his substitute

Xun Musheng hadn't contacted Wenyun for five days, and felt indescribably depressed.The last call recorded on the phone was on Saturday morning, he said to Wen Yun outside the Lian'an community, "I can't wait to see you".

The atmosphere in the small conference room was a little bad. Xun Musheng stared at the phone without saying a word, his face so ugly that he was about to get angry.Wang Ke hid outside the door and called the manager who was stuck on the road: "How dare you be late today? Mr. Xun has been waiting for you for 10 minutes! Don't forget to report to Mr. Xun at 9 o'clock!"

After urging the manager, Wang Ke didn't dare to enter the small conference room, and lay on the crack of the door to watch Xun Musheng.

Although his boss is a dude, he treats people kindly in the company, rarely puts on a superior posture, and treats his subordinates not harshly.He couldn't quite figure out what happened to his boss this week. He has been gloomy since Monday, and he has no good looks towards anyone. On Tuesday, he scolded a female supervisor who made a small mistake. Take turns reporting work.

The company is running normally, and recently they are talking about the next big project. Wang Ke leans on the wall of the corridor and thinks, is the boss trapped by love?

It shouldn't be!

When has the boss ever been troubled by love?

At 9:20, the unlucky manager hadn't arrived yet. Xun Musheng swiped his thumb on the phone screen to read the previous chat records.

——He always took the initiative. If he gave up, Wen Yun wouldn't ask a single word, and the relationship would come to an end.

He put away the phone, leaned back on the chair wearily, closed his eyes, and the vertical lines between his brows became deeper and deeper.

"You want to check that person again?" Ye Fenglin just came back from a business trip, the airport was noisy, and his voice was unavoidably louder, "Didn't you check last time? There is no clue at all."

Xun Musheng took the phone farther away, "Last time, the investigation was incoherent. This time, draw a range."

"What range?"

"Soldiers who died."

"This..." Ye Fenglin stopped, leaning on the suitcase and thinking for a moment, "No, you should stop thinking about A-level special forces, it's useless."

Xun Musheng was impatient, but he also understood that it was true.

"What's wrong with you two?" Ye Fenglin heard something was wrong, "Argued? Didn't you get along well a while ago?"

"He can't forget that person." Xun Musheng sighed, almost gnashing his teeth, "I'm not willing to lose to a dead person, obviously I got to know him first..."

Ye Fenglin was silent for a moment, "Why don't you ask that person's name. If there is a name, although we can't find out what happened after he became a special soldier, it is possible to find out what happened before he joined the army."

After a pause for a few seconds, Ye Fenglin said again: "But I don't think it's meaningful. Since he's gone, what's the use of knowing what kind of person he was before he joined the army? It's just adding trouble, not to mention..."

"I can't ask." Xun Musheng shook his head, his voice became even deeper: "I just asked, and Wen Yun got angry."

Ye Fenglin had never been troubled by emotional matters, so he couldn't understand the pain in Xun Musheng's heart, so he could only say, "I'll come to you as soon as I report when I get home, so don't worry about it, I'll call Brother Qiao and the others tonight , let's get together."

Xun Musheng didn't want to get together, he just wanted to receive a message from Wen Yun, even if it was a "Withdraw" reminder.

Wen Yun struggled no less than him, and it even affected his work.

After returning from the "parking", Wen Yun always felt tired and haggard.There are many things during the day, and I have to go out to work almost every day to discuss the next cooperation with various businesses, and to write plans and budgets when I come back. From time to time, I am called by Liu Cun to hold inexplicable summary meetings.When I got home at night, when my mind was empty for a while, I thought of Xun Musheng.

The torment caused by the involuntary missing of someone is a hundred times more painful than the stress caused by busy work.

He understood that he had long fallen into the tenderness given by Xun Musheng, and that tenderness was like a swamp. From the moment he set foot on it, there was only one possibility for his ending—falling in love with Xun Musheng.

Struggling is useless, it will only sink deeper and deeper.

It was his fault, from the very beginning, he should not have accepted it, should not have stepped into the swamp.

