[Comprehensive] Illumi teaches you how to skin

The eldest son, black hair, what a pity.

These are the three words Illumi has heard the most since she was a child.

Illumi Striker, the first child of Sheba and Kiki.Beat the first son of this generation of the enemy family.

In fact, Illumi didn't know what prompted her mother to have five children in a row.Is it the mother who wants to have a daughter, or does the family need a silver hair?

Is silver hair that important?

This is his doubt since he was a child.

The eldest son, as the No.1 of this generation, some new education and training programs have been practiced on him.

Illumi sometimes feels that she is really lucky to survive.Because he was forcibly read at birth and almost died in his infancy. This was an experiment, and he survived as a test subject, otherwise he would probably disappear directly in the family tree of Dadike like Alluka.

Maybe not as good as him, because at least he still has Qi Ya's memory.Illumi knew it was jealousy.

It's strange to beat the enemy's family. They never talk about feelings, but about fetters.As long as your surname is Dadike and you belong to the Dadi Hakka family, that's enough.All protections and defenses are based on having a beating enemy behind your name.

Shiba and Geno hoped that Illumi could abide by the rules and not have extra emotions, just remember the family in his heart, and then be an excellent killer.

The simplest measure is to put an end to all desires and instincts.

Illumi remembers things very early. He remembers sitting on a table surrounded by colorful and beautiful things, but every time he reached out to grab them, he would be hit on the back of his hand with a ruler.

Once, twice, three times, four times...

Illumi is very stubborn, she wants to get what she can't get.Even the back of his hand was swollen from the beating.

Zi Ponian told Yilumi not to grab those things anymore, otherwise he would be beaten all the time.Illumi looked at her, he couldn't speak at that time, Illumi couldn't remember the mood at that time.

But the result was that no matter how many times Zipo Nian said it, Illumi was still catching what he was interested in.Until the colorful toys were smashed to pieces.

Illumi finally stopped trying to grab the things around him, because he knew that he would not get what he wanted.

Zipo Nian doesn't like herself, Yilumi has always been very clear.But why?Until Illumi heard a conversation between her and her granddaughter one day, Illumi came to a conclusion.

Maybe she thought she was too cruel?You have to smash what you can't get before you finish it. The way you did it in childhood seems to reflect your own nature?

If this is the case, Illumi feels that she is really unreasonable, and she deliberately let herself hear such words, who is the bad guy?

She likes Qi Ya who has a more ordinary personality, as do the servants and housekeepers in the family.But becoming the current self is not what Illumi wants, and ordinary people are not suitable to live in beating the enemy Hakka.

After killing someone, do you still have to sympathize with the person who died under him?That's impractical and stupid.

Illumi felt that he was just following the route prescribed by his elders, why should he be blamed for all the results?

It's not fair.

Brunette?

Illumi never felt that he was worse than Kirya.He is a killer conscientiously and abides by the rules.

And what about Qi Ya?The first time I performed the mission, only half a heart was caught.But Ki-chul was still very happy, and she kissed her silver-haired son.Shiba also praised the impatient young son.

But you must know that the first mission of your eldest son took out the whole heart of the prey.

Why do you not praise Illumi?Yeah don't kiss him on the cheek?

Hisoka once said to Illumi: "Little Yi, do you lack love~"

Illumi thought about it very seriously, "Yes."

Hisoka thought it was another Illumi joke, but he was telling the truth.Illumi lacks love, as long as it is "love", he is willing to accept it, but no one gives it to him.

There was only possessiveness in Adalana's eyes, Shiba couldn't see it.

He thought that fanaticism was love, and when he said that to Illumi, it seemed to show a father's concern for his son.

Illumi doesn't want this hypocritical "concern", it's too fake, and it's too late.

Is silver hair really that important?

Sometimes when Illumi looks in the mirror, he thinks, if he is silver-haired, will there be Miji, Kiya, Alluka, and Kurt in the future?

After Qiya was born, he had a medical examination, and reported that Illumi hadn't seen it.

But his father said: "Illumi, Qi Ya is the next head of the family, you should help him well and be a good big brother."

Birth is destiny?

So what about being silver-haired?What about after becoming the head of the house?Isn't it still the task of taking on the task day after day, killing one person after another.

On the night when Chi Ya was born, Illumi said to himself in the mirror, "It's good not to be the head of the house, it's good not to be the head of the house..." Repeated over and over again.

Illumi told himself that there are some things he should not think about.Not one day, then never.

But when he got the fact that "he will replace Qi Ya as the head of the family" from his father.He just said "um", and told his father that he knew, and then he left Kukulu Mountain.

Illumi randomly found a forest and destroyed it completely.

It was anger, the anger that instantly drowned him like waves rolling over.

When you want it, tell him it's not something he can think of, and then give it to him after you give up.What's the point?

It doesn't make sense, you just have to accept it.Illumi smiled as he lay in the ruins of the forest, as if he had seen Aluka's power, and smiled.

