I wait for you to see through the scenery

Since the night of New Year’s Eve, when Zhou Yao got up in the morning and called someone again, he changed his lines and said, “Please call 13979, good morning Jiajiahou, the King of Monkey Mountain misses you, come and see me!”

The lady at the paging station has heard too many moths: "It's a commendation, right?"

"...Huh?" Hutai can meet acquaintances, and Zhou Yao suddenly looks like a 72-transformed monkey being kicked out of his original shape, very embarrassed, "Yes, hehe, thank you."

The paging lady didn't have any emotional ups and downs: "You're welcome, sir, do you have any other business needs?"

There is no business.Zhou Yao quickly hung up the phone, what the hell, he quickly ate a piece of big cantaloupe, to scare his master.

During the holidays, they both called a message first, made an appointment, and then squatted down and started chatting on the phone.If Qu Jia made an appointment, tell Zhou Yao to call a certain number within 10 minutes.Like a secret agent, the number is different every day.

On the phone, Qu Jia still said calmly: "Hey, Your Majesty."

Zhou Yao laughed: "I'm at my aunt's house, where are you?"

Qu Jia said: "On the street, there is a public phone booth."

Zhou Yao quickly asked: "Isn't it the one next to the public toilet last time?"

"Am I that stupid? I changed places." Qu Jia also smiled, "I'm at my grandma's house, and here's a new store selling steamed buns, like a franchise store of 'Qingfeng Steamed Bun Shop'. It's okay, I bought four."

Zhou Yao said, "How about eating buns?"

Qu Jia was chewing: "Hmm."

Zhou Yao said, "It's so delicious? You've made me hungry again."

Qu Jia said: "It's not as delicious as your 'little tongue', um...you are much more delicious than persimmons."

"Damn." Zhou Yao felt hot again, "You rascal!"

Qu Jia said: "Which one of us is a hooligan?...Didn't you recruit first?"

Zhou Yao smiled: "You made my tongue hurt yesterday, it's really annoying."

Qu Jia suddenly turned to a serious tone: "When I came home last night, my mother asked, why are there two big holes in the back of your sweater? Who punched out the two holes for you? The sweater is all unthreaded."

Zhou Yao trembled all over: "Ah, what did you say?"

"What can I say?" Qu Jia said, "I can't reach that position with my own hands, so I said Tang Zheng made it for me. My mother didn't believe it, and said that Tang Zheng didn't have such a bad problem."

The two burst out laughing again, Brother Zheng was to blame.

Qu Jia scolded on the phone: "You idiot, you are famous for doing this idiot thing, will you stop picking my sweater with your fingers all the time?"

It's purely teasing poverty, wasting time, and I don't feel tired, I just want to keep being tired like this... This year's Spring Festival Gala didn't see cross talk sketches, all of which were performed by the two of them through the phone line.

The second half of talking on the phone usually turns into a private concert, and Zhou Yao will sing a cappella over there if he wants to hear something.Zhou Yao said that he was obsessed with A Fei's song "I Do" recently, so he wanted to listen to this.Qu Jia knew it well, so she sang, "I can't resist, especially at night, I miss you so much that I can't breathe."

Sing each other's truth.

Visiting relatives during the holidays is really the most boring thing. A room full of half-acquainted people gather together to talk about the mountains, the brats are rolling all over the floor, the smoke and alcohol are lingering, and the smoke makes my nearsighted eyes hurt even more... It is far less interesting to go shopping with his "object" crookedly than to prove it personally.

Zhou Chuncheng was also at the relative's house, and he said to his nephew by chance: "Hey, Yaoyao, I'll take you out another day, let's go to Rolling Stone to listen to music, that one is more upscale!"

Before he finished speaking, Zhou Yao said: "No need, uncle, I won't go."

Zhou Chuncheng raised his eyebrows: "Go to Jiejie? Don't you like the student who is the lead singer of their family?"

Zhou Yao smiled, and kept silent, thinking that Jiejie's "CD Original Soundtrack Boy" is my partner, should I still go to that place to listen to it?Directly order songs on the phone, and ask Jiajia to sing whatever, Jiajia will sing whatever, and it is also very good.

Thinking of the other party, I couldn't help but secretly laugh, and my heart was so beautiful.

