disqualified hero

Summer is here.

The cicadas outside the window yelled "I know—" "I know—" and the warm wind carried bursts of chirping into the classroom. The wind blew on Osamu Dazai's face. It didn't feel cool, but it didn't feel very hot either. .

Xiongying’s equipment is very good. Every classroom has a brand new and cleaned air conditioner, but unless the temperature is higher than 28 degrees Celsius, it is generally not turned on. Tokyo is still cool this summer. 35 degrees of high temperature hell.

This class is a Chinese class, and the person holding the book is Shota Aizawa. His Chinese literacy is indeed above the average person, and it is not enough to teach Dazai, but it is more than enough to lay the foundation for high school students.

The weather has been weird these past few days, with sudden sunny and rainy days, Aizawa Shota just turned over a page of the book and was about to talk about a short song in "Manyoshu", when the sky suddenly changed.The sound of "rumbling" thunder came from a distance, and after attracting the students who were reading textbooks, they turned their heads to the left and looked at the world outside the glass window, only to feel that the sky was clear just now, the sun at noon was too bright, and now there are dark clouds Block out the sun, a scene before the rain.

"Boom--"

"Boom--"

The dark clouds lowered the sky, the lightning was hidden behind the clouds, and the light illuminated the dark clouds. The first shower fell, and the raindrops were as thin as needles. After a few seconds, those raindrops became thicker and thicker. In the end, they could not be called raindrops. It fell into a drop point the size of a steel ball, and hit the leaves, making a crisp and loud impact sound.

Moisture from the rain poured in from the window in an instant, and the sound of the rain, clattering, almost overwhelmed Aizawa Shouta's low-pitched voice.

He turned the book leisurely: "Students, turn the book to page 128." He spoke a little louder to ensure that everyone could hear him.

Liri Ochako listened to the teacher's words, turned the page of the book, saw the name of this short Japanese song, was stunned for a moment, then raised her head and looked out the window, Dazai was sitting on her left, the seat closest to the window, just look in that direction , you must be able to see his side face, but now, Dazai only left the back of Liri Ochako's head, and he stared at the rain outside for an unknown how long.

Aizawa Kota knew that even if Osamu Dazai didn't turn the book, he must have understood the content of the class, maybe even read the whole book once, and he would never forget it, so he called names directly: "You come and read, Dazai."

Dazai didn't talk nonsense, and read directly when he got up: "Raytheon Xiaodong, piercing the clouds and rain, the king will stay? Leishen Xiaodong, although it is not zero, I will keep my sister." His tone of reading the short song is different from ordinary people, The rhythm is also the same. Ancient Japanese waka and Chinese poetry have the same effect. Ordinary people just read, but when they look up, they become chanting.

This unique tune is basically lost today, and the big families with a long history will pass it on orally, and there are some folklorists who visit and learn from family to family, and finally master the recitation Law.

Since junior high school, the Chinese teacher especially liked to let Dazai read, and it was no exception when it came to Aizawa Shouta.

After reading it, Dazai said: "Are there any fans of Makoto Shinkai among the editors of Chinese textbooks? If you choose this short song, "Thunder God" is obviously not popular at all before "The Garden of Words and Leaves."

Aizawa Shouta said, "You have to ask the editor of the Chinese textbook." After speaking, he waved Dazai to sit down.

"The current weather is very suitable for this waka, well, although it would be more suitable if it didn't rain." Aizawa Xiaota said, "Thunderstorms in summer are what people call showers. They come and go quickly. I guess It will stop in less than 2 minutes, and then it will continue." When he was speaking, the rain had already thinned, and a few rays of sunlight peeked out behind the clouds, and it would come out at some point.

Aizawa Shouta said: "Let me explain the meaning of these few sentences." He said, "I heard the sound of thunder faintly, and the sky is full of dark clouds. I hope the wind and rain will come soon, so that you can be left alone." it's here."

"This is the meaning of the first paragraph. Generally speaking, we interpret it as a love song between men and women. There are also sayings that it is about friendship. In short, the first sentence is a question, and the second sentence is an answer: Even if there is no wind and rain, I will Stay here."

"In the final analysis, wind and rain are just excuses, and what really plays a role is personal will. If the person who responds wants to stay, he will stay there no matter what the weather is. leave."

The rain outside the window has stopped.

Come and go in a hurry, like thunder and lightning.

