I wait for you to see through the scenery

Those few days were still on the eve of the start of school, and it was a holiday. Master Cai, the chairman of the trade union, was very dedicated to help win over and persuade him to make peace several times.Talking in the trade union office, and talking about meals at Master Cai's house, made Chen Mingjian, a scholar, cry.

After all, getting married before was a letter of introduction from the unit, and the trade union matched.Getting a divorce is also a big deal, and it's not something you can just say and leave.

In that year, how many people were introduced by relatives and friends, and matched with employees of the right age in the unit, maintaining the harmony and stability of the society and the productivity of the population.How many truly loving families can there be?There are not many divorces.The decadent ideology of the bourgeoisie has not had time to spread to the corner of the old industrial society, the compound of the machine tool factory, and the social culture has not dared to promote the hedonism of sex, liberation, and who has nothing to do to get a divorce?

What's more, there are such big children, in a word, "for the children".

Therefore, in their factory, there are usually two reasons for divorce. If the woman asks for it, she must be beaten every two days.

At Master Cai Shijin's house, everyone eats at a table, drinks some wine, and talks about what's on their minds.

Chen Mingjian couldn't drink enough, and after drinking two glasses of beer, his face turned red and high.With this amount of alcohol, in terms of men, he still can't drink classmate Zhou Yao.

Chen Mingjian cried and apologized continuously, saying that he was sorry for their mother and son, but he really couldn't take it anymore, he shouldn't have gotten married in the first place.

Throwing this kind of words to his wife, Qu Liandi still shed a few tears in her eyes that had been numb for a long time. Whoever heard it was not heart-gouged by a knife.

"But you are already married," Master Cai advised embarrassingly, "The child is already 11 years old. Now you regret that you shouldn't have married? The child can't go back. Can the child pretend that he doesn't know you are a father? You can't do things like this."

Originally, I had different personalities and different interests. At that time, I was hopeless and disheartened, so I made compromises. But now the times have changed, and the society has changed drastically. high paying career.Moreover, people nowadays dare to talk about true love on screen and in real life.Once a person has the flower of freedom on the other side that he pursues ideally and spiritually, the level of desire and pursuit of eating, drinking, men and women's great desires will suddenly change.

That turbulent era failed many talented people.Then, those who bear the burden of humiliation choose to sacrifice themselves to achieve others, while those who are cold-hearted choose to let each other down, and even specifically cheat their own families.

Qu Liandi said at the time: "The couple help each other to live, that is, to live, to help raise the children.

"Chen Jia is still young, at least wait for him to grow up, wait for him to be successful?"

When Qu Liandi said this, tears rolled down again.She is not a weak person, she can also be very sharp. What's the use of directly overturning Master Cai's table and then slapping Chen Mingjian?She is thinking about her son.

How many marriages are maintained "because of love"?

Who can answer this question?

Love, that is a misplaced luxury.

Zhou Yao walked over to find Chen Jia that evening, thinking about it.

The two haven't seen each other for about a week, and the start of school is approaching. He has finished his summer exercise book and copying homework. I don't know if Chen Jia has finished it.It is estimated that those idioms and texts have not been copied yet, and Chen Jia has not contacted him with a single call.

The door of Chen Jia's house seemed to be locked, and it was very quiet, not a single bird or bird moved. Zhou Yao knocked casually, but no one answered.

He just had telepathy, and then grabbed the door frame and window sill and jumped up.The blur was so tight that I couldn't even see it.

He remembered the mechanism on the window sill, and hurriedly poked it with his fingers to open the small sliding window.The small window can only be opened halfway, and from a narrow field of view, I can aim at the "humanoid creature" lying on the bed.

Zhou Yao carefully identified it for a while, finally confirmed it, and called softly: "Hey, Chen Jia?"

People lying on the bed don't want to talk to him.

"Hey, Jia—Jia—" Zhou Yao said again.

The person lying on the bed didn't move at all, but he didn't succeed in pretending to be dead, and Zhou Yao still recognized the rise and fall of his chest.

"Xiao-jia-jia! Jia~~~~~~" Zhou Yao dragged his voice, using his 36 tricks to roll the ground and act coquettishly.Just this trick, tried repeatedly with Chen Jia, this guy is weak, and needs to be coaxed by his teammates.

Chen Jia finally got up from the bed, her hair was still messy, and shouted, "Are you annoying?"

Zhou Yao continued his efforts: "Jiajia—Kaimenle—"

Chen Jia scolded the Three Character Classic in a low voice, and when she turned her face, she smiled angrily: "Can you speak human language, don't cry like a pig?"

