Warm trees become forests

Gu Chenglin just got off the plane, looking dusty, he let go of Wen Mu's wrist, stood up and said, "Go to sleep."

He also helped to close the door when leaving.

Wen Mu held the place where Gu Chenglin's palm left, and the dream in his mind was overturned and sour, and the wet water stain between his closed eyes hit the back of his hand, making him shiver slightly.

Early the next morning, Wen Mu officially worked with Gu Chenglin. The dormitory was still some distance away from the company. The driver was waiting downstairs, and Hu Xiu was the co-pilot. Wen Mu had to sit in the back row with Gu Chenglin.

Hu Xiu greeted Wen Mu first, then sniffed sharply: "What do you use to take a bath? Why is there a cold air?"

Wen Mu pinched his ears embarrassingly: "It's just ordinary soap."

"Oh, it smells quite pleasant, is it mixed with essential oils?"

"No." Wen Mu hurriedly shook his head.

Hu Xiu didn't believe it, it must have been mixed, otherwise the taste wouldn't be so strong, the rich man really lived a delicate life, he asked Gu Chenglin again: "Do you want to eat breakfast?"

Gu Chenglin responded, and Hu Xiu said to the mobile phone: "Add two more." After that, he put on his headset and yawned: "I'll sleep for a while, I'm exhausted these days."

The car was quiet, and you could faintly hear singing from the headset. Wen Mu carefully glanced at Gu Chenglin next to him, and saw that he also had his eyes closed, and he moved towards him secretly, with a cold swish on his wrist. Yes, I did apply a little peppermint essential oil to prevent motion sickness.

At first, I thought I would rush to announce and shoot magazines, and I was so busy that I hit the back of my head, but the whole morning, the band stayed in the rehearsal room doing their own things, Hu Xiu was busy with the lyrics and music of the new album, Xiao Wen was busy forwarding his emoji, Gu Chenglin stood beside the sofa and smoked a cigarette facing out the window.

On Wen Mu's first day at work, he did nothing except go downstairs to get lunch with his assistant Xiao Yang.

There is a dining table in the rehearsal room, and several people gathered around to prepare dinner. Hu Xiu woke up from the creation, squeezed over quickly, broke apart the chopsticks and said in shock: "What family? Such a rich meal? Fuck, what is this?" Hu Xiu Picking up a white porcelain bowl, lifted the lid, and tasted it: "What kind of high-end tonic is this?! Who's a treat?"

"Cheng Lin." Xiao Wen hurriedly ate without raising his head.

Hu Xiu gave a thumbs up: "Boss Gu is rich."

Gu Chenglin ignored them, leaned on the sofa and stared at Wen Mu in the crowd for a while, then closed his eyes.

A few minutes later, Wen Mu came over with the food. He didn't know if Gu Chenglin was asleep, so he thought for a few seconds and called out softly, "Brother Chenglin... Do you want to eat?"

Gu Chenglin seemed to be really asleep, his body tilted to the left uncontrollably, and when he was about to fall, suddenly something soft pressed against him, supporting his body.

When Hu Xiu turned around after lunch, he felt that his eyes were going to be blind. A pillow was placed on Wen Mu's shoulders, which rested on his bones that were about to protrude. Gu Chenglin slept soundly with his legs crossed.

The band will have a formal rehearsal in the afternoon, Xiao Yang took Wen Mu to wait outside, he joined the company earlier, seeing Wen Mu's honesty, he planned to tell him some things to pay attention to: "We should be considered the most leisurely assistants in the company, because several None of them are considered celebrities, they just sing. Except for the necessary event promotion, the busiest time is the eve of the concert. They usually write songs and create songs in the company. , everyone else gets along very well."

Xiao Yang said approvingly: "I see you are very discerning today."

Wen Mu smiled embarrassedly.

"Well... there are a few more things you need to pay attention to." Xiao Yang reminded him kindly, "Brother Cheng Lin doesn't like to be noisy, so don't talk too much, he is very addicted to cigarettes, if you see no cigarettes in the rehearsal room or recording studio, buy them for him , By the way, he doesn't sleep well, it can be said to be very bad, and often he can't sleep for dozens of hours, so don't wake him up when he is sleeping." Xiao Yang thought about it again: "There is nothing else, Be smart about yourself..."

"Gu Chenglin...is the quality of sleep poor?" Wen Mu asked hurriedly.

