You are floating in your mind

【Smiling from nothingness to flowers. 】

The day Zhou Zekai swallowed the first pill, Sun Xiang disappeared.Zhou Zekai swallowed the same pills day after day, and every time he took a glass of cold water down his throat, he would think about how he was leaving in such a hurry.Early spring, when the windbreaker has not been taken off, is like a gust of wind.

He didn't have much time to think, he was always forced to participate in various group activities, and the Samsara team members seemed to be in high spirits, interested in everything, and even more interested in calling the captain together.They painstakingly and carefully killed all the time Zhou Zekai had when he was alone.Zhou Zekai wondered if the doctor told him "don't let him fall into his own closed world" and so on.They execute extremely thoroughly.

The race schedule has begun, and there is no room for people to think about it.Zhou Zekai used to swear to Jiang Botao, "I want to win", with a sincere and firm expression on his face, which seemed very real.Although it wasn't fake in the first place, he wanted to win.But that's different.

At that time, he successfully fooled Jiang Botao by relying on his outstanding performance as a fanatic of faith.He tried his best to convince everyone that the gun king was not defeated, and that reincarnation was prosperous and peaceful.Only the prosperous and peaceful world can hide the unknown and false world in his heart.That is different from the reality, the glory that belongs only to him, where the sun and the moon embrace and burn, the land and the ocean rise and fall, and the polar region with half ice and half fire, sleeps his fighting god.

Zhou Zekai slowly lost sight of them.

How to fight reincarnation this year.Fight as you want.Zhou Zekai has been practicing solo core recently, even if his brain doesn't remember the texture response, he will still remember it.But he was still used to panic for a moment when he walked into the preparation area in every team battle.Then he told himself, how he played before the ninth season, he continued to play.

Don't take rewards for granted.In order not to regard loss as loss.

Moving around with the team, in the feeling of weightlessness when the plane took off and landed several times, he suddenly picked up a puddle of debris in his drowsiness, and they flowed away through his fingers in the next moment.After his sight stabilized, the familiar smiling faces of his teammates crowded out the darkness in his heart.Warmth in this world.Worldly mercy.The truth of the separation of yin and yang is laid out in a lingering, wide and soft way.

time flies.

In his spare time, Zhou Zekai also wandered around in various places in S City. He actually knew that there must be someone following him, and he had to be careful not to be discovered by him.They had worked hard these days, so Zhou Zekai was fully armed but walked slowly and steadily, making it easy for people to find him.Then he felt that City S was really small, as if he had been there with Sun Xiang everywhere.In the golden years, he traveled with him in the city where he grew up, and traveled across this warm land.

People coming and going in the city center are like waves interweaving, counting all kinds of faces in the crowd, it is not that Zhou Zekai does not expect himself to lose his mind occasionally.

But they all disappointed Zhou Zekai, he raised his heart and put it back silently.Sun Xiang has an outstanding appearance, tall and eye-catching, no one is like him, there is no room for confusion.He is not in this world, and now he is not in Zhou Zekai's mind anymore, he disappeared so cleanly.

The things that matter in life are nothing but glory.Then don't let it go.Keep winning.Samsara's season schedule is dangerous and dangerous, and it becomes more and more difficult as it goes on.Zhou Zekai hadn't played so hard for a long time. There were a few times when a game ended and everyone happily went to celebrate. They waited and waited for Zhou Zekai to disappear, and hurried to his room only to find that he was lying on the bed with his clothes on Fell asleep.

Thanks to the terrible schedule, Zhou Zekai gradually slept well.Training games, training games, exhausted physically and mentally every day, I can't think of anything else.He has suffered from insomnia and insomnia for a long time, and he didn't care about it at first.Now I lay on the bed without a dream all night, and when I open my eyes, it will be dawn.Sun Xiang never told him in his dreams that he played beautifully, otherwise he might laugh out loud in his dreams.That is the real good dream, if you don't want to wake up, if you really wake up, you can devote yourself to the beautiful battle of the new day without nostalgia.

The leisure weekend before the Final Four was a warm and sunny day.The mask was almost unbearable, Zhou Zekai confirmed the route, and drove to the factory reception office in the outer suburbs of City S.Jiang Botao was about to be shadowed by Zhou Zekai, even if Zhou Zekai's current appearance was not just an act, he would not believe it completely.If Zhou Zekai didn't get that thing in advance, Jiang Botao would probably intercept it by delivering it to Samsara.

Now if Zhou Zekai thinks back slowly, frame by frame, he can gradually fill in a gap in his memory.For example, he could already recall that the day he and Jiang Botao went to repair the phone was very cold.The shade is endless.

