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After going out, I bought some food and came back, and started to tidy up the kitchen and prepare to cook.

Since receiving the news, she has not contacted Tan Fenglei.She wrote down the phone number on the paper and kept it in the interlayer of her bag, but she didn't think it was necessary to call him.

Since he came back and asked someone to bring news, then Tan Fenglei must go home.

If you have anything to say, just come back and say it.

Actually there is nothing to say.

People in the north mainly eat pasta, especially men in the north, if they don't eat noodles for a day, it's like they haven't eaten.

Xiao Meiqin kneaded the dough and started to steam the steamed buns and steamed buns. It took a certain amount of time for the dough to rise, and it was a little troublesome to mix it.

After a long time, when she woke up, she went back to the bedroom and dug out her clothes from the closet.

The clothes are old, but haven't been worn a few times, so they still look new.

Xiao Meiqin went to the mirror and wanted to straighten her hair, but found that there was a thick layer of dust on the mirror, blurry like the bronze mirror used by the ancients on TV.

That's right, not to mention she's been away for so long, when she was in this house before, she wasn't in the mood to look in the mirror.

Xiao Meiqin came over with a rag, wiped the mirror carefully, and cleaned the room again.

When it was almost done, the noodles woke up, and she went back to the kitchen, kneading steamed buns and making buns.

She didn't cook much, just enough for two people to eat, and finally there was a small lump of noodles left, and she was dumbfounded at the lump of noodles.

In the end, he turned around and went to the living room, took the bag thrown on the chair, and took out a small paper bag from the bag's interlayer as planned.

The piece of paper with the phone number was also wiped out, Xiao Meiqin looked at the piece of paper and put it on the table.

Wait until the meal is ready, if you haven't come back, then call.

Xiao Meiqin returned to the kitchen with the paper bag, poured the pills inside on the chopping board, and counted them one by one.

She didn't know how much medicine to take. When she went to the pharmacy to buy it, the doctor only gave her a little at a time, and told her to take at most one and a half pills each time.

But when she was halfway through the count, she suddenly realized that if you want to take medicine to live, of course you have to follow the dosage, but if you want to take medicine to die, naturally the more the better.

Xiao Meiqin lifted the chopping board, poured all the pills into a small bowl, and then smashed them vigorously.

It wasn't until the pestle turned into powder that she sprinkled it in the rest of the stuffing like seasoning.

Then, she paused again.

If you spread it out, you can't eat so many buns, and what if the dose is not enough.

So concentrate as much as possible, just pack two.

Xiao Meiqin rolled out the dough of these two buns to an extra large size, and stuffed the rest of the fillings in.

In this way, there is no need to make special signs, and they can be distinguished by their size alone.

Tan You walked around the alley several times, and she figured out where new stores opened in the past two years, where old stores changed owners, and where walls were repainted.

This alley is the only way to go to her house. Now Xiao Meiqin has been back for a while, and she is waiting to see if Tan Fenglei will show up again.

If he dared to appear again, Tan You would dare to use the method in the morning to deal with him again, and this time, he must cause substantial physical harm.

She knows that she has this strength, and when people have to do something, the power that erupts is beyond her expectation.

It's been a long time walking, and the result is gratifying.

If Xiao Meiqin hadn't contacted Tan Fenglei at the first time, or the two of them could no longer be in touch, then the subsequent problems would be resolved much easier.

Tan You turned around again, spit out the tasteless chewing gum into the trash can, and started to walk back.

Along the way, there were not many people in the alley, and Tan You didn't even have to say hello.

When I got home downstairs, the windows were open and the lights were on, and the bedroom and living room were on together.

It's not dark yet, but the light in the house is dim, and it's already dusk.

Tan You tidied up his clothes, pretending that he just came back now, and hurried upstairs.

Instead of touching the key, he knocked on the door.

Xiao Meiqin was checking whether the buns were steamed when she heard the knock on the door.

The sudden sound made her hand touch the edge of the pot, which was very hot.

While pinching her earlobe, she responded, "Here we are."

But in fact, she didn't rush to open the door. When she walked to the living room, she found that she hadn't changed her clothes yet.

Since it was a well-planned plan, there must be no missing step. Xiao Meiqin hurried to the bedroom and began to put on the clothes.

After so many years, she seemed to have become lower, and the bones of her shoulders seemed to have narrowed. The clothes were worn on her body, except for the belly fat, the other places were hanging empty.

