disqualified hero

One day.

Goliath.

"Hey!" The young and vigorous hero almost pounced on Goliath and tore off the clothes in front of Goliath's chest, he looked very angry.The people around Goliath had sharp eyesight and quick hands, and Hawks stopped the hero wordlessly.

Pointing at the heads of people on the ground, he could barely breathe, his brainless body still looked like a human being, and the flames wrapped in Dazai cells were still dancing on the ground. The young hero had just witnessed the brutal massacre, and suddenly regained his sanity and was helpless. People, who lost their lives in the hail of bullets, still maintained an innocent or stunned expression before death. As for the people in front of Goliath, their heads were all beheaded, and there was no room for discussion whether they were begging for mercy or fear.

Of course heroes wouldn't do that, they couldn't swing their knives at the same kind, if that were the case, wouldn't they become executioners?Some heroes used special bandages to bind the brainless hands and feet after a short discussion, but inadvertently, the living people were stabbed to death again.

Of course, it was Goliath's henchmen who did the fighting, and he would not leave anyone alive.

It is understandable to be criticized for such inhumane torture.

Goliath was cold. He dropped the blood from the blade and put it back into the sheath. Hawkes watched from the side and thought in his heart: [He really has become completely different. ]

The previous Goliath was righteous, pedantic, and a little impulsive. He would occasionally be indecisive at critical moments. If the time is turned upside down and he sees his own behavior in the future, the past Goliath will definitely rush to take responsibility.

Hawkes couldn't help thinking: [What did he learn from Dazai. ]

"They are also victims." The young hero said, "Didn't you see that they have turned back into human beings just now, and they are living people who can call for help. You just need to take this opportunity to restrain them. Why kill them?" They." He said, "if they are sent to the hospital, there may be a chance to change back." But they are already dead, and the victims die in fear, and there is nothing left!

This is the behavior of an executioner!

Goliath gave the hero a cold look. Hawks thought he would say something serious, that the other party was too naive, but he didn't expect him to say: "This is very good." He said word by word, "The hero The reason why you are a hero is that the first thing you insist on is not to kill.” He said calmly, “It is a very good spirit to treat every victim equally with compassion and not to pass on hatred.” There was no sarcasm in his words It means, "If you work hard, you will become a good hero."

The man didn't expect Goliath to reply like this. His brows were still tightly frowned, and there was even a little suspicion in his words. He wondered if Goliath was mocking him, but the way he spoke was clever enough not to let him see Come out: "Then why do you..."

"Because I'm not a hero," said Goliath, "I'm an enemy."

"Enemy, there is an enemy's way of dealing with it."

[Stop killing with killing, this is his way of carrying out the justice in his heart. ]

[Leave no leeway to your enemy. ]

……

It has been half an hour since the Hero Tower collapsed, and the brains on the field have basically been cleaned up. Afo's unrecognizable body has also been recovered. He is really dead.

As for Dazai's body, it has not been found so far, and it is unknown whether it will be found in the future.

Hosk turned over some boulders, and Goliath was helping. From the beginning of the battle, the two had been like this. They didn't say a word, but they seemed to have a tacit understanding.

"I said." He opened his mouth suddenly, breaking the deadlock. His hands were still moving. The steel wings were first inserted into the gaps in the stone slabs, and then the two of them followed with their fingers, using all their strength to lift up the reinforced concrete load-bearing slab, " Do you know what it is that makes Brainless return to adulthood?"

He finally asked this question, and all the strength in his body relaxed accordingly.

Goliath said, "You better not know." He wiped the sweat from his forehead with his sleeve, and the more he wiped, the dirtier he got.

The night had completely disappeared, and a ray of dawn came from the east. Almost everyone looked at the place where the sun rose in a trance. Last night was really too long, too long.

Hawkes made a mistake, saying, "If I must know."

Goliath squinted at him: "Didn't you guess it a long time ago?" He said in an emotionless and pale tone, "There are always some drugs circulating on the black market, such as drugs that temporarily strengthen personality." He said , "The principles are similar. I'm not an expert in this field, so I don't know much about rapidly splitting and regenerating personalities in a short period of time, or keeping them active."

"I mean——" Hawkes couldn't bear it anymore, he couldn't control his emotions for the first time, like an angry lion, even the steel feathers on his wings were all open, "The owner of the personality factor is who?!"

His eyes were wide open, like a King Kong with angry eyes.

