can't stop

It was ESPN's F1 column that first announced the candidates for the best driver of the Motorsport Journalists Association for the 2018 season. At this moment, Huo Ying was in the rainy London, sitting in the car going to the annual motor sports awards ceremony, and read that article.When he read something interesting, he had to read it aloud, leaning against the car window, holding his phone high, and after reading a few words, he turned his face and looked at Shi Yu who was frowning in the driver's seat waiting for the red light with a smile. maple.

"What Shi is best at is competing on the track, but he seems to be struggling when dealing with conflicts in interpersonal relationships. This may be related to his fame as a teenager, and it is also the reason why he was not happy in 2017 when he first entered Formula One. The reason. This year’s old teammate Dupont is still committed to causing trouble in this regard, but this handsome and flamboyant mixed-race teenager has perfectly learned to focus on the game after two months of retirement.”

"Handsome and flamboyant mixed race teenager!" Huo Ying emphasized.

"...Brother!" Shi Yu Feng was already shy, and he honked the horn guiltily.

Huo Ying became more and more unbridled, and didn't stop talking because of this, "I still enjoyed the competition with Samuel this year. Compared with the first half of the season, this young Ferrari driver showed signs of losing control of his emotions more than once. , Shi's transformation in the second half of the season has been quite stable and excellent, and his performance has never been affected by frustration. Although the strength of his rival Mercedes is also an important reason for stimulating Shi's growth and potential, his overall maturity is obvious , which can not help but make all of us shine, and at the same time break the vicious cycle of the overall aging of the winners in the past two years."

"Look," Huo Ying poked the back of Yu Feng's hand that was resting on the lever, "People also say you are mature. By the way, I also hurt Samuel."

Shi Yufeng moved forward silently for a short distance, even he could not just overtake other cars on this narrow Victorian-style street like boxes lined up.He had scanned that article before, and he also remembered that there were still many shameful contents in the back. If Huo Ying read it out sentence by sentence—it would be torture—Shi Yu Feng decided to take the initiative.It was blocked again, so he simply put on the handbrake, leaned on the back of the chair and looked at Huo Ying with a smile, "Honey, I remember you were mentioned later in this article, please read that one first."

Huo Ying was taken aback for a moment, pinched the back of his hand lightly, and scrolled down to read. Seeing Yu Feng's strange appearance, he was a bit square, and he didn't know what would happen to that eloquent columnist when it came to him. nonsense.Sure enough, he was indeed mentioned below, and it was quite a long paragraph. Of course, Huo Ying would never read it aloud.

"We might think that the reason for Shi's current success is his talent, but let's not forget that he may be one of the luckiest drivers in the paddock. He will return to the field with the long-lost champion Huo Ying, and He returned as a Ferrari engineer. Including his old teammate DuPont this season and Ferrari team manager Qiu Shili, they all expressed surprise at the tacit understanding of their working status. They worked hard and discussed with the team engineers, and constantly Learning things, constantly practicing and improving. This year's start was not smooth. He encountered bad races in Russia, Shanghai and Hungary. The main reason was the problem of his car tuning, but in the end it was all due to Huo Ying and the engineers. It was resolved with the help of the two. The relationship between the two teachers and friends has always maintained a considerable degree of topicality. The behavior at the championship awards ceremony in Monaco has made us curious. Our new, young world champion, Fascinated by the geniuses of the previous generation - it's really like the plot of a romantic movie, and it seems to prove to us that anything can happen in F1."

Huo Ying only felt that his face was hot. He closed the webpage and put away his mobile phone, "You should at least finish drinking champagne before leaving, and it's best not to go over the wall with your sister-in-law."

Shi Yufeng glanced at him solemnly, and moved forward stubbornly for a short distance, "Then we may spend the night in the Gulf of Mexico with the locomotive, or sink together."

Huo Ying chuckled, "Indeed, I heard that it was only a dozen meters away? It's really time."

"Is it time for me?" Shi Yu Feng honked the horn again, and the woman in front of her holding a black umbrella on the window sill and kissing the driver made him feel dissatisfied with this traffic jam again.

