disqualified hero

As mentioned earlier, the cabins assigned to the guests are disrupted. When they board the ship, they randomly select the location of the residence for the next half month. The interior furnishings of each room are different, Chinese style, Western style, Japanese style, pastoral style, palace style Wind... Which one to live in depends entirely on luck.

Karamazov regards it as a small surprise full of wit and wit, such as buying a lucky bag gift pack, and never knowing the core before opening it. He believes that the greatest fun of a lucky bag is the instant surprise.

"We must conduct a more precise investigation." The large white paper was spread on the table in the banquet hall, and the plan of the ship was outlined on the paper. The first floor, the second floor, and the third floor were arranged in order, and the cabin was marked with criss-cross lines to form a grid. "The prerequisite for accurate counting of missing persons is to list a complete list of guests," the host said slowly, "I understand that for all the gentlemen and ladies present, the location of the cabin is a private space, and it will never be made public unless necessary. Personal information, but we all know the current situation. This ship is basically an island in the sea. We are trapped on it and cannot escape. At the same time, threats from all sides are pressing you and me. I don't know who will die next."

Most of the people agreed, "As long as it's not me who dies." At the same time, everyone seemed to be moved, nodding to the host and cooperating with his work.

[Okay, okay, just check it out. ]

[Speaking of which, don't you wonder what Karamazov is hiding. ]

[Missing, it is indeed missing. ]

[Safety is not guaranteed. ]

[If you know what he is doing, what can you do? ]

[It's better to fix it with Shibusawa Ryuhiko as soon as possible. If you really want to escape, you must find a powerful person with supernatural powers. ]

The so-called having their own ghosts is talking about the current situation.

A lady lives in the first room on the ground floor. The room next to her is empty and no one has claimed it. After a long hesitation, the lady said, "Maybe the one next door is Mr. Sisyphus. He hasn't been seen for a long time." The man in the third room seconded.

They spent a lot of time on boring and tedious investigations. Unfortunately, when the auction started on the 26th night, a large number of guests still left. Survival is survival, and auction is auction. These two things are completely irrelevant.

And in the early morning of the 27th, if it wasn't for someone hiding in the corner like a mouse, sneaking around or unwilling to show up (there must be such a person), the number of missing persons was 103, even in front of the large base of [-], it is quite unacceptable up the numbers.

Mori Ogai whispered to Dazai, "There are more people than I imagined." He said, "It's easy to startle the snake if it exceeds one hundred."

Dazai simply said, "That's right."

Missing, that is, the disappearance of people in the real sense, as far as Dazai knows, not only Karamazov, but also people with supernatural powers on the ship can completely disappear, and Fyodor's supernatural power is almost created for this.

He asked again: "Have Mr. Zhongye and the others come back?"

Mori Ogai said: "Not yet, maybe somewhere to play." He was not worried about the personal safety of the two children at all.

The next step is to find the common ground between the missing persons and the water polo people, and to speculate what Karamazov did to them by finding their common ground.Yes, Mr. Karamazov, the owner of the ghost ship, has become an imaginary enemy in the hearts of those present.

The testimony gradually pieced together.

"Mr. kk has been depressed recently."

"Mr. Zola, too."

"Speaking of which, Mr. Collector was thinking about the collection he wanted to get."

"Ah, it's that one, the legendary thing, he likes things with mysterious colors."

"What are you talking about?"

"That's... the book."

Whether a person's mood is good or bad, outsiders can tell without saying it, and it is difficult to cover it up, especially for a long time. If a person pays a lot of money, or pays a huge price, but does not get what he needs. It is natural for them to be unhappy, especially at that time when they were in the process of transforming from normal human beings to water polo people, and their various bodily functions were reduced to the lowest level. I can feel the low air pressure lingering around me.

"Is it really related to the transaction?"

"It seems that Mr. Karamazov is hiding a lot from us."

……

Besides Shuji Tsushima and Chuya Nakahara, when Shuji Tsushima threw the fork, the distorted balance that had been maintained on the boat was broken, and the culprit was dragged away from the scene. Shujima Shima can also run away, he knows this very well.

The two ran down all the way, from the area where the guests lived to the cabin full of heat and machinery at the bottom, they entered the Iron Kingdom, and heard the engine humming, humming, and beside them were machinery, ducts, ducts, machinery However, neither Shuji Tsushima nor Chuya Nakahara was curious about them. They had explored the mechanical room as early as when they first boarded the ship.

