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Jiang Yelin's action shocked Zhao Xugui's bewildered mind from the cold in an instant, and all his thoughts became clear all of a sudden. In an instant, everything was no longer a big deal.

"Stop!" Zhao Xugui hurried forward and grabbed Jiang Yelin's arm.

"I can't stop..." Jiang Yelin murmured.

"Don't! If you can't stop, you have to stop!" Zhao Xugui was stunned for a second, then broke the wine bottle in Jiang Yelin's hand, then pulled him away, and kicked the person on the ground, "Hurry up and get out!" .”

After listening, the man rubbed his buttocks and stood up. After being dazed for a while, he hurriedly let go of his legs and started running.But because of the alcohol, my mind was still dazed and my body was still numb, so I still bumped and fell many times.

"If there is something interesting, you can post it on Moments." At this time, a big man in the shop who was naked and eating lo mei froze for a moment, then picked up his mobile phone, ready to turn on the camera to take a picture.

As a result, my fingers were oily and greasy, so I wiped it with a paper towel again.

It's over.Jiang Yelin's expression was also a bit scary.

At this time, Ruan Si looked at the big men, and then scanned the payment QR code according to the list: "Boss, I paid the bill!"

Afterwards, she went over in a panic and pressed the big man's hand wiping the phone: "Brother, don't take pictures now! Many people have extreme moments, may I kneel down for you?"

The big man turned his head to look at him, and then said in a daze, "I, I just thought it was fun, just like the big brother I was with when I was young, I will stop taking pictures...Don't kneel, don't kneel!"

"Okay, thank you, thank you!"

After that, Ruan Si rushed out immediately, and patted Zhao Xugui and Jiang Yelin on the shoulders: "I can't stay here anymore, run quickly! Sister Xu Gui, follow me in your car! Go to my place, I'm close! "

"Yeah!" Zhao Xugui nodded, then coughed and pulled Jiang Yelin to run to his car, opened the door, and pushed her to the passenger seat.

After that, Zhao Xugui drove nervously while looking around.

The messy electric wires above the old street cut the cloudy sky to pieces, and the setting sun in the evening coated the area with a rust-like color. Occasionally, a few birds landed on the roofs of the evacuated buildings and on the electric wires. stop.

Suddenly, someone fired a cannon in the distance, and the sound made the birds flutter. After hovering in the air for a long time, they returned to calm again.

The two people in the car did not speak. They wanted to spy on each other's world and perceive each other's thoughts, but they were still silent in their own world.

After the car left the alley, Zhao Xugui stared ahead, his heart still beating continuously.

Jiang Yelin must have transferred all her anger to that person, but did she really want to kill someone or was she just threatening?What does the phrase can't stop mean?

It wasn't until he heard Zhao Xugui cough that Jiang Yelin seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, his body trembled, and then he turned his head to look at her.

"Are you awake?" Zhao Xugui stared closely at the front.

"Did anyone take a picture?" Jiang Yelin asked.

"I don't know, but I will keep an eye on the rumors on the Internet." Zhao Xugui followed Ruan Si closely, and his eyes turned red.

"Why didn't you stop?" After that, Zhao Xugui asked again.

"He provoked you. I don't want to let you go." Jiang Yelin said in a deep voice, "But I just want to scare him."

"Then aren't you afraid of really killing someone? Do you want to lose your reputation? Jackals are staring at us, just wanting to see us make a joke. Even if you just slap someone, there is no surveillance here, if the video photos or something If it gets out, others can make it up as they like, and then they will be targeted at you, even if you have a hundred mouths, you can't justify it! Not to mention that you look like you are going to kill someone!"

Afterwards, he almost said that a child is a child, but Zhao Xugui stopped in time.No, you can't say this kind of thing, and you can never say it in the future, and you can't say it even if you are killed.

It's just... Zhao Xugui suddenly understood why Jiang's mother had to hold the photo tightly, saying that she couldn't remember it.

Jiang Yelin's seemingly calm skin hides an impulsive and irritable soul, and his emotional ups and downs are actually terrifying.

In an instant, Zhao Xugui remembered Jiang's mother saying that Jiang Yelin was hysterical when she woke up after being rescued... what kind of scene was it?

Thinking of this, an unprecedented worry and fear flooded my heart instantly, and cold sweat broke out all over my body.

After Jiang Yelin finished listening, he raised his hand and looked in front of his eyes, recalling the scene just now, he couldn't help shivering.

