressed Zhou Yao's arm, but tacitly did not speak, did not shout, and was not stupid enough to run up to report affectionately, "Hello, two teachers, what are you buying?"

Teacher Huang lowered his head and said to the people behind him: "That's all, I think you like to eat, live, go back and steam."

"Success, that's it, you go and weigh it." Teacher Zang said.

Teacher Zang then moved his lips slightly to Qu Jiazhou Yao, raised a finger, and made a gesture on his lips.

Zhou Yao also smiled and waved to the teacher.

The two of them pushed the cart, turned, and slipped away in one go, winkingly rushed towards the checkout line, and quickly disappeared into the crowd...

Teacher Zang pushed the bicycle, the sides of the handlebars were full, and the back seat was full of food, and walked slowly into the depths of the alley.

Teacher Huang was holding the fresh fish dripping in the bag with his right hand, and holding the bicycle seat with the other hand, walking aside, chatting about trivial matters in school.

The two looked at each other occasionally, smiled, and went home.

I don't know which house I went to, but it was a "home" anyway.

……

Zhou Yao and Qu Jia were sitting at the side door of the supermarket, on the steps at the door, sitting.Zhou Yao took the initiative to take out a cigarette from Qu Jia's pocket to smoke.Qu Jia didn't let him smoke too much, so the two grabbed the same cigarette again, each taking a sip.

A pile of full plastic bags is piled up next to it, so I'm not afraid that everything will melt in the sun.

Light gold enveloped the two of them again, and Qu Jia felt warmer again.When it is very difficult, think of the people around him, this is a ray of sunshine that he cannot resist.

"Go home." Qu Jia said suddenly, "Cooking at my house?"

"Go to my house." Zhou Yao said, "No one uses our kitchen, it belongs to me, and I will use it from now on. Just tell me what you want to eat, and I will make it for you!"

"Don't be funny, it's just the big strips of meat you cut." Qu Jia raised his lips slightly, "Don't make trouble, go to my house. I'll do it."

Qu Jia carried three bags in one hand, got up and left with six, leaving only two bags for Zhou Yao on the ground.Zhou Yao quickly picked up the remaining things, and quickly glanced at his watch: "Ah, I'm going to miss the time!"

"What time did you miss?" Qu Jia didn't even wear a watch.

"There's still time to take the subway, my house is close, go to my house!" Zhou Yao looked around, in a hurry, hurry up.

"What are you doing?" Qu Jia frowned vigilantly.

Wouldn't it be "an appointment" with your parents to have a grand banquet at home?Absolutely not to go.

"My house has surround sound system and big speakers, I want to give you... I want to listen to something good for you." Zhou Yao hesitated to speak, with anticipation in his eyes and heart, he shook Qu Jia's wrist, pleading mean.

Zhou Yao is a person who is sometimes long-winded and distracted, with a lot of small thoughts, especially likes to make surprise attacks, romance and so on.Sure enough, Qu Jia already understood the faults inherited from the family of intellectuals and cultural people.

"What are you doing again?" Qu Jia forced a smile, "Would it be the same to go to my house to listen... I won't go to your house."

Zhou Yao bit his lip, feeling very depressed, he had to find a way to coax him, and he was in a hurry, it was really difficult to serve this object.

He finally dragged Qu Jia to the nearby Continental Hotel.

Who would dare to casually enter a place like the Continental Hotel?Here are businessmen and foreigners.At that time, even cadres were free to eat and drink with public funds, and there was not so much money wasted.

Anyway, Qu Jia didn't dare to enter, and stood in front of the revolving door, holding a bunch of dripping bags from the supermarket in his left and right hands.

Zhou Yao dared to enter because he had been here before.His mother came to the music hall here to participate in activities, and he followed him to several dinners.

"I'll take you in to listen to the music." Zhou Yao took Qu Jia's hand and held it backwards.

In such a place, he dared to hold Qu Jia's hand.Compared with the secular, noisy and extremely conservative old city outside, this is another world.He has seen two foreigners, men, holding hands in the corridor of the hotel.

Zhou Yao didn't come here to spend extravagantly pretending to be a rich man, he was serious, sat in the music coffee bar of the hotel, and the two of them ordered a glass of the cheapest juice.

Zhou Yao said, "Two straws are needed."

The hotel waiter was more refined, and smiled: "Sir, a drink should be served with a straw."

The corner of Qu Jia's mouth twitched: "We both use one straw."

The sound is very high-end, with the notes of flowing water in the ears, the moving atmosphere permeates the whole body, and the air is warm.

Zhou Yao asked the waiter to tune into the channel of a certain radio station.The voice of the hostess came from the speakers: "Beijing Music Station, this is 'Nescafe Music Time', I am Zhu Yun..."

As soon as Qu Jia heard it, he knew that this was the channel they often listened to when they stayed together on weekends, and it was a program dedicated to European and American pop songs.

Each song is written on demand by listeners.The hostess then began to read the letter from the audience who won the first prize today.The so-called first prize is to get the treatment of playing two on-demand songs in a row, and it also comes with generous prizes.