Zhongyuan Zhong also didn't think too much when he pulled the people away. He relied on an intuition, and the shout of "down, down" lingered in his mind. After boarding the boat, he had a vague premonition. What is the difference between the people in the world, but the ship itself-in his senses, the ghost ship is a huge living body, which is similar to the Aragami hidden in his body, and they are not human beings.

Due to the commonality of the species, his thinking has also been slightly affected. For example, when escaping, the direction he chose seemed to be disordered, but in fact he kept running towards the heart of the ghost ship, into the belly of the ship, In the end, they reached a space that neither of them had ever penetrated.

Shuji Tsushima sarcastically said to him: "Look at you, running around aimlessly, you lost your way in the end."

Zhongyuan Zhong also exploded: "What bastard, the culprit is you!"

Shuji Tsushima refused to admit it, saying that Chuya Nakahara "meddled in his own business".

"Huh?" Nakahara Chuya said, "I'm going to laugh my ass off." He reorganized what happened before, thinking that [-]% of the current embarrassment and escape are the fault of the people around him, and what's even more funny is the motive. The underlying reason for the madness is entirely the terrible filter. I feel that Mr. Dazai is a kind person, and he oppresses his evil nature. Nakahara Chu also couldn't help laughing for a while, and then he was attacked by Shuji Tsushima's death sight , but regardless of ignoring it, as long as he thinks about it, he will laugh out loud, for Shuji Tsushima's delusion and filters that may have some reason.

He pointed straight at the center, and the words he said were like knives, cutting people all over the body: "You can't think Mr. Dazai doesn't do anything bad just because he has a good side." What he said was human, really As expected of Mr. Chuya Nakahara with a conscience, "Instead of complaining, mourning and spurning yourself like a caterpillar here, you should have an open and honest chat with him. What you did just now is very childish, and it's just like the middle school who clamored to rebel. Like life, Mr. Dazai is your father, right? He loves you very much, and I, an outsider, can tell that he will have no objection to what you tell him, and there is nothing wrong with saying it clearly."

Shuji Tsushima smiled coldly: "There is no need for a slug to teach us about the two of us, not to mention that you think he is my father. This alone can prove that your eyesight is not good."

"My eyesight is very good." Zhong Yuanzhong also snorted, "Anyone with eyes knows that you are exactly the same!"

He literally tap-dances to Shuji Tsushima's Thunder Point, who grits his teeth and says, "We're totally different."

The two of them were having a conversation full of gunpowder and medicine, which was meaningless, while walking down, noisy and noisy, and in the end they didn't even know what they were arguing about, interspersed with a few inquiries about the direction:

"Where are we going, mackerel?"

"Didn't you lead the way, little dwarf?"

"Do you want to die?!"

No matter what you say, it ends with "want to die", and no one proposes "go back, don't go down", in the end it is to explore the ground, and no one tells you to stop.

Go down, go down.

Come on.

come.

what.

[What the hell! ] Nakahara shook his head violently, trying to throw out all the words that got into his mind and the words lingering in his ears. As for Shuji Tsushima, he just looked at him coldly and didn't say anything.

/ At the moment of Karamazov’s birth, the ghost ship appeared on the sea. It is a product of alchemy and has no will of its own. The life of the ship is closely related to that of Karamazov. The lives of the people will die together, and Karamazov does not know these things.

On the inner side of the ship near the core, there is a room, the room is empty, and there is a clock in the center. The pendulum does not need to be wound, and the pointer rotates clockwise, without stopping.

I call her the heart of the ghost ship, the heart of Karamazov.

Who can open the door, who can find the room, I think, only the author of the story, only "Osamu Dazai" can find it, and in addition, like the ghost ship, non-human life can enter it. /

Osamu Dazai thought for a while, and added another paragraph.

/On the evening of the 26th, Zhong Yuanzhong also dragged him to wander in the boat. He was aimless and didn’t know where to go, so he went all the way down, down, the ghost ship was calling him, summoning his own kind, they were really the same kind ?

Shuji Tsushima heard it, he heard the sound of the waves, he heard the singing, he didn't know who was calling him, but he didn't tell anyone what he heard.

At this time, the door appeared. /

"What the hell?" Zhong Yuan Zhong also pushed open the door, and then he was dumbfounded.

White, empty, lamp, pendulum, lamp?No, just light.