Xiao Meiqin let out a long sigh, and tears welled up all at once.

She thought she had forgotten, but now she realized that she remembered it very clearly.

She remembers her younger self, busy but always smiling.

She remembered that the young Tan Fenglei was thin, tall and handsome.On their wedding anniversary, I bought this dress and said to her nervously: "I don't know how to choose, you can see if you can wear it, if you can't wear it, I will return it and give you another one..."

She remembers those ordinary but beautiful days, because in the following ten years, she has thoroughly seen what pain and suffering are.

Well, well, it's all over.

Both Tan You and Tan Qi have grown up, they have reached the age to start their own families, they should live a normal life.

She wanted to see what the person Tan You was looking for was like, and wanted to check for her, but after thinking about it, she realized that she had no face to check for others.

She wanted to see what kind of job Tan Qi would find. Tan Qi was sweet-mouthed and good-looking, so he shouldn't have to worry about finding a girlfriend.But when you get married, can you earn a house and a car, can you get the wife to agree...

Forget it, Xiao Meiqin shook her head and wiped away her tears.

Worrying is not fun, without the two of them who have been bringing harm to the children, these two children will live well no matter what.

She pulled the hem of her clothes and walked out of the house.

Slowly through the living room, slowly to the door.

When she opened the door, she lowered her head, and Xiao Meiqin didn't react until she called "Mom" outside the door, and Xiao Meiqin trembled all over.

The person in front of her was not Tan Fenglei she was waiting for, but Tan You.

Xiao Meiqin frowned, raised her voice and asked her, "Why are you back!"

"You ran back, can I not come back?" Tan You glanced at her, opened the door wide, and squeezed into the room, "If you don't tell me when you come back, can I rest assured?"

"I told you," Xiao Meiqin's plan was interrupted, her mind was in a mess, "You won't let me come back."

"Yes, I won't let you come back." Tan You went into the house and took a look around. After making sure that there was no one in the house, he breathed a sigh of relief, "I came back this time to arrest you."

"What do you do when you go to work?" Xiao Meiqin asked off the point.

"It's not as important as you at work." Tan You said, "If you can't settle down well, I'm not in the mood to go to work."

"What do you mean a bad settlement? How many years have I lived here?" Xiao Meiqin paced back and forth in a small area in the living room, not knowing what to do.

Tan You entered the kitchen: "You are steaming steamed buns... and buns? They're ready."

Xiao Meiqin suddenly became nervous, walked quickly to the kitchen, and shouted: "Don't move!"

"What's wrong?" Tan You turned to look at her, pointed to the pot, "It's cooked."

"Don't move if I tell you not to move!" Xiao Meiqin said fiercely, "Get out!"

"What's the situation?" Tan You frowned, and moved to the door of the kitchen, watching Xiao Meiqin turn off the fire, and dumped all the steamed buns in the pot on the table.

The heat is steaming, not to mention, the smell makes people very hungry.

But Xiao Meiqin was standing in front of the chopping board, staring at the steamed buns, neither telling her to eat them, nor telling her not to eat them.

No matter how complicated the family situation is, when Xiao Meiqin is in the mood to cook for them, there are times when she forgets to give them food money, but she never makes a meal and refuses to let them eat.

Tan You leaned against the door frame and looked at her, thinking about all possible and impossible things in his mind.

She is very familiar with her mother, even though the relationship between the two of them is not good because of the endless quarrels over the years, but also because of these endless quarrels, she understands the expression of various emotions of this person very well.

Xiao Meiqin was afraid, restless, terrified, and at a loss...

She didn't even dare to look into Tan You's eyes, she just stood there blankly, with her palms on the countertop, squeezing the edges of the cement tightly.

Tan You paused, walked to the sink to wash his hands, then walked over quickly, and brought a bun over: "I've been in the car for a long time, and I'm very hungry..."

Before the bun was brought to her mouth, Xiao Meiqin slapped her, very fast and powerful, Tan You felt for a moment that this slap was about to hit her face, the one that could deaf her in one ear kind.

She took a step back unconsciously, but the slap was actually going straight towards the bun in her hand. Tan You's fingertips were hit, numb and painful, the bun fell to the ground and rolled away. Circle, parked in a corner dirty.

"What are you doing!" Tan You raised his voice, "Mom, what do you mean! I can't eat the food you cooked for Tan Fenglei, can I?"

