you said you would come to see me

That night when the stick was lying next to Ah Fu, Ah Fu finally couldn't help it anymore. He closed his eyes and didn't feel sleepy for a long time, and the stick didn't turn around to hug or show anything—OK, Ah Fu felt that he was asking too much. High—so he turned around by himself, pushed the cudgel, and asked if he was asleep.

The imperial stick said no, and opened his eyes to look at Ah Fu.

A little light came in from outside the window, illuminating the faces of the two of them.

Ah Fu has only just gotten acquainted with the face of the imperial stick, and just learned to filter out his stern eyes, and find a little bit of kindness and embarrassment in it, but he is about to lose sight of it.

In fact, it is impossible to say that he is very reluctant. He and Chi stick have not yet cultivated such a deep friendship.But if it is said that he completely accepts the arrangement without any disturbance in his heart - that is even more impossible, he hopes to take a closer look, at least he can recognize this appearance when they meet next time.

Ah Fu's hand moved under the quilt, holding down the injured arm of the imperial stick.

"It's almost better?" Ah Fu asked, trying not to let his gaze shift and dodge.

"Well," the imperial stick responded, and moved in Ah Fu's direction, "What about you?"

Ah Fu's injury has long since felt nothing, and the bullet from the camel did not stay in the body at all, and some of it was just a bloody mouth that looked hideous but didn't matter.

In the past few days, Ah Fu tried his best not to think about the matter of the camel, but he knew that sooner or later this emotion would come up again.

"Am I going to separate from you?" Although it was difficult, Ah Fu still asked this question.

The imperial stick stared at Ah Fu's eyes for a moment, and after a while, there was another dull response from the depths of his throat.

"Then can I still see you?" Ah Fu asked again.To be honest, the reaction of the imperial stick made him feel that the other party just held back for too long, and he just caught a dick to vent his anger.

Otherwise, how can a person hide his feelings so well, so good that they are about to be separated, and still not show his emotions.

The edict also raised his hand, he took Ah Fu's arm off, held the other's hand, and placed it between the two.

The imperial stick looked away first, and after pinching his calloused hands for a while, he turned over and lay down again, and pulled Ah Fu to his side, placing their hands on his chest.

"I'll go see you," said the imperial stick, and he sighed softly, adding—"I'll send you to the edge of Siman City in a few days to see if I can get you into Siman. You'll be safe Yes, don't worry."

Ah Fu is about to meet his family.He could guess that as long as no one in the family was against the black crow, he would be able to see them by following the address of his parents' shop.

A flash of joy flashed in Ah Fu's heart, but it was soon filled with melancholy.

He really wanted to make a joke, so he made a teasing sentence that wasn't funny at all—"You also said that you could take me with me for a few months, and now we're going to say goodbye in less than a week. Red Vulture is really unbelievable."

After speaking, he laughed dryly twice, trying to withdraw his hand.

However, the imperial stick did not let go, and he immediately tightened his fingers to prevent Ah Fu from breaking free.

Ah Fu could feel the heartbeat and heat from his bare chest, and he could feel the words he was planning to say from his unsteady breathing.

It's just that it took another 30 seconds for the words to come out.

"I like you," Chi stick said, his eyes only dared to stare at the ceiling when he said it, he swallowed hard, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he finished the second half of the sentence-"You...would you like to wait me?"

Ah Fu never felt that this sentence had such great power.

Although Raven Kingdom has many evil deeds, it still tends to be conservative in terms of love and marriage.

Ah Fu knows that falling in love has to be done slowly, from eye contact to confession, confession to holding hands, holding hands to kissing, and finally to making love.

Even those seemingly heinous gang members are different from the gangs in neighboring countries. It is the same as the end, and some even died of their partners because of the rush, and they just stayed alone for the rest of their lives.

And obviously Ah Fu and Chi stick violated this order, which also made Ah Fu think that the confession of "I like you" is no longer important.

Young people always do not value or even despise tradition, and he feels that this is some kind of progress.

But when these words came out of the mouth of the imperial stick, the feeling of being pulled in the heart was so clear that it was difficult to ignore.

Sure enough, one side of the soil and the other side of the people, the inherited concept is that they can't clean it even if they want to change.

Ah Fu took a shallow breath, and actively grabbed the fingers of the imperial stick with his backhand.

He also likes the imperial stick, and he also wants to wait.But this is six years, he doesn't know what will happen in six months, let alone six years.

"I don't know," Ah Fu confessed, "I... I'm not sure we can really be together."

The imperial stick's eyes flustered for a moment, he hesitated for a moment, and then asked eagerly—"You, don't you like me? Or, still—"

"Of course I like you, I'm sure I like you very much now. But... But I'm not sure I can like you for six years." Ah Fu didn't want to hide it, and since everyone talked about it, he simply put his worries aside on the countertop.

"Although I don't know what Red Eagle's life is like, I also believe that if you say you like me, you can really like me, but now you are asking me to wait outside for six years-I don't know if I can Can't do it."

Ah Fu never liked the feeling of betrayal, even if the camel treated him like that, betraying the camel would be a severe test for him.

The emotional intelligence of the royal stick may not realize that such promises and demands are a certain degree of selfishness, so Ah Fu doesn't mind reminding him.

"In fact, I don't know you at all. I don't know if it's suitable to live with you. I don't know your taste, your hobbies, and your habits. Under such circumstances, how can I bet on six years, To achieve this kind of waiting and loyalty?"