"That's right, time doesn't wait for me, we must hurry up," Huo Ying saw the endless motorcades in front of him, and the light rain was falling comfortably. When he lazily moved his arms, Yu Feng put his shoulders on his shoulders, pulled him over, and gave him a quick kiss "Otherwise, under such road conditions, our young world champion can't guarantee not to be late." Seeing Yu Feng helplessly pursed his lips, he said again: "But it's not a big deal. Four years ago, I I was late too. I got lost!"

They were still not late in the end, and about 5 minutes before the dinner began, Shi Yufeng finally stepped into the gate of the hotel by the Thames River. The few strands of bangs that fell from his back were pulled up, and then they opened the door and entered the banquet hall.

He ran into many familiar faces, although Huo Ying didn't recognize them, but he could almost guess a few of them based on the tone of greeting.The boy who hugged the bronze model and winked at them and whistled was probably Dupont, and the blond guy who bumped into Yu Feng's shoulder and said "boy, you are almost late" in German English must be Samuel. The petite Asian man who was smoking a cigar and waving at them at the round table must be Qiu Shili.

"Have you thought about what to say in your speech?" Qiu Shili knocked on the cigarette ash, looking with satisfaction at the rare two people in neat suits.

"Anyway, it's enough for two hundred words." Shi Yufeng took out a mint candy to contain.

Qiu Shili obviously had a problem with his perfunctory, so he asked Huo Ying again: "Xiaoying, you must have checked it, so I can rest assured. Your previous speeches are super exciting every time."

Huo Ying said embarrassedly: "He has a thin skin, so he won't tell me."

Qiu Shili gave a "tsk", biting the cigarette holder, staring fiercely at Yu Feng who was chewing the candy until it was crunchy, trying to squeeze out a bit of elder brother's majesty.He didn't even get to stare at him for a few moments. An old man with white hair stood on the stage and tapped the microphone, "Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to our annual car night!"

Drinking, flirting, and making jokes all stopped for a while, and the venue was suddenly quiet. A few seconds later, there was thunderous applause.

After all sorts of miscellaneous reviews and award presentations, as well as lengthy car product promotions, it was finally the finale's turn.The white-haired old man looked at the paper card in his hand, and said his British English firmly, "Now, ladies and gentlemen, please let me be very honored to announce that this year's Racing Journalists Association's Driver of the Year Award belongs to the Ferrari team It's Mr. Yu Feng!"

Cheers rang out, especially at their table, where Ferrari's technical director, important sponsors, etc. were sitting, and they all stood up at the same time as Shi Yufeng, "Good job, young man!" "Big star, well done!" .Shi Yufeng looked a little shy. He was holding a wine glass, and was patted on the shoulder. He bent down and hugged Qiu Shili, and then hugged Huo Ying. After that, he secretly touched Huo Ying's trouser pocket, and walked onto the stage. .

"Congratulations!" The white-haired old man handed the silver trophy to him.

Shi Yufeng took it politely, "Thank you very much." He stood in front of the microphone, holding the trophy, and smiled very sincerely, "Before I came into contact with racing, my family always wanted me to be a doctor or join the army , I probably lack these two types of people in my family. They hired the best teachers to teach me mathematics, biology and fighting, and to train my strength and endurance, but unfortunately, those learned before the age of 13, in addition to making me stronger physically, It hasn’t worked so far. If I knew I was a racing driver, my elder brother would have taken me to play with bumper cars as an enlightenment.” He laughed a little self-deprecatingly, looking at the audience brightly, “But You can't say that those fighting skills are useless, am I right, Dupont?"

The American rider with a missing piece of ear put down his wine glass, grinned, and gave him the middle finger with both hands.The atmosphere in the arena suddenly relaxed, and everyone applauded and laughed, including Qiu Shili and Huo Ying.

Shi Yufeng cleared his throat, in that kind of seriousness, with a casual calmness and humor, he said again: "Actually, I want to say that I am a more troublesome person, very impulsive, and don't like to follow rules and regulations. Also always getting into conflict with people and acting like a jerk a lot in life like when I have watermelon flavored super cool peppermint hard candies in my mouth for big moments - luckily I'm a decent driver Faster, this point has been affirmed by you today, I am very grateful, really," he held up the trophy, "any miracle can happen on the field of FORMULAONE. I want to take it home and treat it as a hundred Gift for my boyfriend for his anniversary, hopefully it will convince him I'm not a jerk."

