his substitute

The burden on Wen Yun's heart became heavier.

Xun Musheng rescued him from the hand of death, and the time spent together in the hospital was like an anesthetic, which made him put aside his worries and precautions for a while, and was willing to be with Xun Musheng.

But for many years without having sex, and running around for a living all day, he almost forgot that he is not a healthy man.

He didn't want to lie to Xun Musheng, but it was hard to tell the truth.He couldn't guess Xun Musheng's reaction when he found out—was he gradually moving away?Or leave immediately?

In the past, she wholeheartedly hoped that Xun Musheng would stop pestering her, but now she was afraid that Xun Musheng would turn around decisively.Having tasted the feeling of being accompanied and cared for, it is really difficult to face a life of loneliness and helplessness.

In fact, he is not completely a "disabled person", and there will be occasional reactions there, so he is not completely desperate.

But it is very difficult to get hard, and there is no pattern at all. He tries to stroke by himself every day, and even finds foreign movies that he has not seen for a long time to help, but with little success.

Before he became more like a "normal man", he didn't want to have too much skin-to-skin contact with Xun Musheng.

But he was also unwilling to deceive Xun Musheng.

It was already very late at night, Wen Yun was sitting on the armchair in the study, and the plan that he was going to write for Wang Wei hadn't moved a single word, and the display had already entered the screen saver state.

He was holding an exquisite small box in his hand, the lid of which was placed on the table, and the agarwood beads and red string were quietly lying on the flannelette.

Since he took off the wooden beads last time, he never wore them again.The beads were given by Chi Yu, not some "token of love", but the only thing Chi Yu left him.

He was in love with another man and was no longer worthy of using this bead as a talisman.

His eyes moved to the window, and his brows were deeply frowned.

The photo frame was shattered, and two cracks appeared on his and Chi Yu's faces.He has always cherished this photo, but he can't remember when it was accidentally broken, and how he glued the glass back together.

Maybe it's because of too much pressure, and I can forget everything I've done, as if I've lost my memory.

Put the small box back on and put it back in place, he moved the mouse, and the display immediately lit up.

He closed a blank word and clicked on the browser.

Two days later, the "special medicine" he bought arrived.

"You helped Wang Wei write this case, right?" Liu Cun looked away from the display screen and looked at Wen Yun with some amusement, "She just came here, so she can't write such a professional case."

Wen Yun said: "I just changed a few parts for her."

Standing in the editor-in-chief's office, Wang Wei lowered her head apprehensively.

Wen Yun glanced at her and said softly, "You go back first."

When Wang Wei left, Liu Cun sneered twice: "He is very good at protecting his subordinates."

"She's an intern and she's young, so it's normal that she can't write."

"If you can't write, you can teach her, but what you choose is to help her write."

Wen Yun frowned slightly. He was not the material for teaching others. He could do a lot of things well by himself, but he couldn't sum up the main points. He spent one night writing this plan, but if he instructed Wang Wei to revise it on the basis of the original manuscript , I'm afraid it will take a week.

He has patience, but not so much energy and time.

"You used to be like this too." Liu Cun was playing with an expensive pen, "When I was in the social department, other reporters taught the interns to draw outlines, took the interns to interview, and came back to revise the manuscript with the interns. What about you? You taught me nothing."

Wen Yun's expression changed slightly.

What Liu Cun said was the truth. At the beginning, he did not teach the other party anything, and at the end of the assessment, he had to distribute his manuscript to Liu Cun.If you don't do this, Liu Cun won't even be eligible to become a regular.

At that time, someone joked that he had a good heart.He really has a good heart. If this matter were changed to other reporters, he would definitely not use the manuscript points to win over the interns.

But he knew in his heart that other reporters taught them how to fish, but he alone could only teach them how to fish.

Liu Cun's draft score is not up to standard, he has to bear some responsibility.

"Forget it, it's over when the past is over." Liu Cun waved his hand, "Speaking of which, I still have to thank you. If you didn't give me the manuscript, I wouldn't even be able to enter the group's door, and it's impossible to sit down now. I'm here to chat with you about Wang Wei's plan."