"Today, our loyal listener, whose English name is Robert, said that he must send two songs to his closest friends this weekend. Well, the friend's name in the letter has only one word, 'Jia', a commendation of praise .”

Robert... Qu Jia took a sip of his drink and was about to smoke it immediately.The mascot of the whole grade, Robert Zhou Yao, must be recognized by acquaintances at a glance!

He was so choked up that he laughed and glared at Zhou Yao.

The smile then slowly disappeared, he looked at the expression on Zhou Yao's face.

"He said, because this weekend is the anniversary of the two of them, the day they are officially together, the most important day. His friends are very good at singing and have sung for him a lot. Today, these two songs express What he wants to tell the other party, his mood at this moment." The hostess continued to read.

"What anniversary is today?" Qu Jia scratched his head.

"Today isn't the anniversary, so that's all I can say." Zhou Yao smiled, "I wrote two letters before, but they didn't win."

"Why do you want to order a song for me?" Qu Jia lowered his eyelashes.

"Because I sing too badly by myself," Zhou Yao said.

"I mean what are you doing..." Qu Jia frowned and smiled.

"I just want to order a song for you." Zhou Yao also smiled.

Between the two of us, do we still need a reason?

The reason is, I want to tell you these words in the lyrics.

isee the questions your eyes

iknow what'sweighingyourmind

youcansureiknoheart

'causei'll stand beside you throughout the years

……

iswearthemoonandthestarsthesky

i'll there

iswearlikeashadowthat'syourside

i'll there

……

forbetterworse, tilldeathuspart

i'll love you with every beat my heart

andiswear

i'll give you everything ican

i'll build your dreams with these two hands

we'll hang some memories the walls

……

The two sat on the coffee seat for a long time, and the drink was only a few pieces of crushed ice at the bottom of the cup.

In the end, the ice melted, melted into water by the surrounding warmth.

Zhou Yao saw that Qu Jia's eyes, deliberately covered with flickering eyelashes, clearly had something crystal clear and glistening, catching Zhou Yao's last buoy in the vast ocean.It may be because of this sentence, "I swear, in front of the stars and the moon in the sky, I will be by your side; I swear, as if watching your back, I will always be by your side."

I don't ask for much.

I want this sentence.

Gently stick the tip of your finger, stroke the other person's nails, and watch the tips of the fingers tangle together, as if the two hands are glued together and become one.The two of us have always been so good, we won't be apart.

In the next few days, Qu Jia saw his mother looking through household registration books, ID cards, bank passbooks, etc. at home.

Sitting on the head of the bed, Qu Liandi struggled repeatedly. She held those things in her hands and looked at them, then put them in the drawer, and then took them out to look at them again.

"I'm thinking, return the money I saved for your college education to someone first. The cost of medical treatment is too high, it must be a bottomless pit, and I don't know if their family has borrowed money or owed money." Qu Liandi said.

"Give him back." Qu Jia simply said, "I can earn it myself."

Qu Liandi took two more painkillers and sighed: "It's all life!"

That night, Qu Liandi delivered dumplings stuffed with leeks and three delicacies to the hospital.

The next day, it was tomato pimple soup again.

I don't know if the patient can still eat it, but she sent it over anyway, it's a good idea to smell it.

Going out early and returning late every day, it is rare for the mother and son to talk to each other under the same roof.Life is like this sometimes. To be able to take a look at each other every day, to say goodbye to each other, and to know that each other is well is already a long-term companionship. Do you want to expect more?

One of them got up early with a toothbrush in his mouth and the other with a washbasin. Qu Jia suddenly asked, "Have we finished eating the cured fish?"

Qu Liandi was stunned for a moment before she realized: "Just that one, didn't you finish eating a long time ago?"

"No more?" Qu Jia asked, "Didn't you send another one?"

"They still send you fish every day? What are you thinking about?" Qu Liandi said.

"It's been a long time." Qu Jia whispered.

Qu Liandi knew what her son was going to ask: "Let's forget about my relationship with that other's father... You can rest assured that you don't have to think about it all day long."

Qu Jia was slightly stunned, and asked the bottom line: "Is it because of me?"

Qu Liandi said: "It's not because of you, it has nothing to do with you."

Qu Jia: "..."

Qu Jia looked at his mother: "Is Chen Mingjian dying soon?"

Qu Liandi: "..."

It was another weekend, Zhou Yao asked Qu Jia out, saying that he wanted to be romantic for a while.

When they met, they gave Qu Jia a box of Nescafé coffee, and Zhou Yao said, "You can take the prize you won when ordering songs last time."

Qu Jia said, "Did I really give you a prize?"

"Of course." Zhou Yao said, "There is still a dinner for two, come with me?"

Qu Jia said, "Is this what you mean by romance?"

Zhou Yao said: "The dinner for two at the hotel is for taking my partner on a date. Is it okay? Are you going?"

"Go." Qu Jia shook his head, "Go!"

Zhou Yao glanced at the piano case on Qu Jia's back: "Why are you carrying the guitar? Did you go to Jiejie to sing today?"