……

Time flies, Dazai has not been back to class for a long time, the final exam is about to start, the students are all engaged in intense review, only he still looks like doing nothing every day, if it is not for Xiongying's strict school rules, Dazai might be I will bring the game console to the classroom and sit in an uninhabited corner to play games.

It's a pity that from the first day of school, Aizawa Shouta followed him repeatedly to enforce Xiongying's school rules. Electronic products are absolutely not allowed in the classroom, mobile phones are not allowed, and game consoles are even less allowed.

He could only shake his arms and agreed, and brought some advanced or shallow books over from hand to hand, and read them to pass the time in class. Sometimes he would stare out the window to look at the scenery, and it would take an afternoon to read, or do some doodles on the textbooks. kind of thing.

In short, they are all things that "not-so-good students" will do, which seem to be interesting, but also very mundane.

It's so ordinary that it's not like what Dazai would do.

No matter the students who ranked well in the midterm or the students who ranked poorly in the midterm, they are all studying hard, and they don't even relax after class, racing against time to study.However, after a few days of tension, most of the students couldn't hold on. Shangming Electric was the first one to fail. He lay on the desk, almost spitting out his soul.

"No! Can't be like this! If I continue to study, I will die before I take the exam!" After a brief breakdown, he frantically scratched his hair, and the golden Pikachu-like hairstyle that stood upright was pulled down by him. .

When you are in a state of anxiety before the exam, your spirit can easily affect other people. Minoru Mineta is sitting next to Shangming Electric. Holding the grape on his forehead with both hands, he almost burst into tears: "You bastard, don't say it if you can't do it, how can I study like this!"

Students with good grades are more calm. 800 million is nervous because she is nervous, and she is not afraid of the exam. She is a little flustered to adjust the conflicts among classmates and cheer herself up in her heart. This is what the deputy monitor should do.

"If it's too hard to learn, how about thinking of something happy?" She stretched out a finger and said, "For example, isn't there still some time before we sleep together in the forest? I heard that the place where we sleep together is in the mountains. There are only two places to escape the summer heat, the sea and the deep mountains, how about we go to the beach together during that time, my family happens to have a private..."

Before the words were finished, the whole class was shocked, not only the two dejected boys, but also the rest of the students who were studying, and the girls also had stars in their eyes: "The beach! Go! We must go!"

"Wow, I'm off to buy a bathing suit then."

"I can't swim, what should I do?"

"Wait!" Minoru Mineta expressed his opinion again, "Is there a public beach next to the private beach?"

A boy said: "Hey, there should be a lot of people on the public beach, since I can go to the private beach..."

"Shut up!" Mineta's eyeballs were about to protrude from their sockets, and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, "What do you know! Going to the beach is to see beautiful girls and Opie, Opie! If you abandon the public beach, just It's interesting to see people in the class, but it's definitely more interesting for adults with hot bodies!"

Shangming Electric looked educated and gave a thumbs up: "Oh! You really have Mineta, so smart!"

Kirishima Ruijiro pulled his hair: "No, even if you have any thoughts, it's not convenient to say them on this occasion."

[This occasion...]

Mineta suddenly felt sharp eyes coming from all directions, piercing his body like sharp swords, looking around tremblingly, he found that all the girls in the class, whether they were good-tempered or bad-tempered, used They looked at themselves as they looked at the trash, their eyes gleamed coldly, and they could engage in one-sided school fights anytime, anywhere, the so-called gang fights were like this.

Shangming Electric also fell into this situation, and one look was even scarier than others.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" The two directly knelt on the ground in the posture of Dogeza, apologizing to the girls in the class.

[If you knew this is the case, why did you say that just now, Mineta-san and Kamiming-san. ] Even Green Valley Izuku had to look at the two of them with shame, he was a shy hero nerd, he was decent, and would never get involved in such wars.

Obviously, it was just Shangming Electric’s complaint at the beginning, but Xiongying’s students are very motivated. After a few words, the beach trip plan has been formed. The responsible monitor Iida has already counted the number of people who have gone. prepare to go.

Dazai is sitting behind Green Valley. He has been playing games since just now, with earphones plugged into his ears. Judging by his expression, he is really engrossed. The way he stares at the screen makes one wonder if he heard it. The words of the students.

Green Valley stepped forward without hesitation and knocked on Dazai's desk. He no longer hesitated, and his attitude towards Dazai changed from the initial timidity and careful observation to that of equal friends.

Say what you want to say with your friends, fully exchange opinions, and care about your friends with an upright attitude.

This is what he is doing to Dazai now.