After lunch at a relative's house, Zhou Yao made an excuse to slip away, his down jacket was bulging a lot, and before he left, his aunt shouted from behind: "How many snacks are you taking? What are we eating? Zhou Yao, now, Are you skinny?"

Zhou Papi had already called in advance, made an appointment for a time and place, took a certain bus, and went straight to the zoo.

He slammed on one of the railing posts on the bus, squawking wildly.At a certain stop along the way, a light flashed in front of my eyes, and a pair of long legs jumped into the car two steps at a time.Qu Jia and him met their gazes and laughed lightly.

Zhou Yao didn't even realize it: "Eh? Why did you get on this train too?"

Qu Jia squeezed over, squeezed beside him, smiled without saying a word.

Zhou Yao said, "What a coincidence."

Qu Jia laughed at him: "What a coincidence, you're an idiot from outside."

Qu Jia said: "From your aunt's house to the zoo, this bus is fast and direct. Your aunt must have told you to take this bus. I will wait at this station to see which bus has you, and I will get on again; I'll go down and wait without you in the car."

A deep smug streak flashed across Jia Ye's eyes.Zhou Yao has always liked that cool expression.

There was nothing to go in winter, so they went to visit the Beijing Zoo in the city together.

As a result, during the harsh winter of March [-]th, there were obviously not many animals in the zoo, and there were more people than animals.

Zhou Yao: "Go to Monkey Mountain!"

Qu Jia: "How many monkeys can there be?"

Zhou Yao: "What about monkeys, why are there no monkeys?!"

Qu Jia: "...you don't wear glasses? There are monkeys on the mountain, you are blind, where are your glasses?"

How blind.Zhou Yao laughed again, and Qu Jia pinched the back of his neck and taught him a lesson.They circled the Monkey Mountain to watch the monkeys, and Qu Jia had to point out to Zhou Yao one by one, which stone this animal was hiding behind, which animal was a cat in a tree pit, and which animal was in an iron fence nest... …

Qu Jia was so annoyed that he waved his hand and said, "Okay, just watch me."

"I'm a monkey, please, just look at me." Qu Jia put his hands in his pockets and walked forward without looking sideways, with despair and deep disgust on his face.

Zhou Yao laughed out loud in the wind: "Originally, I could only see you... The tickets are all for nothing, can I see you without buying a ticket..."

Zhou Yao was a tall man, tall and tall, handsome as a man, with a sticky mouth, and leaning his head on Qu Jia while walking.

Qu Jia's heart softened again, and he stretched out his arms to hug him.

They passed by the giraffe house that day, and Qu Jia said, "This animal is big, can you see it this time?"

African animals even come out to let the wind out in winter. Several giraffes chased and fought each other in the enclosure, having a great time. "Long neck and long legs, it looks like you." Zhou Yao said.

"Giraffes also have such long eyelashes, so beautiful, just like you." Zhou Yao looked at the people around him appreciatively.

Then, one of the male giraffes quietly stretched out a less common fifth leg from between the four legs.

The onlookers were all silent, and Zhou Yao and Qu Jia were also taken aback, as they had never seen it up close.The fifth leg will stretch and become longer, finally understood, Qu Jia adjusted the focus of his vision in embarrassment, Zhou Yao buried his face on Qu Jia's shoulder and laughed.

This is the most intimate position in which they usually walk.

At that time, there was not so much knowledge about same-sex relationships in the society, and homosexuality was also very shameful, and they were all hidden, sneaking in the toilets of Dongdan Park, not daring to be on the street.Therefore, in the eyes of others, the two half-year-old boys who are shoulder to shoulder on the streets of Beijing are buddies and good friends, and they will not suspect others, nor can they be suspected of others.

It was not until 1997 that Leslie Cheung finally publicly confessed to coming out at a Hong Kong concert.

In the same era in mainland China, there was also a famous singer named Mao Ning. It was already in 2000, and his future was ruined because he was gay, and he disappeared.

Therefore, Qu Jia and Zhou Yao are nothing.They are Fa Xiaoer, Tie Ci's buddies.They know in their hearts that one or two close friends around them know, and they can't reveal anything else.

The male giraffe was in estrus out of season, chasing the other deer in the pen, with a hungry face, and flashing long eyelashes to show off its cuteness and seek the doe's attention.

The two snickered softly, but their ears were flushed, and the underside of their coats suddenly became hot.That kind of impulsiveness is strange but familiar, making people shy and flustered...