The picture displayed in front of his eyes is too technological, as if he has entered a different space. He knows that he just opened a door, a door that can only accommodate a single person. The door is made of stainless steel, and there is nothing written on it. , there is not even a gap, it is like a wall, if it is not leaning on the surface, it is impossible to find the hole behind it.

After leaning on the invisible door, Zhong Yuanzhong also felt the wall behind him shaking, and receded faintly. He stood up sharply, pressed a breath on the wall, and found it.

How should I describe this house? In short, all sides are white, the walls are smooth white walls, and the floor is white ground without texture. Zhongyuan Zhong also suspects that the floor is paved with tiles, but there are no gaps between the tiles. The walls, The floor and ceiling are integrated.

Shuji Tsushima followed Nakahara Nakaya and went in. Of course, he also saw the wooden pendulum, but he didn't go in that direction, but moved forward all the way, trying to touch the wall and reach the boundary.

He walked and walked, and the human body became smaller and smaller in Zhongye's field of vision, until it almost became a dot. The latter was dumbfounded, thinking: [Isn't it, the room is so big? ]

It really does.

Shuji Tsushima turned back and said, "Other space, here."

"Alien space?"

"Of course, how could there be such a place in the mechanical room."

"what."

He approached the pendulum and looked at it carefully: "The base was blown up."

Zhongyuan Zhong also stepped forward and saw the scorched black traces after the smoke and fire, the wooden bottom was pitted, and there were many scars.

"Hmm." Shuji Tsushima smiled, "It's quite interesting."

[ha? ] Central Plains also only feel at a loss.

Well, he was able to guess that the source of the ghost ship was abnormal based on his relationship with Aragami, but he didn't know anything else.

"I thought of the previous earthquake." He said, "When I got on the ship a few days ago, it was rumbling for a while, and I believed that someone planted bombs, fired fish and mines from a long distance, and Karamazov also I was very anxious, and ordered people to search up and down for a long time, but found nothing."

As soon as he said Nakahara, he remembered it. He didn't understand the matter far better than Shuji Tsushima, but he still remembered the appearance of the staff dispatching a thorough investigation.

"The explosion was so loud, and it was inside the ship, and no one noticed it, maybe it's here." He said "maybe" and "maybe", but Shuji Tsushima was very sure in his heart.

"After that Karamazov was not very good, and quickly put the book out for sale."

"You mean." Nakahara Chuya said, "The damage to the pendulum also affects him?"

"possible."

Zhongyuan Zhong also thought: [It's not impossible. ]

"What are you going to do now?" He asked Shuji Tsushima: "Blow it up completely?" If so, he would be the first to refuse, what if the ship disintegrates, will he swim all the way back from the Sea of ​​Japan with Mori Ogai, just kidding .

"How could it be?" Shuji Tsushima said, "Even if I want to do it, I don't have enough explosives."

Zhong Yuanzhong also breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately reacted and said, "Could it be possible that you are ready to go up and then match?" He didn't doubt the other party's chemical ability at all.

Shuji Tsushima shook his head: "No, how come, blowing it up won't do me any good." He said, "I was just thinking, who destroyed it, what was the purpose of that person, he knew who destroyed the pendulum Consequences?"

Zhong Yuan also said: "It's really boring."

They stayed in the different space for 10 minutes, and when they came out, ten hours had passed.

……

As a result of the discussion, Karamazov was defeated.

--how is this possible.

First of all, the ghost ship is Karamazov's territory, and his eyes and ears are everywhere.

The number of his subordinates is definitely more than the number of guests, and no one knows how many munitions he has hidden and how many exquisite facilities he has built for defensive purposes.

Compared with him, most of the people who got on the boat couldn't carry their shoulders or hands, and they had undergone a body search, and they couldn't bring any strong offensive weapons up.

It is impossible for guests to rebel.

"We are just making a reasonable request." Someone said, "It is not difficult to let Mr. Karamazov still count the number of our missing persons and ask him to call up the images of his life. This is our right, isn't it?"

"There is also the cause of death, what the hell is going on with the water polo man."

Even if the former enthusiastic and provocative host didn't say anything, he had a product he wanted to be auctioned on the last day, so he had to save it until the last day.

It's just that they now know something well.

[The security on the ship is extremely fragile, and the lives of these guests are not guaranteed. ]

[Since this is the case, if they have enough ability to kill the enemy on board, whether it is political or commercial, overt or covert, as long as they have enough sophisticated technology, it is not impossible. ]

What really ignited from the bottom of their hearts was the above thoughts.

