can't stop

I can't look at each other like this anymore, I can't analyze the face in front of me—that evening was very clear, just a piece of crumpled oil paper, stuffed into my mind with edges and corners, and stirred again and again.Huo Ying lowered his eyelids anxiously, but what he saw was still Shi Yufeng.Still so close, he could clearly see the neat neckline of his weaver vest, and the classic Bulgari necklace on the neckline. The thin rose gold chain passed through the small black ring, like a car tire... …see again the thin collarbones on either side of the necklace, the neck above the collarbones.

Huo Ying bit her lip subconsciously, and he noticed that there was a scar on Shi Yufeng's neck.

It has no blood color, nor is it conspicuous, it is just a slender and pale bulge, but it can only be caused by a sharp weapon.

Accident?Operation?Fighting? ... a vendetta?How could this happen at such a young age?

"Brother? Brother!" Yu Feng had already started to call him that in his ear, with a natural familiarity, Huo Ying suddenly came back to his senses, and his mind was full of wild ideas, only then did he realize that the passage was opened, the bad boy just now Shi obediently withdrew his long legs, made a gesture of please with a pure face, and patted his knee again, "The boat will leave soon, don't you want to sit?"

Huo Ying quickly stood up straight, the distance just now was too far, "Where to sit?" He didn't think about it, and asked in a daze, thinking that if you dare to say "sit on my lap", I will go all the way Just... hide in the toilet.

Shi Yufeng smiled purely: "Sit next to me."

Huo Ying finally woke up, and immediately got into the chair by the window, sitting upright with his backpack in his arms.He regretfully realized what kind of stupid idea he had just had, what kind of leg is not legged, and the surname would only be a ghost if he really said it, but the moment three years ago was too deep for him, and the person involved appeared unexpectedly , he was stimulated to think wildly.

"Brother Ying," Shi Yufeng found a good address for him again, and called him very naturally, "I want to call you Brother Ying, is that okay?"

Huo Ying just believed that the next two hours of the voyage would definitely be spent in embarrassing silence, but now it seems that this problem does not exist. He stared at the back of the front, and in his peripheral vision was the satin-like silver, " ...OK, it's pretty good."

Shi Yufeng propped his elbows on the armrest, and said again: "I didn't call other people brother before."

I always feel that this tone is a bit like a child begging for praise and asking for meat, no way, Huo Ying reminded himself not to be overly self-aware, but felt that it would be even weirder to stay frozen like this now, so he turned his face and met his gaze: "What about your elder brother?"

Shi Yufeng blinked: "Old Shi."

I was really used to it.Huo Ying couldn't help laughing: "Where is Qiu Shili?"

Shi Yufeng blinked those green eyes again: "My sister-in-law."

Seeing that Huo Ying's eyes were straightened, with a shocked expression on his face, Shi Yufeng quickly explained: "The two of them haven't admitted it, and no one has really seen them... have an affair." A little shy, he brushed his hair behind his ears, and sat up straight, "I was seriously injured a few years ago, and then I was in a coma for several months. The family was still fighting, and Qiu Shili had been helping to support it. After waking up, I found His left leg was paralyzed, and the first thing he did was to make a will."

Huo Ying was stupefied when he heard this, and wondered if this was a TV series, and he became more and more determined that the family's usual work was absolutely extraordinary, and when he heard it again, Yu Feng said: "I was also called back at that time, the whole family except Qiu Shili When they were all present, he asked the lawyer to read it, saying that no matter when and for whatever reason, half of the property after death will be donated to orphan charities, and the remaining half will be given to Qiu Shili. There have been rumors, and then they all started calling Qiu Shili Sister-in-law."

Huo Ying rubbed the corners of his eyes, and said after consideration: "Your family is quite legendary."

Shi Yufeng asked: "Then what do you think of homosexuality?"

Huo Yingzheng was moved by those two people, and this time again, he almost choked in a very useless manner.Are you coming, he slandered, you want to mention the good deeds you did three years ago?Thank you for opening your mouth!

"It's no different from heterosexuality, as long as it's sincere." He answered righteously.

"Have you tried?"

"No."

"What about heterosexuality?"

"……nor."

It's embarrassing to be single at the age of 27, but there's nothing wrong with it, Huo Ying doesn't want to lie. "Who wants to fall in love with face blindness." He excused himself.

"No, no, neither do I!" Shi Yu Feng seemed very excited, turned around and leaned on the backrest, his eyes became more and more straight, "You have lost a lot of weight in the past two years."

Huo Ying had already been mentally prepared to bring up that kiss again for a long time. He had been thinking about it for three years, and he had also seriously asked himself for three years, "Are you crazy, why can't you forget?"But now, he has gathered all his courage, which seems to be useless.

What's the use of being thin?Huo Ying still wants to be stronger!

"You've grown a lot taller. You were shorter than me back then, but you can run faster now?" He said unhappily, and stared straight at Shi Yufeng.