There is nothing in this world except power.

Some may say that wisdom...

This reminds Illumi of a knight who only met once.In a sense, the spider's brain is even more valuable than Kurolo.A very intelligent person, but so what?

In the face of absolute power, even if one is wise enough to have foreseen one's own death, death is death, and one will not live again after dying.

Illumi stared at his hand for a long time, but it was still too weak.

Adalana said something that made Illumi very happy. She said: "What's so good about silver hair? It's like premature aging."

This sentence made Illumi want to marry her home for a moment, but she then said: "How can Qi Ya compare to you?"

Illumi is not happy, Qi Ya has surpassed him since he was born, whether it is talent or future.

If her argument that "Kiya can't compare to Illumi" is correct, then is the meaning of Illumi's existence just to compare with Qiya?

There is no gray in Illumi's world view, it is black and white.There are only wrong and right, there is no middle option.Only clear logic can save him from thinking about complicated things, and he can give answers quickly.

So, Illumi hates Adalana.

Sensible children have no candy to eat, and sometimes Illumi even envies the joke.Because his father sometimes told him to let him go out to exercise.

And Illumi only needs to be perfect, because he doesn't allow mistakes.He is the elder brother, the role model for the younger brothers...

Recalling my childhood, there is nothing worthy of my own nostalgia.

There is only one sentence after another, "It's a pity."

"It's a pity, Illumi, if only you had silver hair." Grandpa said so.

"No matter how well you do it, you won't become the head of the family. It's a pity for the young master." The servant said.

So she successfully got on the assassination list of the beating enemy family, and Illumi controlled a passerby to place an order.

"Illumi, you grow up too fast, it's a pity that you don't have these beautiful clothes." The mother said this, which is the reason why she no longer needs to be a clothes rack for her.

But Illumi knew that it was because Kiya was born and she had a better toy.

……

When he died at the hands of the Legion of the Dark Continent, Illumi felt so happy, free, or...

Finally, I don't have to listen to that sentence anymore.

"It's a shame, Illumi, you're a brunette."

Then I hope that after his death, Qi Ya can obediently inherit the family.

Then he might hear others talking about him like this, "It's a pity, Qiya, you are not as good as your big brother."

I'm a little happy.

But it seems that I forgot to tell Hisoka, let him record this kind of plot, and then burn it to me...

……

Illumi opened her eyes, did she really have a nightmare?But... Illumi touched the corner of his mouth, but it turned up, and he smiled.

"What happy thing did you dream about? You're laughing." Illumi's forehead felt warm, and Ibaraki Doji kissed him.

The breath is full of Ibaraki Doji's breath, scorching hot and spreading infinitely, as if it has become a tarsus poison that is difficult to shake off.

"You haven't smiled at me for a long time, so what did you dream about?" Ibaraki Doji's tone was a bit coquettish as he pressed his furry head on Ilumi's chest.

An all-powerful monster is acting like a baby, perhaps only Illumi has seen this scene.

"You're too heavy." Illumi tried to push him away, but Ibaraki-douji was holding her tightly.

"I won't let you go unless you tell me." Ibaraki Doji seemed to be asleep, with a smile on his pretty face, like a big white-haired dog who only pleases others and asks for bones.

Illumi thought for a while, "I dreamed that you were killed by Yamata no Orochi, I am very happy."

Ibaraki Doji was taken aback for a moment, "Really?" He was still a little serious.

"Your brain is not working well recently, so I won't tell you." The mind has degenerated to the level of a child, and it is useless to talk about it.

Ibaraki Doji's golden eyes were full of confusion, "If I was killed by Yamata no Orochi, would you be happy?"

"Sleep." Illumi didn't want to reason with the child.

But Ibaraki Doji didn't let Ilumi sleep, and rubbed his furry head against Ilumi's neck involuntarily, "Say it, don't just answer me."

"No, go to sleep." Illumi was itchy and pushed Ibaraki Doji.

Ibaraki Doji blinked, "Then what did you dream about? So happy?"

Illumi stared at Ibaraki Doji for a while, then kissed him on the cheek expressionlessly, "Are you ready? Sleep."

"Hey? Not enough! More." Ibaraki Doji replied with a smile.

So are all kids so greedy?

Illumi stared at the cat's eyes, then kissed the other side of his cheek, "Can I sleep?"

Ibaraki Doji shook his head, "Not yet."

Illumi really didn't want to coax the child, even if the "child" was Ibaraki Doji, he decided to send him to sleep with Shuten Doji tomorrow.

He thought so, but Ibaraki Doji kissed him on the forehead, and then said happily: "Now I can sleep."

Then Ibaraki Doji arched into Illumi's narrow embrace, hugged Ilumi's slender waist, and purred contentedly, like a cat.

Yilumi touched the center of his brows, as if the remaining warmth was still there.

Shuten Doji probably couldn't take care of the child well.

So it's better for Ibaraki to sleep with himself... right?