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is not very interested in the actions of mediocre people. He left after saying a few sarcastic remarks. His behavior of joining and leaving is regarded by ordinary people as a statement, which means that he joins the idea of ​​seeking self-protection conceptually. team.

At present, no one thinks Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is a lunatic, and only a few people know his supernatural powers, so in people's minds, he is just born arrogant, young, young people can be coaxed, no matter how smart they are, they will be inexperienced and so on.

[In short, he should agree with us. ]

The next question is how to find Mr. Karamazov and how to negotiate.

"Let's negotiate directly..."

Is there any other way without directly negotiating, writing a letter?Then who will see, can only go to block the door.

[Who is coming? ]

As long as you think that the candidate may fall on your head, no matter how active you are, you will have difficulties.

[There are still three days before disembarkation. There are only a hundred people dead and missing. There is a one-thirtieth probability. Be careful, it won’t fall on me. ]

[The number of people is more or less, if you step on it, it is [-]%. ]

[No matter how bad it is, you must know the conditions for becoming a water polo player and avoid...]

"Pa——" is the sound of clapping hands. Of course, it's not someone applauding, but it's just to attract people's attention.

The room was too quiet, and the applause was too crisp, Dazai tilted his head and said with a smile, "Leave it to me."

……

"Mr. Shibusawa Tatsuhiko." Karamazov came to the room of his stalwart ally. He didn't show his face, but his rapid heartbeat revealed his emotions.Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's room is still the same, European-style building, extraordinarily gorgeous, but unfortunately compared to other Tatsuhiko rooms, it is as simple as a small mound, and the person concerned does not live in the room, looking around, there is no popularity, Shibusawa Tatsuhiko Except for going out all day, stay in the power space.

Karamazov trusted him very much, just for the extra assistance the other party gave him when he forged the book. He believed that Shibusawa Tatsuhiko and himself were grasshoppers on the same rope and allies.

"What's the matter?"

Even if his allies don't have to look at him, the ruby ​​collection looks much better than a living person like him.

"About the other guests, I heard..." His heartbeat was getting faster and faster, "I guess they won't really attack me, even if there is a problem, the waiter can deal with it, but..."

"Are you panicking?" Shibusawa Tatsuhiko looked at Karamazov, but his eyes were very strange. Karamazov couldn't tell what emotion was in his eyes, but it was very strange, as if he saw something beyond imagination.

"No, you can't say that either."

"You...don't have any experience in this area?" Shibusawa Ryuhiko stopped looking at him, and his tone returned to the same level.

"I don't quite understand what you mean," said Karamazov stiffly.

"Don't worry." He said lightly, "They're just talking, if no one comes forward, it's a mess." Shibusawa Tatsuhiko sat down and savored his collection, "As long as your auction is still there Keep going, and no one can touch you."

"You should have known this theory a long time ago."

"Yes," said Karamazov to himself, "I should have known."

"This friend of mine." Shibusawa Ryuhiko put down the ruby, and looked at Dazai with more interest in his eyes. He actually didn't know Dazai's superpowers, nor his background, but he just met a new friend, no doubt He is very smart and good at telling stories. Shibusawa Tatsuhiko likes to get along with talented people. His conversation and his stories can bring him happiness.

He has already matched some people in the other party's stories. For example, the old friend who often appears in the stories is Karamazov. Dazai said that this old friend has mediocre wisdom. Li became a fool.

"He lacks social experience, like a child who was just born, and children with treasures often have no good things, and a little change can beat him up and down."

"The jackals and tigers will be happy to see him. They will tear apart their old friend, eat his flesh, and suck his marrow until they have completely digested him."

He asked Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, "Are you a jackal?"

"I'm just a collector." He replied, "So I hate those people who monopolize treasures but have no ability to collect them. When I see them, I have to ask myself, why do you want to own treasures and give them to people who can better preserve them? Can't you?"

"No, of course not." Dazai said with a smile, "It's nothing bad."

"Speaking of which, do you want a book?"

Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said: "It is a valuable collection, even surpassing my ruby." He said, "Even if it is only one page, it can comfort my collection hobby."

"So that's how it is." Dazai said, "Then I wish you good luck, what should I say?"

……

Karamazov confirmed again that he hated Osamu Dazai, hated him from the bottom of his heart.

You said that only meeting twice would give birth to deep emotions, saying that you hate something, is it a big deal, right?But Karamazov himself knew that the first time he met Dazai Osamu, he forged the book, and the second time, he was said to be the true face of the water polo man.

