The broken male god is reborn [Entertainment]

Long Yu was already familiar with these tumor markers.Every time Gu Mingxi rechecks, there will always be a certain item on the blood test list that is too high, but that doesn't mean anything wrong, and it may be a false positive.But now, these five markers related to gastrointestinal tumors are all on the high side, and they are ridiculously high, so he has to think in the worst direction.

But he was still lucky.Impossible, Gu Mingxi hasn't been sick these days, hasn't been to the hospital, and has no physical problems, how could it relapse or transfer?And he reviewed it so frequently, there must be no problem.

Perhaps it was really just a coincidence that there were so many false positives at the same time.

But no matter what, he couldn't feel at ease in his heart. He kept holding his heart, holding the hand of his beauty, and sat until dawn.

When Gu Mingxi woke up, the first thing she saw was Long Yu's red eyes: "You woke up so early?"

Long Yu reached out and touched his lower left abdomen: "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore, it's over." He stood up and saw that he was still wearing leather shoes, "Why didn't you sleep?"

"I couldn't sleep. I thought it would be dawn anyway, so I didn't sleep. Does it really hurt?"

"Well, it doesn't hurt anymore, but I'm a little hungry."

"You can't eat now, and you will have a bunch of tests to do in a while, and then you have to use laxatives to cleanse your colon, and you are going to have a colonoscopy tomorrow morning."

Gu Mingxi frowned slightly, with a hint of coquettishness in her tone: "Are you going to be checked again? It hasn't been long. I'm really fine now, why don't we go back first and come back for a review after I finish filming this movie OK?"

"No, actually, even if you didn't have a stomachache last night, it's time for you to check again."

"Okay, then our production crew has to take another two days off. Ah, by the way, our gifts are still in the room in the hot spring center..."

"It's okay, I haven't checked out yet, no one can enter that room without my permission."

"That's good, otherwise it would be embarrassing for others to see those sexy *nei* pants..."

On this day, Long Yu took Gu Mingxi back and forth in various examination rooms, and every time the examination results came out, his fear and uneasiness would only be magnified.

For example, the result sheet with occult blood in the stool in my hand clearly stated positive, combined with the other report sheets where I knew there was a problem at a glance, the fear and anxiety seemed to be digging into the bone seam desperately, and kept going. It went deep into the bone marrow and made him feel cold all over.

He didn't even know how he survived it. He had to force a smile on Gu Mingxi, and he also found various reasons to lie and evade when he asked for the results of various inspections.

After another day, it was finally time for a colonoscopy, but Gu Mingxi came out soon after he went in.

"Why so fast? Haven't you done it yet?"

"Say I haven't cleansed the colon enough, let me do a barium enema first."

When he was doing the next examination, Long Yu went to the doctor to ask about the situation. Only then did he realize that it was not because of incomplete bowel cleansing, but because the colonoscopy just passed through the rectum and sigmoid colon, and when it reached the descending colon, it passed due to the obstruction of the tumor. Not over.Other than confirming that there was a huge tumor in the descending colon, further investigations could not be done at all.

His head was dizzy, his heart was flustered, his breathing was short of breath, and his mind was completely muddled, but he still took Gu Mingxi around to various examination rooms, and smiled at him gently and dotingly as if nothing had happened...

When all the inspection results were finally presented in front of him, Long Yu trembled, but he didn't dare to reach out to pick them up and look through them one by one.

Even Pei Zhanzhan was silently crying, and finally Director Bai spoke up: "He actually...has a rather large tumor in the descending colon, which is what we speculated before, the recurrence of colon cancer is already locally advanced. But he does not have other distant metastases, let alone spread throughout the body, but the tumor is located in a very bad location, surrounded by blood vessels, so it is definitely impossible to perform surgery now, and the risk is too high. The most reasonable solution should be chemotherapy first After two courses of treatment, the surgical plan can only be considered after the tumor has become smaller, separated from the blood vessels, and the success rate of the operation has increased..."

Long Yu suddenly smashed the table with his fist, several times in a row.

The knife that had been hanging above his head for two or three days finally fell completely, cutting his head bloody and bloody.

No, it was a knife that had been hanging above my head for two or three years.

Gu Mingxi used to dare not accept this relationship and let the two be together because she was worried about relapse.

And he has been worried about his relapse, so he has been cautious everywhere.

But why... it still relapsed...

It's not yet the day when he relapsed in the last life, so why did he take care of him so carefully, yet he relapsed faster and earlier... Why is the tumor growing in such an out-of-place place?