"Well, it's really bad. I can't sleep if I'm not so sleepy. I remember that everyone had no experience in the first concert. Our company didn't do anything at that time. The band worked overtime to rehearse, and they were in the rehearsal room for nearly half a month. I was exhausted, and the other two assistants and I took turns on duty. Brother Cheng Lin only slept for a few times in the half month, and he fell backstage directly at the end of the performance. I think he is really pitiful. , no parents and family, and was abandoned by lovers." Xiao Yang realized that he had said too much and shut up quickly, and said to Wen Mu, "Don't tell me, I also secretly listened to Brother Hu Xiu."

Wen Mumu was buried very low, and responded with a muffled sound.

Xiao Yang felt that he didn't look like a big trumpet, and sighed again: "I'm actually quite envious of those who fall in love, but every time I see Brother Cheng Lin, I'm scared. Really, don't promise if you can't do it. In the end, when someone opens up to you and then kicks you away, it's really harmful... Eh? What are you going to do?" Seeing Wen Mu stand up, Xiao Yang hurriedly asked.

"I... I'm going to the bathroom."

"Well, then go and come back quickly, let's go buy some coffee later."

The water flowed quickly, mixed with slight sobbing, the cold water slapped on the face and forced back the emotions that were about to come out, Wen Mu took out a tissue to wipe the water stains on his face, and stared at the mirror for a long time.

Yes, if you can't do it, don't make promises, it's really harmful.

After returning from the bathroom, Wen Mu and Xiao Yang went to buy a few cups of coffee together, after thinking about it before leaving, they ordered another cup of hot milk.

The sound insulation effect of the rehearsal room is very good, but through the glass, you can still see Gu Chenglin playing drums. His waving arms are like sculpture art, and his thin vest is soaked in sweat, outlining the perfectly proportioned abdomen.

Wen Mu and Xiao Yang were talking, but their eyes couldn't move away. He knew he couldn't be so blatant, but he couldn't control it. It wasn't until Gu Chenglin raised his head and looked at each other through the glass that he lowered his head in panic. .

But it was too late, and the feelings that were about to overflow were still caught, like in school, like in the old tube building in Nancheng District.

Gu Chenglin took the cigarette and walked to the window, he was sure that Wen Mu was lying, from the first day we met, from the first sentence.

Life in City A is very regular, the company dormitory is two o’clock and one line, three meals are on time, nine to five is not like working in an entertainment company, the work is very relaxed, the band rehearses day after day, and there are no interviews And the announcement, Gu Chenglin's belongings are sometimes handed over to Wen Mu for safekeeping, such as mobile phone headsets, hats or coats.

Few people contacted Gu Chenglin. When the mobile phone rang suddenly, the rehearsal room was just resting. Wen Mu glanced at the incoming call, ran in with the mobile phone, handed it to Gu Chenglin and said, "It's Grandpa Weng's call."

Gu Chenglin raised his eyes lightly, picked up his phone and went to the side to connect it. He came back a few minutes later and handed him the phone. Wen Mu wanted to help him lock the screen, but accidentally glanced at the note again. He froze in place as if he had been hit hard. , it didn't say "Weng Shuguo" or "Grandpa Weng" on it, but "Old Man" without a name or surname.

He knew who the old man was, so he subconsciously said Grandpa Weng.

When the music started, Wen Mu walked out. As expected, he didn't know how to act. Even though he was questioned in front of Wen Ming, he was full of loopholes in front of Gu Chenglin.

Gu Chenglin rested on weekends, and Wen Mu also stayed in the dormitory with him.

Someone delivered the breakfast and lunch, but the door on the opposite side was not opened until noon. Wen Mu called Gu Chenglin to eat, but there was no reply. He withdrew his hand knocking on the door lonely and returned to the dining table alone.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Chenglin finally came out of the room. Wen Mu was standing in the living room, seeing him, he hurriedly asked, "Did you eat?"

Gu Chenglin smelled of tobacco all over his body, staring straight at Wen Mu.

"Also, let's eat some, I'll heat it up for you." Before he could refuse, Wen Mu went to the kitchen to put the leftover food into the microwave oven, and heated the pork rib soup in the casserole on natural gas. After finishing his work, He stood in front of the cupboard in a daze, wondering if Gu Chenglin had realized something, Gu Chenglin was so smart, maybe... "Gulu Gulu" the white soup boiled, Wen Mu immediately came back to his senses, and took it with his hand, only to hear "pa——" With a crisp sound, the casserole fell to the ground. Wen Mu's body shook suddenly, and he was quickly dragged aside. Gu Chenglin turned on the cold water and washed Wen Mu's burned fingers. After a few minutes, the pain gradually disappeared, and Gu Chenglin let go. He leaned against the door, the floor was wet and slippery, Wen Mu whispered: "I'm sorry... I'm too stupid, I'll go find something and clean it up."