Then, she turned her head to look at Zhao Xugui, only to see that Zhao Xugui was still wearing a mask, staring straight ahead.

What kind of look is that... is it disappointment or...

Also, her eyes are so swollen that she can't see, and she is still wearing a mask... This is...

He really wanted to say something, but Jiang Yelin seemed to be imprisoned by something, unable to move or open his mouth.

Perhaps, he was frightened by himself.

Or maybe, he was frightened by the angry Zhao Xugui.

Within a few minutes, the car drove into a community.

After Zhao Xugui parked the car with Ruan Si, he rested his hands on the steering wheel and lowered his head, looking extremely tired.

At that moment, the air froze.

Sitting inside, Jiang Yelin looked like a primary school student who had done something bad. After being caught by his parents and teachers, he felt uneasy and didn't dare to vent his anger.

"When you said you couldn't stop, what did you mean you couldn't stop? Beating people or even killing people?" Zhao Xugui was still leaning on the steering wheel, his nasal voice was strong and he was weak.

Jiang Yelin was taken aback for a moment, then looked down at his fingers again.

Does she have hidden violent tendencies?If so, for her own good, she has to see a psychiatrist.

She definitely wouldn't think so of ordinary people, but Jiang Yelin's biological father...he has serious violent and abusive tendencies, and he is cold-blooded and ruthless. He can be cruel to his own children, that is, Jiang Yelin.Zhao Xugui even wondered if he was born with anti-social personality.

Family is a very hanging thing. Sometimes, no one knows whether it will affect people or how deeply it will affect.Even if she has forgotten.

However, Zhao Xugui cannot be completely ignored.

"I didn't..." Jiang Yelin stretched his hands on both sides of his legs, restless.

"Then what can't stop?" Zhao Xugui continued to ask.

"I just want to scare him completely and let him remember the idea of ​​not daring to do this kind of thing again... I actually know how to stop."

"In short, how many times have you been in such a situation where you cling to someone and never let go?" Zhao Xugui continued to ask.

Jiang Yelin thought for a while, first showed one finger, and then hesitatingly showed and stretched out the second finger.

Still... don't want to lie.

The first time, it was to a man named Ying Huaqiang...and broke his leg.

At this time, Ruan Si came over, stretched out his hands and patted the car door.

"Get out of the car." So, Zhao Xugui sat up straight from the steering wheel, and stretched out his hand to open the car window.

She was afraid of losing, very scared.She didn't know why she was so scared. Zhao Xugui said at the beginning that he refused to fall in love because he was afraid of losing, but in fact, he was really...

When she thought that if she was not there at that time, then Zhao Xugui was dragged away by that man, and something unimaginable and irreversible happened, she couldn't calm down.

It was the same with Ying Huaqiang that time. It was one thing that he didn't like his bullying, and then he bit himself one bite after another. In addition, he couldn't stand him sending a bunch of messy things to his parents, which was the key.

She still remembers that day, when Ying Huaqiang first greeted the eighteenth generation of her ancestors, and then she was beaten by herself and continued to scold: "Son of a bitch, bastard."

So she kicked him again.

Then, Ying Huaqiang continued to smile and said, "I'm wrong? Everyone thinks that you look nothing like your parents...you're just a bastard!"

After that, her eyes seemed to be blinded, all she knew was to beat him to death.

Later, her parents spent a lot of money and effort to suppress that matter.She was also sad at the time.

At that time, if Ying Huaqiang's family hadn't encountered a bottleneck, and various resources such as contacts were not as good as their own, then the matter would never end.

However, these are still her inverse scales, and when she touches these things, she will easily lose her mind.

Swallowing, Jiang Yelin followed Zhao Xugui out of the car with his bag in his arms.

"Ye Lin, are you okay?" Ruan Si stood beside her and patted Jiang Yelin's shoulder.

"Yes." Jiang Yelin nodded.

For a moment, Ruan Si didn't know what to say, she just walked forward with the key in her hand: "Okay, okay, sister Xu Gui, Ye Lin, come upstairs with me, eat something sweet to scare you! I have a Where are the sweets in the refrigerator, haha!"

Ruan Si worked hard to warm up the place.

"Thank you." Zhao Xugui looked at her.

After that, the three of them entered the elevator one after the other, and then arrived at Ruan Si's house.

Ruan Si's house is quite big. What's surprising is that Ruan Si looks like a tomboy, but the decoration of the house is pink and tender, quite girly, and has a sweet fragrance.