After speaking, he stared straight at Huo Ying, his eyebrows and eyes flickering, like a little boy holding a bouquet at a prom but somehow inviting a girl to dance.

This time people not only cheered and laughed, they all turned to Huo Ying and whistled at him like high school students. Huo Ying rubbed his chin and smiled at Shi Yu Feng, seeing the white-haired old man about to pat him Huo Ying was about to stand up and give Shi Yu Feng a big hug when he stepped off the stage, and then fill his trophy with white wine, but Shi Yu Feng took a step back and stood back in front of the microphone.

"By the way! Some time ago, I exchanged a few agreements with a person. We agreed to read them under the witness of someone, but some changes happened later, and now the two pieces of paper with the oath are probably not with us. body," Shi Yufeng still looked at Huo Ying without concealment, as if he could only see that direction in the whole world, that person, he confessed like a white wall, "But, I think, so many people now The occasion to witness is so rare, and that person happened to be there, so I really want to take some time from everyone and speak out loud about the oath he made to me."

He lowered his voice again and said slowly, "If you——if you still remember what I wrote on the note I gave you, please read it silently in your heart when I said it. If, after reading it silently, You still have no intention of regretting it, so you touched your trouser pocket and came up to me."

After all, Shi Yufeng didn't give anyone time to react, so he put his hands behind his back, held the trophy, raised his chest and raised his head to swear, his voice was loud, and his brows were full of youthful aura.Huo Ying was under the stage, a few tables away, staring at him and listening to him, his hands in his trouser pockets motionless.

This brat has done another silly thing, Huo Ying thought in astonishment, but Shi Yufeng rarely stood so straight, so serious, and rarely wore a navy blue suit with a rounded hem and a white shirt , black Windsor knot, decent.Behind him was a large window, and out of the window was the dark, flickering Thames. The light made his eyes look like cat's eyes, and his hair was orange red, like a ball of fire, and the tone of his oath was like reciting poetry. .

"I swear I won't play games all night. If I stay all night, I have to take the initiative to drag it for a week. I swear that I will not speed and drive on the road with many cars, and I will not drink and drive. I will wear my seat belt carefully."

It's Chinese, with beautiful and subtle pronunciation and articulation, it's like a language born for them at the moment.Huo Ying clenched his jaw tightly, looked into Shi Yufeng's eyes, opened his mouth with empty hands, and said softly, "I swear to become a loyal Bayern Munich fan from today on, I will never fall asleep during the penalty shootout, and I will wear it with you jersey (at least once a month)."

His voice is very soft, and the surroundings are not quiet, there are many people whispering, but when Yu Feng seemed to hear him, he opened his eyes wide and watched his lips open and close without blinking. Said: "I vowed to try to be as peaceful as possible with my teammates. I vowed to eat more vegetables. I vowed to be honest with each other and not keep things in my heart."

Huo Ying couldn't help laughing, he rubbed the bridge of his nose, and the tear glands on both sides of the bridge of his nose, and lowered his head, "I swear I will never carelessly turn the preheating of the water heater to [-] degrees, and run around the room yelling , I swear I will let you adjust the water heater for me in the future."

Shi Yufeng was also in a daze. From such a distance, he looked at the curvature of Huo Ying's mouth, "I swear to cherish youth. I swear to maintain ambition and competitiveness. I swear to learn to rely on, trust, and understand the people I love. I swear not Throw ear studs and phone chargers around."

Huo Ying crouched in his heart, suddenly a little choked up, he wrung his hands together, and raised his eyes to look at Yu Feng, "I swear that I will laugh sincerely every day, and when I want to cry, I will also happily laugh cry."

Shi Yufeng said into the microphone: "I swear that when my dream comes true, I will stand with you."

Huo Ying was in tears, and he said to the air between himself and Shi Yufeng: "I swear to see the desert and the waterfall with you. I swear that every birthday will have you every year. I swear to wait for you to mature. I I swear to love you forever!"

