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Seoul's subway stations are already very densely arranged, and they arrived at the entrance of the subway station within a few steps.

The people in the subway station passed by the two of them, they didn't see Long Junheng in his pocket, but Shen Huiyin.

When Long Junheng found out, he turned his head and glanced at Shen Huiyin.

That's right.

She was wearing a delicate organza dress with big flares, and she was already beautiful, but she still didn't care about her own attire, walking casually, she was naturally beautiful at a glance.

Originally he was an idol, but she was an ordinary student.

Now it was his full disguise lest he be detected, and she was nonchalantly in her gown, oblivious to the gaze of the others.

Long Junheng suddenly felt that this was really a cool moment.

He has always known Shen Huiyin's handsomeness. At this time, she is really like a countess who escaped from a banquet, ignoring those noble princes and bringing an ordinary kid to take the subway.

He couldn't help thinking, if Shen Huiyin were a man, he might be much more handsome than him.

In the carriage, the only two or three people still stared at Shen Huiyin for a while.

The two of them walked to the rear of the car until they found an empty compartment, and they caught the last train again.

After sitting down, Shen Huiyin went to open the cake box and carefully took out the cake.

Shen Huiyin was holding it in both hands at first, and looked at her carefully again. Seeing that she was reluctant to eat, Long Junheng stretched out his hand and dipped a small piece of cream on the position of her dimple.

Of course, Shen Huiyin immediately gave him a hard look.

Then Shen Huiyin signaled him a little discouraged to help her hold it, and took out his phone to take a picture.

When Long Junheng saw it, he simply held the cake carefully with one hand, and took out his mobile phone with the other hand to take a picture.

As soon as the phone is unlocked, I see a missed call, which is from Doo-joon.There are also text messages, of course complaining that he is acting alone again.He didn't return either, and went to take pictures.

Seeing that Shen Huiyin had finished filming, he asked her to make a wish quickly.Shen Huiyin was actually obedient, she lowered her head obediently, clasped her hands together to support her chin, and closed her eyes very seriously.

So, what he photographed was his hand, the cake he bought for her, her with her head down and her gentle face, and the little bit of cream on her dimple.

Shen Huiyin opened his eyes, and directly squeezed the strawberry decorated on top with his hands and put it in his mouth, then frowned slightly.

When Long Junheng saw it, he pinched the remaining one and took a bite, it was a little sour.

Before he had time to say anything, he felt that Shen Huiyin was supporting his hand holding the cake. The girl just used his hand as a plate and dug a piece with his hand.

After Shen Huiyin took a sip, he bit his fork and gave him the other one in the box.

Long Junheng took it, inserted it on the cake to fix it, and then used the side of this hand to wipe off the cream that hadn't been wiped off Shen Huiyin's cheek.

Shen Huiyin just inserted small pieces into the cake to eat, and let him wipe it off for her.

"Shen Huiyin." Long Junheng also took a sip before saying, "You should tell me about your sister."

Shen Huiyin didn't speak immediately after hearing this, but straightened his back, put the fork to his lips, and turned to look at him after a while.

"I don't think you will get angry or make trouble because of such a thing, it's not your style." The tone was completely assured.

"I also think you didn't tell me that you didn't mean to hide it on purpose, and there should be nothing wrong with it. This is your style." The tone is also the same.

"Then you—" Shen Huiyin immediately asked.

"I still have to ask." Long Junheng also turned his head to look at her, "I want to find out a little bit more, and I will be more steadfast."

In fact, they are used to being clear about each other, and suddenly if there is something she doesn't know about, he always feels a little flustered.What's more, this matter involved himself a bit.

"Okay." Shen Huiyin smiled after finishing this sentence, "I know that when you went to the CUBE for an interview, I didn't say anything to you or my sister. You didn't know she was my sister, and neither did my sister. I know you. My sister seldom talks about human relations at work, so I think even if I tell you that she is my sister, you should know that she can't look at my face or anything, not to mention that I don't have such a big face But, for you, I know that you may doubt yourself, and if you doubt, you will easily lose, and if you lose, you will lose to the end. It’s better to let you practice with confidence, so I didn’t tell you. Of course, Brother Tiger is also introduced by my sister Yes, but I mentioned a little bit that I don't want you to know too soon."