"Wait, wait." Of course Dazai saw his action, pressed the pause button of the game, took off the earphones, he smiled and looked at Izuku Midoriya, what was he looking at? "

"Dazai-kun, beach activities during the holiday..."

Before he finished speaking, Osamu Dazai responded: "Go." He said, "I agree."

"Hey?" The person who was stunned for a moment turned into Izuku Midoriya.

"You seem to be very surprised, Mr. Lugu." Dazai asked teasingly.

"It's really a bit surprising." Izuku Midoriya rubbed the back of his head embarrassingly, "Because there were class group activities in junior high school, but Dazai-kun never participated in it, right?" The class rejected him, and no one came to inform him.

But Dazai, there must be girls telling him about those things, but they have never been there, and the remaining one is Bakugo, he is not interested in those activities, he let everyone in the class dove for three years, and even broke up after graduation Did not go to the meal.

"The nature of what I want to say is not the same." Dazai said, "The people in the middle school class are a bit boring. At the beginning, I didn't know Minmei-chan very well, and you and Bakugo-kun were not among the people who went to the event. , It’s not interesting at all. It’s not worth going to the kind of activities that you can know the end from the beginning.” He raised his head, “After that, I will not participate in similar activities for a long time, and no one will notify me to participate.” He Said, "Probably so."

"So that's how it is." Lu Gu agreed, but he had other thoughts in his mind.

He first sighed deep in his heart: [In the end, Dazai-kun still didn't say why he joined the current event together. ]

People who can't find an official answer will think wildly, but Izuku Midoriya is the kind of person with a bright heart, and the reasons for Dazai's thinking seem to be positive.

[Could it be that Dazai-kun thinks that the current classmates are not so boring, they are all good people, so he is willing to go together? ] He is very clear that Dazai is very harsh in judging people. The primary and ultimate criterion for his judgment is whether he is interesting or not, and his interestingness, in Green Valley's view, is to say whether a person has an independent personality.

It's a good thing to make Dazai feel interesting.

[If that's the case, it would be really great. ] He thought, [There is this matter of the class Dazai-kun is willing to accept. ]

He probably realized from a long time ago that Dazai's attitude towards others was nothing more than watching from behind a wall. There seemed to be many people who wanted to approach him, but they were blocked back again.

It was never that the environment refused to accept him, but that he looked at others.

He is rejecting mediocre people.

However, all kinds of things in the world are mostly mediocre.

……

Shuji Tsushima was unhappy when he read the bucket list written by Hiroshi Shoda.

He didn't have any objection to the "last wish". Anyway, in his heart, people are going to die, but it's clearly Masada Hiroyoshi's wish list, how could there be so many things related to him.

At that time, Shuji Tsushima was still like a human being, with happy and unhappy emotions all over him. He protested: "Obviously it's Hiroshi's list. There are a total of 99 wishes, and 50 of them are related to me. He even asked me to realize it, what's going on." His cheeks were bulging, and he was full of anger, and his arms were waving up and down, much like a child.

As for Hiroyoshi Masada, he didn't take Shuji Tsushima's "anger" seriously. He knew that Shuji Tsushima would not lose his temper over trivial matters. It was just a joke. He opened the refrigerator, Holding a glass in his left hand, he poured himself a glass of milk, and said after drinking it: "But the Internet says that there should be 99 items in the bucket list, otherwise there will be no sense of ceremony."

[The sense of ritual is really inexplicable. ]

He said: "But I can't make up 99 of my wishes, but I have more expectations for you, Xiuzhi." When he said this, his tone was like a grandfather, "If it is rounded, I also Even if I have watched you grow up for a while, it is normal to have the care of an old father."

Shuji Tsushima looked at him indifferently, and then read the contents on the list: "Going out with classmates who get along well, what is this?"

"Wish, wish." The man looked like a dead pig not afraid of boiling water, as if he was about to drink his second cup of milk, "Ah, I really want to see Xiu Zhi go to school."

"I haven't been to school." Shuji Tsushima directly denied, "And the students in the school, I hate those peers, they are stupid and boring." He said sharply, "I can't get along well with mediocrity. "

"Don't be so sure," he said, "as long as you get into good classes, you'll meet good classmates sooner or later, and you'll probably become good friends with some of them, and casual friends with most of them."

"Be patient." He said, "It's always best to be late. You will find a class you like, Xiu Zhi, and hang out with your classmates then."

