When I woke up, I was dressed as a woman

Even after such a long time, sometimes he is still not used to seeing things with his eyes, just like now, Yin Xian is standing in front of him, but he doesn't even know the other person's appearance, is it thin?Strong?handsome?Or ordinary?

He doesn't know anything.

He couldn't guess what the other party's expression was after hearing his words, which made his heart even more tense.

After saying that somewhat unspeakable sentence, he remained silent, quietly waiting for the other party's answer, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't hear a sound at all.

Just when he wondered if the other party might have been scared away, he heard a slight movement, probably the sound of footsteps moving. This quiet and suffocating feeling made him more nervous.

After another moment, he finally heard the other party's answer, "I don't know..."

do not know?

What kind of answer is this?

Meng Lingchuan's heart not only did not relax because of the other party's words, but became more tense.

How did he know that Yin Xian was also nervous and tangled.

He actually had mentally prepared himself to come here, but no matter how he prepared, he never expected that Meng Lingchuan would give him a truth-or-dare.

Facing Meng Lingchuan like this, he felt even more guilty and despised this unscrupulous self.

Now there are two paths in front of him, one is to take everything out on a tray, although it is very likely that the chickens will fly and the egg will be broken, but it is also possible that the other party will struggle for a while, and then forgive him, even if they are not together, he will not be together. What will happen to him? After all, Meng Lingchuan personally let him go, but he is still a little worried and unwilling, because the consequences of this choice are unpredictable to him, but he can predict it. It will make them forget each other forever.

To Meng Lingchuan, he was not very important at this time, and it was not something that he could not give up. Such a situation was difficult for him to grasp.

His original intention is to give the other party and himself a future that is emotional and not lonely. If it develops like this, it will miss his original intention.

Is this what he wants?

No.

He knew that he was shameless, and used all kinds of excuses in a high-sounding manner as a reason for him to deceive the other party and hide the other party. In fact, what he wanted in the end was his life and him, and the other party had been being bullied all the time. He calculated selfishly.

So even if you are shameless, now that you have reached this point, you can only continue to be shameless.

He sank his mind, pursed his thin lips, looked slightly concentrated, and said in a low voice, "Do you need any reason to like someone? Maybe, but that is definitely not the reason for liking someone. It is said that it was the fuse that aroused this matter. If you like a flower, it may be because it grows beautifully and its color is very pleasant, but when it withers, will you still like it?"

Meng Lingchuan didn't know why he relaxed. Maybe it was the person's tone that gave people a sense of peace of mind, or maybe it was...after he said those words, the other party was still willing to talk sincerely. His heart also became calm and stable.

Yin Xian didn't know what the other party was thinking. After he made a decision and made up his mind, he became less nervous and entangled. "Liking people is different from liking things. I can't explain why I like them. Because before this... I, I have never liked anyone else, so if you ask me, I can't tell."

The sentence that I have never liked anyone is like fireworks in the prosperous age, suddenly blooming in Meng Lingchuan's heart, dazzling, gorgeous and bright!

But Yin Xian didn't finish his sentence, "But I know, I used to have a pen that I liked very much. I used it for a long time, and then it broke. Now I am happy with you, if you are gone in the future, or if you marry someone else, I will be reluctant, sad, heartbroken, and want to take you back."

Although he still hides a lot, these words are all sincere and not adulterated at all. He understands the other party's psychology somewhat. In the past, Meng Lingchuan was the proud son of heaven, but now he is covered in dirt. He didn't say it out loud, but in his heart he was definitely uncomfortable, angry, and even... low self-esteem!

In the face of a sudden show of love, besides the joy, there are more fears and inferiority complexes. Yin Xian can stir his mind so much, and this is probably the reason. Maybe Meng Lingchuan didn't take Yin Xian too much in his heart, but For someone who dared to show love to him in the face of such a situation, Meng Lingchuan couldn't treat him calmly, and Yin Xian took advantage of this.

But Meng Lingchuan didn't understand that Yin Xian had never seen the original him, and he didn't like the original him. What he liked was the current Meng Lingchuan from beginning to end. If it was the proud peacock-like Meng Lingchuan in the past, Yin Xian might not be able to see it. in the eyes.

Yin Xian understands these things, but Meng Lingchuan doesn't know, and Yin Xian won't tell him.

"Marry me, you will be looked down upon by countless people, spurned by countless people, and their strange eyes." Meng Lingchuan sucked his sore nose, trying to suppress the psychological shock brought by the other party's words, but no matter what , he can’t be indifferent, even if it’s superficial or pretending, when he suddenly thought of something, he chuckled lightly, “I don’t care, I’m also a blind person who can’t see, and I can’t hurt anyone’s expressions or eyes. Me, but what about you? Can you bear it?"

Yin Xian's heart twitched slightly, only to feel that there was never a sour feeling in his heart that slowly spread in his heart, dizzy in his heart, and slowly flowed through his body with the blood...

This feeling made him escape a little, and even dare not look at the person in front of him.

At this moment, he finally regretted it.

He seems to have taken the wrong path from the very beginning. When he went further and further on this path of deceit, he was wrong, completely wrong.