At that time, they were all on guard against unexpected complications.Sun Xiang's mobile phone was sent to the shop of an acquaintance that Manager Samsara found for repair.The boss squinted his eyes, took the mobile phone and looked left and right, and asked how to make it like this.Zhou Zekai stood quietly, his eyes turned from infinite stiffness, trembling slightly.Jiang Botao subconsciously took a step forward, standing in front of Zhou Zekai and saying, ah, I accidentally fell.

The boss lit a cigarette, poked around with tweezers and a wire, and fiddled for a long time before finally removing the back cover.The boss clicked his tongue, and said Yoyo, the fall was quite skillful, everything was smashed, and the card was well protected.Well, you stay here.

Jiang Botao took the little white card into his palm and asked the boss if he could still repair it?The boss said, it's hard to say, I have to return to the factory, please leave an address, and I will send it to you after the repair.

Zhou Zekai was silent the entire time, but suddenly reached out his hand to Jiang Botao and said, Give it to me.

Jiang Botao was a little surprised that he hadn't heard Zhou Zekai speak for so long.

Zhou Zekai was sleepy, a trace of impatience flashed in his eyes, and said, card.

The two stared at each other for a long time, finally Jiang Botao sighed and handed the card to Zhou Zekai.

Zhou Zekai carefully recalled the bone-chilling cold that day, but his thoughts melted in the boundless warm sun.He drove the car smoothly, turned on the player, and there came the clear voice of a lyric rock singer, a song lamenting the love, life and hope in this world.A shimmering sunshine was reflected on Zhou Zekai's sunglasses.But seeing the clouds and streamers in the distance, the green hills are charming.

This small white card finally lay in Zhou Zekai's palm.

A good card and a good mobile phone seem to be a thing of the last century.Zhou Zekai stopped first, closed his eyes and carefully checked his mood.It is unexpectedly stable, and it is like a porcelain ornament in a glass cabinet quietly watching old things go wild.

Zhou Zekai pressed the power button.enter password.Everything is familiar.In the past, Sun Xiang's screen was full of ugly photos of Zhou Zekai that he spared no effort to capture. Every time he unlocked it, he could look at the screen with joy.I was persuaded n times by the manager of Samsara before giving up.Later, it was changed to One Autumn Leaf, and she smiled and said to Zhou Zekai that it was love.

The image of the God of War, One Autumn Leaf, appeared vividly in front of his eyes.Zhou Zekai suddenly saw these eyebrows and eyes, this proud and heroic posture.I just can't think of anything to do, just hold the phone in a daze.

The cell phone that had been quiet all of a sudden started to vibrate continuously.

Messages came in one after another, frantically washing the top message bar.The information scrolls too fast, almost disappearing after a flash, only the small red dots on the information logo are calmly accumulated and renovated.One, two, three, and on and on.

Zhou Zekai looked at it blankly, shaking his hands all the time, he only caught a few of them stitch by stitch.

There are Qiu Fei's "Senior's performance is great!", Liu Xiaobie's "When will we get together?", Tang Rou's "JJC room number XXX, password XXX, I sent a text message without replying.", various All kinds of people say "I can't reach you, please reply when you see the text message".

The frequency of the vibration slowed down, and the news was still bubbling out, like boiling water cooling down slowly, Zhou Zekai didn't know when it would subside while he was in it.He saw some messages again, which were sent by people close to him."Please reply" from family members.Xiao Shiqin said, "What they said...is it true?".In the end, it stopped at Tang Hao's post in the early morning, "Sun Xiang, you bastard."

Zhou Zekai lowered his head quietly, tapped the unread icon with his fingertips, and clicked to remove.The phone screen went dark, and the last light source in the room also disappeared, and the brightest became Zhou Zekai's eyes.

Zhou Zekai leaned against the wall and slowly sat down on the ground, taking a deep breath.He was exhausted, like the exhaustion after a high fever, and he needed something to lean on to barely support him.

The phone screen that had fallen silent suddenly turned on again, and the sender displayed "Zhou Zekai" impressively.

That was Zhou Zekai not long ago, who was about to burn to death with a persistent high fever, wrapped in a quilt.He sent four words at that time.

where are you?

He didn't receive a reply from Sun Xiang, and fell asleep while clutching the phone tightly.After a few days of tossing, Gao Fever also abandoned him.One day he saw Sun Xiang coming with thousands of bright and warm suns on the road, standing on a high place and smiling at him.

When Sun Xiang smiled, his world fell into a state of vanity, and flowers bloomed everywhere.

Zhou Zekai was silent, caressing the simple four words, caressing them back and forth.The trembling of the fingertips spread to the whole hand, and then flooded the whole body.He buried his head deeply in the crook of his arm, his whole shoulder shaking uncontrollably.

But where are you now.Where are you.where are you?

The author has something to say:

The part about pathology is all fabricated!