For a moment, the image of Dazai Osamu in his heart was as ferocious as a ghost.

"I was sent to be the coordinator." Osamu Dazai said, "It is more appropriate to say that I was sent, so it would be more appropriate to use self-recommendation."

Kalamazoo remained silent.

"You see, other people, or my contemporaries, are very curious about water polo figures and want to ask Mr. Karamazov how they were born."

Karamazov wanted it a long time ago, no matter what Dazai asked, he would refuse to answer and say "that's absurd", but it's a pity that the man didn't play his cards according to common sense, he didn't even look at the negotiating partner's eyes and said: "If you want me to tell, Do you still need to find someone to verify such a simple question? The way they die is similar to the way spiders devour their prey. If you think about it with your brain, you can guess what the poor water polo man paid. Exchange." He talked eloquently, ignoring the horrified expression of the person opposite, "If they paid more attention to the poor waiters, they would find that they disappeared more, even taking into account the people who lined up and rotated. It is too abnormal for people to change every time, everyone knows that the patrol team needs to adjust, and their walking posture is obviously well-trained."

"Of course, the distinguished guests will definitely not care about the little waiter, saying 'the most important thing is people' and 'all are equal before God', in fact they will never remember that they are useless to themselves " Dazai concluded, "Compared to the missing guests, the staff on the ship are the most missing, and I happened to hear that the overlord clause signed by the poor man before boarding the ship is said to be to sacrifice his own life .”

"Well, if you think about it, this kind of different ability is quite common. I have seen people who exchange their life for equivalent gems before. Yours should be exchanged for life force."

Dazai stood up and bowed exaggeratedly, as if the person sitting across from him with a blue face was a noble princess: "I'm sorry, is there anything else I need to add, Mr. Karamazov."

Karamazov squeezed out a few words: "I don't know what you're talking about."

"Oh, this is troublesome." Dazai said in confusion, "Speaking of which, Mr. Emond died because of this, but your guard cleaned up in a timely manner, and almost no one saw him."

"..."

"Mr. Edmund is a smart man, but he has very bad habits. For high-ranking and powerful people, keeping a diary is a bad habit. Everyone knows that secrets should always remain secrets, right? Osamu Dazai said, "He is different. Perhaps it is because he has a strong desire to talk, and he is full of things to say to others, so he left a thick diary. I was lucky, and I happened to get the diary. That’s why I read a passage.”

"/How much is Raguel worth? I'll have to take a good inventory of the property when I go back to estimate the value of this little bitch. I hope his price is not as expensive as the newly bought plantation manor in the Golden Triangle, even if his tender skin is worth so much Money./" Dazai said regretfully, "I don't know who taught Mr. Emmond's grammar, it's too low-level, a gentleman should not use obscene vocabulary."

Karamazov panicked to death. He scolded loudly in his heart, scolding the people in the technical department as trash, bugs and surveillance cameras everywhere, what's the use of it?Rubbish!

He also scolded the sweeper who handled the corpse, idiot, useless at all, didn't arrive in time, didn't even know the diary was taken away!

Dross, offal, none of them can come in handy.

Now he looked at Osamu Dazai, his eyes filled with killing intent.

"Do you want to kill me?" Dazai asked again.

"What if I say yes?" Karamazov said.

"It's not good." Osamu Dazai said quickly, "There are too many people who want to kill me. You can go around the equator in a circle. If you want to join them, you have to shoot at the end of the team. In fact, if you If it works, I will thank you, I have wanted to die for a long time."

Karamazov did not believe Osamu Dazai's nonsense. It is easiest for people to want to die.

"Okay, don't talk anymore, you see, the truth has been revealed."

"You are talking to yourself," said Karamazov coldly. ?"I hope it will be."

"By the way." Dazai was about to leave, pausing before leaving, "Don't worry about your life being threatened, Karamazov." He said, "You're not ready to die yet."

……

"What did you hear?"

"Hey, I probably know, it's all caused by the transaction."

"what?"

"Some people put their lives on the balance, exchanging their lives for books or other commodities. As you can see, people died and their lives were wasted."

"oops."

"That is to say, if you don't use this as a transaction object..."

"You won't die."

"Ah, so it is."

[Even if it's not true, you can only believe it, who knows what he talked about with Karamazov. ]

[Let’s agree first, there are three days before I will disembark, as long as I live for three days. ]

[Sure enough, no one can get the book at all. If you want me to say, they are all idiots and trash. How can the value of people be so high. ]

"Thank you so much, Dazai-san."