Xiao Meiqin didn't speak, she lowered her head and clenched her fingers tightly.

Tan You continued to provoke her: "Has he ever given you money for a meal for so many years! Every time you can't get along and come back and ask you for money for food, you have to suck the blood of the other three people in this family! I don't understand! Why did you come back!"

Originally, I wanted to cheat some news, but once this kind of talk started, the more I talked, the more angry I became. Tan You slapped the table with a slap, and there were dishes next to it, which made a loud noise. Tan You roared: "What the hell are you doing?" Why do you want to come back! Haven’t you had enough of this kind of life! Do you still think that people like Tan Fenglei can change their minds! As long as he has a little bit of conscience, he won’t make this family like this! He won’t leave orphans and widows behind Run to continue gambling! He won’t let his creditors come and smash this house every holiday!”

Tan You kicked on the cabinet, thinking that he was probably crazy, and couldn't control his emotions: "Do you still remember his past?"

Tan You pointed to Xiao Meiqin's clothes, and said something heart-rending: "Are you still thinking about reuniting with him in the clothes he gave you after a long time? Mom! What are you dreaming about! That Tan Fenglei died a long time ago! From him He died the moment he stepped into the gaming table!!! What is left now is a vampire! A fucking vampire!!!”

"Enough!" Xiao Meiqin yelled, and raised her hand to wave all the steamed buns on the table in front of her to the ground, "Enough! Enough!"

Her body was trembling, tears were streaming down her cheeks, and all the white and fat steamed buns rolled on the ground in a mess.

Xiao Meiqin raised her foot and stepped on those steamed buns, and soon they were crushed.

There was water on the ground, Xiao Meiqin staggered, and Tan You ran over to support her.

Xiao Meiqin didn't shake off her hand, she grabbed Tan You's arm tightly, and Tan You gritted his teeth in pain.

That place was the place Tan Fenglei grabbed when he was dying in the morning, and it was already bruised and swollen.

"Mom..." Tan You calmed down, and she began to calm Xiao Meiqin's emotions, "Mom, it's okay, it's okay..."

Xiao Meiqin lifted her foot and kicked a bun beside Tan You's feet so that it flew out.

Tan You suddenly wanted to laugh: "Mom, do you mean that you won't cook for Tan Fenglei in the future?"

Xiao Meiqin didn't speak, and when Tan You looked down at her, he realized that she was clenching her teeth tightly and sweat was dripping from her forehead.

She was so frightened that her heart jumped suddenly. Tan You supported her body and wanted to pull her out of the kitchen: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Is there any discomfort? Don't be angry, don't be angry, it's all my fault , I yelled impulsively just now, don't take it to your heart, don't think about it, don't think about it..."

This thin woman is very heavy, Tan You didn't dare to use too much strength for fear of hurting her, so she could only coax her little by little while observing her reaction.

Xiao Meiqin's body trembled, and it took her a long time to finally respond to her words: "You are right."

Tan You said a lot just now, she was stunned for a moment, not knowing what Xiao Meiqin said.

"You're right..." Xiao Meiqin began to repeat a sentence again, repeating it many times.

"Mom, can we go out and sit for a while?" Tan You said along with her nagging, "I'm thirsty and want to drink some water."

Xiao Meiqin finally moved, and Tan You held her arm and put her arms around her back, and finally led her out of the kitchen and sat on the sofa in the living room.

At this moment, Tan You realized that the room was quite clean and had taken a serious rest.

If you calculate carefully, when Xiao Meiqin came home, she had to clean up the house and cook, almost without stopping for a moment.

It's not Xiao Meiqin's style to be so non-stop.

Tan You poured two glasses of water over, one was forced into Xiao Meiqin's hand, looked at her, and let her drink a couple of sips.

Xiao Meiqin leaned on the sofa and looked up at the ceiling. After a while, she finally relaxed, but the tears started to flow again, slipping down from the pinnae, and wet the sofa.

Tan You lowered his head, not daring to look any further.

This was the scene she created. If she hadn't lost control of her emotions just now, Xiao Meiqin would still happily wait for Tan Fenglei to come back to eat steamed buns.

By the way, Baozi.

Tan You brought up the most terrifying conjecture, and she directly asked Xiao Meiqin: "Mom, what were you going to do just now?"

Xiao Meiqin was finally able to answer her normally, she said, "What are you doing?"