But he has no choice at all!

Xun Musheng's words and deeds are like Chi Yu, even if time goes back, he will be attracted again without knowing it.

It wasn't that he stepped into the swamp, it was the swamp that wrapped his feet.

The irony is that Chi Yu, who he once thought he would remember with his life, is being gradually forgotten.

It's like there was only one star in the dark sky.The star was dazzling, giving him light and hope.But now, there is another star on the sky, bigger and brighter, and its light covers the previous star, as if engulfing it.

Chi Yu is the first one, and Xun Musheng is the last one.

It is said that forgetting is tantamount to betrayal. He couldn't accept the fact that he had fallen in love with Xun Musheng because he didn't want to admit his betrayal to Chi Yu.

Every day is suffering, and the only way to get some peace is to fall asleep.

But for some reason, I obviously didn't suffer from insomnia at night, but sometimes I still feel exhausted when I wake up in the morning, as if I haven't slept at all.

It was at this time that a small error occurred in the work. Although it was rectified immediately, it still caused some criticism.

Some people in the travel and food section called "team leader" and "brother Yun" in their mouths, but they were not convinced for a day. Seeing that he made a mistake, they gloated.In the coffee shop, there was a lot of swearing and swearing. Someone pulled out Zhao Yu, who had long been absent from the new media department, and came to the conclusion that "Zhao Yu made a mistake and was transferred. Teacher Wen made a mistake and nothing happened. Teacher Wen and Liu Cun have an unusual relationship." conclusion.What's more, he called Zhao Yu directly, hid in the dark stairwell and talked for ten minutes, and when he came out, he showed a sinister smile that he didn't think it was a big deal to watch the excitement.

Wen Yun was called to the office by Liu Cun, and he was taught in a cloud of mist, so he had to promise to be careful next time.

Liu Cun looked at him with extremely complicated eyes, and finally said: "Everyone will make mistakes at work, big and small, after all, it is a matter of the above sentence. But Wen Yun, not everyone who makes mistakes will be made into a big or small matter. Just Not everyone can be transferred to the new media department when the "Zhongcheng Times" has a large-scale downsizing."

Wen Yun said: "Thank you for your care."

Liu Cunxiao: "Last time about Zhao Yu, if I wanted to give him a hand, he wouldn't have been kicked to that magazine. Oh, by the way, you know, he left his job a while ago."

Wen Yun frowned slightly: "I don't know."

"You're so busy, you definitely don't have time to understand how the former owner of your position is doing now." Liu Cun narrowed his eyes, "He thought the salary of the magazine was too low, so he pulled advertisements privately, which took up the normal page of the manuscript, and the advertising fee was so low. It's all in his bag."

This behavior is worse than taking kickbacks in the new media department. After being discovered, he will definitely not be able to stay in the unit of the group.

Wen Yun just didn't understand why Liu Cun said this suddenly.

"It's far away, let's talk about it." Liu Cun said: "Do you know why I didn't help him?"

Wen Yun pursed her lips, although she vaguely guessed the reason, she didn't say it out.

"Because I want you to replace him."

Wen Yun's palms were cold, and he suddenly felt a chill.

Liu Cun stretched out his index finger and nodded in the air, "Go back to work, don't forget that I will give you a hand."

Coming out of the editor-in-chief's office, Wen Yun turned his head and went to the bathroom. The cold water splashed on his face in winter, but he didn't suppress the chill in his heart.

Liu Cun's words made him very uncomfortable and even disgusted.

He leaned against the sink, looked at himself in the mirror who was in an extremely bad state of mind, and suddenly thought of Xun Musheng.

The fingers were so hard that bluish-white knuckles appeared.

He gritted his teeth, trying to suppress the thoughts that were like a rising tide, but the tide instantly set off a huge wave, sweeping across the world crazily.

I want to see Xun Musheng, I want to bump into Xun Musheng's gentle eyes, I want to tell Xun Musheng - talk about the past, talk about the present, talk about the future.