"Where."

What should be done next, it is said to be hell on earth, in fact, it is only the first step.

Osamu Dazai returned to the room, Shuji Tsushima came back once in the middle, changed his clothes, and then went out again, because Osamu Dazai was wandering outside all day, so he didn't meet him, so he called Mori Ogai and learned that Nakahara Nakaya was not there either. , he is different from Osamu Dazai, he is very responsible, and he takes protecting Mori Ogai as his duty.

"Does Dazai-kun know where they went?"

"I can probably guess it." Dazai said, "Don't worry, Mori-senpai, as long as you don't make the low-level mistakes of the water polo people, you can get off the boat safely, both you and Chuya-kun."

"I'm relieved when you say that." Mori Ogai was really relieved.

Next...

He first took out the parchment representing the transaction, signed his name, then opened the door, welcomed Fyodor who had just arrived, and said, "I want to ask you to do a little favor, of course, you are willing to do it." thing."

……

The parchment representing the transaction, and the handwriting written in smooth ink, will fade away forever.

People were fidgeting, apprehensive and terrified. To be honest, no one thought that this would happen, nor did they think of a way to deal with it.

The book belongs to the gods, and he is not owned by humans. The guests present agreed that it cannot be owned by selfish humans. God knows what the other party will do when they get the book.

They were afraid of Karamazov because of this, but the man seemed to want to take the book out rather than keep it for himself.

Now, now...

What will he do with the book?

"Mr. Faulkner?"

"Are you there, Mr. Faulkner?"

Behind the loose pine desk, an elderly American male is lying on his back on a swivel chair, holding a slow-burning cigar between his fingers.

"Miss Conrad? Miss Conrad."

The lady from Germany quietly leans on the bath pool made of marble blocks, the water is flowing, but people fall into a peaceful sleep.

"Thomas Thomas!"

The man in front of the dining table is well-mannered, holding a knife and fork in his left and right hands, and he was chatting and laughing happily with others in the last second. Before the arrival of two minutes, his face turned pale, and a big sweat fell from his forehead. On the table, dinner plates were overturned and tomato sauce stained the napkins covering people's legs.

Dead dead dead dead.

Many people died.

A message fermented among the crowd at an extremely fast speed. They were like frightened partridges, with their heads tucked back, shaking their feathers from time to time.

[Have you heard that the person who got the book is a lunatic. ]

[He wants to kill us. ]

……

Let me ask: Under what circumstances do people kill each other.

"It's hard to say." Osamu Dazai lay on the sofa, "Look at the tradition of changing children to eat during times of famine and famine. The suspenseful Japanese drama that was very popular before was called "It's Your Turn", right? In the apartment Aren't people murdering each other too?"

Shuji Tsushima said: "In other words, to fall into a collective madness, when everyone in the general environment feels that their lives are threatened, they will start killing each other in order to defend their own lives, right?"

"Very incisive explanation." Dazai said, "People don't feel pleasure in taking other people's lives, right, and as long as they have basic morals, they don't think indiscriminate killing is a good thing, so, only on the battlefield, and There is no morality, no law, and a specific place where everyone is at risk will become a slaughterhouse."

"Ah, so that's how it is." Shuji Tsushima nodded like an adult, "Hell on earth."

"Well, yes."

"What does Mr. Xiuzhi think of it, cannibalism, hell on earth or something."

"..." What answer do you want to hear?Even I wouldn't like it. Cannibalism and battlefields are meaningless at all.

"I really hate this kind of scene." Dazai said, "As a human being, it's best not to cause trouble to others when you're alive, even if you die—I heard that all traces of life will be destroyed before modern people commit suicide, for example The comic books and model airplanes that I once bought were sold together, exchanged for money, and then sent to family members who are still alive.”

"This way of dying is more well received."

"..."

"If I die one day, I will hope that I will not be remembered." He fell into delusion, "No one laughs at my death, no one cries for my death, the difference between being alive and dead is not big."

"That would be great."

Shuji Tsushima felt a chill rise from the bottom of his heart.

[You said, how empty a person’s life is, how much he can’t find the meaning of existence, how much he hates the fact that he is alive, so that he can say the same thing as him. ]

／When I live, I will only become a bondage, a burden, and bring you misfortune. /

/I hope my death is more meaningful than my life. /

[Shuji-kun is a very poor child. ]

[His greatest pity is that I may be the guardian. ]