disqualified hero

There are only a few "abnormal" elements in Watanabe's life so far.

Recalling the time when the "abnormality" occurred, we have to go back to the ignorant childhood, when she was about four or five years old, she was sitting on the veranda, fiddling with her chubby fingers, and there were two or three plants standing in the courtyard, I can't tell whether it is a cherry tree or a cherry tree, or it may be a tree such as oleander or black pine.

In short, it is too difficult for young children to distinguish the types of trees.

An equally obese bird flapped its trembling wings and landed on the lap of a child who opened her hands to him. I clearly remembered that she was wearing a little white dress and sitting cross-legged. The bird landed on her tender lap, she stretched out her hands and held the bird in her palm, and he chirped a few times.

"So cute, so cute!" She said, rubbing her cheeks against the fluff on the bird's wings, and the latter spread its wings, revealing the soft fluff caught between its armpits. There is overflowing love in my heart.

'If you like something, you have to show it, by the body. '

'Performance? '

'Oh, this seems too hard for you. Mom's expression is very distressed: "For example, mom and I like being covered very much, so I always kiss the cheek of being covered involuntarily. Kissing is the expression of love." '

[Is a kiss the expression of love?But I don't want to kiss Mom, I do like Mom, yes, but what I really want to do is...]

"Ah——————————————" A scream pierced the sky of the peaceful courtyard, "What are you doing, being body?!"

[What am I doing? ]

She opened her face smeared with blood, and the flowing bright red liquid hung on her teeth, smeared on her cheeks, painted on her hair, and the smile, can it really be called a smile?

"I'm showing affection, Mom." She lifted the dying bird up. "He's super cute, isn't he?"

……

[Don't laugh like that, get caught by the body]

[Be a normal person, get caught by the body]

[No, you can’t, you can’t reveal your personality]

[Please, please be normal]

[Mom and Dad, I beg you, this is also for your own good, by the body]

For me, okay?

But didn't you say that if you like it, you have to show it?

What is wrong with me?

……

"Hey, really, has Toga-chan decided to come to the press conference?" In less than a few days, Dazai changed "Wataga-senpai" into "Toga-chan" without any hesitation. Beside the girl with straight hair, her steps are brisk, like a light bird.

He looks so earnest when he surrounds any woman. At the beginning, some people secretly ridiculed whether there was a crack in his relationship with Kobayakawa, but it turned out that it was just Dazai's natural attitude towards women, that's all. Not only him, even Akemi Kobayakawa has a passion for Toga that surpasses others.

Unlike when she just entered school, Kobayakawa has outstanding looks, excellent grades, continuous improvement in school rankings, and a strong personality that even professional heroes may not have. She is quite popular even among seniors.

"That's right." She said, "I actually read Dazai-kun's book for the first time, but after reading it, I was really inspired and couldn't help but want to read more." She The cheerful smile that the students called is gradually blurring.

Dazai looked directly at the face of Wataru's body, his expression was more transparent and natural than that of a fairy.It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul. If you try to peek into Dazai's soul through his eyes, you will only see a calm ocean, a sky deeper than blue, slightly choppy sea water, and gray gravel.

"Hey, is that so?" And his voice was a little more ethereal than that of a fairy, "Where did you get inspired by?"

Wataru and I turned around, the hem of the sailor suit drew a beautiful arc in the air, two blushes flew on her cheeks, "It's the part about liking and love."

[It’s May now, and the cicadas are singing, and summer is not far away.I looked at the cherry blossom trees in the courtyard, but I thought of the lotus in my hometown: Has the lotus pond left by my father in front of the house been cleaned up?Are the flowers and plants blooming luxuriantly?Are there many tourists? ]

[Ah, when I think of lotus, my heart seems to soar. People in this country seem to regard cherry blossoms as beautiful, but to me, lotus is much cuter than cherry blossoms. This kind of joyful emotion is not traditional , norms, and other people's words can be overwhelming. If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. ]

[After entering May, I have to think of another problem. My birthday is May 19th, and in ten days, I will usher in the No. [-] year of suffering in the world. According to the Buddhist It is said that people are born to suffer, and the suffering in this life will be the blessing of the next life. ]

[People suffer in various ways. If I were to evaluate my own suffering, it would probably be that my unrestrained soul is trapped in an unfree body. Every moment, every moment, I seem to be living in the colored eyes of others, living in the Under all kinds of surveillance, my soul, my heart, is definitely the only thing in me that belongs to me. ]

[Love the person I want to love, appreciate the bouquet I like, this is my small resistance to the unfree reality. ]

How strange!

