black under lights

He stretched out his hand, like any gentleman he met for the first time, polite and graceful: "Xing Mo."

Yesterday Xin Mo, today Xing Mo, five years have passed, but Li Xueying felt the urge to cry when she heard the difference between the front nasal sound and the back nasal sound.

"It's a pleasure to meet you." Li Xueying finally stretched out her hand, carefully checking the temperature of his palm.

"It should be said to be lucky."

One sentence made Li Xueying's heart beat like thunder again, and she looked at the other party in disbelief.This kind of gaze is more naked and straightforward than Xing Mo's, if Xing Shaofeng turns his head back, he will be misunderstood with just one glance.

Fortunately, Xing Shaofeng was busy observing Xing Mo's abnormality, so he didn't spare Li Xueying any extra eyes.

When Xing Mo let go, Xing Shaofeng took the lead and said with a smile: "You two seem to hit it off?"

"Really?" Xing Mo smiled casually, and said with a double-edged expression, "I thought that working in the night market would be more fluent in dealing with people. I'm sorry, there are too many people tonight, and it's not my intention to make you sad."

"I'm sorry, I'm going to the bathroom." Without even having time to answer, Li Xueying used high-sounding reasons to let herself run away.

As soon as he walked away, Xing Shaofeng blew his beard and stared at Xing Mo: "If you don't know how to speak, just shut up. What kind of night work is all-round? I didn't say what he does. Someone is talking behind your back?"

Xing Mo lazily looked away from Li Xueying's fleeing back, and looked Xing Shaofeng up and down.Li Xueying had already left, and Xing Mo reassessed his acting skills: "You told me that he was the companion you brought tonight. Just now when you were away, I asked Dad one more time. I knew what he said, and there was nothing to hide. It's your Mingtang Bringing it home, I thought..."

These words were partly to cover up his relationship with Li Xueying in front of Xing Shaofeng.Just now, Li Xueying exposed too much.Ling Banfen is out of selfishness, the soreness of jealousy makes people mad, no matter how much he maintains his dignity, he can't help but speak frivolously, exploring the real relationship between Xing Shaofeng and Li Xueying.

Xing Shaofeng suddenly understood that he was about to blow up, if it wasn't for the presence of the distinguished guests, he would have already agreed with Xing Mo.But at this moment, he could only bear with it, gritted his teeth and said: "I don't have any messy relationship with him, you should be careful when you speak."

"Don't be too serious." Xing Mo stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled, "It's my fault, I will apologize to him alone."

On this side, Li Xueying's face was dripping wet, she supported the marble water table, and stared blankly at her own face in the mirror.Pale skin, light hair, and surprisingly dark eyes, I don't know if the ink chip can also cover up the emotions in the eyes?

Even though he was used to walking among all kinds of people, he felt a naked sense of shame just now, and he didn't even have time to say a word.

Fleeing in despair, hastily and embarrassingly.As he has spent these years.

Rinse both faces with water.The biting ice water cooled his mind and reminded him to calm down.

Li Xueying stared at the wall in a daze, bowed her head and took out a cigarette from her bosom for a long while, trembling and leisurely, her fingertips trembling, but failed to click several times, instead, the water from the tip of her hair fell on the cigarette end, soaking a large area.Uncontrollably, he slammed the cigarette to the ground, slammed his back on the door panel, and slowly slid to the ground with his fingers inserted into his hair.The knuckles inserted into the hair still trembled uncontrollably.

It's been so long... He doesn't even have the courage to look back at the beginning. He has kept his thoughts in his heart all these years. It is drinking poison to quench thirst.

He didn't go out, let alone make a sound, curled up in the cramped world, and it was difficult for him to even breathe in his chest.

Someone knocked on the bathroom door just in time.

"Li Sheng?" Xing Mo called out.

Li Xueying was frightened like a rabbit, wiped her face indiscriminately, stood up and faced the door panel, as if facing a big enemy, but opened her mouth and finally couldn't utter a word.

What should he call him?

Xin Mo, Xing Mo, or...Brother Mo?

In the end, he suppressed his emotions, and it took him a long time to find his voice before he could understand what the people outside the door called him.It's not Ah Ying, it's not any affectionate title.It's never happened before, he replaced him with Li Sheng.