He looked at Director Bai with a hoarse voice: "I can't figure it out. You said that after the radical operation, you will have a review every three months, and after two reviews, you can have a review every six months. Just in case, we review so frequently , If you ask for three months, we will do it once a month and a half. If you ask for half a year, we will do it once every three months. This time, it has only been three months, because he was delayed for a few days in Berlin, and I originally planned to wait He had a re-examination when he came back from Berlin, but what was the result? There was nothing wrong with the last inspection. Just after three months, the tumor has grown so big. If it is true that the re-examination is done every six months as you said, wouldn’t it be... ..."

"That's really an individual difference, maybe he is really a special case. Not only does the tumor grow very fast, but it is so unfortunate that it is connected to a blood vessel..."

"Then what should we do now?" Long Yu roared with bloodshot eyes, but his voice trembled visibly at the end.

"You can choose from three options. One is what I just said, chemotherapy first. The second is to have surgery directly, but the success rate of surgery is less than 30% now, and it is very likely that you will not be able to get off the operating table. Three, some patients directly give up Western medicine treatment, switch to Chinese medicine treatment, or even give up treatment..."

"The third one means waiting to die, right?"

"Not exactly. There are also a few cases in clinical practice. After being sentenced to death by the hospital, I gave up treatment, relaxed my mind, and traveled around the mountains and rivers. After a period of time, the tumor miraculously disappeared. But such cases are extremely rare after all. Few. In fact, my suggestion is still the first one, because his condition is locally advanced cancer and has not spread everywhere. As long as the tumor is not connected to blood vessels, it can be surgically removed..."

"But what if the chemotherapy doesn't work? What if the tumor grows bigger after one month of chemotherapy?"

"That's what we're worried about. So ultimately it's up to you to make up your own mind."

In the final analysis, Gu Mingxi had to make his own decision on this matter.

But how do you open this mouth to him?

Can he withstand this blow?

Back in the ward, I saw Gu Mingxi sitting on the bed, writing and drawing with a script in his hand.

Long Yu leaned over and took a look: "What are you writing?"

"Make a note."

Long Yu glanced again: "Isn't this the scene where Min Si beat Zhong Yumo? You guys finished filming, why do you need to make notes?"

"I suddenly felt that it would be better to change it to this way, so I planned to reshoot this scene."

"What do you mean? Let her hit you again? I can't bear it. If you want to change it, it's almost as good as changing that slap."

"Yeah, we need to do the filming again, of course we have to do it again, Min Si just gave Zhong Yumo a slap in the face, it's already extra merciful, I can't help it. By the way, where did you go just now? Why did it take so long?" Gu Mingxi said together Go to the script, look up and ask him.

"I... went out to answer a few calls, business, they made endless calls."

"My test results should all come out, right? Do you want to ask Dr. Pei?"

"Okay, I'll go in a while. Are you feeling well now?"

Seeing that he didn't intend to get up and look for Pei Zhanzhan, Gu Mingxi reached out and hooked his neck, and sat down on him: "You already know my result, right? The result...not so good...right?"

Long Yu was thinking about how to organize his words, and Gu Mingxi continued to say: "I know the results of this examination will not be very good. Every time I have an examination before, most of the results can be obtained on the spot, and the doctor will explain it to me. Every time When doing a colonoscopy, the examiner will describe the situation to the doctor who made the record, and will tell me where the colonoscopy has gone. But this time they kept silent throughout the whole process. There are so many examinations, and I haven’t seen a single result However, this is very abnormal. Besides, although you have been trying to keep talking to me normally, I can see that something is obviously wrong with you... Long Yu, no matter how bad the result is, can you not hide it from me? Don't worry , I have already made the worst plan and psychological preparation, I can hold on. Besides, with you here, the sky will not collapse. "

Long Yu almost burst into tears.With me, your sky will not fall, but if you are not here, my sky will fall.

He held Gu Mingxi into his arms, and relayed to him the words of Director Bai and Pei Zhanzhan in a difficult but succinct manner.

After Gu Mingxi listened, she nestled on his chest and remained silent for a long time.Long Yu stretched out his hands to lift his body, just when two tears fell on his hands.

He looked at him worriedly and nervously, but he quickly raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and said with a smile, "Sure enough, you still didn't hide?"

"Mingxi, we still have hope..."

"I know." He took a deep breath and smiled again, "I know, and I won't just accept my fate like this. So I agree with Director Bai and their plan, chemotherapy first. Are Director Bai and Dr. Pei still in the office? I want to find them."

Several people sat together and discussed the treatment plan carefully.

Gu Mingxi asked: "Can you change to a drug with less adverse reactions? That chemotherapy drug was really uncomfortable that year. And I want to return to the crew after infusion of chemotherapy drugs. If the adverse reactions of the drug take too long, our whole The crew will have to be delayed..."