After Shen Huiyin said these words, he still looked at her, didn't speak, just fiddled with the cake with a fork, and asked in a low voice, "It's not that important whether you say it or not."

Long Junheng still didn't speak, he rubbed her hair with his hands, Shen Huiyin didn't hide, just wrinkled his nose, closed his eyes and lowered his head.

The girl knew him too well, and she had so many twists and turns in her heart.In fact, he really didn't mind that much, it was something that he could understand after thinking about it.

What's more, he already knew that no matter how Shen Huiyin was, he would definitely have his own considerations, and he would still do it for his own good.

It's just that he wants to make sure clearly.

He just looked at the little girl who seemed to feel that he was in the wrong, and suddenly wanted to tease her, so he messed up her hair like when she was going crazy.

But he wasn't as cruel as her, and when he messed up, he helped her tidy it up with one hand.

Sensing his movement, Shen Huiyin pushed his hand away, and stretched out her two hands to stroke her hair.

Seeing that she was done, Long Junheng grabbed her hand, put the cake in her hand, and then rummaged through the things in his pocket.

Turning it out, she held it in her hand, and stretched out her fingers before Shen Huiyin's eyes.

Ring from CHROMEHEARTS, Women's model.

A small piece, less wild and more refined.

Shen Huiyin watched without moving for a long time, she felt that this was too bad.She gave the ring, and he would give this even no matter what he thought.This kind of thing is very disturbing.

It's not good to say that he has no new ideas or that he really didn't think about it, or that he liked it so much and gave it to her.

Don't blame her for ulterior motives and random speculation.From the very beginning, she was never innocent to him.

In fact, Long Junheng was also a little worried that Shen Huiyin would speculate on his thoughts.She is too transparent, it is estimated that she can see it at a glance.

It's nothing, as she said, if she thinks it suits her, she will give it away. In his eyes, she is this kind of cool girl.Anyway, that's what he told himself.

But Shen Huiyin kept looking straight at him like this, and he felt hairy in his heart.

Still Shen Huiyin bit his lower lip, put the remaining half of the cake directly on his lap, took the ring over and put it on his hand.

However, she was expressionless and showed no emotion.

Long Junheng was relieved, but he felt a little embarrassed seeing her, so he coughed and stopped talking.The two then ate the cake mouthfully.

"I'm going to your company for an internship this month." Shen Huiyin said suddenly.

"Ah?" Hearing such a sentence suddenly, Long Junheng turned to look at her, but she still had no expression.

"I didn't tell you that I was busy with interviews a while ago, but I was interviewing for this."

"Eh—" he blinked his eyes and was still surprised, "Then you wouldn't tell the people in the company about your sister, right? You're not afraid that they will say about you—"

"Then let them talk. I can't change the fact that Shen Jiayin is my sister, why do you force people not to think that I rely on relationships." Shen Huiyin looked indifferent.

Long Junheng looked at her, this girl has never been a petite girl, how could she be afraid of gossip, but she just sees it so openly, he can't accept it.

"Then why do you have to come to our company for an internship?" He pursed his lips and approached her with a smile on his face and asked, "It can't be because of me."

"Of course I rely on relationships. I can only work during the summer vacation. Who in other companies can't work continuously for more than six months?"

"Cut—" Long Junheng curled his lips, "Then you just came to experience life for two months and left."

"En." Shen Huiyin stretched her shoulders back and stretched a little. "I always watch the fire from the other side. If I don't experience it personally, how can I have the right to speak."

"What? You said it so seriously." Why did this girl sound like she was going to come to their company for an academic investigation.

"Don't worry. I won't disturb you hooking up with beautiful girls." Shen Huiyin knew that he was being too serious, so she teased him again.

"Come on. How could I—" I shouldn't have told her about HyunA on impulse.

Shen Huiyin gave him a teasing look, then ignored him, propped his chin, bit his fork, and remained silent.

Long Junheng looked at her side face which was slightly covered by the hanging hair, he was gentle and beautiful.She was wearing a tube top dress, showing her delicate collarbone, which was as beautiful as her dimples.

No matter how this girl wears such a skirt, she is still elegant and casual walking in the dirty and worn-out subway.