The boy's eyelashes flickered, and his face turned red.

"I'm seasick." He lowered his head to play with his phone, his bangs covering his forehead.

Huo Ying glanced out the window, the passenger ship left the shore at some time, and was busy chatting... But the point is still not coming?He went to see Yu Feng again, who was actually playing minesweeper with his mobile phone.

The phrase "Do you remember you kissed me?" was on the lips, Huo Ying was furious, but his shame strangled him so hard that he could hardly speak.Besides, if a middle-aged man in his late thirties asks such a question to a child who has just passed his postpartum, he may be suspected of sexual harassment.

But Huo Ying can't do it if he wants to be a mute regardless of the previous suspicions. In that case, he will think about this matter several times a day for the next three months.After thinking about it like this, his face also turned red, and he could feel the heat even if he didn't touch it, and he felt a strange floating feeling under the sun on the sea.And Shi Yufeng's minesweeping has already started the third round.

Don’t be fooled by me when you’re too old, Huo Ying scolded herself in her heart, saying that people who are in love will worry, have a heartbeat, can’t think clearly, and get hot-headed. Which one of you hasn’t, just because this bastard boy ran away after eating , so even if it seems like you can’t stand the jokes, you have to admit——

"Three years ago—" There were two voices.Coincidentally, Shi Yu Feng also spoke, and at the same time, said the same words.

"You talk first." Huo Ying looked at him with a smile.

Shi Yufeng pinched the phone with a black screen until his knuckles turned white, and said honestly, "I... kissed you, and then I ran away."

Very good, so you have a pretty good memory, and you're not the kind of kid who doesn't know how to admit it. Of course, I don't want to settle accounts with you, Huo Ying thought.He was apprehensive, but also a little satisfied. Looking at Shi Yufeng's cautious and awkward expression, he had the kind of honesty and transparency that only belonged to young people.

"I remember too. All the time." He faced Shi Yufeng and leaned against the porthole.

When Yu Feng threw the phone on the small table, the corners of his eyes suddenly twitched, "Actually, I didn't know that you were on the island before. According to the plan, I shouldn't see you now!" He mustered up his courage and looked directly at Huo Yingwu Eyes of pressure, "It should be that I broke your record and won at least one grand slam, and then I found you and apologized to you."

"Grand Slam? Apologize?" Huo Ying didn't understand the logic, so he forgot to be ashamed for a moment.

"I want you to see that I have become stronger, not the bastard I used to be who would only cry after being defeated. Then, in that capacity..." He paused, as if he was not used to talking to people like this, Thinking about words, eventually just saying, "Sorry to you."

Huo Ying smiled, his fox-like eyes curled up, picking out an exquisite arc: "You don't need to apologize to me."

"I made a mistake and I've always regretted it since."

made a mistake?Huo Ying was taken aback, was it a mistake?A mistake makes you regret, but I dream repeatedly.The blood-red team uniform, the blood-red sunset, the blood on the corner of the mouth, it was hot and wet on the palm of the hand.So he woke up, and saw the blood-red sunrise on the island alone.It's not a mistake, what is it?Two unfamiliar men, no, it was a man and a boy at that time, and there was a hasty, sharp, biting kiss between them.

And the adolescent boy has a good face, a unique personality, and a cool career, and he must never lack the fragrance of flowers by his side, so how could he reproduce this boring scene in his dream? It's completely different for a single uncle who has never touched anyone's lips.

Sure enough, people are too lonely.

For a moment, Huo Ying's stairs plummeted as if he was stepping on the air. He felt the gap, but he couldn't understand it.Once again, I warned myself not to think too much about it, and that I mentioned it just to make things easier for the future, Huo Ying put on a relaxed expression, and said: "Haha, it's not a big deal, I don't need to say sorry to mother-in-law, And I know that you have become stronger. I often see you on the Internet."

Shi Yufeng grabbed his wrist: "Really? What did you watch?"

Huo Ying broke out in a cold sweat immediately, and almost slipped the tongue. Because he didn't know how to care about that point, he often searched for that name on the Internet, what awards he won, what gossip news... He basically didn't miss Shi Yufeng's competition. Pass.

He made a decisive move back then, and now he has no attachment to the racing circle. He himself finds this kind of fanatical fan behavior puzzling, even outrageous, but every time he keeps saying, "Anyway, I'm not busy, so let's see what he's doing." No more”, and repeat the same mistakes.

"Sometimes I watch the game broadcast, and the new generation is coming up. I also pay attention to the market situation in the industry." Huo Ying thought he controlled his expression very well. "The wave is higher than the wave, you should be on the top of the wave That one."

When Yu Feng's neck was red, he didn't say a word for a long time, and then let go of his wrist after a long time. He looked happy, "Brother, Brother Ying." He showed it, but he didn't know if it was a reminder of all kinds of flavors in the eyes of the person in front of him, or he was still in high spirits, "I decided to learn racing after watching your races, and I still watch your races often. You are an idol, if I am the top of the waves, I will reach you one day, it will be very good."