"Just now, before I came back, what were you going to do?" Tan You asked.

"Did I stop talking?" Xiao Meiqin said in a low voice, "Enough, enough."

Tan You didn't speak, Xiao Meiqin began to say on her own: "Enough, the debt can no longer be owed, you can no longer pay the debt, I can no longer..."

Xiao Meiqin paused: "Enough is enough, your dad and I should have had enough."

Tan You stood up suddenly: "Did you put medicine in the bun?"

Xiao Meiqin didn't answer, but she didn't refute either.She remained in that position, still weeping.

Tan You was so shocked that she couldn't help herself, she asked again: "Mom, did you put medicine in the bun?"

Xiao Meiqin closed her eyes.

Tan You shouted: "Mom, what are you thinking! What are you going to do? Poison Tan Fenglei and you go to jail?"

"No." Tan You grabbed her wrist, "Are you planning to die with him, are you planning to die with him?"

Xiao Meiqin tilted her head, just crying.

Tan You was really scared. Xiao Meiqin mentioned death many times during the quarrel, but she never saw her take actual actions.

This time, being able to sneak back to Gushi from Orange City alone was already the most amazing thing Xiao Meiqin has ever done in her life. Such a big move.

Murder and suicide, and the culprit who made her life miserable, Tan You never knew that her mother had such courage.

She felt the apex of her heart tremble, which was a kind of fear that cut to the marrow. Although she often felt that getting along with Xiao Meiqin was not pleasant, she couldn't imagine what it would be like if this person completely disappeared from her life.

This is her mother, the only elder she can rely on.This dependence, at her age, is not about money or ability to live, but it is indispensable.

Those things that have been relied on from the embryonic stage gradually grow into the senses that go deep into the bone marrow.Tan You couldn't be sure, after leaving this one, she would find the next one in her whole life.

The harbor, even if it is not a calm harbor, even if it is a dilapidated and damaged harbor, is the only place to anchor.

Tan You gripped Xiao Meiqin's wrist tighter and tighter, his voice trembling: "Mom, you can't die, did you hear that? You can't die..."

Xiao Meiqin murmured: "What's the use of my life, other than burdening you, what's the use of me..."

"Why are you useless?" Tan You's voice was choked, "When you were in Orange City, wouldn't I have a home? I can go home to eat, I can go home to sleep, and I can lie down when I'm tired." At home, lie still for a day..."

"Mom, I'm out on my own, and it's hard. I'm moving and moving, and I have a lot to do every day, but I feel like I'm wasting my time. I feel like after all these years, I've done nothing. ..."

"It's us who made you suffer so much." Xiao Meiqin said, "It's fine if it's gone..."

"No, it's not." Tan You said, "I don't need you to do this anymore, Mom, I've already taken care of it."

Xiao Meiqin opened her eyes, looking at her with bloodshot eyes.

Tan You didn't intend to tell her this so soon, but now that Xiao Meiqin wanted to die, she felt that it was time to turn everyone's thinking around and start making the right decision: "Tan Fenglei will not appear again Now, we have nothing to do with him, and the debt collectors will not come to the door again. We will leave Gushi, and this time we will go to Orange City, or any city you want. We will make a new home and never come back again .”

Xiao Meiqin did not refute her this time, but only asked her: "How did you handle it?"

Tan You twitched the corner of his mouth: "Don't worry, it's within the scope of the law."

Xiao Meiqin didn't speak anymore. After a while, she looked at Tan You: "Are you really not coming back?"

"If you don't come back, you won't be living anywhere." Tan You replied.

"Is it really possible not to come back?" Xiao Meiqin asked again.

The point is "yes", Tan You looked at her very seriously: "I really don't have to come back, I will take care of everything, no one will come to collect debts, there will be no harassing calls, no one will hit you in the middle of the night door, no one will enter the house and throw things..."

"Okay, okay..." Xiao Meiqin murmured, with a dazed and ignorant expression, "I'll listen to you, listen to you."

"Yes." Tan You stared into her eyes and said, "Listening to me is the greatest help to me. I can solve these problems. As long as you listen to me and trust me from the bottom of your heart, I am no longer a child. gone."

"Yes, it's not a child anymore." Xiao Meiqin looked at her, and suddenly raised her hand to touch her cheek, "It's grown up."

"Yes, I have grown up." Tan You smiled.