Calmness and rage, Goliath and Hawks seem to have reversed their positions. The once tempered partner was as quiet as a pool of stagnant water, while Hawkes, who was supposed to be a proud and calm hero, went crazy.

"Why do you need to know?" Goliath is actually not as calm as he looks, the anger of remorse is burning in his chest, the tongue of fire licks his heart from time to time, and the irony that cannot be concealed is revealed in the words, "Knowing that peace is established by Dazai Will it make you feel happy about the bones and blood, spirit and flesh, and young life of your body?!" His voice became louder and louder, and at last it was almost roaring. At this time, Goliath was no longer a human being, but A sad beast.

And he is passing his pain to another person.

Hawks could only move his mouth slightly, but he didn't know what he said or whether he spoke.

Goliath's voice could be heard vaguely in his ears, was he talking, was he really talking to himself?

"He's a hero."

"But I'd rather he wasn't."

[...]

Hawks suddenly remembered what his teacher taught him: "The sacrifice of a hero is noble."

[But what if the noble sacrifice is one's friend, one's parents? ]

He is too young, the sickle has never been swung by his side, and all he has been exposed to are unyielding efforts and young people who have overcome death.

"Tick-"

"Tick-"

It's raining.

The raindrops evaporated in the blazing flames, wet the dry land, and wet Hawks' face.

***

Ten days.

Heart wild branch.

Kyushu is not very far from Tokyo. It takes five hours and 21 minutes by Shinkansen, and one hour and 35 minutes by plane. Taking the time from the airport to the city into account, the plane is still faster.At [-]:[-] in the morning, Nagae Shinano stood at Hakata Station in Fukuoka on time, and she still decided to take the Shinkansen.

She was going to Tokyo to attend a funeral, and the contents of her handbag were nothing more than a few coins, a mobile phone, a book and a letter.

She is going back to Kyushu tonight. She has participated in some post-disaster reconstruction work in Kyushu, and it is difficult to get away.

Nagae's mood is fairly stable, Dazai's decision was predicted when the video was uploaded on the Internet, she and Akemi Kobayakawa made futile phone calls one after another, dozens or hundreds?In short, there are too many to count, and the reply you get will always be "the user you dialed has turned off the phone".

As for the fire that caused the Hero Tower to fall, they didn't see it with their own eyes. At that time, she was comforting the crowd in the air-raid shelter, and Kobayakawa simply rushed to the front line to participate in the brain-nothing battle.

So he didn't even capture the moment of his death, so he could only use the internet to watch the rebroadcast.

There are not many people who take the morning train to Tokyo on weekdays, especially now that Tokyo is still in a critical period of restoration. People from other regions are not willing to go there. The other three seats in the same row are all empty, and Shinano Nagae occupies a quiet space .

She is reading "Long Branch Mangosteen".

The novel based on her has been published for several months, but she has never read it. The reason is also very simple. It is very shameful for Xinye Nagae to read the adaptation of his own story. As for the recollection, there is no result She even complained to Dazai "Why did you write such a boring story?" Every time Dazai would prevaricate with a smile, "Don't you think this story is beautiful?"

"I don't think so." She replied angrily, "I hate the beauty of Japanese style, and even more hate the love that withers like cherry blossoms in an instant." She resented, "I like lotus, I like flowers that can bloom for a long time, and also Keep the delicious lotus root."

"Don't say that." Dazai had already seen that her heart was not in agreement, "In that case, my book will not be very interesting."

Nagae Komino was known to enjoy reading his books.

It is very interesting to pick out the memories of that time now.

Xinye Nagae was very calm when reading, not that she was suddenly able to accept the past and the complete self, but that she turned reading into a unique way of remembering. She read the book for a while, only to feel a heavy depression accumulated in her chest , read the last letter from Dazai.

[The time difference of five days is a very romantic thing. ]

[When I receive the letter, I feel that I am still alive, and I am still living in the text. ]

Katsuki Bakugo and Izuku Midoriya went back to the beach together, dug out the half-written letter, and then spliced ​​it together with a few pieces of paper passed by Wataru, and sent it to the person who should receive it. The process of sending It is inevitable to see the above text in the book, and the mood of the two little heroes is unknown, but after reading it, Nagae Shinano really can't describe his emotions in words, anger, sadness, grief, nostalgia, relief, all kinds of emotions are mixed in At the same time, in the end, he couldn't express it in words, he only had a sore nose, and then tried his best to hold back the tears in his eyes, and cursed angrily: "Dazai, what a bastard."