"Shen Huiyin, why are you suddenly wearing such a skirt?"

"My sister gave it to me."

"As a girl, you should pay attention to wearing such a beautiful skirt, why is it so big?"

"I'm willing." She didn't want to be cautious, she might as well just offer such a dress.

"You don't want to be a singer, it's not because you saw me." Long Junheng paused and said, "There are still many good things."

Shen Huiyin's heart ached when he heard him say this softly.In fact, of course, it was because I saw how hard he worked, so I didn't understand whether this kind of thing was really so good.

"It's not because of you. I'm used to being free. If I become a singer, it's very likely that the notice will be opened. I don't have the sense of responsibility like you."

"Cut—" The girl is just talking nonsense, how serious is she for things, how can he not know.This is because she didn't do it, and if she did it, she might work harder than him.

But she really has a cool temper, good temper and polite, but it is still not suitable for her to be a singer who needs fans to support her.

"You told President Park that you must love someone freely, but in fact—" Yong Junhyung licked his upper lip and said, "Idols can also fall in love, but it's just that everyone helps to hide it. It's good not to be discovered, to find out If you deny it, nothing serious will happen.”

"I know." Shen Huiyin said coolly, it's not guessable, "I want to hold my head up and fall in love with dignity. Since I love him, of course I will admit his identity and let him know for sure. He knows that I just like him, and I'm not afraid of anyone asking me."

Long Junheng covered his face, of course these men want to do the same.Not as determined as Shen Huiyin.

"To be honest, the right to love freely is also a human right. Legally speaking, you are collectively infringed."

"Come on, if anyone dares to go out and say something like you, something big will happen." Didn't she say at the beginning that there must be a price to pay, of course it counts.

"So." Shen Huiyin puffed his lips, and then said seriously, "For the person you love is like a butterfly in a cave, either take her to the light, or stay with her in the dark. Take her You can't do it in the light. You can't bear to let her stay in the dark. You can only let yourself be in a dilemma, and even hate yourself. But in fact, if you didn't choose this path at the beginning, everything would be clear. So I am determined not to do this business, things can be very simple, right.”

"Ah! It's really annoying for you to say that now." Long Junheng heard it too uncomfortable. "When I was hesitant and about to back down, you pushed me back. Why didn't you say these things back then?" Really , the girl spoke as if they were all stupid.

"I don't think you made a wrong choice or are stupid." Of course she could hear his thoughts. "Didn't I also say that you can't give up what you want to do because you can't do it anymore. I think It is very important to be responsible to the person I love, so I can't give up my freedom. But for you, dreams are obviously more important, so you go after your dreams. We just choose to be different." It was what he wanted to do, she Definitely support her, even if she is the one who was abandoned in the end.

Long Junheng was speechless after hearing this.It really depends on your choice.Without Shen Huiyin, he would not have been so firm at the beginning, but his desire for the stage would not stop.But please, they are not really blinded by dreams, what they want to do is love someone well.Handle feelings handsomely like Shen Huiyin.

But it has come to this day, what is the use of saying these, it is not a deadly resistance.The girl is very clever, she won't be as poor as he is, so that's fine.

Long Junheng saw that the conversation could only be depressing, and it would be better to relax on a good day, so he changed the subject.

"Shen Huiyin. Why don't you care about your birthday at all? It's because you're one year older and feel old again. You don't want to think about it, right?"

"That's not true." Shen Huiyin exhaled and said, "I'm very eager to get old, so the dust is getting closer and closer."

"What. It's like a little old woman again. The other girls celebrate their birthdays with great joy."

Shen Huiyin ignored him again, leaning on the back of the chair with her shoulders in her arms, watching the occasional flashes of light outside the car window.

"Look, your birthday is actually underground, in a dark tunnel." Long Junheng muttered and stopped talking.

Yes, it is.

20th birthday.

slip.A dark alley behind the bar.Lake blue dress.Strawberry Cake.The last subway.The ring that left her bewildered.And him by my side.

These keywords are really nonsense again.

They always thank each other for their nonsense, make up their minds not to involve each other in their nonsense, and inadvertently mess around together.