Huo Ying was still smiling, idol, no one called him that for a long time.But he retracted his wrist, put it on his leg, and pulled down the cuff again, "You will. Within three years." At this moment, he really didn't want to mention racing at all, and he never wanted to be fascinated by it. Huo Ying felt ashamed and confused about Formula One, and this rich and skilled racer who had just passed the age certification last year and grabbed the attention of the Formula One track.

As for that kiss, it seemed to be easier, not uncomfortable at all, not lingering at all, the wound healed, and there was no need to ask why. The 16-year-old is young and energetic. When he sees the so-called idol, his words are lacking and his head gets hot, so he gnaws on it. Don't need to be too entangled!

Shi Yufeng was elated because of his encouragement, so he was planning which games to play in three years, but Huo Ying said instead, "Isn't these three months just about relaxing? Your sister-in-law has explained it to me." He originally planned to make a three-chapter agreement, but Shi Yufeng was far less irritable than he imagined, and finally simplified it into one, "The island is not big, but it has the Internet and many scenic spots. You can play as you like, and you can eat seafood as you like. The room I've packed it up for you, just one thing," he raised a finger earnestly, "We live together, the house is small and we will definitely see each other every day, if you dare to kiss me suddenly again, I will take it seriously."

Shi Yufeng was obviously stunned.

Huo Ying tried his best to put on a calm look that an adult should have, and explained the topic of shame: "Really, I take it as a kiss. Even if you are a man and eight years younger than me. Even if I am face-blind. Anyway, I I don't know what a correct kiss should look like!" As he spoke, his eyes were sour, he was so wronged, and he fixed his gaze on Shi Yufeng's necklace before he finished speaking, "I'm serious, When you return to China, you can’t keep kissing others casually, this is a very serious matter in the eyes of Chinese people, not everyone is as good-tempered as I am!”

Ever since he talked about kissing again, Shi Yu Feng has been biting his lips, and his eyes have been illuminated green again by the sun, shining brightly. After finishing speaking, Shi Yu Feng nodded, "Okay. I will remember." Then His eyes didn't blink.It wasn't until he stared at Huo Ying furiously that he said abruptly: "Brother, you sweat a lot, are you angry with me?"

"...It's because I'm wearing too thick."

Shi Yufeng pointed at his high collar and long sleeves with his chin, "I'm still wearing black. Roll up your sleeves."

Huo Ying refused to move, and said: "Then I will get a rash. I am allergic to the sun, and sunscreen is useless at all, so I don't buy short sleeves."

When Shi Yufeng heard this, he grinned, with a teasing look of "Are you a vampire" written all over his face, but at the same time he stood up, quickly took off his coat, and shook it while holding it, Huo Yingyang looked at him with a tense face With smooth biceps and a narrow waist under a slim black vest, for a moment, he had the illusion that this person was going to use his coat as a cover, kissed in this crowded place, and then made himself serious.

But Shi Yu Feng seemed to have no distractions, he passed Huo Ying with his upper body, hung his two sleeves on the luggage hooks on both sides of the porthole, tied them carefully, and let the hem hang down.This "simple curtain" does a good job of blackout, but it's just funny.

Then he stood up straight, looked down at Huo Ying who was frowning, and said loudly, "Fuck it."

"Sit down first." Huo Ying was at a loss for words. Seeing that he was obedient, she still pulled the cuffs above her elbows bravely.Let me masturbate, I will masturbate, he thought to himself, I am afraid that you are not proficient in Chinese idioms, so I will not think wrong.The jumper he was wearing was not loose, and as soon as the sleeves on both sides were adjusted, Shi Yu Feng tugged at the corner of his clothes, and said eagerly: "I want to eat oranges."

Huo Ying glanced at him, took out the crisper from his backpack, and handed it to him.

"You eat too, Brother Ying."

Who would have thought that the rebellious child who had shown a fierce look half an hour ago could laugh so harmlessly now.

Who would have imagined how soundly this guy would sleep leaning against Huo Ying half an hour later.He didn't move at all, and Huo Ying didn't dare to move at all, he was holding his breath.The back of the white chair in front of him was covered with soft spots by the light-transmitting leopard-print coat, and the hard person leaning on him was not only uncomfortable, but also very heavy, but Huo Ying didn't even feel a little bit of pushing him back on the back of the chair to lean on thought.

Not long after, Huo Ying also fell asleep. Before his consciousness became blurred, he heard a woman in the nearby seat panic-strickenly taking care of a child who was vomiting and seasick. The quality is excellent, and the balancer in the cochlea is well developed.He also held this kind of groundless pride in his dream, and his frustration and annoyance disappeared a lot.

It's just that he didn't know that after he fell asleep, Shi Yufeng opened his eyes on time, quickly pushed up the armrest between the two of them, carefully pressed him on his shoulder, and closed his eyelids again happily.