when you look at me

The days have passed and it's sunny September.

When getting off work, Liang Yuyi put Yuan Yiping on the shoulder and asked, "What do you want for your birthday?"

Yuan Yiping stared at the screen and watched a video of a student's lecture for a day, feeling dizzy, and replied lazily: "It's nothing...it's too old, it's nothing."

"Hey," Liang Yuyi covered her lips and smiled lightly, "Isn't it very happy that the school girl Wang gave you flowers on your birthday last year? This year the school girl won't send you flowers?"

Yuan Yiping corrected her helplessly: "That's because I helped her contact Teacher Cui, not because of anything else..."

Duan Hang looked at Yuan Yiping anxiously: "I have never received flowers since I was a child."

"What did you say?" Liang Yuyi exclaimed, "Never?"

Duan Hang nodded: "never."

The topic of birthday was distracted, and Liang Yuyi kept comforting Duan Hang: "Don't be discouraged, you are still young." She paused, and said softly: "Xiao Duan, I think you have a good background, um... ...That is, it is best to go to the gym to practice." Duan Hang is young, his belly has already bulged, and sometimes he calls himself a "fat house".

"Gym," Duan Hang said shyly, "I went there once before, and then...the coach came to ask me for a phone..."

Liang Yuyi laughed loudly: "There are so many gays in the gym—you gave it?"

"Of course I didn't give it!" Duan Hang shook his head hastily: "I'm straight! And that coach, that pectoral muscle - I was so scared that I never went to that gym again, wasting the card I just got, more than 1000... ..."

Yuan Yiping remembered that in Chen Shuo's mobile phone, there seemed to be a person named "Coach" in the note, and in the MMS he sent, there were nude photos of the lower body.

Will Chen Shuo go to the gym?His figure hasn't changed over the years—probably gone.After all, men in their 30s are addicted to smoking and drinking. If they don't deliberately maintain it, there is no reason for them not to lose shape.

Chen Shuo has always been skinny, but not skinny. Yuan Yiping thought of Chen Shuo's back, the butterfly bone protruding from under the shirt, and the thin and hard lines downward, Yuan Yiping could barely hold it with one hand. Waist—stop—stop.

"But your skin is really good," Liang Yuyi stared at Duan Hang's face: "It's really white..."

The two of them had already discussed skin care, Yuan Yiping let out a deep breath, turned and returned to his desk.

September [-]rd is Yuan Yiping's birthday, that is, the day after tomorrow.

In fact, Yuan Yiping didn't celebrate his birthday. The reason is simple: it costs money.Until Yuan Yizhi earned money, the family of three depended on his mother's salary to support her, and her mother was just a female worker who worked three shifts in the spinning mill.At that time, cream cakes were too extravagant for this family of three. Of course, even cream cakes were extravagant, and other gifts were even more extravagant.

For Yuan Yiping, the most birthday is a bowl of egg noodles with ham sausage.Chicken-flavored Shuanghui ham sausage for [-] cents each, a poached egg, and a few drops of sesame oil, this is all the contents of a birthday.

So Yuan Yiping didn't celebrate his birthday—maybe the poorer his life was, the more he wanted. He always felt that a birthday could only be called a birthday if he had to have an exquisite gift and a well-prepared meal, and he would be worthy of the word "pass".If not, simply pass it by.

Later, when he went to work and made money, exquisite gifts and delicious meals were no longer out of reach, but the requirements also increased: whether gifts or meals, others should prepare them, right?If you prepare for yourself, then you can't talk about yourself.

Yuan Yiping knew that his thoughts were hypocritical, so he never told others.Anyway, having said that, a birthday is nothing more than an ordinary day in this life.

"Let's go," Liang Yuyi waved to Duan Hang: "Remember to fix that bug tomorrow."

"Okay," Duan Hang bit a piece of pork jerky: "You guys go first, I'll leave after watching the update of this episode!"

Yuan Yiping nodded, and went out with Liang Yuyi.

I made an appointment with Liang Yuyi a few days ago, and today I will accompany her...to choose a wedding dress.

——Of course, it's not that Liang Yuyi is getting married.

"Hey, what woman doesn't want to wear a wedding dress?" Liang Yuyi said: "I just want to take wedding photos."

Yuan Yiping didn't think about it, and asked, "Don't you also take wedding photos when you get married?"

"..." Liang Yuyi stopped talking, looked at Yuan Yiping with a crooked face, smiled lightly after a while, and said, "Who knows when I will get married?"

Yuan Yiping knew that he had made a slip of the tongue, and quickly said: "Then go, I will accompany you."

So after get off work, the two didn't eat dinner, and went directly to pick out the wedding dress.

"How about this one?" Liang Yuyi came out from behind the curtain holding the skirt. She was wearing a slender fishtail tube top wedding dress, pure white, with intricate patterns embroidered with silver thread on the chest.Liang Yuyi has nothing to say about her figure. She is tall and has long legs, which is just right for this kind of mermaid skirt, which is extremely demanding on her figure.

"It's pretty," Yuan Yiping said seriously, "It's better than the lace one just now."

The shopping guide squatted on the ground to arrange the skirt for Liang Yuyi, and answered with a smile: "Yes, this kind of skirt can't be worn by ordinary people. It's the most picky person. It's not enough to be thin, you have to have curves—sister, Your legs, your waist, you can stand it!"

Liang Yuyi turned to face the mirror, and suddenly said after a while, "This color...I don't like it."

"Ah?" The shopping guide was taken aback: "What color do you like?"

Liang Yuyi thought for a while and asked, "Is there any dark green?"

Yuan Yiping: "..."

Shopping guide: "..."

The shopping guide had an expression of "you are playing with me": "Sister, I have been in this business for five years, and I have never seen a green wedding dress... Do you want a brighter color? Why don't you try a Chinese wedding dress?" the big red?"

Liang Yuyi didn't insist anymore, and smiled: "Forget it, white is also good-I'll try the backless one again."

Yuan Yiping only thought Liang Yuyi was making a joke, and was about to say "Then I'll wait for you", when the cell phone in his pocket rang suddenly.

Yuan Yiping almost picked up the phone directly, and saw two words on the screen: Chen Shuo.

The hand holding the phone abruptly stopped in mid-air.

Liang Yuyi: "What's wrong?"

"...It's okay," Yuan Yiping said, "I'll answer the phone."

After finishing speaking, she didn't care about Liang Yuyi's answer, and walked out of the bridal shop.

It was the busiest time in the business district, people were coming and going on the street, and there were two speakers at the entrance of the restaurant next door to the bridal shop, playing "Drunk Alone" loudly.

"Hey?"

"It's me, Yiping."

The charming girl gently plays the piano, and Yan plays in the purple bamboo forest——

"Well, what happened?"

"I... want to apologize to you."

Abandon the country, forget the world, cut off love and have no worries——

"……what."

"In Shenzhen before, those words I said..."

For whom the soldiers and horses live their lives for, who can love and hate several times——

"What happened to those words you said?"

"I was the one who was messed up at the time, don't forget to take it to heart, okay?"

I have cut off the world of mortals, I have been through the battlefield and the hearts of the people are confused——

"...Don't worry, I didn't take it to heart."

"...That's good, I'm sorry."

Lovesickness makes me heartbroken, tears in my eyes——

"Anything else?"

"Gone."

"Okay, then I'll hang up."

Before Chen Shuo could answer, Yuan Yiping quickly hung up the phone.