Zhou Yao immediately showed a flattering smile: "You open the door for me, or I'll go talk to your aunt next door."

"Go, go!" Chen Jia said.

"Then I went to the next courtyard to play with Tang Zheng." Zhou Yao said.

Chen Jia glared at him angrily.

"Jia—" Zhou Yao winked. "Wink" is still one-eyed, because only half of his struggling face can be seen through the gap of the small sliding window.He slipped a bag of chocolates through the window.

"The chocolate, I brought you, it will melt if you don't eat it," Zhou Yao said.

"I'll also bring you a Walkman, if you can listen to tapes, you can listen to it." He added.

Sitting on the bed, Chen Jia's hair stood up stubbornly, but his eyes were not so stubborn anymore. He turned his head to look at Zhou Yao, his face was outlined by the slanting sun, his expression was complicated, and he was a little moved...

"Hey who is this?" the voice of the aunt next door.

"Oh, Zhou Yao, why don't you go in? What are you doing here?" the aunt asked inexplicably.

The little thief Zhou Yao faltered.At this moment, Chen Jia jumped up from the bed in one step, and had to yank the door open with a "bang".

"Yaoyao came to look for me."

Chen Jia hugged Zhou Yao, dragged him into the house, and shut all the noise outside the house.

……

"Don't feel bad, okay——" Zhou Yao said.

"It's not uncomfortable." Chen Jia lowered his eyes.

"Chocolate, stuffed with nuts." Zhou Yao hurriedly courted Master Jia, and directly fed the chocolate ball into Chen Jia's mouth.

Chen Jia can also tolerate Zhou Yao feeding and feeding snacks, touching and touching his face.He frowned and smiled, not used to it, what are you touching, touch.

"Pretend you're not at home, don't open the door for me, shit." Zhou Yao said, "At first I really thought it was a piece of clothing lying motionless on the bed."

"I'm still motionless, and you still insist on coming in?" Chen Jia said.

"I sensed a powerful small universe in the house, and if I don't open the door, I'm going to break in!" Zhou Yao said imposingly.

Chen Jia spouted a smile, and then Zhou Yao fed him chocolates, and he really couldn't swear at Zhou Yao's little bitch.

Chen Jia hugged the melon under the table, went to the yard to wash it under the faucet, and came back with a knife: "Would you like watermelon, you?"

"Eat, thanks." Zhou Yao secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Half and half?" Chen Jia looked at him.

"You usually eat melons like this? Are you too lazy to cut more?" Zhou Yao said.His family eats melons very finely cut. His father divides a melon into four rounds. As expected, he is a mechanical engineering student. He treats a melon with the rigorous academic attitude of an engineering student. Finally, he cuts it into pieces. The standard hexadecimals just start to be mouthed.

"It's just me and my mother, half of each person, and we eat like this." Chen Jia said.

The two of them held half a melon each, and sat opposite each other to eat the melon.Zhou Yao put the tape on the Walkman, and the headphone cable was connected to the music in their ears.From time to time, he reached out to plug Chen Jia's earphones.Chen Jia is responsible for eating melons, eating and chewing without stopping, while he is responsible for adjusting the headphones and volume, rewinding or fast-forwarding for the two of them.

This is my declaration of love;

I want to tell the world.

This is my declaration of love;

I want to tell the world.

I believe in baby's eyes;

I don't believe in a lying heart.

I believe in Alkali's tears;

I don't believe in sweet tenderness.

I believe in the gentle wind;

I don't believe in wandering clouds.

I believe in the truth of suffering;

I don't believe in life-to-life agreements.

……

Qi Qin's voice is so nice, it makes people feel surging when they first listen to it, and then weep silent when listening carefully, and then rewind it again and again like a demon.

Zhou Yao felt at that time that among the men who sang Mandarin songs, the one with the most beautiful voice was Qi Qin, and the one with the second most beautiful voice was gone.Voting with selfishness and personal feelings, the second is his Chen Jia.

In childhood, Zhou Yao was the wind blowing gently, and Chen Jia was the cloud wandering in the sky.

Who believes in the true love that grows through adversity and setbacks, and who believes that there will be a promise from life to life?

Who made the agreement with whom?

……

After eating the melon that night, Chen Jia washed the melon-cutting knife and spoon under the faucet in the yard, washed his face and neck, and the hurdling vest was wet with water.

Chen Jia went back to the room, threw the towel on the chopping board, put the watermelon knife on the side, and was stunned for two seconds without any hesitation.