"Who allowed you to go back to filming after chemotherapy? Can you ignore filming now?" Long Yu was anxious.

"Then there are still two weeks before the next course of treatment after infusion of chemotherapy drugs. What should I do? I can't stay in the hospital or do nothing at home, can I? That will really feel like waiting to die..."

Long Yu immediately shut up, and looked at Director Bai as if asking for advice.

Director Bai said: "If you don't have too much discomfort after chemotherapy, you can work. A moderate amount of work is also good for your body, just don't overwork. As for the chemotherapy drugs, we are not sure which drugs you are right now. The reaction will be smaller, so I can only give you the best medicine first."

"Okay. And... When I'm discharged from the hospital after chemotherapy, can you give me some more painkillers? Oh, it's better to be an injection."

"At that time, I will definitely prescribe medicine for you. Whether it is oral medicine or injection, let's see the situation..."

After the chat, Pei Zhanzhan wanted to send Gu Mingxi back to the ward. The two of them walked in front and talked, and Long Yu pulled Director Bai from behind and asked in a low voice: "He has already developed symptoms of stomach pain. It's fine, but will it happen more and more frequently and more seriously?"

"Yes, it is locally advanced after all. If the chemotherapy effect is good, the painkillers of the third step may not be needed, but the tumor in his body grows very fast. I am worried that the speed of chemotherapy drugs to kill cancer cells cannot keep up with the growth speed of the tumor. , then he may soon need painkillers for severe pain."

"Then... in this case, he still works?"

"But proper work can divert his attention, and it is also good for his mentality. You also know how important mentality is for cancer patients."

"Director Bai, I also want to ask you for a favor."

"Well, you said."

"You are also worried that the effect of chemotherapy will not keep up with the growth rate of the tumor, and I am also afraid. So I still want to make two-handed preparations and find out if there is any relevant expert who can perform surgery on him now. I know that you have already done surgery in China. It is the best. If you say you can’t do it, then no one in China can do it. Is it possible that there are experts in foreign countries who are good at doing this kind of surgery? I will also check the relevant information myself, and I will also Find someone to inquire, but we certainly do not have your expertise, so I would like to trouble you..."

"I know what you want to say, don't worry, we will also check relevant papers and consult relevant experts to see how many such successful examples there are in foreign countries, and see if any expert has a relatively high degree of confidence in this regard."

"Thank you."

Gu Mingxi started her first chemotherapy that day.

There didn't seem to be much reaction this time, and I was discharged from the hospital the next morning.

Luo Ruichen and Zhong Rui came to pick her up when she was discharged from the hospital.

When Zhong Rui arrived at the hospital, her eyes were swollen and red. Gu Mingxi knew that the girl's eyes were swollen from crying at home because she had just heard about her.

He actually didn't want to tell her, for fear that the little girl would be particularly sad.But he didn't want Long Yu to be with him 24 hours a day and delay work, so he called her anyway.

But he also ordered these people not to let other people know, especially not to let the crew of "Classmates No More Meeting" know. Therefore, even Long Rui and Jiang Haochen didn't know anything about it. Berlin had to adjust for a few days when he came back, so he wisely didn't bother him.

Gu Mingxi rested at home for a day, and apart from a little nausea, she didn't have any other obvious discomfort, so she talked softly with Long Yu, and returned to the set the next day.

Because he planned to reshoot the scene where Min Sinu slapped Zhong Yumo as soon as he got back, he refused to let Long Yu follow him, but how could Long Yu be relieved?In the end, the two each made a concession. He sent Gu Mingxi to the set early in the morning, waited outside for Gu Mingxi to finish filming the beating scene, and then went in immediately, bringing the work to the set as well.

Long Yu has already decided that he will go to the company except for the weekly high-level meeting, and he will be with Gu Mingxi for the rest of the time.

When he went, Gu Mingxi was talking about the scene to Jiang Haochen, and Zhong Xinjie was watching the scene just shot behind the monitor.As soon as I saw him, I asked him with a smile: "Mr. Long is here? Would you like to watch the scene just now?"

Both she and the assistant director got up to give way to Long Yu, and the assistant director was full of praise for the scene: "It's a pity you didn't see it live. The performances by talented actors are wonderful, and we enjoyed watching it. That's it." From now on, I can no longer look directly at the word 'knowing smile'."

Zhong Xinjie laughed loudly: "Just for this 'knowing smile', it's worth it for me to come back specially." Her drama had already been completed long ago, and she had already left the group long before Gu Mingxi went to Berlin, this time I made a special trip back to reshoot this scene.

