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I will probably never catch up in his footsteps.

Luo Yang clearly realized this when Li Fan became the number one student in the college entrance examination.When he heard that Li Fan wanted to apply for the Imperial First Medical University, he was very happy, because his score was just enough for the Imperial University of Communication.Then he can be in the same city as Li Fan.

It's just that his cousin Song Li gave Li Fan advice, and finally Li Fan chose Lingang University.The cousin's suggestion is of course correct, Li Fan's talent should be carried forward in a wider world.But Luo Yang was still sad, he didn't know why.

Li Fan has always been ordinary, very ordinary.He is fat, simple and honest, he will not fight with others at will, and his family is still very poor.When he was chosen by Qi Ling as the bullying target, Luo Yang was not surprised.

At that time, Luo Yang's grades were not very good, and he was almost at the bottom. He focused on running and dismissed these things.When seeing Li Fan being bullied, Luo Yang did not lend a helping hand.Of course he has the conditions to rescue him, but he has no reason to do so.In front of campus bullying, he is an indifferent bystander.

But even if he has been a bystander for a long time, he still has a heart of compassion. He used the reason of doing his homework to give Li Fan ten yuan a day to hide and buy food.Li Fan did his homework well, and he gradually got used to it.

When did the relationship between the two begin to change... Maybe it started when Li Fan refused to give him homework.

Luo Yang didn't pay much attention to his front desk, but he also knew that he never resisted, and his non-resistance aroused the sadism of Qi Ling's group.Indifferent, wise and safe is what most people do.

He doesn't like Qi Ling, and of course Qi Ling won't mess with him. After all, Qi's family donated the multimedia building, and his family donated a new gymnasium for the school. It's just that his father doesn't like others to talk about it, so most people don't know about him. family background.

Luo Yang began to pay attention to Li Fan because he started to resist.Maybe he didn't know it himself, but his eyes were full of provocation, which was different from before.He felt that his resistance was futile, because Qi Ling would not stop bullying because of his resistance, but would intensify it instead.

The development of things was completely opposite to what he thought.Qi Ling's bullying failed again and again, and the unremarkable fat man actually resisted Qi Ling's bullying.Luo Yang became interested in Li Fan.

It just so happened that Li Fan came to school in the morning to exercise to lose weight, and he was also training. Sometimes when the coach was not there, he would give Li Fan some pointers. He wanted to see if the other party really had the perseverance to lose weight.

By chance, Luo Yang learned of Li Fan's secret.He saw Li Fan quietly showing something to Fade Chen with his mobile phone, and then gave him a few more bottles.Luo Yang intuited what would happen.

Sure enough, from that day on, the school bully group headed by Qi Ling disintegrated.It shouldn't be considered disintegration, but Qi Ling unilaterally endured the consequences of bullying.Luo Yang didn't know what happened, but he was sure it had something to do with Li Fan.

Qi Ling also became more and more wrong, but Luo Yang's impression of the former school bully was even worse, so he was not interested in knowing what happened to him.Until the school bully group had an accident because of wild swimming.

The news of the collective drowning of six people shocked the whole city, and Luo Yang should be the most shocked person.He felt that this matter was definitely not that simple, but everyone concluded it by accident.Qi Ling also dropped out of school not long after, and it was said that he was going abroad to attend high school. Luo Yang scoffed. Most of their family's business was in China, so how could they need a son to go abroad? This was exile in disguise.

Everything was calm, and it seemed to have nothing to do with Li Fan, but Luo Yang knew that there was his shadow behind these turmoil.Unknowingly, his eyes always followed Li Fan.

Luo Yang asked Li Fan for homework, just out of his own interest in getting close to him.As a result, no matter what the problem was, Li Fan would remember it once she told it once, and she would never make mistakes again, so she handed over almost all of her homework to Li Fan, which made Luo Yang feel very complicated.There are more and more opportunities for the two to interact.

He gradually discovered that Li Fan is a very persevering person, running has never stopped unless it is raining, and his grades have been ranked first in the grade from the top ten.

More and more people want to find Li Fan for tutoring, which makes Luo Yang feel very anxious.He asked his father to find a classmate with the best grades to make up lessons, and got some money, which he gave to Li Fan.From then on, Li Fan only helped him with tutoring.

Under Li Fan's supervision, his grades improved by leaps and bounds.

Not everything is going in a good direction, however, and that's not the case with his legs.He couldn't run anymore, and even though he had decided he was going to give up running, it was quite a blow to actually hear that he couldn't.

Luo Yang began to refuse to go to school. He felt depressed and felt that the whole world was against him.In the end, when Li Fan came, he actually wondered if the other party would come, but Li Fan said that his father begged him to come.

