Rubik's Cube Seven Days Dream

"...where did you find it?"

Xu Minglang pointed to the steel bar on the table: "It's placed here in a big way."

The three of them spread out the diary and read it quickly.

The first few pages are full of complaints about staying in school during the holidays. Although there are no cultural classes, but to prepare for the year-end cultural performance, Wu Changde, as the class monitor, is responsible for arranging time and organizing personnel every day, which is more tiring than being on stage by himself.Then on New Year's Eve, after eating dumplings and writing about snow scenes, Miao Fang lost his patience and turned directly to the day he entered school, that is, February 2th.

"Day 178. A newcomer has arrived, and the single room life is over."

"Day 179. I confirmed with the old class, and the newcomer was arranged to sleep with me, but he didn't show up today, probably in the 'baptism of the newcomer'... I didn't expect that I have become so calm now. Is it the magic of time?"

"Day 180. There is a naked walking corpse lying on my neighbor's bed. I saw my original self in him. I wanted to enlighten him, but forget it. It is best to keep a distance to avoid trouble."

"Day 181. It's really depressing to live in the same space with a depressive person, although life here is bad enough, but the way he yells with his pillow on his face in the middle of the night, it's like letting me go through it all over again Hell. Fucking an X."

"Day 182. My new roommate is named Miao Fang. I asked him how he was sent in, and he scolded him. He was a fool, but that's good too. Let's draw a clear line early so as not to be like the previous person. "

"Day 183. Putting on a dead face early in the morning made me wonder if life is really as bad as he made it out to be, or if I'm really used to it. After all, it's cool to be a monitor. Be a dog in front of you, and then be a master in front of your classmates, isn’t that the virtue of the chief eunuchs in ancient times?”

"Day 184. It may be caused by Miao Fang. Recently, I keep thinking about the past. If I have to say what I have learned in this hell, it is that I understand a truth: people's adaptability is so strong that you can't imagine .In order to fit the environment, people can distort themselves into any shape, as long as they can accommodate themselves, and it is difficult to breathe without being squeezed by the wall. I just feel a little sorry for Wang Mengran, and I don’t know what happened to her and Quyi after they went out. After all, the world outside the wall is also full of difficulties, and it is doomed everywhere."

Judging from the writing in the diary, Wu Changde's mental state has improved a lot. He no longer plans to escape, and even became the squad leader.

"...wait a moment." Seeing this, Xu Minglang pressed Miao Fang's hand to turn the page, "What does the phrase 'in order not to be like that person before' mean?"

"Maybe it refers to his former roommate." Miao Fang pointed to Xu Minglang's trouser pocket, which contained the rest of the diary fragments, "Didn't I mention it before, Wu Changde and his former roommate have a bad relationship."

"How much do you know about his former roommate?" Xu Minglang asked.

"I've never asked about this..." Miao Fang paused, "Wait a minute, I seem to have heard it mentioned, but the credibility is not certain..."

"Just talk." Xu Minglang interrupted.

Miao Fang said "oh" awkwardly: "I have seen someone come to make trouble before, and I only know that it is the parents who come to seek justice, but I didn't know who the parents were at the time. Later, some students said that it should be Wu Changde's." The former roommate had some mental problems, and his family found out when they visited, and they forcibly took the child away, and threatened to sue the academy."

"and after?"

Miao Fang snorted coldly: "If we really sue, can we still escape?"

Xu Minglang didn't answer the question, he just wanted to quickly understand the information hidden in the diary, he could feel that it was the few people outlined in these few words, what had happened, and this incident was causing Wu Changde's death.

Miao Fang is not a person who is very good at hiding his emotions, Xu Minglang only glanced at him, and he was sure that the other party was not lying.He really doesn't know Wu Changde's former roommate.

Xu Minglang put his attention on the two little girls Wang Mengran and Quyi.In fact, he once had a guess, that is, these two people failed to escape, but died, but according to the contents of the diary, Wu Changde still misses the two, which proves that the two should have successfully escaped...

But this doesn't make sense, a boy like Wu Changde, how could he not run as fast as the two girls when it was a matter of life and death?And how did he escape unscathed and even get the position of squad leader in the end?

The answer will continue to be found in the diary.

Miao Fang turned to the next page and felt his blood welling up. Even though he knew that everything he was doing was for survival, he was still ashamed to reveal his past in front of others, especially in front of Ye Jiawen.

Ye Jiawen felt Miao Fang's gaze, but pretended to be okay with understanding, and even frowned deliberately in order to show that she was not distracted, reading the diary as if she was studying a difficult word problem.

"Day 185. Under my witty enlightenment, Miao Fang seems to have cheered up a bit, which is a kind of improvement to my quality of life, but after this guy regained his sanity, his mouth became bad. Maybe this is his nature. ...He said my shoes are ugly, I said he has no partner in this life, no one is afraid of anyone."

When Miao Fang saw this, he choked up and laughed out loud. He almost forgot that he had said such a thing, but it was indeed his style.Seeing this, the scenes of joy in the past are reappearing in the turning pages of the book...