On the night of the fifth day, Qu Jia went back to "Jiejie" to sing again.During the New Year's Eve, there were a lot of people spending money with the whole family, and the dance halls were full. The boss invited him to sing several times.

Qu Jia definitely didn't want Zhou Yao to come, so Zhou Yao said, "I just want to hear you sing, and I'll just sit under the stage, you sing your song, I listen to mine, and I won't make trouble for you."

The nearby street was full of cars, as if all the luxury cars in Beijing had gathered here at night.Pedestrians shuttled through the gaps in the traffic flow, fighting for each other's territory.

At that time, Qu Jia was wrapped in a down jacket, a peaked cap, and headphones with plush ear protectors.

Of course it was given to him by Zhou Yao, it's so cute.And Zhou Yao "shun" from his second uncle Zhou Chuncheng, and now he is stamped "Zhou Papi" by his relatives in the whole family, and any new and fashionable gadgets go by in a blink of an eye.

Qu Jia carried the guitar case on his back, and the two walked together in the dark.When crossing the road, Zhou Yao lightly hugged Qu Jia's waist, signaling him to avoid the car.

Someone not far away seems to have recognized it, shouting "Jia—" "Ah, our Jiajia is here to sing—"

The two quickly separated, giving each other a "see you later" wink.Reluctant to give up, Zhou Yao felt proud at the same time, "bai'er" with his lips, and quickly pulled down the brim of his hat and disappeared into the darkness...

Zhou Yao shrewdly wore invisibility this time, and came prepared, because he was sitting on the sofa seat in the back row of the living room, and he couldn't appreciate Jia Ye's handsome appearance without glasses.

Qu Jia sang many songs that night, one after another, still plucking the strings and singing effortlessly.Later, he put down the guitar, whispered a few words to the keyboard player of the band, changed positions, played the keyboard and sang.If I don't come to the band to practice with friends, my piano skills have actually regressed, and I often make a few wrong notes.But the scene was chaotic, and Qu Jia was in a good mood. When he made a mistake, he laughed at himself shyly and was yelled at by everyone.Qu Jia doesn't seem to sing "Who Knows the Heart of a Prodigal Son" anymore.

Some songs are Zhou Yao's favorite, and some are sung by the audience.

There was a song that hadn't been officially released at the time, and the album didn't come out until a month later, but the underground bands already had people who could sing it.Qu Jia sang it once at the scene, it was "Persistence" by Tian Zhen, which later hit the charts and became popular.

When every night comes.

Loneliness is always around me.

The waiting of every evening heartbeat.

It is my infinite tenderness.

……

Hugging you ohbaby.

You see me crying.

Whether I love you or not makes me sad.

Breaks my heart.

……

Just a few lines of lyrics are gentle and infinite, and a few lines will make people's hearts break.

Zhou Yao also discovered that Qu Jia was sometimes particularly good at singing girls' songs, or that boys singing girls' songs had a special touch.It is to use a slightly hoarse and masculine voice to sing delicate tenderness.The tenderness of a tough guy can move people, and Qu Jia was originally that kind of person.

That night, the waiter No. [-] of "Jiejie" was also there, and he was very busy serving plates and water. He smiled at Zhou Yao and said hello: "Oh, student brother, you are here!"

When he didn't need to greet him with a plate, little brother Bai stood at the bar behind, stroked, washed, cut and blown his delicate hair, and watched Qu Jia sing intently.The man then said to Zhou Yao: "Thank you for coming, otherwise we wouldn't have heard him sing. He seldom comes now."

Brother Bai took out a bottle of hairspray from the bottom and sprayed it on himself, turned his face to the big glass mirror in the bar, took out lip balm, applied it carefully, and sipped it.

The little brother quietly sat next to Zhou Yao, on the armrest of the sofa, and showed him: "This lipstick is very easy to use, you can buy one and try it, 'Little Nurse'."

Zhou Yao asked, "What brand?"

Brother Bai laughed and said, "It's called 'Little Nurse'. It's made in China. It's cheap and easy to use! It's sold at supermarket counters. You can use it for Jiajia."

Zhou Yao is usually not so delicate and meticulous, and doesn't understand much, so the two of them got together to study skin care products, but they found a common topic.Brother Bai enthusiastically pointed out: "Hey, look, Qu Jia's face is dry, is he short of water, you can give him water! Don't use 'Keely' facial cleanser and toner, what the hell, that one is more Use rougher skin to burst out pimples! Put on 'Oriental Flower' hydrating face cream and 'L'Oreal'."