This made Luo Yang a little upset, and the two quarreled for a while, after which Li Fan kissed him.This kiss was Luo Yang's first kiss.He didn't know why the other party wanted to kiss him, even if he asked, Li Fan just made a perfunctory sentence.

He didn't dare to ask again, and he didn't dare to think deeply.The kiss was very light and hasty, and it didn't feel much, but Luo Yang's heart was beating faster than ever.

This question has been entangled with him, thinking about it day and night, unable to sleep all night.He had no one to question, he was ashamed to ask.

After the college entrance examination, during the last summer vacation of high school, the monitor confessed his love to him.The girl's body was slender, trembling slightly because of nervousness, her face was flushed but she looked at him expectantly.He didn't hate that kind of admiring look, but he couldn't give the other party any expected response.He turned down the monitor.

"Luo Yang, can we still be friends? Can we still keep in touch like friends?" The girl begged him.

Luo Yang couldn't help but nodded.

He finally understood, did his feelings for Li Fan follow Li Fan in the same way that the squad leader looked at him?Both of them are men, if they confess their love, they can't even be friends.

Perhaps because of his own thoughts, on the way back, he unexpectedly saw Li Fan. He and Fade Chen were talking about something. Fade Chen threatened him fiercely, and finally the two agreed on a time to meet again.

Fade Chen was very dangerous. Seeing his irrational eyes, Luo Yang felt that he should do something.He found an employee of his father's logistics company who had resigned due to theft. This employee had a seriously ill daughter at home. He quietly took out the old lucky money card and called him.

The next day, Fade Chen failed to attend Li Fan's appointment, and he died.

His father found out what he had done, and it took him a lot of effort to help him deal with the aftermath successfully. However, the reason for doing so, Luo Yang only said that Fade Chen bullied him before, so he couldn't see it and wanted to kill him.His father was very disappointed in him, but how could Luo Yang tell the real reason.

Luo Yang found an excuse to invite Li Fan to travel to Lingang together. That night, he tentatively asked Li Fan some questions.Li Fan's expression became terrifying, his eyes were as sharp as a sword, and he looked like a beast that would eat someone. At that moment, his throat felt dry, and he even felt that he was willing to be swallowed by him.

That night, while Li Fan was fast asleep, Luo Yang kissed him quietly.It was a secret kiss that only he knew.

During the school season in September, he and Li Fan went their separate ways, and those unrealistic expectations became indifferent with the passage of time.That period of time that will never come back told him the meaning of the other party's existence. At that time, he didn't know what liking was, and only memories would be etched in his heart forever.

His text messages and calls often went unanswered.

Once Luo Yang couldn't bear it anymore and called Li Fan, but the other party said he was doing an important experiment and hung up the phone. In fact, when he called, Luo Yang was standing at the gate of Lingang University.He suddenly felt very ashamed, like the shame of his shady desire being watched.He didn't look for Li Fan again.

In the summer vacation of the third year, Li Fan actually took the initiative to call him.Luo Yang was really happy. Although the other party only asked him about his mother's remarriage partner, such a little exchange made him inexplicably happy.

The time with Li Fan always passed quickly. They went shopping together, ate delicious food together, and rescued a little girl on the side of the road together.

What happened next was like a thriller.He contracted coxaemia during a blood transfusion.

At the beginning, he was quite optimistic, because the incubation period of coxaemia is long, and the disease may not occur immediately. If the treatment is intervened early, there will be no problem in living for another ten years.However, his intervention did not work. His condition developed very rapidly, and soon all the fibrosis below the knees made him unable to move.

What is more terrifying than physical fitness is the eyes of others. Except for Song Li, none of his relatives dare to come to the door.Every time his mother pushed him out for a walk, those strange eyes made him feel like being stabbed by needles. Those people looked at him as if they were looking at a pile of garbage and bacteria.

Luo Yang gradually didn't like to go out, and his condition became more and more serious. He only had two hands left to move.He thought it looked so ugly, so ugly.Song Li told him that she was going to contact Li Fan, because the professor of medicine at Lingang University is an expert in the study of coagulation.

No, don't... Luo Yang doesn't want Li Fan to see him like this.

Still able to move his right hand, he picked up the sharp scissors, and Luo Yang scratched at the artery in his wrist, blood gushing out.It's great, the blood on his hand can still flow and squirt out, just like a normal person...

It would be great if, if only I could speak out what was in my heart when traveling near the port... Luo Yang closed his eyes vaguely, and what finally emerged in front of his eyes was the scene of him and Li Fan running on the playground together.

The author has something to say:

There was a little angel who wanted to watch Luo Yang's side story, so I wrote one, which was about a story that didn't know where to start, and ended up with no result.