when you look at me

Although the rented house has a communal kitchen, Yuan Yiping does not cook for himself. The only bowl was given to Yuan Yiping by his roommate when his girlfriend came to cook a long time ago.

Chen Shuo squeezed mustard shreds into the paper cup and said, "There are no plates in the supermarket downstairs, so I bought this disposable paper cup... I bought this millet together when I went out to buy medicine for you, but this pot Is it your roommate?"

Yuan Yiping nodded.

"...You usually," Chen Shuo piled the sliced ​​braised beef into a paper cup, "don't you cook for yourself?"

"No time, too much trouble."

"That's all eating outside?" Chen Shuo paused, pursing his lips: "The food outside is not hygienic."

Yuan Yiping gave a vague "um" and didn't answer.

The current situation made him a little embarrassed, he was the one who got angry with Chen Shuo, he was the one who was ridiculed, and he was the one who was taken care of - he thought that Chen Shuo would send him to the hospital, but he didn't.

Why didn't Chen Shuo ask him why he didn't go to the hospital?

Maybe Chen Shuo understood.

He and Chen Shuo have known each other for more than ten years, from one time to another, from some things to other things, although he felt that he hated Chen Shuo, but he knew in his heart that because of those common experiences, he and Chen Shuo There is a subtle and unspeakable relationship between them, which is tacitly understood.

Unspoken, what a romantic word it sounds.

But this "unspoken heart" was broken and crushed, and it was all unbearable and painful.

Yuan Yiping stared at the paper cups in front of him—a cup of mustard, three cups of beef, and a cup of millet porridge.The millet porridge was held in Chen Shuo's hand.

When was the last time he and Chen Shuo had dinner at the same table?Is it winter vacation in senior year?Can not remember.I didn't expect the first meal of the long-lost reunion to be so embarrassing.It's almost like some kind of metaphor.

"Chen Shuo, you're coming to Shenzhen this time," Yuan Yiping tried to keep his tone as calm as possible: "Do you have any arrangements?"

Chen Shuo paused with his chopsticks: "I...a friend came over to play for a while, so let's just stroll around."

Yuan Yiping was stunned for a moment, and then he realized—a friend?So Chen Shuo didn't come to Shenzhen to explain to him what happened that night?

Oh... oh, that's right, what is there to explain, adult dating. Cannon, what is there to explain.

"Well," Yuan Yiping looked away, and asked again: "Then have you booked a hotel?"

Chen Shuo nodded: "It's booked, I'll be there in a while."

Yuan Yiping secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, Chen Shuo was not shameless enough to want to live here. Having said that, he couldn't live in such a small place.

The two were relatively silent, Yuan Yiping drank the porridge in the bowl a few times, put down his chopsticks and said, "I'm usually busy at work, so I may not have time to entertain you, you...have fun."

Chen Shuo lowered his eyes and said, "Okay, thanks."

Thanks?Thanks for what?

Yuan Yiping couldn't ask.

After eating, Chen Shuo put a few used paper cups into a plastic bag, and opened the door with his hands.When he walked out the door, he turned his head to look at Yuan Yiping, and smiled softly: "Yiping, remember to take cold medicine, goodbye." When he laughed, the curvature of his curved eyes was more obvious, as if with seven points of gentleness. please.

Yuan Yiping stared at Chen Shuo, and felt that his smile almost seemed to cry.Will you cry too.

It felt like my heart had been squeezed hard.Chen Shuo.I called that night, and the next day you flew to Shenzhen in a hurry, what do you mean, a friend also came to play-what a coincidence that a friend made it.

"Chen Shuo," Yuan Yiping took a deep breath, "I'll ask you one last time, why did you come?"

Chen Shuo's expression changed.

Yuan Yiping was inside the house, and Chen Shuo was outside. The two of them were in a stalemate like this. After a few seconds, the voice-activated light went off.

"Yiping," the light in the room fell on Chen Shuo's side face, making his expression dim: "Close the door, mosquitoes have entered."

"I asked you why you came to Shenzhen!" Yuan Yiping strode forward and grabbed Chen Shuo's shoulder.

He felt a raging wildfire in his body, forcing him to move forward, forcefully, and grab Chen Shuo——I want a real answer, don't prevaricate me with some nonsense about "I have a friend".

Chen Shuo was slammed against the wall of the corridor by Yuan Yiping, making a muffled "boom".

"I called you on the front foot and you came to Shenzhen on the back foot?" Words squeezed out from Yuan Yiping's chest: "Why are you guilty?"

"... Yiping," Chen Shuo finally said after a while, "Actually, you know."

Yuan Yiping: "Don't fuck around in circles, say it yourself."

"Okay..." Chen Shuo suddenly raised his arms and gently wrapped them around Yuan Yiping's waist.

"You know," Chen Shuo's voice trembled faintly: "I like you, you know."

Yuan Yiping only felt a few flashes in his mind, like a house about to lose power.

Then he suddenly raised his hand and punched Chen Shuo in the face!

"Get out!" Yuan Yiping shouted angrily.