……

The final exams are coming up soon, and the results come out three days after the exams, followed by the holidays.Needless to say about other rankings, there is no doubt that Osamu Dazai is number one.Bakugo Katsuki looked at the rankings, gritted his teeth and said nothing, but judging from his expression, he was clearly very angry, but this time the anger was directed at himself.

Unhappy and unhappy, I didn’t vent my anger on the report card. A thin piece of paper was pushed into the bag with great force, but the boundary page was very flat. He walked out the door, as if he didn't even hear what Iida chased out to inform.

"Student Bakugo, remember to gather at Tokyo Station at nine o'clock tomorrow morning! Please don't be late!"

They ended up stuck on time, starting the beach trip on the first day of their vacation, spending five days at a private beach before returning home.

When Bakugo came home, his parents were both at home. The two sat in front of the TV watching the show intimately. Half of the screen was filled with Dazai’s face, which made him stunned for a moment. Then he realized that this was actually an interview. programme.

"Ah." His mother suddenly spotted Bakugo, "You're back, brat!" Then she said, "We're watching your classmate's talk show, which is the very famous Dazai Osamu. The boy said it very well. Don't watch it together."

What responded to her was Teng Teng Teng's heavy footsteps on the stairs, and a very explosive roar: "Who wants to see!"

"Bangdang-"

The door to the second floor is closed.

Bao Haoguang put his hands on his waist: "This brat..."

……

He slammed the door shut, hung his schoolbag on the back of the chair, took off the school uniform jacket he wore in school, and hung it on the hanger behind the door. After doing a series of things, he lay down on the bed.

With his hands folded behind his head and his head resting in his palms, he closed his eyes and brewed a long sleepiness, turning to the left for a while and turning to the right for a while.

[I'm bored to death, I'm bored to death, I'm bored to death——]

He opened his eyes angrily, his pupils narrowed, and his inverted triangular eyes looked even more menacing. Bakugo took out his phone aggressively and entered the channel name he just watched.

#名作家大洋的话话，hero or monster#

The word "monster" made Bakugo's foreheads twist together even more. Even though he knew that media workers were good at using eye-catching headlines to amaze the public, he was still very unhappy.

That guy is clearly a person, a monster, huh?

There were almost three sneers of disdain.

"I heard that many people in the industry call Mr. Dazai a young monster. They seem to think that the content of Mr. Dazai's book is too profound and has already surpassed the definition of age. What do you think of Mr. Dazai?"

Dazai always had a mask-like smile on his face, alienated but polite, looking at his smiling face, you would never guess how much of what he said was true and how much was false.

"Well, to be honest, I think this is a very appropriate title." He complained seemingly ramblingly, "Some readers will write to me, saying that they can't imagine that human beings can write such words, of course , for a writer, this should be regarded as the highest compliment." There was a lot of laughter at the scene.

"However, it's actually true." He still smiled, "I've heard a saying that books are the continuation of a writer's life, that is to say, the birth of books is based on the author's own experience, emotion and three views. , and everyone is familiar with my book, it’s not a good recipe that can drag people out of the darkness, and it’s even normal to have some adverse effects after reading too much.” He blinked mysteriously at the camera lens Blinking, this action made Bakugou even more unpleasant, if Dazai was in front of him, maybe he would give someone a blast, but now he can only endure it.

"If storytelling can reflect people's inner world, then maybe I'm a monster."

Seeing this, Bao Hao didn't want to look at it, everything was on the screen, and he put the black screen of the mobile phone on the bedside table.

"Sure enough, he's an idiot." He held his breath against the ceiling for a long time, but still choked out a sentence.

[If storytelling reflects the writer's personality, then people who like Mr. Dazai's books, and those who have read his books many times, don't they also like to examine his personality? ]

[Thinking that humans can understand and love, how could it belong to monsters. ]

"You think too highly of yourself, suicidal bastard..."

Baohao thought: He didn't want to admit that he was on the human side, so he just wanted to pull him over. Damn it, he's just a suicidal bastard, what's the big deal.

……

"Are you ready, Black Mist?"

An electric fan hangs from the ceiling of the tavern, and the fan creaks and turns, bringing a cool breeze.

"Ready."

Shigangmu handed him several kraft paper bags, which contained copied materials.

It just so happened that the small TV in the bar was also showing Dazai's interview, and Nekuragi listened to it twice: "A monster, it really suits Shuji Tsushima."

[Even if you hide yourself in the world, in the cradle of heroes, you cannot assimilate with them.You were born to be like me, you were born to be a monster, Shuji Tsushima. ]

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 95%]