"But..." He smiled, and changed the topic: "But if I'm not here, you won't have a chance to come to the new media department, right?"

Wen Yun's complexion was not very good-looking. The pressure and fatigue made him look listless, and even his eyes were a little empty.

"Anything else?" he asked.

Liu Cun withdrew his smile and said meaningfully: "If you can't teach Wang Wei well, hand her over to someone else. Don't let her..."

"What next?"

"It's nothing." Liu Cun leaned back in his chair, signaling Wen Yun to leave.After the door was closed, he smiled coldly and said to himself, "Don't let her be like me in the future, loving and hating you."

Wen Yun returned to her seat, packed her things and hurried to the elevator.

He still had a few business leaders to meet, but was called by Liu Cun to say that Wang Wei's case was delayed, and lunch could only be settled on the road.

Liu Cun's words reminded him of another thing.

About Chi Yu.

Chi Yu's shortcoming is sniping, and this is his strong point.At the beginning, Chi Yu taught him special driving, from basic to advanced, and explained it very clearly.If it wasn't for Chi Yu's guidance, he probably wouldn't pass the driving test.But when it was his turn to teach Chi Yu how to snipe, he couldn't tell the truth, he could only lie next to Chi Yu and kept demonstrating: "Just hold the gun like this...and then pull the trigger like this..."

"What's this like?" Chi Yu wiped his sweat, "Can't you find a specific word?"

He was also anxious, and the more anxious he became, the more he couldn't think of suitable words, and finally he had to hold Chi Yu's hand, "Just pull the trigger like this."

Chi Yu laughed, "Are you attending class or taking advantage of your teammates?"

"..."

"I'm joking, why are you blushing?"

Later, Chi Yu flew low in the sniper assessment, he felt sorry, but Chi Yu put his arms around his shoulder and said: "You, even if you teach you, you can't teach you the way, geniuses are like this?"

He never thought of himself as a genius, he just put more effort into sniping.

Chi Yu said again: "But it's okay, you are so powerful, we will go on a mission together in the future, and I will entrust my life to you to cover, I can rest assured."

Wen Yun had a headache for a while, and couldn't help raising his hand to press his temple.

It's always like this, the clips before being with Chi Yu are as clear as yesterday, but I can't remember any details after falling in love.

"Here it is, 23 yuan." The hoarse voice of the taxi driver brought Wen Yun back to reality. Wen Yun hurriedly paid and got out of the car, and walked quickly to the place that he had agreed with the client.

At night, the mobile phone vibrates on the table, and beside it are glass water glasses and a box of medicine written in foreign languages.

The bathroom was misty, Wen Yun supported the wall with one hand, and fiddled with the bottom with the other.

He had just taken the medicine, and his whole body was dry and hot, but his desire seemed to be unable to find an outlet.

After a long time, he let out a low growl in pain, let go of his trembling right hand, and hit his forehead against the smooth wall, once and again.

The medicine didn't have much effect on him. Under the influence of the medicine, he twitched uncomfortably, and his legs kept trembling, but he was still asleep there.

"Did you go to bed so early?" Xun Musheng put down his phone and said to himself, "It's only 10:[-]."

Soon, the WeChat notification sounded.

Wen Yun: "I was taking a shower just now, what's wrong?"

The corner of Xun Musheng's lips curled up, and he immediately called, but he didn't get through for a long time.

Wen Yun trembled while holding the phone, afraid to pick it up, for fear that Xun Musheng would notice something strange when he opened his mouth.

The vibration stopped, and Xun Musheng's message arrived a few seconds later: "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Wen Yun was depressed, glanced at the charger by the wall from the corner of the eye, and immediately replied: "The phone is charging, it is not convenient to make a call."

Xun Musheng smiled: "I have a good sense of safety. We haven't seen each other for a few days. I'll pick you up tomorrow night?"

Wen Yun just wanted to quickly end the conversation, "Okay."

Xiaobie reunited, and Xun Musheng took Wenyun to watch a movie.The number of times Wen Yun went to the cinema can be counted on one's fingers, and the few times she went were still forced to go because of offline activities.Xun Musheng held his hand and gradually intertwined his fingers. He was so happy and impatient that he didn't know what the movie was about until the end of the show.