Mouth also filled with sour strawberries. The smell of my 20th birthday turned out to be a sour strawberry smell.

Her skirt was already a little dirty, he frowned and helped her lift it up. The color for my 20th birthday turned out to be a slightly cloudy lake blue.

The rings on the four fingers of her right hand were just right, and he didn't know how he knew the size of her fingers.I heard that the women's rings of this brand are made to order.

The feeling of my 20th birthday turned out to be the feeling of my fingers being just wrapped around my fingers.

He is always complaining about why she likes to take the subway.The good thing is not the subway, but sitting with him on the last bus across the city in isolation.

To say thank you for being by her side on this day when she was 20 years old is too pretentious, or to say——

"Hello. Thank you for taking the subway with me." That's it.

Long Junheng was also propping his chin with his hands, he put down his hands after hearing what she said, crossed his hands together, thought for a while and said to her:

"Shen Huiyin. I know that if you are in love, you will definitely be a very dedicated girl, but if you always give all the good, all the only to one person—"

It's so distressing.He couldn't say that too.

Of course Shen Huiyin didn't expect him to talk to her about this, he never brought up this topic seriously, so she was a little flustered and didn't want to talk to him, so she teased him.

"Are you going to pass on your experience to me? Please, let me see you grow up in love."

Long Junheng felt helpless when he heard it. He originally thought very deeply, but why did this girl always speak out about this matter without hesitation.

"I see that once you fall in love with someone, you will be determined to the end. I'm afraid you will suffer. If you like someone so much, they may not be the same as you."

"I am willing." From the moment you like it, you are destined not to have too much desire, and there is nothing to worry about.

Shen Huiyin really didn't want to hear him tell her these things in a earnest tone, she felt sad and ridiculous, obviously she didn't want to give him the position to say these things.

Looking at her stubborn expression, Long Junheng knew that she definitely didn't want to hear anything more.She has always been silent if she doesn't like it, and silent if she doesn't like it.

The two of them didn't talk any more, listening to the sound of the station announcement ringing from station to station, it was really annoying, and they were going home again.

As if it would be too late if he didn't say anything, Shen Huiyin still walked out of the carriage a few steps, and after standing still, he looked back at Long Junheng.

"My sister said that I don't want Jiangshan and Lanyan." After speaking, she bit her lip and nodded, then sighed again.

"A man's words like this are too petty, and people will say he's worthless, right?" Shen Huiyin lowered her head and pursed her lips. "I'd rather just say that I'm selfish and worthless."

Suddenly she raised her head and looked at him and said, "If you still want Jiangshan instead of beauties in the end, in my opinion, you still don't love deeply enough."

After Shen Huiyin finished speaking, she walked slowly towards the stairs. When she went up, the hem of her skirt dragged a little. Long Junheng instinctively wanted to help her carry it, but withdrew his hand again.

He just looked at how beautiful and resolute her back was, and how her skirt swayed like she was graceful and graceful.

When Shen Huiyin told him that he didn't need to send it to the alley and asked him to take a taxi on the side of the road to go back, he regained his expression and said goodbye calmly.

Even this time, without waiting for him to get in the car, he crossed the road directly and left neatly.

He was worried that he couldn't take her to the door like this again, and he could have chased after her and quietly watched her get home safely, but he still didn't do that.

So, you see, sometimes it is not a forced external factor, but just his own subjective choice.

Anyway, he had been unable to send her home more than once, and he had to get used to worrying about her in vain.

Moreover, even if he was used to hearing what Shen Huiyin said, he still felt that it would be good to let her go alone today.

Maybe, they were the ones who disappointed her faintly, and they found their own reasons to forgive and understand.

Later, on his birthday, he was surrounded by the blessings of thousands of people at the concert, and was overwhelmed by gifts from fans from all over the world. It was always very lively and grand.

But every time he would think of it, on Shen Huiyin's 20th birthday, he always felt lucky that he happened to slip away after her that night.

There was no lively celebration, no specially customized cake, and Shen Huiyin didn't tell him her wish.

But it was the first time for Shen Huiyin to wear an exquisite dress and skirt, even without makeup, she was always beautiful in his eyes.

He would also think every time he saw the Chroe heart ring on his finger, no one would know that another girl had the same ring on her pretty finger.