I was thinking to myself: Obviously I am not a person who likes to read. If it is not for the exam, the sentences in the Chinese book can’t be remembered even if I read it a hundred times, but Dazai’s book, the words on it, just read it After one or two times, it has been deeply imprinted in my mind.

Every time I think of those words, I will blush, my temperature will rise, and my heart will be beating continuously, as if it is about to jump out of my chest.

"Is this a normal reaction?" Her right hand stroked her chest, ah, sure enough, her heart was beating too fast, thump, thump, thump——

Would a normal person's heart beat like this?Will it also jump like it can burst out of the chest at any time?

"Yes." Dazai said lightly, his fingers caught the pulse of Wataru's body, the blue blood vessels were pressed by his pale thumb, and Wataru's throat rolled, "Excuse me, Wataru-chan, but Even if a man and a woman in a relationship put their hands on each other’s chest, it’s sexual harassment, right?” He smiled, “The pulse rate of a normal person is the same as the heart rate, so we count the number of pulses. The test is done."

[Number of pulse beats...]

"Boom boom, boom boom, boom boom." He said the lovely onomatopoeia, "Did you hear that? The sound of the pulse, the sound of the heartbeat."

"..."

"My heart beats faster because of joy, and my pulse beats faster because of joy. It's normal." He put down the wrist that crossed my body as if nothing had happened, "As an author, I'm really happy to hear your true feelings , all the strange feelings, all the quickening of the heartbeat, all prove that Wataga-chan has resonated with the words."

"resonance?"

"That's right." Dazai's kite-colored pupils were filled with a smile, a kind of smile between gentle and cruel. Part of it is like the bitter cold wind that covers the sky, which can penetrate the flesh of a person, go deep inside, and scrape on the bony bones. No matter how I say it, my body feels that she has been seen through and that she is not normal. The part of the fish was lying naked and naked in front of Osamu Dazai, like a dying saury that had been disembowelled on a chopping board.

[Is this feeling cute or not? ]

……

In the same city, 10:00pm, Tokyo First Police Station, 21st floor.

The intervention of individuality has indeed brought great convenience to people's lives. As far as post-disaster repairs are concerned, a large number of individuals with individual abilities who are more proficient in infrastructure than machines and can repair loopholes in a short period of time have emerged.Two months ago, the battle between Juri Hidegoro and the others almost destroyed the foundation of the Tokyo No. [-] Police Station, but now, the Sakura police badge is still shining brightly, and the facilities on the basement and first floors have taken on a new look.

The heroes are placed on the 21st floor, and besides them there are a small number of assisting police officers.

but……

Chubby Rubber moved his elastic and broad body, and leaned closer to Hawkes: "Is there really no problem?" He said, "It's true that Dazai-sensei is a popular writer now, but how can you be sure that the enemy will definitely?" Showing up at his work release, not to mention that things have developed like this, those celebrities don't allow their family members to go out unless necessary..."

He had never partnered with Dazai before, and he didn't know his devilish resourcefulness and insight. It was even difficult for him to understand why Eraserhead and Hawks had no disapproval of this, but stepped up their preparations.

"No, if you consider whether there are famous family members in attendance, Dazai's work launch may be the event with the most relevant people in recent times," Hawkes said. His temporary desk is full of documents, all kinds of paper Books, books, and address books are piled up like the Leaning Tower of Pisa. From the perspective of outsiders, it is already a miracle in mechanics that they only maintain a crumbling state without collapsing.

He took a document from it and handed it to Chubby Rubber: "These people have confirmed their acceptance of the invitation, and they will all be there if there is no accident."

Chubby Rubber opened the folder with a hint of suspicion.

"This is……"

Akemi Kobayakawa is a first-year student at the High School Affiliated to Dongda University.

Du Wo was body, middle school affiliated to Dongda University, sophomore.

Fujita Tomoko, Second Grade, Middle School Affiliated to Dongda University.

……

The Affiliated Middle School of Dongda University, the Affiliated Middle School of Dongda University, all the middle schools attached to Dongda University as far as the eye can see, and they are all students, and most of them are women.