Probably because the atmosphere was good all night, and the next day was the weekend again, Xun Musheng couldn't hold back, kissed Wen Yun's lips and said, "Would you like to come to my house tonight? Stay with me."

That voice was too deep and gentle, like the red wine of a woman, soaking into Wen Yun's blood bit by bit.

Wen Yun closed her eyes and kissed back passionately. When she came to her senses, the driver had already parked the car in the high-end residential area where Xun Musheng lived alone.

There was no one in the garage, and after the driver left, Xun Musheng pressed Wen Yun on the back seat, his fingers wandered over Wen Yun's collarbone, and unbuttoned his shirt one by one.

Wen Yun felt Xun Musheng's caressing, but suddenly woke up when the erection of his chest was caught.

He stood up abruptly, his eyes wild.

"What's the matter?" Xun Musheng held his face and licked his lips soothingly.

He pushed Xun Musheng away like an electric shock, then inserted his hands into his hair and shook his head frantically: "No, not yet..."

There was only the sound of breathing in the car, and Xun Musheng's eyes became more and more serious. After an unknown amount of time, he sighed helplessly, pulled Wen Yun into his arms, and asked softly, "Do you not want to have sex with me?"

Wen Yun remained silent, but Xun Musheng could hear his rumbling heartbeat.

"Because you still can't let him go, can you?" Xun Musheng asked again.

"It's okay." After a long time, without Wen Yun's reply, Xun Musheng smiled bitterly and said, "I won't force you."

Wen Yun shook his head, tremblingly said: "No."

Xun Musheng wanted to ask - what "no"?Did you not let go of him, or did you not want to do it with me?

But Wen Yun's mood was very unstable, and he couldn't ask.

In a blink of an eye, the busiest Christmas season and New Year's Day are over, and when the Spring Festival approaches, the new media department finally relaxes.

The year-end bonus was issued in advance, and Wen Yun was transferred to the post for more than half a year, but he couldn't get the annual bonus, but he got a lot of money.

Work is finally on the right track, but he can't be as happy as his colleagues.

After that time, he tried new medicines, but with little success; he also got close to Xun Musheng a few times, but because there was little response, he flinched at the last moment.

He was anxious, and Xun Musheng was also anxious—although the reasons for the anxiety were different.

Xun Musheng got a kind of love medicine from Han Lu, which has good properties and is harmless to the body.

When he asked Hanlu's manager for the medicine, he felt that he might be crazy. He said "I won't force you" on his lips, but he was planning such scandals as drugging in his heart.

The medicine is a liquid, colorless and odorless, once it is poured into the wine, it cannot be found.

He had several chances to prescribe Wen Yun, but he gave up halfway. First, he didn't want to really force Wen Yun, and second, he was afraid of being disgusted by Wen Yun.

But if you think about it carefully, the only thing you are most afraid of is actually the second point.

On the eve of the Spring Festival, Ye Fenglin set up a bureau, saying that the small city he grew up with would come.

Xun Musheng really wanted to take Wenyun there, but was worried that Wenyun would not.

"Are they all your friends?" Wen Yun asked.

"Yeah." Xun Musheng said, "Brothers, can you accompany me?"

Wen Yun frowned in thought, as if struggling.Xun Musheng knew that he and Ye Fenglin were not from the same world, and he was not comfortable taking him there, but he wanted to bring him into his own circle. In the final analysis, it was that little bit of showing off that caused the trouble.

I want to tell all my friends——Wen Yun is mine.

"I can't drink much." Wen Yun said: "I don't know how to speak, it may embarrass you."

Xun Musheng's eyes lit up.

Wen Yun paused, "If you don't mind, I can..."

The rest of the words were blocked by kisses, and Xun Musheng hugged him, extremely happy.

The day of the party came, and Wen Yun changed into the formal clothes that he seldom wears to go to work. When he put his suit jacket on the back of the chair and rolled up his shirt sleeves and started to work, everyone around him looked over.

Xun Musheng went to the company as usual, but when he left in the evening, he accidentally took the unopened love medicine with him.