It made him feel as if he was having a secret.

They were just chatting in the quiet and empty subway for a while before midnight as usual.

But he always remembered the look in Shen Huiyin's eyes that suddenly looked up when he got out of the car and talked to him.

Looking at him so deeply, she felt that there were tears in her eyes. It was definitely not a complaint, but a heart-wrenching relief like "it doesn't matter, it's up to you".

On the day she finally turned 20, Shen Huiyin told him——

If in the end, you still want the country and not the beauties, then you still don't love deeply enough.

Why did you tell him at that time?At that time, he seemed to understand everything but he still stubbornly insisted not to understand. Shen Huiyin should know how stubborn he is.

He also dreamed of a wider country, and he never experienced what it means to love deeply.

But he knew that if he mentioned this matter to Shen Huiyin, she would definitely say lightly that it was not his fault, that's Long Junheng.

Therefore, he couldn't bear it.

He vaguely understood, but he couldn't bear it.

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☆、Chapter 39

Shen Huiyin reported to theCUBE a few days after his birthday.Everything follows the entry process, she is polite and low-key, although her appearance is eye-catching, but other things are not too noticeable.

Of course, the interns must be on rotation and familiar with the company's business.Shen Huiyin just took this opportunity to fully understand the operation of this industry, and also to prepare for his thesis.

The first department she worked in was the art and web design department on the second floor, mainly designing product appearance, including album photo posters, and managing the official website.

Beautiful women are still pleasing, and the seniors can't say that they are warm to her, but they are not bad.Every day is to give her the case to be completed, and let them check it when she is done.

Although Shen Huiyin studied in the Department of Media Design, she didn't bother with the technical work, but some seniors were still dissatisfied. When they had to work overtime, they got it very late.

Of course Long Junheng would not come to her in the company, it was too conspicuous.Even if he knew that Shen Huiyin didn't care what others said or thought, he didn't make trouble for her.

He knew her temperament well, and he definitely didn't want anyone to pay attention to her. It'd be better not to have any sense of existence at all, and he just wanted to work quietly.

But they would still say hello when they met, Dou Jun and the others were more open-minded than him. They were quite surprised to meet her in the company for the first time, and then they always greeted her familiarly.

He saw that she usually went to and from get off work like an ordinary company employee, and she didn't have much contact with the artists in the company, and she didn't gossip about the artists with her colleagues, so she couldn't feel that she was working in an entertainment agency.Once when he went downstairs after practice, he saw that the lights in the design department were still on, so he went to take a look. He didn't expect to see her working overtime by herself.

Then he would take a look before he left, and found that she worked overtime frequently, and she was usually the only one left.

Sometimes she is holding a cup of coffee, walking back and forth in the office while messing with her hair, and after walking for a long time, she sits back in front of the computer.

Sometimes she simply puts her bare feet on the table, leans against the back of the chair with her hair curled up, her long legs propped up straight, with a laptop on her lap in a daze.

He has always known that she is serious and focused in everything she does, but looking at Shen Huiyin who is wearing a blue commuter shirt and working hard, he still thinks it is another feeling.

It's not the handsomeness of ambiguous gender.It was the natural handsomeness that only belonged to Shen Huiyin.

Long Junheng never opened the door to go in. He worked so late, so of course he can't be disturbed, it's better to let her get it done quickly and go back.

Every time he looked at it for a while and then left quietly.

Then while walking to the dormitory by himself, he was habitually worried about how she would go home so late, and went back to practice as if obsessive-compulsive, and looked out the window after a while.

Until I saw her getting into a taxi at the intersection from a distance from the window of the practice room on the fourth floor.

Originally, Long Junheng thought that two months would pass by pretending to be unfamiliar.

Anyway, that girl Yanen is also lively and can make a fuss. Seeing Shen Huiyin's internship in the company, Yao Xie was so excited that Yao Xie was speechless. With this girl around, she wouldn't be too dull.

But it was still a coincidence that she bumped into something.

In fact, it was nothing, but he and Hyuna went to the stairwell to talk.It shouldn't be like this in the company, but things come in a hurry, and there is usually no one here.

This girl likes himself, he knows it.She is also the type that she always looks for a girlfriend.