"You go back first." Chen Jia said, wiping his mouth.

"What about you? Will you play football tomorrow?" Zhou Yao asked.

"Kick!" Chen Jia said happily.

"Then did you go to bed so early?" The sweet taste of the watermelon soup lingered on the tip of his tongue, and Zhou Yao still couldn't get enough of it. He wanted to watch TV and listen to music together.

"I'll go to Mrs. Cai." Chen Jia said.

Master Cai’s house is just two hutongs away, and the new house was allocated for his son to get married, and the couple still live in the old one-story house left by the previous generation.Zhou Yao knew about this.

Zhou Yao asked casually, "What are you doing at night?"

Chen Jiadao: "I went over and asked my mother and Chen Mingjian to divorce quickly."

Zhou Yao: "Huh?"

Zhou Yao: "Chen Jia?...Ah, you better not go..."

Zhou Yao was bombarded by thunder and fire bombs twice in three days, and this big thunder knocked him out that night.

Before he met Chen Jia, he was too simple, ignorant of worldly affairs, and just fooling around all day long, so he never thought about this term.Since he was a child, he has always believed in family happiness, fatherly kindness and filial piety, and the world has its own beautiful and true feelings. Some words are not in his life dictionary, and never will be.

That night, Chen Jia did something to shake the compound of the machine tool factory, which was known to many people later.He ran to the house of Master Cai, the chairman of the trade union, and said three words to his mother and father, who was sitting on the wine table and was being persuaded and mediated by the organization.

"When will you two get divorced?!"

"Mom, just leave him earlier, don't wait for me, just wait, I won't wait, if you don't leave me, leave him, hurry up!"

"I will support you in the future, our family has nothing to do with him, let him go."

"..."

He didn't carry a watermelon knife in his hand, but every word was a knife.

After finishing speaking, Chen Jia turned her head and left, the whole room was silent, and the adults were speechless.Qu Liandi stared at her son with wide eyes, as if she had been stumped in the face.Chen Mingjian's character was suffocated by his son's yelling at the two tears on his face.

Master Cai stood up and wanted to persuade: "Chen Jia, don't do this...Talk to your parents...It's not that serious yet, don't be like this, the three of you can go back and talk about it..."

The older generation always likes to say a common saying: Would you rather demolish ten temples than destroy one marriage?

No matter what kind of marriage has to be tied and held on, how many people have lived in this siege for the rest of their lives, and how many people have the will or courage to break through this siege?

Chen Jia was so simple and rude, decisive and sharp that night, which fully expressed his attitude towards his parents' marriage.In many cases, it is not children who are vulnerable and superficial, but adults.It is the wishful thinking of adults that children are ignorant and superficial, that children can't stand things, they are still young and don't understand.

None of the colleagues in the factory who heard about this incident would praise Chen Jia. They would all say: How did this child grow up like this?

There are even children who are anxiously yelling and threatening to divorce their parents.

This kind of son is raised for nothing, with a bad temper, which is unfilial.

At that time, Zhou Yao stood far away on the threshold of the yard, watching the lights from the doors and windows of Master Cai's house, and listening to every knife Chen Jia gave out.

Every time he came to such a moment in his life, he would be very dazed and at a loss, as if he didn't know such a Chen Jia.This face was very strange, and this person seemed to be far away from him suddenly, which made it difficult for him to accept, and he felt very uncomfortable.

……

Carefree time is always so short, there are many small forks in front of you, and if you don't pay attention, you will go fork off.Everyone can't predict who they will be on the same road at the next intersection.

Divorce is basically a foregone conclusion, that is to go through a procedure in the work unit and the Civil Affairs Bureau.If the trade union fails to mediate, the Civil Affairs Bureau will mediate again until the person concerned withdraws the application when they get bored, or the government clerk stamps you if they get bored—this is the concern of the collective and society for your personal household affairs.

For a while after school started, Zhou Yao was a little absent-minded, raising the flag and doing exercises every day, thinking about other things in his mind.The graduating class began to face the pressure of entrance examinations. The principal, team counselors, and class teachers had different attitudes towards them. All kinds of pressure were exerted from the beginning of the school year, making the atmosphere extremely tense. Don't let them participate.

Then, since the beginning of this semester, Chen Jia has often been absent from class, arriving late and leaving early.

The two of them lost the opportunity to practice together in the choir and go all the way home, and they didn't have time to go out and play.

The mid-term exam, the whole class test, the Chinese exam the first day, and the math exam the next day, Zhou Yao couldn't bear it anymore, so he deliberately passed by their teacher's office.Because of two consecutive days of midterm exams, Chen Jia's seat behind him was empty.