"What is this?" Fatty Rubber thought it was ridiculous, "Women's reading club? Or an outing, why did they pick such a crucial point? Do their parents know?"

A clear and clear youthful voice came from behind Chubby Rubber: "I think I can explain this problem."

Hawkes' left elbow rested on the large desk, and his right hand stroked his hair a few times, leaving four or five ravines, which looked like plowed fields.

"Good night, Mr. Hawks." Dazai put his right hand in front of his forehead, and made a polite gesture to a nondescript police officer, "The new hairstyle is very handsome!"

"You little brat..." Hawkes became even more powerless.

Fatty Rubber was confused, he became more and more confused about the current situation, who is this boy, why he can enter the police station like no man's land, why did he know Hawks?

"Let me explain the next part." Dazai said, "I am Osamu Dazai, a first-year student at the High School Attached to Dongda University."

Fat Rubber was terrified: "You mean..."

"Those present are all my classmates and seniors who love me that I invited." He wandered around to Chubby Rubber, his chin pointing slightly, "Well, don't look at me like this, I'm still a little confident about whether they will come .”

Hawks interjected feebly: "I've wanted to say it for a long time, why are you inviting girls? Where are the men?"

"It's hard for me, Mr. Hawks." Dazai pretended to be distressed, but as long as men heard what he said, nine out of ten would want to slap his handsome face hard, "In my words, it should be the man mentioned in the literature collection, it is easy for women to fall in love with men. If the initial favorability between people is reflected in the game, then the cute girl's favorability for me should be the highest at the beginning. Yes, relatively speaking, men probably don’t like me very much.” He said, “There is an idiom in the country across the sea called to maximize strengths and avoid weaknesses. I get along well with people who like me and poorly with people who dislike me. Something unusual?"

[You bastard, are you a scum? ]

Hawks was very serious, and wanted to replace many women, and gave Dazai a slap in the face.

"To sum up." He turned his head and faced Fatty Rubber with his starry eyes, "Please don't doubt the list of guests present. All Mr. Fatty Rubber has to do is to ensure their safety as much as possible."

Fat Rubber opened his mouth, but made no sound, he was so surprised that he couldn't even speak.

[Hey, is Mr. Dazai so young? ]

[No, this is not the point, inviting many students is just the first step, why is he sure that the enemy will appear at the press conference, and if he is sure that the enemy will appear, then his classmates...]

"They all become bait, right?"

Chubby Rubber suddenly raised his head and looked directly at Osamu Dazai who was smiling Mimi.

"Really, Mr. Chubby Rubber, don't show such an expression." Dazai seemed a little troubled, but his troubles were definitely not written on the expression. Now he has "interesting" written on his left cheek and "fun" written on his right cheek.

"There is no way, Mr. Chubby Rubber's expression is so easy to understand, even if you think with your little finger, you can guess Mr. Chubby Rubber's intentions."

"Yes." Chubby Rubber said, "As a participant, I hope Mr. Dazai can explain from the beginning why the enemy will definitely appear, and why so many students gather together."

Dazai shook his head helplessly and said, "Okay, okay." He turned to Hawkes and said, "Borrow the wall at the back, Mr. Hawkes."

Hawkes: "You should say this to the wall, not me." With that said, the man still stood up, leaving the blank wall to Dazai.

"First of all, please look at the two charts made by the people around me when they have nothing to do." The line chart and pie chart are projected on the wall, not only the fat rubber, but even Hawks are staring at it carefully.

"Please don't get me wrong. Of course I didn't make the picture. I don't have such a leisurely attitude. Besides, don't you know the result at a glance? There is no need to form an image." He despised the IQ of the two without consideration , went on to say, "The first graph is the frequency of cases, and the second graph is the identity of the victims who were let go."

"The identities of the victims in the early stage were quite diverse. Politicians' wives, mothers, nephews, lovers, etc. are very diverse. If you really want to count, the most are wives. After all, the wives of celebrities are business cards, whether they are wives or socializing. Whether it is a charity meeting or not, it is usually attended by young and beautiful ladies. It is too easy to kidnap one or two ladies on this occasion." He said, "Not to mention some follow-up activities, such as salons , meeting shopping malls, gatherings in beauty parlors, etc., these women have very rich social occasions."