"I want to apologize to you for what I said just now. I drank too much wine tonight. Those words are not true. Please bear with me." Xing Mo said outside the door.

"I know." Li Xueying said softly, "I don't blame you, go."

The two figures inside and outside the door trembled at the same time.Xing Mo seemed to have finally let go of the wind-up clockwork, while Li Xueying couldn't recover, still staring at the door dully.

"That's good." It took a long time for Xing Mo outside the door to speak, his voice hoarse.

Li Xueying waited for a while, but there was no sound for a long time. He pretended that Xing Mo had left, so he slapped himself twice in front of the pool, cheered himself up, straightened his appearance, and then opened the door.

As soon as he opened the door, his eyes immediately caught Xing Mo talking with a guest leaning on the table not far away.This scene is so similar that for a moment Li Xueying was struck by a great sense of familiarity, but she couldn't remember when and where the two experienced it.

The person who was chatting with him wanted to turn around, Xing Mo put the cigarette in his hand and pressed his upper lip, and patted his shoulder to lead him to go in another direction.The scene was exactly the same, and it was only when Li Xueying remembered that the two met him at the door of Jiuji when they first met, and he was also talking like this with a young and Dangerous friend at that time, and he couldn't help looking at him.

As for Xing Mo, although his thoughts are vague, he can't help but worry about Li Xueying's reaction, and even more can't wait to cut open his belly and chest, and ask about that heart in person.Except for fleeing to the bathroom just now, he is as decent as he is now, and knows how to protect and cover himself more deeply.is this correct?Maybe right.

Li Xueying's eyes were a little red, probably because she lost control of her emotions, but his pupils were so pale pink that he couldn't see it at all.The temples are damp and should have been washed.

If it was five years ago, Li Xueying would rush up to him and ask him, how have these five years been?Why did he cooperate with him to stage a stranger scene when he kept a decent distance?He should ask him anytime and anywhere, where did he go in the past five years, why didn't he tell him?Why didn't you ever find him?Does he know him——if he can't bear it anymore, he should tell him how wronged he has been all these years.Suing him severely disrupted his position.

That's right.

There was a mess in his mind, and Xing Mo was full of depression, restlessness and chest tightness.His eyes became fierce unconsciously, like a trapped animal that couldn't get an answer, even the person who was talking to him was scared away.

I don't know who to use that sincerity for a long time.Xing Mo got angry when he thought of this.

Recalling Xing Shaofeng's intimate tone when he introduced Li Xueying, his cynicalism when he teased him as a playmate, and the familiarity with which he naturally classified Li Xueying as one of his own—even though Xing Shaofeng has clarified.

Just thinking about Xing Mo makes him want to slash people.

After holding a gun for several years, the gangster spirit in his bones became more hidden, but also more oppressive.Even though he was laughing and talking a lot at this moment, everyone who had spoken to him felt a chill down their backs.

On the other hand, Li Xueying, I don't know if it's because she is naturally slow in love, or because she cares a lot. She was pulled by Xing Shaofeng to ask questions, and introduced to others, without even noticing the burning gaze behind her.

"Stay away from that idiot." Speaking of Xing Mo, Xing Shaofeng became annoyed, "He is a bit arrogant and looks down on others. If he says something wrong, just pretend he is farting, don't take it to heart."

Hearing Xing Shaofeng's rough and swearing words, Li Xueying couldn't hold back anymore, and forced the corners of her lips to bend.

"Aren't you annoyed when he goes back to Xing's house? You didn't even mention it before you came, and I thought you didn't care about him."

"I don't care." Xing Shaofeng squinted at him, "In the future, if he wants to enter the O record, he will have to call me senior in terms of seniority. He is older than me, but his qualifications are not as old as mine."

Li Xueying thought that Xing Shaofeng still didn't know what to do, his new cousin probably hacked people on the street when he was a teenager.

After dinner, there was free time, and the visitors gathered in groups of two or three, and most of them couldn't help being surprised by today's new topics.Therefore, the crowd gathered in two places, near the Xing family couple and Xing Mo.