Xiao Meiqin also smiled, smiling with eyes red and swollen from crying, which made Tan You's heart cut like a blunt saw.

After the talk, Xiao Meiqin said that she was tired.

Afraid that she had something to hide, Tan You forced her to talk for a long time, observed her performance, and made sure that she was really just tired normally, so she followed her into the bedroom, sat by the bed, and looked at her. she fell asleep.

Breathing steadily, not in a rhythm that could be pretended, Tan You got up and left the bedroom.

The door didn't dare to close, it was wide open in case of an emergency.

In fact, she is also very tired, her body is tired, her spirit is highly excited, and after this excitement, she will fall into a low depression.

Tan You sat on the sofa in the living room, tired and hungry, unable to sleep, and had nothing to eat.

She took out her mobile phone and wanted to order a takeaway, when she suddenly remembered the buns in the kitchen.

Standing up abruptly, Tan You rushed into the kitchen. The buns and steamed buns were still dirty and scattered on the floor. Tan You suddenly fell into thinking about how to deal with these things.

She didn't know if everyone was drugged or if only a few were drugged.

She didn't know what kind of medicine she was taking. Since Xiao Meiqin even brought medicine that could kill people, Tan You had every reason to suspect that it was all kinds of terrible medicine.

You can't just pick it up and throw it in a garbage bag, in case a homeless person picks it up... Even if there are no homeless people, homeless cats and dogs should not be poisoned to death.

Tan You squatted down, looked at the things on the ground, thought for a while, and finally came up with an idea.

She went to find several plastic bags and put them on her hands layer by layer, and then took all these steamed buns into the toilet, facing the toilet drain, breaking them up little by little and throwing them in.

Throw it for a while, flush it, throw it for a while, flush it again.

After everything was done, Tan You got up from the ground with numb legs and feet, feeling full and didn't want to eat at all.

She returned to the living room, but she couldn't watch the TV, and her mobile phone could only use data.

So he mechanically played the small game over and over again until it got dark and Xiao Meiqin woke up.

From the moment she opened her eyes, Tan You carefully observed her expression, and to her surprise, Xiao Meiqin was in very good condition, unprecedentedly good.

I don't know if it was her illusion, but Tan You felt that her eyes were bright now, and she was not so stooped anymore, as if after a dream passed, she became resolute and decisive.

Tan You faintly felt that this was good news, but she was not so sure because of the result caused by the abnormality a few days ago.

So we can only stay close.

The two went out for dinner, and then returned home. Tan You slept next to Xiao Meiqin for the first time in so many years. She was afraid that she would run too much these two days and sleep too soundly, so she insisted on playing with her mobile phone until late at night. He set off the vibrating alarm clock and forced himself to wake up intermittently.

After a whole night of tossing around like this, Xiao Meiqin fell asleep most of the time, but occasionally woke up, and if she wanted to tell her, "Go to bed quickly."

It wasn't until the next morning that Tan You invited Xiaohe, a friend who accompanied her on errands, to come over, that she relaxed her nerves.

Pull Xiao He aside, explain clearly to him, and then let him accompany Xiao Meiqin out to buy groceries.Taking advantage of the twenty minutes or so, Tan You fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow, and fell asleep soundly.

This day passed very long, Tan You roughly finished all the things he had to do in Gushi, and finally booked a ticket back to Orange City the next day at night.

If she had to stay for a few more days, she was afraid that if she staggered from the nervousness, she would be so sleepy that she would faint.

Tan Fenglei did not show up again. Tan You used someone else's mobile phone to call the landline, and when he called Lao Feng again, the person who answered the phone said that Lao Feng was not here anymore.

This night was very quiet, Tan You relaxed a little and slept for a while, when he opened his eyes early in the morning, Xiao Meiqin was in a normal state, and the whole room was also in a normal state.

Tan You jumped off the bed and began to pack things without washing up: "Mom, take everything you want to bring, take the important ones, clothes and so on, I'll buy you new ones..."

"Then there is nothing to take." Xiao Meiqin said, "There is nothing valuable in this house."

"Get some commemorative ones." Tan You walked towards her and Tan Qi's house, "I have a photo album there, you need to find your own."

Xiao Meiqin started to open the cabinet and search, and Tan Yougang opened the cardboard box in the room when the cell phone rang suddenly.

At times like this, when she had no calls to wait for, the ringing sounded like a dire omen.