Gu Chenglin didn't intend to give way, Wen Mu couldn't go out, he mustered up the courage to raise his head, met a pair of sharp black eyes, and quickly lowered his head: "I..."

"It's been a week." Gu Chenglin said, "Do you have something to tell me?"

Wen Mu's heart skipped a beat.

"It seems that you don't want to talk about it." After a few seconds, Gu Chenglin lowered his eyes, "Then let me ask you. Do you remember everything?"

Wen Mu was obviously taken aback, and quickly clenched his fists.

"You have been lying since the first sentence you saw me." Gu Chenglin said hoarsely.

Wen Mu hurriedly raised his head, completely at a loss.

Gu Chenglin's eyes seemed to grab his heart directly through the flesh: "Do you know what you did to me?" He straightened up and approached Wen Mu, forcing him to the corner, and buried his emotions for five full years, In the depths of the eyes, there is a tide: "Do you think that I have waited for you for five years, and I am not dead yet. I must stab my heart a few times?"

"I didn't!" Wen Mu burst into tears and kept shaking his head, "I, I didn't mean that, I did it because..."

"I know why you are." Gu Chenglin frowned, "You are very guilty, you are afraid that I hate you and blame you, you are afraid that I hate you, you are afraid that I will no longer like you and no longer love you." With a salty and bitter taste: "But you never thought that I will always wait for you."

"You never thought that I would find you, wait for you, and continue to love you. Do I need your guilt? I just need you to come back! But what did you tell me after you came back? You gave me a blow in the head, wishing I could die I."

Wen Mu had never seen Gu Chenglin cry. The only evidence he knew that Gu Chenglin had cried was on the label written by Ms. Fang. He was also afraid, he had no face to face it, and he couldn't control it.

"Well, since you want to forget, go back." Gu Chenglin calmed down and closed his eyes, "Don't worry, I never blamed you in the past five years, so you don't have to feel guilty."

Go back, what do you mean...

Wen Mu's face was pale, and he didn't understand what Gu Chenglin meant for a while, and wanted to ask him, but there was a "bang" sound of closing the door next to his ear, and he immediately chased him out. The elevator was going down, and he hurried around to the stairwell, rushed When going out, Gu Chenglin stood at the door of the apartment and hadn't gone far. Wen Mu didn't have time to think, and hugged him from behind suddenly, tears bursting: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I really didn't want to lie to you. …I had some mental problems, and I couldn’t remember people clearly. Later, I saw you on TV, and I still like you. I finally remembered you. I want to apologize to you, and I want to remember you again. Chase me back, but I'm really too bad, I don't want you to know that I'm sick, but I want to chase you back, at least, at least make myself look fatter, I try my best to eat more, but it's so slow... I Miss you so much...I really miss you so much, I can't get fat...I can't wait to sneak back to see you, I didn't expect to be found by you, I don't know how to tell you, I'm not ready yet ...I am all bones, I am afraid that if you still want to hug me a little bit, you will feel uncomfortable..."

Wen Mu spoke incoherently and couldn't understand: "Can you give me another chance? I'll make it clear to you. I won't lie to you. I'll tell you everything..."

Gu Chenglin pried his hands away, turned around and said, "Look up."

Wen Mu quickly raised his head and wiped away his tears.

"Why didn't you come that day?" Gu Chenglin asked.

Wen Mu said: "My parents said to send me off, but they sent me to the airport..."

Gu Chenglin guessed almost right, took out his phone again, and found the message that had been stored all along, it said: "Break up, don't wait."

"What is happening."

Wen Mu wanted to lower his head again, but Gu Chenglin pinched his chin to stop him: "Look at me and say."

"My mobile phone was taken away. I begged them to send you a message, telling you not to wait for me. I might not be able to go to University A for the time being, but they ignored me at all. I...I didn't want to break up." Wen Mu choked up.

"Understood." Gu Chenglin said.

Wen Mu tugged at the corner of his clothes and begged: "Then, can I chase you again?"

"Didn't you chase it out?"

Wen Mu was startled, a little unable to react.

"But you still broke my heart." Gu Chenglin was expressionless.

"Yes, I'm sorry..." Wen Mu hurriedly apologized.

"I'm sorry it's useless, you have to be responsible for coaxing me."

The matter was settled, but Gu Chenglin was still angry. He went back to the house to tidy up the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, found out the prepared ingredients, and cooked on his own. Wen Mu stood a few meters away from him, don't know what to do.