When there were fans offering water in the audience, Qu Jia shook his head and refused. There was a large cup of eight-treasure tea brewed for him by someone, and all kinds of throat moistening condiments were piled up in the large glass cup.Those things should clear the lungs and relieve internal heat, and they must also have a diuretic effect. Qu Jia always wanted to go to the toilet halfway through drinking.

You especially sang "You at the Same Table", and sang "la la la la la la la la" at the end, and then whistled for a while, damn it, I couldn't hold it back.Qu Jia waved to the audience, made a gesture, and ran away.

There was booing and restlessness in the audience: Come back soon——

"It's so cute and nice." Brother Bai turned his face to look at Zhou Yao at this moment, "I'm still too old. I'm getting old and my heart is getting old."

Before Zhou Yao responded, Brother Bai said self-consciously: "He tends to have dry mouth when he sings, and Beijing is too cold in winter, so his skin is also dry. If Jia is my partner, I will definitely make a whole set of various creams for him to apply every day." .”

Zhou Yao curled his lips and said in a low voice, "He has a date, don't think about it."

"Understood." Brother Bai smiled, "I used to have a friend. Five or six years ago, he came to Beijing first, and I followed him when he came. There is no future in my hometown. Make a living in Beijing and earn some money."

He spoke very implicitly, but Zhou Yao understood the meaning of "friend" immediately.

"Later he had someone else, and we split up." Brother Bai said the old things in the past were also very calm, "Beijing is so big, there is a world of flowers, and when you come out, you can see the big world. You have more money, more knowledge, more age, People's feelings have completely changed. How can a person be consistent and not change his mind?...Really, it is too difficult to be a human being."

Zhou Yao was sour and didn't want to talk just now, but now he can't answer.

"To maintain a relationship, it may take years, months, months, and so much to give every day, and I give it all to others; but to change my heart, to change my heart is a matter of one night, one kicking my legs and waking up in a blink of an eye. Fuck it!" Bai The little brother smiled sadly at him.

"Then, what happened later? Didn't you reconcile?" Zhou Yao asked quickly.

"There's no more, what's the reconciliation?" The waiter smiled, "I'll be like this! Don't let my tears stay with me overnight, don't let your face face each other in dreams... The tide of love has ebbed , my true feelings are no longer casually given to... ah..."

Brother Bai wasn't very sad either, so he expressed all the heart-piercing in the lyrics.I followed his footsteps from a faraway place, came here, and lost it.

"I told Jia before." The little brother even stroked Zhou Yao's hair, "Hey, can I get you some hairspray too? ... Jiajia is so handsome, and his strength is very attractive. You actually know him Good morning, you knew him before anyone else, how lucky you are...Treasure yourself, you little handsome guy."

This is a big truth, if you two know each other before others, you are lucky.

When Qu Jia came back from the toilet, he looked for Zhou Yao in the auditorium at first sight.When I found it, I sent a faint smile across the air.

Qu Jia then stood in front of the electronic keyboard, adjusted a few keys, raised his eyes and said, "I gave this song to my friend, he likes it very much."

Zhou Yao's heart warmed up, and as he walked up, his heart floated to the sky.As soon as the clear and dynamic prelude like flowing water came out, everyone in the audience was drunk. "I do".

I can't resist it, especially at night.

Miss you until I can't breathe.

I wish I could run towards you immediately.

Tell you loudly.

Willing to be for you, I am willing to be for you.

I am willing for you, forget my name.

Even if it lasts a second, stay in your arms.

It is not a pity to lose the world.

……

The person who wrote this song said at the time that the inspiration for this song came from a well-known gossip photo, the queen Faye Wong committed herself to a man for love, and went to the public toilet with her nose in a broken and dirty old alley in Beijing in the early morning Down that famous urinal.

Qu Jia stared at Zhou Yao, and Zhou Yao also looked at Qu Jia.

They were singing about a memory and an attachment that only belonged to the two of them, and only the two of them understood.Under the warm afternoon sun, in the small alley of the imperial capital, Yao Yao came here from far away, stood in the snow under the eaves, held a carrot in his hand, and said to his Jiajia: Come here, Let's build a snowman.