Tan You suddenly became nervous. When he took out his phone, he murmured silently in his heart, it's Xingjia's heart, it's Xingjia's heart...

But the result disappointed her, probably to punish her for abandoning a good girl who was going to spend her whole life with her. In the past few days, Xing Jiaxin didn't send her a single message, nor did she get a single call.

She didn't save the name of the number displayed on the phone now, but she was familiar with it. After thinking about it for a while, she knew it was...

Uncle's.

Tan You tensed up all of a sudden.

She slid the phone away with her fingers stiffly, and it took several swipes before she connected it, and said dryly, "Hello."

No one even called.

The other side didn't care about her address, and hurriedly shouted at her: "Tan You, Tan You! Are you still in Gushi!"

Tan You really wanted to say that she wasn't there, but before she could answer, the second uncle continued to shout, "Tan You, come to the People's Hospital quickly, your father is in the rescue, come quickly!"

Tan You was stunned by the news, she froze in place, not knowing what to do or what to say.

The second uncle was so anxious that he burst into tears: "Tan You! He is your father after all! He is very dangerous now, come quickly!"

Tan You heard himself say something coldly: "He has nothing to do with me."

"It's not the time to be angry!" Second Uncle shouted, "People's Hospital! Call me when you come, I don't have time to talk to you now!"

The phone was hung up, Xiao Meiqin came to the door of the room and asked her: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Tan You replied abruptly, then quickly bent down and rummaged in the cardboard box.

She didn't know what she was looking at, her head was in a terrific mess, she only knew that she couldn't tell Xiao Meiqin, couldn't destroy the result she had dealt with so hard, and couldn't let their future fall into the bottomless abyss again.

Xiao Meiqin looked at her, and after a while, said: "I still have a while."

After she finished speaking, she didn't ask any more questions, and turned back to the master bedroom. It was really different from before.

Tan You stopped and flipped, his hands and feet became weak, and he fell to the ground all of a sudden.

The dust from the upturned carton floats in the sunlit air, small and large, like microbes and stars.

Tan You didn't know what to do, so she counted the dust one by one.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Meiqin appeared at the door again and asked her, "Did you find the photo album?"

Tan You turned his head abruptly, then looked down at his empty hand again: "Ah, I didn't find it."

"I remember that the box above the closet might have it." Xiao Meiqin walked into the side sleeper, ready to help her find it.

Tan You raised his hand, trying to stop her: "No need, don't look for it, and it doesn't matter."

Xiao Meiqin looked at her, but Tan You didn't dare to look directly into those eyes and turned his gaze away.

Just then, her cell phone rang again.

Tan You took it out and glanced at it. It was the second uncle's phone.

She hung up directly, then got up and walked out: "Let's go, or we won't be able to catch the plane."

Then the next moment, she heard Xiao Meiqin's phone ringing.

Xiao Meiqin's cell phone was in the master bedroom. Before she could react, Tan You rushed over and grabbed the cell phone.

It was still the same number.

Xiao Meiqin came to the bedroom quickly, frowned and asked her, "What's the matter?"

Tan You hung up the phone in a panic, and in order to prevent him from calling Xiao Meiqin again, he simply used his mobile phone to call.

She put the phone close to her ear, and walked out quickly, afraid that Xiao Meiqin would hear it.But just passing by Xiao Meiqin, the phone was connected.

Tan You didn't speak, and her steps stopped.

The second uncle's voice was rough and choked, and he cut to the chase and said, "Tan You, your father is gone."

☆、Chapter 77

When Tan Qi received the news, she was taking a nap.

He couldn't believe it, as if seeing that message happened in a dream.

After being dazed on the bed for a while, he mobilized his five sense organs and brain, and called Tan You.

The first time the phone rang and no one answered, Tan Qi jumped off the upper bunk and almost fell to the ground.

Xiao Hei was hiding in the curtain and knocking on the computer. Hearing this sound, he opened the curtain and asked him slowly: "What's wrong with you?"

Tan Qi stared at him blankly, almost seeing through his round glasses.

Tan Qi wanted to answer him, but felt that the news was not yet confirmed and could not be said first.He shook his phone, started to make a second call to Tan You, raised his hand and said to Xiao Hei, "Wait a minute, wait a moment."

Xiao Hei waited for him fixedly.

Halfway through the ringing this time, the phone was finally connected. Tan You said "Hello", and Tan Qi knew from her tone that half of this was true.