Nagae got out of the car, she was really an iconic beauty, much prettier than the stars she saw on TV, at this time she was wearing a gothic black skirt with fluffy skirt and ribbon lace on the sleeves.Passers-by will inevitably look at her twice when they see her. Even if they stop for 30 seconds and take out their mobile phones to check the route, some enthusiastic people will come forward and ask if they need help.

Changzhi declined one by one.

It is impossible for her to pass through anyone's funeral like this, but Dazai said that he likes beautiful women, and girls who dress up nicely make him happier, so that he himself never wears suits and ties when he attends other people's funerals , more wearing black trench coats.

So at his funeral, other people have to wear that.

……

The location of the cemetery has been selected for a long time. Some people say that it will be buried in Tsushima's place, but Fatty Rubber said that he probably doesn't want to sleep there. After discussions with Dazai's friends for a long time, they think it is best to be buried with Masada Hiroyoshi Yes, it's a pity that I still don't know where that person's body is kept, and some people say that it's better to go back to Shizuoka, but Dazai doesn't seem to be from Shizuoka.

In the end, Izuku Lvgu insisted: "Please let him be buried at the Monument of Heroes." All the famous heroes in history are there, and Oulumite has already reserved a place at the Monument of Heroes.

After abandoning the longing for Dazai and the hesitation caused by inferiority, it was the first time that he saw clearly what kind of person Dazai was, and even his own judgment became unquestionable.

Green Valley Izuku said firmly: "He will agree to be buried there, at least it won't be unpleasant."

"He died a hero."

"It's really difficult." Facing Green Valley's request, the official said, "The Heroes Monument is open to the outside world, so every hero buried in it must have corresponding merits." With a satisfied look in his eyes, he hurriedly said, "It's not that Tsushima Shuji-kun..."

"It's Dazai." Aizawa Shouta said, "It's Dazai Osamu."

"Okay." The little official shrank his neck, he was obviously frightened, "Dazai, Dazai Zhikun." He took a breath before he was able to convey the instructions of his superiors, "As far as Dazai-kun's merits are concerned, in the end He saved the whole of Tokyo, and he can definitely be buried at the Monument of Heroes, but his national evaluation is not very good.” He said, “Although we have arranged 24-hour patrols, tourists are hard to guard against. There has been such a thing, heroes with insufficient credibility were buried there, and then the tombstone was graffitied at night, if Dazai-kun is buried there, there must be something more serious."

"As far as the current situation is concerned, there are quite a few people who hate him."

Oulumite also appeared in this meeting. He was in poor health and gasped three or four times when he said a word, so no one dared to interrupt his speech: "Then how do you deal with it?"

He is well aware of the bureaucratic style, since he said that he can be buried, it must be possible, it just depends on how it is done.

"Bury it first, but don't engrave a stele." The small official said something annoying, but he was just a mouthpiece for his superiors, "This is what we think about, and we will engrave his inscription after Dazai's bad comments fade away." name." He showed a flattering smile, "What do you think?"

This insult could not be accepted by others, how did editor Xiao Zhuangsu find a suicide note on the table when sorting out Dazai's belongings, and even predicted what would happen after his death, of course he mentioned the monument of heroes.

"Leave the engraving to the people in the future." He left a naughty remark.

[This bastard even planned his own tombstone. ]

……

The funeral took place on a sunny day.

The weather is really good, the sun is shining, there is no cloud in the sky, the bright sun breaks through the thin clouds, and even the darkness in the depths of the heart can be dispelled.

It's really not a sad day.

Xinye Nagae thought that there would be very few people coming to the funeral, and it would be like a small party, but he found that there were not many people at all.

She and Akemi Kobayakawa are considered to be in the same group, but the latter came to Tokyo a few days ago, as well as the students of Izuku Midoriya, the teachers of heroes such as Aizawa Shouta, the admirers brought by Goliath, Wataru I was surrounded by enemies like my body... Even politicians like Uesugi Fukuoka were present, and Mr. Prime Minister even came to make a detour.

[It's really a big scene. ]

Suddenly, she felt dissatisfied, and wanted to lift the coffin and shout at the cenotaph: You liar, didn't you say that you have few friends and no one cares about you?Isn't it human beings who are here now?

Orumat is here to see you off!

Therefore, the Heroes Monument is not open to the public today. If any tourists come, they will be surprised that there are so many people present because of the death of some great hero.