"Look at the test one by one!" The math teacher frantically flipped through the papers.

"I don't even have the consciousness of a graduating class. I'm talking and beating every day now." Teacher Zou Ping also frowned.

"Chen Jia from your class didn't come? Didn't take the exam?" the math teacher asked.

"I didn't come. Didn't their family have something to do?" Zou Ping lowered her head and flipped through the Chinese papers, sorting the scores from excellent to poor, and picked out the best students to read.

"Cough..." the teacher of the ideological and political class said, "Parents' relationship is estranged, divorced, and the children are the ones who hurt the most."

"Yes, we all know that it hurts the child the most, so we left in the end." Zou Ping said.

"Look at the last big question, how many have written it?!" The math teacher said again, "It's hard to mention how many of them got it right! Even Zhou Yao did it wrong, hey Zhou Yao gave me this question Wrong..."

"He did something wrong too?" Zou Ping raised his eyes immediately, "Shall I see his?"

A group of teachers in the graduating class who were in a state of desperation circulated several papers of "key care objects" among each other.The so-called key points are those with particularly good grades and extremely poor grades, and those who are not in the middle are not cared about.

"It's so wrong. Didn't you understand the prerequisites?" The math teacher said, "So Chen Jia didn't come today? Then what's wrong with him?"

"He didn't come yesterday, and he didn't take the Chinese test. His mother called me yesterday to ask for leave, saying that the child is not in a good mood, and he must not pass the exam well. He took it to grandma's house." Zou Ping whispered.

At this time, the math teacher raised his eyelids, glanced sharply towards the door, and suddenly tilted his head: "Zhou Yao, what are you doing? You have been wandering around the door for a long time, come in for me!"

"..."

Zhou Yao walked into the office with a frown, and was scolded by the math teacher, and re-tell the last big question.

Judging by the way his class teacher looked at him, it is estimated that he did not do well in Chinese.

Zou Ping asked him suddenly: "Zhou Yao, why didn't Chen Jia come today?"

Zhou Yao hurriedly said, "I don't know, why didn't he come?"

Zou Ping: "Aren't you two together often?"

Zhou Yao: "No, why didn't he come for the exam today?"

Zhou Yao stared at the teacher in charge: You ask me, who should I ask?I'm still in a hurry to get angry here.

Zou Ping sat there in a daze for two seconds: "Tang Zheng lives next door to his house, let... oh, Tang Zheng has graduated."

Zou Ping stood up abruptly, feeling uneasy after all, she hadn't come for two days, and muttered in a low voice, "Don't tell me something happened?"

"Don't panic, just make a phone call." The ideological and political teacher said.

"I'll go to his house to look for it!" Zhou Yao's face turned pale, and he aimed in that direction outside the window.

"Wait a minute, you don't need to go if you have nothing to do." Zou Ping dragged Zhou Yao back again, "Go downstairs and do exercises for me."

Teacher Zou Ping had already dialed the phone in the morning, and now she stood up and dialed again. The person answering the phone from the neighborhood committee over there yelled at her impatiently: Didn't they call you again in the morning? There is no one in their house! !

Teacher Zou turned around, frowned, and whispered to a few colleagues in the office: "I heard that the quarrel in their house was quite unpleasant. Chen Jia seemed to be yelling that his parents should get a divorce? I don't know what happened later. Yes, have you left yet?"

"I think Chen Jia in your class, that kid can do anything." The math teacher raised his eyes, "Why don't you go and have a look?"

"Isn't it?..." said the ideological and political teacher.

"I know where his family lives, I'll go and see!" Zhou Yao shouted again.

Teacher Zou Ping's younger sister is run by a machine tool factory.

The father-in-law of the mathematics teacher is a worker who is about to retire in the first workshop of the machine tool factory.

The husband of the ideological and political teacher is the deputy chief of the finance department of the machine tool factory.

As for the rumor that someone in the factory was a little troublesome, it quickly spread throughout the factory.

Every time Chen Jia was "normally absent from school", Qu Liandi must have called, but there is no call today, why didn't she call today to ask for leave? ... Zou Ping took her coat from the back of the chair, bent down, and lifted up the leather shoes that she was dragging in the office to her heels.As soon as she turned her head, Zhou Yao ran out without saying a word.

"Hey Zhou Yao, go do some exercises!!" Teacher Zou yelled at him in the corridor.

The whole school lined up neatly, and each class spread out to form a square team. The music of "The Seventh Radio Gymnastics" resounded through the playground.