This aroused Long Yu's curiosity, and he watched the scene seriously.

In the play, Min Sihong asked Zhong Yumo with eyes: "Since you like men, why did you come to provoke me back then?"

Zhong Yumo looked dazed, as if he had no memory of the fact that he provoked her back then.

Min Si's eyes made Zhong Yumo turn his head unconsciously, not daring to look at her again.

Min Si continued: "At that time, my fellow villagers and I often met you and Miao Yu, and every time you smiled at me so ambiguously, if you didn't have any thoughts about me, why did you smile at me like that every time?"

Zhong Yumo opened his mouth, but did not say a word. After staring at his toes for a long while, he opened his mouth with a guilty conscience: "At that time, your fellow villager often took you by bike, and you sat behind her with a fluttering long skirt. , with fluttering long hair, which is in stark contrast to your fellow tomboy who always wears cropped hair. Once she took you with you, and you sat in the back holding a cup of milk tea. You took a sip, and she turned her head to drink in front of you. Take a sip, then you drink again, then pass it to her... Later, when the car was locked, she just looked up and saw Miao Yu and me, and smiled at us. Miao Yu said that you two must be the same, and felt that we were also the same as you The same type of people, that's why we smile at each other every time we meet..."

Min Si raised his hand and gave Zhong Yumo a slap in the face, tears streaming down his face, but he laughed out loud: "It's a good smile, you will be wrong, and you will be wrong for so many years, so don't continue to be wrong It's..."

Zhong Yumo didn't dare to look up at her from the beginning to the end.

……

When Long Yu looked up from behind the monitor, he saw Gu Mingxi walking this way. He quickly walked over and took him into his arms. Seeing that the finger prints and palm prints were still clearly visible on his fair face, he couldn't help but feel distressed. He touched his face, and when he thought of the huge tumor in his stomach, his eyes immediately turned red.

"Don't be like this." Gu Mingxi whispered in his ear, "I got slapped and you reacted like this. Who would dare to hit me next time when I was filming?"

It was Jiang Haochen's birthday today. As the director, Gu Mingxi ordered a big cake for him. The whole crew celebrated his birthday. No dinners out.

Gu Mingxi still asked Jiang Haochen to end the day's filming early, hoping that he and Long Rui would spend a good night together.

But the two of them went to the KTV to howl and made several phone calls to make Gu Mingxi howl after work.

When Long Yu and Gu Mingxi rushed to the KTV, they heard Long Rui singing as if reciting scriptures before entering their box:

"Fuck it/Poetry and the distance/What else is broken/My greatest ideal/Is to spend the rest of my life with you/Chai rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea/I will buy you a bouquet of flowers when I get home from get off work/Chai rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea/We laugh in bed Ha ha……"

Immediately afterwards came Jiang Haochen's laughter, and then Long Rui's voice: "This is specially sung for you, come on, let's laugh on the sofa..."

As soon as he opened the door, he saw the two people laughing and laughing on the sofa, Long Yu frowned and asked, "What song are you singing, why does it sound so sad?"

Long Rui quickly stood up and replied, "The name of the song is "I'm Almost a Useless Person"."

"You are almost a useless person? Feeling it?"

Long Rui was a little nervous and didn't know how to answer.

Although he is not as capable as Long Yu, he managed the book company that his father handed over to him in an orderly manner, and he is quite famous in the industry.It's just that the entire traditional publishing industry is currently in a downturn, causing his company's total profits to account for too little of the total profits of the Long family's industries.He was always afraid that his parents and elder brother would look down on him because of this.

Seeing that he was silent, Long Yu snorted softly: "Don't tell me this is a song you wrote yourself?"

"No, no. It was written by a singer named He Dahe. It's just that I couldn't find this song in this KTV, so I sang it myself." He searched out the song on his phone and showed it to Long Yu.

Gu Mingxi also came over to take a look. What they just heard was the second half, and the first part was: "As he said/I'm almost useless/I don't have any lofty ideals/I don't want to go anywhere/I don't know/In the future I will What to do/maybe end up like most people/become a mediocre citizen/basic rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea/I will buy you a bouquet of flowers when I get home from work/basic rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea/we laugh in bed haha.”

Looking at the lyrics, Long Yu felt panicked.He doesn't lack anything now, and he doesn't have any lofty ideals. His biggest ideal now is to be with Gu Ming Xilang for the rest of his life, buy him a bouquet of flowers every day when he comes home from get off work, and then laugh on the bed.

But can such an ideal be realized?How long can he hang out with him?He is still clasping his fingers tightly, but how long can he clasp like this?