"No." Qu Jia said.

Arriving at that luxurious five-star hotel and entering the restaurant, Qu Jia suddenly felt that it was no wonder Zhou Yao kept writing letters and requesting songs for that program.This program group has a very rich foreign sponsorship, foodie Yaoyao ordered songs for him just for this good meal!

The two enjoyed a free barbecue dinner given by the program group, which was still unlimited, and knelt on the table again.If it weren't for the waitress who always came up and insisted on arranging barbecue for the two of them, wearing a sexy little cheongsam and standing in front of the table and never leaving, which made our grandpa very uncomfortable, and the two of them could eat more .

Zhou Yao wiped his mouth with joy: "Hey, is it delicious?"

Qu Jia nodded: "It's delicious."

Qu Jia clutched his stomach and knocked his forehead on the table.Zhou Yao said, "Isn't it? You used to eat better than this!"

"No, I'm keeping the amount." Qu Jia frowned and smiled, "I'm full and hungry, I still eat too much."

Qu Jia looked back at the front of the restaurant.Every high-end western restaurant probably has a stage-like arrangement, sometimes with a piano.

Qu Jia took the guitar and got up, said something to the waitress, and went straight up, ignoring whether she agreed or not.

Qu Jia dragged the piano bench to the middle of the stage, sat down and crossed his legs, caressed his guitar casually, and said, "Sing a song and give it to my friend."

A guest at the bottom said: "Hey, what are you singing?"

Qu Jia replied to the man: "Plug your ears."

Tsk, that's crazy.

A foreigner whistled once, and someone clapped his hands twice.

Gently fiddled with fingers, the familiar voice and melody flowed into Zhou Yao's ears, flowed to his blood vessels, and occupied all his senses.It's not a new song, it's the song "iswear" that he just ordered on the show a few days ago.

In the restaurant, under the watchful eyes of all the guests, Qu Jia looked into Zhou Yao's eyes, and sang the song "iswear" for him word by word, in order to restore Zhou Yao's mood.

Zhou Yao opened his mouth slightly, listening to the whole song in shock, excitement and trance, word by word.

iswear

bythe moon and the stars the sky

i'll there

iswear

like the shadow that's your side

i'll there

forbetterworse

'till death us part

i'll love you with every beat my heart

iswear

……

There was no movement during the banquet, and everyone was intoxicated by the singing.Singing with heart is the most touching.Many people tapped the rhythm with their fingers on the table, swaying their bodies, and some took the initiative to harmonize with Qu Jia in the chorus.

A particularly good evening.

"Why did you sing for me?" Zhou Yao asked when Qu Jia returned to the table.The whole person was still floating in the clouds and mist, his eyes were full of peach blossoms, he was smug, and he was smiling, forgetting that this was the public.

"Because I sing well." Qu Jia looked at him.

Zhou Yao covered his big persimmon face, his eyes were really moist at that time, always moved and always moved.

"Stop smirking." Qu Jia said softly to him.

Zhou Yao wiped his face, his eyelashes were stained with many fine crystals, shining.Qu Jia reached out and touched Zhou Yao's face, touching his eyelashes lightly.

That action reminded them of the snowy winter many years ago, when they finished building a snowman, Yaoyao's eyelashes got a layer of snowflakes, and Jiajia helped him gently dust them off.Year after year, the two of them are still here, and neither of them has left.

The people around were really whistling and applauding.This is a foreign-related hotel. Most of the diners are foreigners. They are relatively open. If you understand it, you have to whistle for the two teenagers who have the courage to move forward in love.

It was very late at night, when the two of them came out of the hotel, they didn't want to go home or take a car, so they walked along the street of Jianguomen all the way, singing against the summer evening wind.

Passing by a fountain pool, Qu Jia would sit down and sing a song before leaving.

Passing by another small flower bed, Qu Jia sat down again, played the guitar and sang a song before continuing on.

Zhou Yao, the only listener, was in charge of ordering songs and giggling non-stop in the wind, and then leaned over for a kiss...

At the same time that night, the pager on Qu Jia's waist kept beeping sharply.

When it rings, he presses it off.

If it rings again, press it again.He just didn't want to take a look at the news on it, knowing who was in a hurry to call him.Don't want to know, don't want to see, don't want to accept.

Then Zhou Yao couldn't help it anymore: "What about you, what if it's your mother?"

Qu Jia said, "She called me for nothing else."

Zhou Yao took the pager from Qu Jia's pocket in the past, ran under the street lamp, and struggled to read the message.Then he looked around for a public phone and called Aunt Qu back.

Qu Jia is still sitting on a high place, sitting next to the fountain pool, facing the sea of ​​cars circling the Jianguomen Bridge, and the night scene of the city's bright lights.Every bridge in the capital is complicated and difficult to walk. If you are not careful, you will lose your way in dimly lit places.

Zhou Yao walked over slowly, his tall figure blocked the dazzling lights, filling Qu Jia's field of vision.

Zhou Yao said: "Jia, do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?"

"Your mother told you to go there..." Zhou Yao said softly, "Your father may not be well."