Zhou Yao passed under the noses of the teachers and students of the whole school. He ran past the counselors of their brigade and several teachers without looking back, without looking back like a gust of wind!

This autumn is very cool, the cold wind is blowing everywhere, and the cold wave in Siberia comes very early.

Zhou Yao even forgot to put on his coat, the cold wind blew through his shirt and woolen vest, and shivered his back.He ran wildly all the way out of the school gate, crossed a wide road, then crossed a small road, and then came to the alley area.

A few days ago, he mentioned this when he went home: Chen Jia's parents might be getting divorced, how pitiful.

"Divorced? Yo...cough." There was a moment of silence, and she shook her head.

"Who is the child with?" His mother Yu Jingzhi asked with concern.

Zhou Yao said: "He has always lived with his mother."

"Then he must have lived with his mother. Then, is their family going to move? Is the child going to change schools?" Yu Jingzhi lingered while eating, and said, "Their family is such a complicated situation. In the future...cough, the child will also It's very pitiful, but you should stop going to his house in the future."

"Why don't you go there less? Why can't you go." Zhou Yao ate rice grains in a bowl, "Chen Jia's father wasn't at home anyway, so what's the difference between now and before?"

"How can it be the same now?" his mother said, "Your child doesn't understand."

"I don't think there's any difference." Zhou Yao seldom answered back, with a thought in his heart.

"It will be affected after all. If the family is broken, if the parents quarrel all day long and get out of harmony, if this kind of single parent is brought up, the character will be distorted, withdrawn, and grudge." His mother put down the chopsticks and looked at him calmly, " Let’s just say it’s different from before, first of all, is he still called Chen Jia now? Has he not changed his name?”

"What's your name when you see someone? Don't call me the wrong name, it's not good." Yu Jingzhi reminded, young boy.

"..." Zhou Yao looked dazed again at the dinner table.

There is no such concept in his dictionary.

His eyes suddenly became sore, thinking of Jiajia made him feel uncomfortable.

"Forget it, I didn't mean that." Zhou Yao's mother also felt that she couldn't bear it anymore. She was also a teacher, and she actually said those words that were not correct in her ideological consciousness. She didn't know why.

In their college, there are a bunch of people engaged in literature and art, and there are almost more people with complicated family relationships, cheating and getting divorced after following the social fashion. All the undergraduates and graduate students under her are from such families. She will not because of these factors , to discriminate against those students, and occasionally a few words of comfort and enlightenment.How come it's my son's turn to make friends, and he will say "you don't associate with that child in the future".

Yu Jingzhi quickly took it back and said, "It's okay, let's not talk about it. I also believe that you can control yourself, and you still have a certain idea in your heart. Whoever you like to play with is up to you, anyway, you...you don't As for going astray or something."

Anyway, Yaoyao might not be able to continue studying here.

At that time, Zhou Yao thought, Chen Jia must have felt so sad because her parents separated, so she didn't like to go to school during this period, and she didn't come to the exam.

The two of them are also more distant than before, and they haven't had a chance to say a word for several days, and they feel completely different from before.There are many classmates who are familiar with him, and Chen Jia always seems to be alone.When walking with him, we are two people; without him, we are alone.

Or, is it because you can't afford an accordion anymore?

Despite the complaints from the parents, the accordion class still insisted on starting the class. For example, Chen Jia, who didn't buy a musical instrument at home, just missed the music class and didn't go to the class.Zhou Yao never had the chance to listen to Chen Jia sing again.

……

Zhou Yao ran faster than the relay in the sports meeting. It may only take 5 minutes. He is too familiar with this path.

There is already an atmosphere of entering late autumn and preparing for winter in the courtyard, and many families have begun to store briquettes.At the door of Chen Jia's house, briquettes were also piled up under the windows, stacked neatly.

Knock on the door, no answer.

No one said anything, Zhou Yao opened the small window.He has telepathy, although it seems that he can't feel how powerful the small universe is in the house.

He pushed open the small sliding window and tried his best to look into the room with one eye.

Frightened and surprised just by looking at it.

"Ah—" Zhou Yao yelled twice outside the door, and hurriedly knocked on the door of the aunt's house next door, but no one was home.He yelled anxiously, "Chen Jia, Chen Jia—"

When he turned his head, he saw the iron chisel erected at the base of the wall, and there was a "boom" sound as if his scalp had exploded.

He picked up the iron chisel and slammed it hard against the door, twice in a row.The glass on the door shattered into many pieces before his eyes, and it fell down with a "crash"...