This kind of girl who can be both sexy and cute is of course attractive to men, but he remembered that Shen Huiyin said that he just chose a type, as long as it meets the standard, it doesn't have to be anyone.

She was just a little girl when she said this, but as the past few years passed, he was more and more lamenting how she could see so clearly so early.

So he thought about it seriously, he can no longer hang out like before, and always try to be together first when it seems suitable.

Hyuna is a good girl, but it's not enough to make him feel that she is his only choice.

If Long Junheng thought he was not very enthusiastic, Hyuna would naturally understand what he meant.But I didn't expect that she would ask directly.

"So what I mean is—" Long Junheng didn't even think about how to make it clear, obviously their relationship really didn't change substantially.

"What is it?" When Hyuna was in a hurry, her already high-pitched voice would be pitched higher.

"It's just—" He still hesitated, and he felt a little cowardly, "We are still colleagues and friends."

Hyuna didn't say a word after hearing that, she looked at him for a while, said "I see" in a low voice, and opened the door to go out.

Of course Long Junheng could see that she was full of anger, so he closed his eyes and pressed his eyebrows, and whispered a dirty word.It's a failure to make things like this.

He stood by the door, thinking about it in his heart, feeling unhappy no matter what.

After standing for a while, he heard footsteps, and when he turned his head, he saw Shen Huiyin coming up the descending stairs.

Looking at her holding the computer, Long Junheng didn't show any expression, thinking that she didn't hear or see anything.

Unfortunately--

Shen Huiyin had been sitting at the corner of the stairs, he didn't see much, but he heard everything.

She predicted that he might be with this little girl, but she didn't expect that it was already in such a situation when she came up, and it seemed that she jumped a lot.

But Shen Huiyin was rather surprised that he pushed a girl away so lamely, it was different from his suave impression in her eyes.

Anyway, she had seen every girlfriend of his since she was a child, she was not afraid to meet the first one, and she was not afraid to meet the last one, so of course she couldn't get excited about these.

Seeing him standing alone with his back hunched and his head hanging down thinking about something, he was a little upset.Don't let this person mess around for so many years, he is depressed now.

That's a little late.Suave also has inertia.

Shen Huiyin still walked up, thinking that even if he just pushed him out, it would be pointless to struggle here.

"Ah! When were you here?" Of course he looked surprised again, no, to be precise, he was a little terrified.

"Anyway, I guess you don't want me to hear, I heard everything." Shen Huiyin glanced at him and said coolly.

"You—" He was awkward and anxious, and naturally stuttered.

"What a big deal. It's not like I haven't seen it before." Shen Huiyin pouted.

Long Junheng was even more embarrassed to hear her say that, he took a step to the side and sat on the steps without speaking.

"This should be a pretty good girl. Whether you can succeed or not, you should remember that she is a good girl."

Long Junheng felt that these words were Shen Huiyin's consistent tone, she was always not stingy in complimenting other girls.But now that she said this, he was very awkward.

"If you still can't figure out how to refuse next time, just say—" Shen Huiyin sat next to him, "You're not ready to accept anyone yet."

He was stunned for a moment, and then thought that Shen Huiyin had written too many emotional novels, and such words were full of sentimentality, and even when she refused, she felt affectionate.

Two people sat on the steps.She put the computer on her lap, resting her chin in a daze.He also hung his head without saying a word.

I forgot to worry about being seen.

But that’s not the case in performing arts companies. It’s a scruple. In fact, everyone can see and hear something. It’s just that since they entered this industry, they somewhat abide by the default rules and don’t show off.It's not that they're really afraid of being watched and heard by others, and it's not that they have to put a hurdle in their hearts.

"Don't you need to practice?" Shen Huiyin asked him suddenly, and stood up after asking, "Go and practice. I have to work too."

"Huh?" He was confused by her bland and serious tone, and when he turned his head, he saw that she had already gone downstairs.

She walked to the next descending staircase, and when she looked up and saw Long Junheng who was still sitting looking at her, she shook his hand at him, signaling him to go back quickly, then bowed his head and left.

Long Junheng saw her calm expression and casual gesture of waving at him, and suddenly felt that this girl was a little too chic.

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