Half of the people present were unknown to Shinno Nagae, and she knew the other half. In the bustling crowd, she ran into a young man she had never met before, and they all held Dazai's unpublished manuscripts. , going up to give a speech.

The two said hello.

"I'm Akata Yuji." The man said, "I was entrusted to publish Dazai-sensei's last book."

Shino Nagae said, "My name is Shino Nagae."

"Is it the long branch of "Long Branch Mangosteen"?"

"It's the long branch."

The two were silent.

"It just so happens," Akata Yuji said, "I'm the poor ex-boyfriend Yuichi in "In the Name of Love"."

Shinano Nagae's eyes suddenly became pitiful: "Publishing Dazai's book is not easy."

"So he really gave me a big problem." Akata Yuji said, "How about it, do you want me to publish your correspondence collection together? Anyway, one is difficult, and two are also difficult." He then Add a sentence, "But if you don't want to, just pretend that I didn't say it. After all, before my ex-girlfriend left, I burned all the letters I had with Dazai." .

"No." Chang Zhi said, "Please help me publish it together."

"I hope they know what kind of person Dazai Osamu is."

……

Shino Nagae stood on the edge of the Clothes Tomb, wandering around for a week, there were too many people in the audience, and they were all people who had connections with Dazai.

"I am Xinye Nagae." This was the first sentence she said, "Changzhi from "Long Branch Mangosteen"."

She said very calmly: "Osamu Dazai is a selfish coward and a big bastard."

"But I miss him a lot."

"Miss him very, very, very much."

***

January.

Ming Tian Yuji.

He slumped on the computer chair and lit himself a cigarette.

The publishing house is just for fun. He is a child of a rich family, and he is backed by capital, so he will always find some fun for himself.At first it was making specimens, but later it was unavoidable that some dirty things were committed, but fortunately, they stopped in time and the washing was white enough, and so far no incidents have come to light.

Dazai probably thought about what happened later. His death would push the last book to the forefront, but Asahi Bunko would not be willing to publish it, not any reputable library. The small library wanted to attract attention. But he also has to consider the power of the government and the reaction of the readers, and finally the hard work falls to him.

It's been a month, and he's been so busy just sorting out those casual manuscripts.

"So what do you like?" Dazai once asked him, "Is it the almost eternal stay of the specimen, or the magnificence at the moment when life is strangled?"

Akata Yuji remembered his answer at the time: "Children only make choices, adults will choose both." He added, "Although this is said, the moment and eternity are actually incompatible."

"No." Osamu Dazai had some mysterious philosophical ideas with him, "Spirit can be fleeting or eternal." He said, "It's like a book, when you think of him, you have For a moment, and as long as the book circulates, it is eternal."

Akata Yuji glanced at him, feeling bored.

"What do you want to say?"

"Help me publish a book." This is what Dazai said after the work signing meeting, "I will let you know that the moment and eternity can coexist." He said, "Through myself."

Akata Yuji felt that Dazai was very bad, surprisingly bad, bad enough to die, and took advantage of his temporary interest in him to throw a big mess over him, messing up his leisurely life, but he still knew that he would not refuse , even if it is to read Dazai's book first.

He was immersed in memories, and nicotine could always help him recall some past events, which was a unique way for Akata Yuji to relax.Suddenly, there were three polite knocks on the door, he said lazily, and the doorknob was turned.

A slightly mature woman came in, her face was expressionless, but her movements were deft.

"How?" he asked.

Miss Shi said, "Let's do a second review."

Ms. Shi met at the work signing event. She was the first to enter the door. At that time, Akita Yuji felt that the way she looked at Dazai was very abnormal. There must be some connection between the two. Now they were commissioned at the same time. Publishing works, she joined with a large amount of capital and winding relationships.

When asked how the two met, Miss Shi was silent, she said: "I should have been a dead person long ago." The gun of the gun hero pierced her chest, she should not be alive anyway, but in the end she woke up.

"Oh, really." Akata Yuji could only reply dryly.

He thought the woman was abnormal, but the two got along well.

Akata Yuji pulled his neck up from the top of the chair, he leaned back, his neck creaked, and then he stood up and moved every bone in his body.

"Get to work!"

The unformed book lay quietly on his desk.

"Born to be Human" is the title of the book.

As for being happy or not, sad or not sad, painful or not painful, disqualified or not disqualified...

That's all Dazai's business.

Akita Yuji used to be a very bad person.

But he just wants to be a good editor right now.

[I just want more people to understand you, that's all. ]