After he ate the apple given by Wu Changde, their relationship has undergone subtle changes.Miao Fang began to accept his situation, ate on time every day, did not cause trouble, and gradually got used to daily life and exercise like military management.

Miao Fang's looseness has been reduced, but at the same time he is also "reducing" his former self. He is learning to be smarter like Wu Changde. , the students who were beaten, tall men in camouflage uniforms, holding a steel bar in their hands, regardless of gender, took off the person's pants in front of everyone, and beat the naked buttocks with the steel bar. It's no different than killing a donkey.

Miao Fang fantasized more than once that he snatched the steel bars from those people, and then beat them on the temples until their brains burst.

But the reality is that he can only listen to the cries of his classmates and feel his soul gradually become paralyzed. The urinal in the dark room and his own cries when begging for mercy flashed in his mind.

He is scared, he is tamed.

On the other hand, Wu Changde's eyes were very calm, and he couldn't see any patience or struggle. He couldn't help but think about how Wu Changde endured all this at that time.

It was only later that he learned that Wu Changde was the class monitor. In addition to supervising the students on behalf of the instructor, he also had a special duty: to guide newcomers.

At that time, it was nearly a month since he entered school. For a while, Wu Changde always left class early. He knew that Wu Changde could not do this, otherwise he would be beaten to death.And Wu Changde's time to go back to bed also became irregular, sometimes he would come back late, and sometimes Miao Fang just went back to bed after class and saw Wu Changde falling asleep lying on the bed.

They never talked about this matter until one day during class, there were screams in the corridor, followed by an instructor rushing to their classroom, and called the instructor who was supervising the school away, saying it was "disturbance." up".

When the instructor heard this, his expression changed, and before he left, he said, "All study by yourself, let me see who dares to go out!"

So there was no disturbance in the classroom, and everyone was like a machine, using a brush to copy scriptures on the yellowed straw.

After lunch, when Miao Fang returned to the dormitory for a lunch break, he passed by the water room and saw Wu Changde washing clothes in front of the sink, so he went up to say hello, but saw Wu Changde's swollen left face, half of his eyes could not be opened Now, he pulled the other party to the infirmary, but saw red and yellow sewage lying in the sink.

Wu Changde's school uniform was covered in blood, and he was expressionless, scrubbing like clockwork.

Back in the dormitory, Miao Fang asked: "Does what happened just now have anything to do with you? What have you been up to lately?"

With his back turned to him, Wu Changde hung the washed school uniform on the clothesline.Miao Fang knew that Wu Changde was not that stupid, it was impossible for him to cause trouble on purpose, so he asked again: "What's the matter with the blood?"

Wu Changde sat back on the bed slowly, closed his eyes and fell asleep: "It's nothing, just a few freshmen came in recently, one of them was very strong, and the other didn't pay attention. He poked his neck with the tip of a pencil, and I was beaten."

Miao stood there for a long time before asking, "So what you care about is that you were beaten?"

Wu Changde turned his back on his back.

Miao Fang only felt resentment and resentment. He thought that Wu Changde was just powerless to all this, but he didn't expect that Wu Changde had already become a ghost.He suddenly thought of the words Wu Changde said when he comforted him, and the original emotion instantly turned into the anger of being deceived, and he said without hesitation: "So what you said to me at that time was also to stabilize me, So that I don't want to commit suicide, and save you some trouble?"

"Do whatever you want."

This sentence completely annoyed Miao Fang, and in an instant he attributed all his compromise and weakness these days to Wu Changde's acting as a minion.He lost his mind and kicked Wu Changde on the back, but he didn't get any response. Instead, he tore Wu Changde's clothes, stepped on Wu Changde's waist, grabbed Wu Changde's hair, and forced him to Look at each other.

Then he saw Wu Changde's crying face, the one with tears streaming down his face, but he just didn't make a sound.This was different from what Miao Fang expected. He put down Wu Changde's collar and heard the other party say, "Are you satisfied?"

Miao Fang is not satisfied.

Because there is another person in this academy who, like him, is powerless to reality, but has to force himself to compromise.It was also at that time that Miao Fang understood that for a long time, Wu Changde suffered the same as him, but his acting skills were more mature than him.

He heard another sound of hitting the bed from the opposite side.

It was a young man's powerless resistance to reality.

After this incident, Miao Fang began to observe Wu Changde intentionally or unintentionally, and then discovered many details that he hadn't noticed before.For example, Wu Changde works very neatly; he always confiscates the cigarettes of the boys who smoke in the toilet, not because he wants to show his prestige or enrich himself, but because he is caught by the instructor and they are finished; or he will occasionally hide it. Reported some students who failed to perform exercises and saved them from a corporal punishment, but those students only thought that Wu Changde had misjudged them.

Miao Fang understood that Wu Changde was using his own method to help other students, but he never thought that he was so courageous that he dared to steal things from the school.