He thought, why is he so sure that this person in front of him won't like him as a man?For this person, his identity doesn't matter, what matters is his sincerity. If he is sincere, it will be a matter of time before he impresses Meng Lingchuan.

But why did he choose this path?

It seems to have started with him dressing up as a woman.

And why did he dress up as a man?

That's because... heavy pride!

Well, after thinking for a long time, he could only think of this reason.

Because the status of men in this world is too low and oppressed, he chose to deceive from the very beginning, he deceived the whole world, he also deceived...this him.

Thinking about it now, what if he used the identity of a man from the beginning?

Maybe the road at the beginning will be a bit difficult, but this road is absolutely open and open, without any deceit, instead of leaving yourself with a bigger and bigger hidden danger as it is now, and it is difficult to ride a tiger in the back.

No... there is no need to go to the back, he is now stuck on his own!

Yin Xian thought at this time, if there was any way to lie to the other party for a lifetime, he would definitely do it, because he was a little afraid of what he would face when he uncovered the mask in the future.

Yin Xian closed his eyes fiercely, wishing that there would be regret medicine in this world, after taking it, time would turn back, and he would start all over again. At that time, he would never disguise himself as a woman!

"I can bear it!" I don't know whether he said it to the other party or himself, when he said this sentence, he suddenly felt relieved, and thought with some relief (self-defeating), he had already left anyway At this point, whether it is a blessing or a curse in the future, you have to carry on and suffer by yourself.

Who made this the path he chose, and there was no way out?

Yin Xian, Yin Xian, you are a big fool!

He smiled self-deprecatingly.

Meng Lingchuan on the opposite side was still immersed in the four words Yin Xian said just now, and he couldn't recover for a long time. Even if he recovered, he was still thinking about Yin Xian's voice and tone when he spoke just now. In front of Meng Lingchuan's tone of voice, Meng Lingchuan no longer listened to that somewhat disobedient voice.

He kept holding the palm of his hand, tightening and loosening, and for a moment the whole person became four words, at a loss what to do.

Seeing this, Yin Xian's heart moved slightly, and a thin warmth suddenly poured into his heart, with an unknown touch, which made Yin Xian feel a little at a loss.

The two stunned youths didn't know what to say or what to do for a while, just staying so quietly seemed to be enough.

In fact, there are still many things they should say, and many things they should do, but at this time none of them want to move, don't want to break this moment of silence, and don't want to. To face all kinds of problems and difficulties in front of us.

So it wasn't until someone came to disturb them that they stopped the fluctuating emotions in their hearts and calmed down.

"Your Majesty, Mrs. Wang asked the younger one to come to you." The person who came was a male servant, Yin Xian didn't recognize it, but Meng Lingchuan knew it, so when the other party spoke, Meng Lingchuan frowned slightly, as expected.

"What's the matter, Daddy?" Meng Lingchuan asked.

The visitor took a cautious look at Yin Xian, and Yin Xian understood that he, an outsider, might not be able to listen to what he wrote, so he raised his head in understanding, looked at Meng Lingchuan, and pretended that the two of them had nothing to say, "Since the king of the county If you have something to do, Yin Xian won't bother you any more, so I'll take my leave."

Meng Lingchuan knew that this matter could not be done overnight, and if his father found out, it would be like a thunderstorm from the sky, so although he felt a little uncomfortable, he still waved his hands and said, "You... go down."

Yin Xian saluted, took one last look at Meng Lingchuan, and then turned to leave.

After turning around, he was deeply relieved. Being known by outsiders has always been a knife hanging in his heart. He is not only afraid of being found out by Meng Lingxin, but also afraid of being found out by anyone other than them. .

It's just that it's hard for him to talk about it, because once it is said, it will change the flavor, and if it falls into Meng Lingchuan's ears, it will definitely be misunderstood as something else, so he has been worried.

And Meng Lingchuan's performance just now has already shown his attitude, and he is also unwilling to let others know for the time being. Although he doesn't know the reason for this, but for him, there are only benefits and no disadvantages, right?

In this way, he was a little relieved.

After Yin Xian left, the male servant said to Meng Lingchuan, "Your Majesty, Mrs. Wang asked you to come and invite you to the Queen's yard in the backyard."

Meng Lingchuan was taken aback for a moment, then asked, "But what happened to mother?"

The male waiter smiled and said, "Something happened, but it's a good thing, the princess is awake!"

Meng Lingchuan opened his eyes slightly!

Yin Xian walked to the front yard, searched for a while before remembering where he was sitting just now, and went forward to sit down. Fortunately, the people at the table were not very familiar, so no one came to ask him why he had been there for so long just now , which made him relieved.

However, it didn't take long for him to realize that he was letting go too soon.

Looking at the familiar person on the table in the distance, Yin Xian was sure that he was probably favored by the goddess today. The first half was the goddess of luck, which made him and Meng Lingchuan make a lot of progress, and the second half was the goddess of bad luck. , just came back to the enemy's road is narrow.

Seeing that the other party seemed to have noticed something, he turned his head to look in Yin Xian's direction.

Yin Xian squatted down immediately!

"What's wrong?" Someone next to him asked.

Yin Meier shook her head, "It's nothing." Why did he seem to see his dull elder sister?Didn't you say it was taken away?