He pressed his chest and breathed rapidly, trying to drive away the suppressed thoughts, but there was nothing he could do.

Li Xiao went to the sink to wash the cups. When he saw Wen Yun, his expression changed suddenly. He put the cups aside and asked nervously, "Brother Yun, what's wrong with you?"

The faucet was turned up to the maximum, and the water splashed randomly, leaving a water stain on Li Xiao's slim dress.

At the end of summer, she stood on the same floor tile and sneered at Wen Yun, but now she didn't care about the water, she supported Wen Yun, and said worriedly: "Why is your face so ugly? What's wrong?"

Wen Yun had recovered, and immediately turned off the faucet, shook her head slightly, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "I'm fine. I'm sorry, I splashed water all over you."

"What did Liu Cun tell you?" Li Xiao was concerned and confused: "What punishment?"

"No." Wen Yun didn't want to say more, and forced a smile, "It has nothing to do with him. I've been too busy recently, and I'm a little dizzy."

"Have a headache? I have medicine in the drawer." Li Yun was about to leave after finishing speaking, and said: "Brother Yun, you go to the lounge and sit down, don't think about working now, your health is important, I will get the medicine right away. "

Wen Yun was not in the mood for work, so he simply accepted Li Xiao's kindness and went to the empty lounge to find a corner to sit down.

The medicine Li Xiao mentioned was Banlangen, which was not considered symptomatic, but it had no side effects.Wen Yun calmed down for a moment, and his emotions had eased a lot. He thanked him with a smile, but Li Xiao didn't leave. He sat with him for a while, and suddenly said, "Brother Yun, be careful about Zhao Yu. Do you know that he lost his job?"

Wen Yun nodded.

Li Xiao said again: "The last kickback incident, he always thought you reported him. He was in the group before, and he didn't cause any trouble. Now I heard that he hasn't found a job yet. He sleeps during the day and goes to the bar at night. Fuck, I'm a little worried."

"Worried that he will retaliate against me?" Wen Yun said, "I don't think so."

"Be careful and trust my intuition." Li Xiao said, "But I hope my intuition is wrong."

In the next few days, Wen Yun became more and more irritable, and wanted to call Xun Musheng several times, but finally held back.

But the consequence of forbearance is that it becomes more and more unbearable, as if entering an endless loop.

One night in the middle of the night, after he woke up suddenly, he rushed to the study and found the business card that was stuck in the book.

Last time, last time, last time, he couldn't dial the number on his business card.

He was overwhelmed by hesitation, and he was deeply troubled by countless worries.

He dared not make a call.

But now, he couldn't take it anymore.If he persisted any longer, he didn't know what would happen.

But the phone was not connected.

He dialed the landline number again, only to find out that Professor Zhou Chenzhong, who left him his business card, is no longer in China.

Putting the business card in the book again, he lay on the table in pain.

The two young men in the photo frame by the window still smiled handsomely.

Xun Musheng changed cars and started following Wenyun again.He stops outside Zhongcan Media Group every day, follows Wenyun's taxi or bus far away, and only quietly leaves after seeing Wenyun return to Lian'an Community.

The question that was entangled in my heart that day has been answered - he has always taken the initiative, if he gave up, Wen Yun would not ask a word, and this relationship will come to an end.

So he can't give up.

After following for a few days, he sorted out his mood and planned to show up in front of Wen Yun again.

Wen Yun was working overtime again, and the floor where the new media department was located was still lit at 11 o'clock at night.

When the lights went out, he opened the car door, picked up a bottle of nectar grapefruit tea that had been kept warm, and walked out.

After working overtime one after another, Wen Yun was already physically and mentally exhausted, walked to the side of the road in a trance, and was about to hail a taxi when a dazzling light flashed in front of him.

A car of unknown model was speeding up.

His pupils tightened, but his reaction was half a beat slow due to fatigue.

When the car hit him, he felt himself flying out, the pain hit him, his chest felt like being pressed by a boulder, and the pain was unbearable.

In the ears, there seemed to be glass hitting the ground, making a crisp shattering sound.