"It's a pity that starting from a certain period of time, the chances of them being attacked have been greatly reduced. After all, charity evenings can be postponed, beauty salons can be visited by beauticians, and shopping can also be done online, but people only have one life. "Most social events have been cancelled," he said.

Another form appeared, which recorded the recent large-scale activities of celebrities. Sure enough, the number of activities has been greatly reduced. Even if they are held, the security has become very strict.

Hawks: "Hey, where did you get it, I don't even have it."

"Because you were not born in the High School Affiliated to Dongdae, Mr. Hawks." Dazai said, "You have become the honorary vice-principal anyway, so let's use your power a little bit. Break into the circle." His language is also ambiguous, "You are young and handsome, not to mention, many people want to hire high-ranking heroes as bodyguards for personal protection."

Hawks' hair stood on end: "Stop talking!"

Dazai shrugged and then explained: "Then, all unnecessary activities are stopped, and the rest are necessary social activities that cannot be stopped, for example-going to school." He said, "The two most recent cases of kidnapping are both schools. Oh, the students of our school, and the students of Sacred Heart Private High School."

"Wait, wait, someone from the High School Affiliated to Dongda University is also missing?" Even Hawkes and Fatty Rubber haven't heard of this one.

The body was found in the port area the day before yesterday, but no politician asked for the help of the police and heroes. They have been searching for several days to see whose family is missing, but they have found nothing.

"That's the problem." A mocking smile flashed across Dazai's mouth, but his voice was in sharp contrast to it with a relaxed and happy voice, "Those people, those celebrities have begun to notice, even calling the police will not help, Because most people can make the right choice, they just need to send someone to wait quietly at the designated place of the suspect, and then take him back. Those who died are ordinary people and little police heroes who had nothing to do with them. After taking the kidnapped good daughter back, she is still flawless, and she just needs some psychological counseling."

"If you don't deal with it quickly, soon, you won't even be able to find the second victim!"

This situation, which will definitely appear in the future, made the two heroes deeply silent.

"Based on the initial benchmarks of the above data, skip a few drawings here." His fingers are still pressing keys, "If necessary, I will upload the drawings to the public website in a while. Understand why the inmates targeted the student population, and you don't have to pursue this case."

"So far, the problem you are facing is that you don't even know what the enemy's capabilities are." He said, "As far as the current speculation is concerned, it should be related to intelligence and mind control, otherwise it cannot be explained at all. How to kidnap and how to ask people's itinerary."

"My work release conference is a big news that everyone knows in the High School Affiliated to Dongdae Chances are almost impossible."

At this point, Chubby Rubber has fully understood Dazai's meaning, but he still thinks it's inappropriate: "So, we must use female classmates as bait?"

Dazai tilted his head, the color of his pupils became darker and darker under the reflection of the light, the iris color was almost invisible, and the suffocating and thick black firmly locked the fat rubber: "Then, what else is there?" Is there a better way?"

"Hey, hasn't Mr. Fatty Rubber thought of a solution?" He imitated vividly, "'Damn, if he knew who he was going to catch next, he wouldn't be so helpless', 'compared to Compared with the large number of ordinary people, there are far fewer families of celebrities', 'Why can't they cooperate with our work', 'Why can't they convey information to the public'."

"Compared to looking for a needle in a haystack among unrestricted ordinary people, it is much more convenient to protect celebrities in a targeted manner and capture enemies. It is impossible that Mr. Fatty Rubber has not appeared before?" He said, "Then being targeted What is the difference between celebrities who are sexually protected and my classmates? They are all bait, right! I, for the sake of the heroes, have reduced a lot of pressure, bypassed the heavy protection from the powerful, and put them where they should have been protected. The daughters of the deep boudoirs have all been smuggled out, giving you a chance to lure out the enemy and catch the enemy."

"Catching the enemy without bait, this kind of thing is impossible, right?" The content of his question is so natural, so natural that the fat rubber can feel trembling, and Dazai's expression is almost innocent Children are asking adults "why does the sun rise in the east".

"The reason why a hero is a hero is because a disaster happened, and someone came to rescue him. Disaster is the prerequisite for becoming a hero." Wanting everyone to be saved is not reality, but a fairy tale."

"If fairy tales had come true, there wouldn't be so many ordinary people, so many heroes, so many police officers who died in the first place."

"Did you say so, lovely fat Mr. Rubber?"

[Body: Osamu Dazai]

[Synchronization rate: 90%]