Sex is one thing, affection is another.Sex can be casual, but when it comes to feelings, Ah Fu believes that it must be taken seriously.

The imperial stick understood for a moment, then his eyes dimmed.Even though he has no emotional experience, he thinks what Ah Fu said makes sense.

Yes, he wasn't even sure if he would die in a certain mission, and even if he didn't die, he couldn't guarantee that he would give the other party a complete self after six years.

He's asking too much, and he can't ask for a partner the way he asks for an informant or a drug dealer.

Ah Fu seemed to reject him, but it didn't affect him to hug Ah Fu.He really shouldn't have violated the rules. As Levine said, everything has to wait until he leaves the Red Eagles.

But he has already moved his feelings, how can he get back his moved feelings.

So he still found a little hope for himself, he said, then I will go back to see you as soon as I am free, I can have a small vacation in a few months, and I can always see each other in a few months, you are willing to let me see You?

Ah Fu said yes, I don't need to say my address, anyway, you Red Vultures are omnipotent, you can always find me.

The imperial stick said again, since we are not together, if you like someone else, you have to tell me, are you willing?

Ah Fu also said yes, I will not hide this, it is good for you and me.

The imperial stick tightened his arms, which felt really uncomfortable.It's like seeing the shadow of a drug dealer but not being able to catch up, hearing the report but finding it to be a false report, knowing that the deal will be done at this place tonight, but when it arrives, it's as if the building is already empty.

No, it doesn't feel like any of the situations above.

Because he has no anger, no hatred, this vague sense of loss and frustration is not sharp, but like a soft cotton bed, which makes people lie down and sink into it deeply.

On the day they came out of the Black Crow Barracks, they put in a lot of effort.

The barracks is really a place that is not easy to get in, and even more difficult to get out.

Chigun and Ah Fu took off their coats, belts, and shoes. Several crows searched them two or three times, and went through a metal detector. After checking the flesh, they began to fill in the form.

Ah Fu couldn't see the form, it was all written by the imperial stick, so Ah Fu watched the imperial stick fill out several forms, and finally they were separated from each other and asked again in the small room. Only then did he board another car and drive out of the gate of the barracks.

The little forensic doctor and Levin didn't come, and there were only Chigun and Ah Fu in the car.

It doesn't take long to drive from the outskirts of the city to enter the interior of Tao Road.Like Baihui, this is a city with a large land area, but the population is concentrated in a small area.

There are not many gangsters in its slums, and because drugs are mainly exported rather than domestically, Tao Tao has not been eroded too deeply.Therefore, Tao Road is divided into two parts, one is a small square where the poor live, and the other is a rich area with a beautiful environment but no strangers.

Since the Crow Country moved its capital here, Tao Dao seemed to have been further cleaned up.The sanitation on the street is much cleaner than when Ah Fu left, and of course the population is much less crowded.

Ah Fu finally breathed the familiar yet unfamiliar air, and he opened the car window to allow the wind to break into the car more fully.

The imperial stick walks along the main road of Tao Road, so it will not pass through the small street where Ah Fu used to live.

But when they crossed the city hall, crossed the court, walked around behind the iconic tree in front of the court, and entered the school district, Ah Fu was lucky enough to see the big clock that he could see before.

Ah Fu raised his head and looked up, the clock tower was so high that it shot straight into the sky, the sun was so bright that Ah Fu couldn't open his eyes, and naturally he couldn't see the time on the clock.

Ah Fu said, my younger brother used to go to school here.

The imperial stick was a little surprised. He said that I also studied here. This is the best school in Taodao. How do you——

The second half of his sentence was "How can you afford it?" However, he immediately realized that this was not a friendly response and reined in the precipice.

Ah Fu heard the doubts of the imperial stick, but he didn't particularly care about it in his heart.

Originally, there was a big gap between the rich and the poor in the Crow Country. He had long been accustomed to such surprises, and was even a little proud—"Because he studied very well. I don't know if you had government support when you were studying. My brother supported the poor when he was studying." In the second year, he got in."

The imperial stick was not impressed with this policy.After all, with his family environment back then, there was no need to consider this issue.He still doesn't know whether his uncle and aunt can really maintain the standard of living at that time, or rely on the money his father made in the drug business to enjoy food and clothing.

The imperial stick does have an impression of this school, but under normal circumstances he doesn't recall it.For it left him with a long, helpless night, huddled in the church next to the school, shivering from the blood and death he had witnessed.

Such a shock overwhelmed all the good things about school life.

In fact, during his many years in Red Eagle's career, he was also very curious about whether those drug lords knew that there was a son of their partner in the Red Eagle team.Would they be curious about where this little guy who cut the weeds but didn't root out went, and whether they would have been searching for it all the time, but found nothing.

He used to think that having a drug lord father was the biggest stain in his life, but today, what he hates is only the rigid label of drug lord, those who killed his uncle and aunt, and his father—no, He had no memory of his father, how could he have a clear and sharp hatred for him.

Occasionally, he would also be confused. If he entered the Red Vulture battle not because of the so-called justice, but because of the hatred in his heart that has nowhere to vent, then what he did was right or wrong.

Sometimes people don't necessarily think more clearly as they grow older, on the contrary, they start to think about some issues that they never thought about when they were young.

The reason why they will not be shaken and changed is not because they have got the answer, but they are too lazy to pursue it.

Time can make people numb and indifferent, what a gratification and what a pity.