He wanted to make Gu Chenglin happy as soon as possible, but the 23-year-old Gu Chenglin was more indifferent than the [-]-year-old Gu Chenglin. When Wen Mu talked to him, he closed the door and ignored people.

Wen Mu finished the two dishes and one soup seriously. The meal was just enough to fill him up. Wen Mu wanted to add some more, but turned on the rice cooker and it was empty. He ate a lot, and in the end his stomach became unbearably bloated, and he vomited it all out. Instead of gaining a few pounds, he became even more haggard. He washed the dishes and left the restaurant, staring at Gu Chenglin's room in a daze.

Mingming asked me to coax him, but didn't give me any chance to speak, Wen Mu sighed, and after a few hours went to the bathroom with his pajamas, after washing, Gu Chenglin still didn't open the door, Wen Mu pursed his lips and fell on the bed The fluffy blanket rolled twice on the bed.

Around ten o'clock, Gu Chenglin opened the door, and just as he opened the door, a huge silkworm chrysalis squeezed in. Wen Mu bent his eyes and smiled at him: "I can't sleep."

Gu Chenglin glanced at him, and didn't let him go, nor let him stay.

Wen Mu relied entirely on himself, and moved to the bed step by step. He wrapped himself too tightly, and it was a little difficult to move.

When Gu Chenglin came back, Wen Mu had already lay down straight, he didn’t say anything, he leaned against the head of the bed and put the earphones on his ears, the room was very quiet, and he could hear restless music, Wen Mu felt that he was a little far away from Gu Chenglin , took the initiative to rub, he thought about how to break the deadlock at the beginning, and muttered about practice: "Gu Chenglin... I know I was wrong, I shouldn't lie to you." Feeling bad, he said: "Gu Chenglin, I have seen you There are quite a few performances, and I have collected your posters, can you wear more clothes in the future?"

"It's too sexy, I don't think it's good for you to be like this, you have a boyfriend, boyfriend...friend." He relied on the loudness of the music, although he didn't have the confidence to say it out, after a long pause, he said, "Gu Chenglin... ...Stop listening to the song, listen to what I have to say."

"Let's talk." Gu Chenglin suddenly replied.

Wen Mu turned his head suddenly, and saw that Gu Chenglin's headset had moved behind his ears at some point, he was a little embarrassed for a moment, his ears were hot, and he wanted to pinch them habitually, but his hands were wrapped in the blanket and he couldn't move.

Wen Mu cleared his throat: "How did you find out that I was lying?"

"Because you are stupid." Gu Chenglin was not polite.

"I think I acted pretty well, at least my parents didn't realize that I've recovered..." Wen Mu defended himself in a low voice.

Gu Chenglin took off his headset and lay next to Wen Mu. From the first moment he saw Wen Mu, he was sure that Wen Mu was sick, and the few questions he asked after he calmed down showed that there was something wrong with Wen Mu, so he insisted I am very healthy, but I am not used to eating foreign food, but no matter how much I hate foreign food, I can’t be as thin as I am now. I am skinny and bony, and my eyes are evasive, and I dare not look directly at myself, so Gu Chenglin asked him He asked for a phone number and email address and arranged for his agent to send him an email. He wanted to see if Wen Mu wanted to be a stranger to him, or if there was something else hidden.

"I heard Xiao Yang say that your sleep quality is not good." Wen Mu rubbed against him, promoting himself, "Why don't you try hugging me to sleep, I heard from experts that if you can't sleep, hold something in your arms, It can help sleep very well, why don't you try it?"

"Which expert?" Gu Chenglin asked.

"The surname is an expert surnamed Wen."

Gu Chenglin said, "I've never heard of it."

"It's not very famous... Otherwise, try holding me, I'm quite soft now." Expert Wen was indeed very soft wrapped in a blanket at this time.

Before Gu Chenglin was squeezed out of bed, he raised his arms and held him in his arms.

Wen Mu squinted his eyes, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, he still felt guilty in his heart, and said: "Good night."

Wen Mu still couldn't sleep well at night, but he didn't dare to make a sound subconsciously. Gu Chenglin never fell asleep. His sleep could not be cured by a word from Wen Mu. Wen Mu's intermittent groans were heard next to his ears, and his chest was wet. Loosening the blanket on Wen Mu's body, hugging him tightly in his arms, stroking his bony back, Wen Mu seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, tremblingly clutching at the hem of his clothes, whimpering a few times, Gradually calm down.