Seeing that Xing Mo was surrounded by people, Li Xueying didn't turn her eyes to her.

Taking a deep breath, my chest hurts.He didn't want to stay in self-torture any longer, and wanted to give himself time to heal himself.

"Ah Feng, I'll go first." Li Xueying put on her coat and patted Xing Shaofeng on the shoulder, "Uncle and Aunt are too busy, please say hello to me, I won't be disappointed."

"I thought you were staying overnight tonight. How often is it not like this?" Xing Shaofeng was surprised this time.

"It's not convenient for a newcomer to come to your family to stay overnight." Li Xueying lowered her head and wrapped the thin scarf twice, and said calmly.

"I'll see you off." Xing Shaofeng put down his glass, "Wait for me for 2 minutes."

Xing Shaofeng went back to the house to change his shirt, while Li Xueying took advantage of a moment to put on his leather shoes.He stood up, and someone leaned against the door frame, taking time to observe him.

"Leaving so early, without even saying hello?" Xing Mo held a coin on the back of his hand, flipping it over and over boredly, and shuttled it between his slender fingertips.

Li Xueying's body froze suddenly.He suddenly wondered whether he had lost him five years ago, or that he was really losing Xing Mo at this moment.Because when they met again, when they met Xing Mo's eyes, images of thousands of kings flew past in their minds. This kind of emotion was almost as if they were not reuniting with him, but were about to lose him.

His arms were once in the moonlight, and the window was open to him; he was taken to fly across the sea in the night;

But at the end of the moment, a strange and eerie feeling swept over Li Xueying.There was only silence, even though the two of them were silently pulling and wrestling in this silence.

Li Xueying clenched her windbreaker tightly, silent and dazed, while Xing Mo leaned against the door frame, filling him with eyes, as if no one had ever lived in those eyes.

The lights in the porch elongated their figures, forming a pair.

Fortunately, when Xing Shaofeng came back, he didn't give them a chance to stand as a bronze statue.

"What are you doing?" Xing Shaofeng stepped down quickly, and looked suspiciously at Xing Mo, "Can you let my friend go? Did you take the wrong medicine today?"

Xing Mo was extremely upset, and raised his chin in the room: "They called you. I'll come out to smoke a cigarette, can I get some air?"

Xing Shaofeng never disobeyed Xing Shihuai and Tong Qing, he was so angry that he couldn't speak, he pointed at Xing Mo from the air, and finally took out the car keys indiscriminately, and walked towards this side quickly.

"Ah Qing and Uncle are already looking for you, don't leave the whole room to make things difficult for them. I'll take Ah Ying back, you go into the house quickly." Xing Shaofeng walked out holding Li Xueying's arm while talking.It was rare for Li Xueying to obey, and she actually asked him to drag him for several meters like this.Finally couldn't bear to look back.

Turning around, I saw Xing Mo standing at the door with the dim light, his body still leaning against him, slowly playing with the coin in his hand, his expression gloomy.

"There is something that I still leave with you." He said suddenly, but Li Xueying's heart sank as soon as he opened his mouth.

"I'm sorry, that book is not here today." Li Xueying's neck was stiff, and she turned her back to Xing Mo again, with a sense of stubbornness in her figure, "Xing Sheng will come to pick it up some other day, and I will return it on time. Don't worry, I have kept it safe and never handed it over to me." to someone else."

After not hearing a reply from the person behind him for a long time, Li Xueying stiffened her neck and turned her back to him with a cold and hard posture.

"it is good."

The door was closed, the engine was fired up, and the car just sped away, throwing the little bit of light behind it far away.In the rearview mirror, many things were hastily omitted. Before Li Xueying came back to her senses, she heard Xing Shaofeng ask from the side: "So you two know each other?"

He came back to his senses, this really embarrassed him for a few seconds, and finally said: "He is from the Xing family. Old things."

But Xing Shaofeng felt novelty: "Really? I thought you guys would be out of reach. It's really amazing. I'm sorry tonight, I feel that you have been uncomfortable."

"Nothing." Li Xueying finally stopped looking out the window.

I am used to hiding the truth in my heart, and I have stopped telling outsiders these years.