He said so much in one breath, in such a hurry, and finished everything because his throat was tight and the envelope was not in his hand, but the handwriting on that piece of paper seemed to be in front of his eyes now, just as he lay dying on the bed. On the train speeding through the wilderness, when I held the piece of paper in the palm of my hand with the last bit of strength.He didn't want to be unable to speak well for a while.

I don't know when it started, the surrounding has become very quiet, so quiet that I can hear my heartbeat.When Shi Yufeng saw Huo Ying take out a tissue to wipe his nose, he suddenly smiled, it was a very soft and prepared smile, as if he had traveled through mountains and rivers and finally saw a rainbow on the sea of ​​the Cape of Good Hope, as if he was holding a puddle of water , there was a red goldfish in it, and he ran all the way fearfully, and now he finally put this fish into a clean spherical fish tank, with a beautiful fish tail, swaying like tulle, stirring up water waves.

"I swear to always, always, always, to pursue my freedom," he said with a smile.

As for Huo Ying, Huo Ying stopped crying, quickly wiped his face clean, put one hand into his trouser pocket, his palm was sweating, and walked through the round tables step by step, he walked forward with a calm mind.The waist of the suit is just right. Wearing it on him is completely different from wearing it on Shi Yufeng. Huo Ying is as elegant and exquisite as a movie star, and his era has been dead for a long time, and he will only live in the film forever The kind, but now he is resurrected for a person, like a paper flower blooming a faint fragrance.

In other words, this is more like a jumping fire!It may also be a moment of affection, or a lifetime of obsession. Huo Ying is almost thirty, and is often a coward. He doesn't know anyone and never intends to let anyone know him. Maybe he should keep a low profile and sit down now. So, hiding next to Qiu Shili, to avoid seeing his overwhelming name in the gossip manuscript the next day.But he doesn't, he doesn't, just as he never has.

Already on the stage, Huo Ying looked at Shi Yufeng, those kind eyes were intertwined, as if he knew it, he stood still, straighter than any time he had ever received an award or delivered a speech , even more proud than when the national flag was raised above his head.Immediately, he took out the things that had been warmed by him from the depths of his trouser pockets.They were two rings, the same size, the same diamond, and the half-centimeter-wide platinum ring was also engraved with the initials of the two people's names on the inside.

I don't know when Shi Yu Feng put it in, but when Huo Ying touched it just now, he wanted to scream.He held it in for a long time, but now he couldn't cry out, they seemed to have nothing to say, in the silence, Huo Ying was also quiet, when his fingertips brushed against the warm palm of Yu Feng's right hand, he put a ring on it, Let Shi Yufeng hold it well, then picked out his left hand to hold it, held the thin fingers, and squeezed it hard, "I'm already a world champion, can you stop doing stupid things to make me cry." He chuckled lightly, With a voice that only they could hear, she rested her forehead on the side of Shi Yufeng's neck, and obediently put the ring on him.

Shi Yufeng took Huo Ying's hand, kissed his ear tips, and asked him to raise his face. Huo Ying saw that the cold white light was cast on Shi Yufeng's eyelashes with the same hair color as fine snow, like broken snow. Drilling, he was a little bewildered, the ring finger of his left hand was also supported, the temperature of Shi Yu Feng's hand was just under his palm, the smoothness of the ring slipped over the fingertips, and was fixed on the root of the finger.

"World champion? Brother, I am now." When Yu Feng pressed against his ear, Huo Ying couldn't see his eyes, but could imagine the light in them.Is it noisy around now?What are you talking about?have no idea.No need to know.He could only feel that his fingers were tightly wrapped around his fingers, and the strength on both sides was unsteady, and then he heard Yu Feng repeating: "Before... I had nothing, but now I have everything!"

So they kissed, lacking in tenderness, almost rude, their teeth smashed together, but after the death-defying bite, it was wet and sweet, the world was soaked in the heavy rain that was pouring outside, the sky and the earth were rushing along with the Thames River, when Yu Feng hugged Hold Huo Ying, don't let go, the more Huo Ying tightens his waist, the tighter he hugs him, like 19 years ago, maybe a hundred years later, he is holding the only trophy he wants, holding the deeply branded trophy. The legacy of his name.

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