"Xiaohe sent me a message saying..."

Tan Qi paused, before he finished speaking, Tan You answered him: "It's true."

A lot of indescribable emotions welled up in Tan Qi's chest in an instant, and he couldn't find a reason for it, nor could he find a suitable word to describe it.

It's too complicated and it's blank.

He froze there for a few seconds, and then asked, "Sister, where are you now?"

"In the hospital." Tan You replied.

"I'll buy a ticket now and hurry back," Tan Qi said.

"Okay." Tan You hung up the phone.

Xiao Hei was still staring at Tan Qi, Tan Qi looked at him and said in a daze, "My father is dead."

Xiao Hei frowned all of a sudden, stood up a little at a loss, trying to comfort him: "Tan Qi, you..."

"My father is dead." Tan Qi said it again, this time everyone could hear the excitement in his tone.

Xiao Hei's comforting words stuck in his throat, and he was completely stunned.

Tan Qi turned around and pulled out the suitcase stuffed in the closet: "I have to go back for a few days, I don't know the specific days, please help me ask the class teacher for a leave, and tell me during class..."

"Okay." Xiao Hei agreed blankly.

"You don't need to take clothes..." Tan Qi paused, and said to himself, "Do you want to take clothes? It's better to take two, they have to be changed and washed. If they go through any process and need some clothes, it shouldn't be I am now ready to..."

Xiao Hei kept looking at his back until Tan Qi quickly packed his luggage and turned around: "Ah! I have a ticket, let me see the ticket!"

Swiping her finger quickly on the phone, Tan Qi murmured: "I hope there is a nearby flight..."

"Let me take a look for you." Xiao Hei is the versatile little hacker in their dormitory, but there is nothing he is not good at related to computers.

"Okay." Tan Qi simply put down the phone, "Check it out for me."

The little black finger tapped on the keyboard, crackling, and quickly said: "There is a flight in two hours, you go out now..."

Then he paused, he saw Tan Qi's red eyes filled with water, and the moment he looked over, they fell down.

"Can you make it in time?" Tan Qi's tone was calm as if he didn't realize that he was crying.

"There will be no traffic jams on the way to the airport, so we can make it in time." Xiao Hei said.

"Okay." Tan Qi pulled the suitcase and went out.

"Hey, Tan Qi." Xiao Hei stopped him and paused, "Don't be in a hurry, take your time, you may get into trouble if you are in a hurry..."

"I'm not in a hurry." Tan Qi looked at him, smiled, and immediately objected, "No, I'm in a hurry. I really need to slow down my emotions, I'm too excited."

I'm so excited……

Dad was so excited when he died?

Xiao Hei didn't know what to say, so he could only stare blankly at him.

Tan Qi suddenly turned around and couldn't take two steps, raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder twice: "I take a breath, huh... ha... ha... ha..."

"Okay." Tan Qi returned to the original position, pulled the suitcase and went out, "It's all right."

But in fact, it only took half a minute to slow down. When Tan Qi took the suitcase to the stairs and lifted the suitcase, thinking of Tan Fenglei's death, he became excited again.

This excitement made him feel cold-blooded, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't control his instinctive emotions.

In the process of his growing up, in his self-conscious memory, Tan Fenglei has always been the burden of the family, the devil of the family, and the source of the life that made him live a completely different life from other classmates.

When he was young, he was weak and didn't dare to think about it, so he could only hide as far away as possible.Later, when he grew up, he had strong muscles and a meticulous mind, so he thought more than once to get rid of Tan Fenglei completely.

He has thought of many ways, bright and dark, cruel and violent, slow and unconscious... Whenever he sees related content, he will think of Tan Fenglei.

That's why he finally had the ability to resist during the New Year's Eve. He dared to roar out loudly and hit back loudly, and dared to tear apart all the peace of chaos, wanting to see a new scene.

But it was precisely because of this chaotic peace, maintained by his mother and sister, that he was unable to go any further.

Is it too much?Tan Qi actually didn't think it was too much.

Now, suddenly and without warning, it was over.

No matter how many things to deal with in the follow-up, and how many unknown situations will happen, Tan Qi feels that everything is over.

Everything in this family's control, everything in this family's suffering, all sources of unhappiness, all repressed desires, all unspeakable inequalities, are over.

His current mood cannot be called happy, because the word happy is too monotonous and superficial.

He felt the wind under his feet, felt