"Come on, Miss Xu Gui, sit down!" Ruan Si pointed to the sofa.

"Okay, thank you." Zhao Xugui nodded, and then sat down on the sofa.

But Jiang Yelin was standing next to the coffee table with his bag in his hand, motionless.

"You sit too, what are you doing standing there?" After Ruan Si finished speaking, she pushed Jiang Yelin to sit next to Zhao Xugui.

"By the way, Miss Xu Gui, have you had dinner yet?" Ruan Si scratched her hair, then asked.

"Not yet." Zhao Xugui replied.

"Then let me order you a takeaway!" Ruan Si said, and took out her phone.

"It's okay..."

"No matter what, rice is still needed. Do you want to eat rice or noodles or something else?" Ruan Si continued to ask with a smile.

"Then let's have rice." Zhao Xugui finally nodded.

"What dish do you want? Mapo tofu, tomato fish, fried shrimp, curry potato chicken..."

"Then let's have fried shrimp in oil and stir-fried vegetables." After Zhao Xugui answered, he smiled.

"Okay!" Ruan Si nodded, "I've already placed the order, so don't be impatient!"

Afterwards, Ruan Si went to pour another glass of water, then came back and handed it to Zhao Xugui: "Come, come, drink water!"

"Jiang Yelin, pour it yourself if you're thirsty!" After handing it to Zhao Xugui, Ruan Si yelled at Jiang Yelin again.

Although Ruan Si looks carefree, her thoughts are actually very delicate.Originally, she thought that Jiang Yelin was unhappy, so she wanted to drag her to have a drink to relax, but she didn't expect this to happen.Although I know rationally that it has nothing to do with me, I always feel that I can't make it through emotionally.I always feel that if I hadn't asked her to go there, these things wouldn't have happened.

"En." Jiang Yelin nodded again.

She didn't know what state she was in at the moment.It's cloudy.

Thinking is a little out of order.

She felt that she was wrong, but she was wronged again.Feel wronged, but feel like making a fuss out of a molehill.I feel like making a fuss out of a molehill, but at the same time I feel that there is a reason for my troubles.

On the other hand, she was afraid of Zhao Xugui.I was afraid that I was already a worthless person in Zhao Xugui's eyes.I was worried about gains and losses, but now...

Wait, what is she thinking?My mind is in a mess, and all the logic of thinking is fragmented and disorganized.

When Zhao Xugui asked himself those questions just now, why did he feel like the police were interrogating a prisoner?

Or, in Zhao Xugui's heart, he is already an unforgivable master?

After a while, the takeaway arrived.

The moment Zhao Xugui stood up, Ruan Si stopped him.Then, Ruan Si picked it up and put it on the coffee table: "Sister Xu Gui, let's eat! I'm going to play games first. The TV remote is here. If you want to watch TV, just turn it on!"

"Oh, by the way, I like to wear headphones and turn up the volume when I play games. If you need to find me, just come in and find me. Otherwise, if you shout outside, I may not be able to hear you. The sound insulation effect of my house and headphones It's all great." After finishing speaking, Ruan Si went back to the bedroom, closed the door and turned on the computer, put on the earphones, and turned up the volume to leave space for the two people outside.

After Zhao Xugui broke off his chopsticks, he took a small piece of green vegetable and put it in his mouth. Then he picked up his mobile phone and began to browse the content on the Internet.

Now in her mind, the most important thing is not whether to break up or not, but whether the incident just now was photographed.

So, during the meal, she entered the names of herself and Jiang Yelin to search.

"What... are you doing?" After a while, Jiang Yelin seemed to have finally come to his senses, so he asked.

"I'm afraid someone will take a picture of you and spread it." After Zhao Xugui answered, he tapped the screen again, "Just take a look."

After Jiang Yelin finished listening, his gaze turned to the coffee table again.

Zhao Xugui loves to eat shrimp, but even if the shrimp is fried in oil, she still doesn't eat the shell.I don't want to eat the shells and don't want to peel them by hand, so I use my teeth to peel and tear them, and then I'm sloppy, so I always make potholes, and I still leave a lot of shrimp meat in the shells.

After thinking for a while, Jiang Yelin went to wash his hands, came back and took out a few paper towels, then went to pick up the prawns, and peeled them silently.

After peeling one and putting it in Zhao Xugui's bowl, Jiang Yelin went on to get the second one.

Zhao Xugui saw the shrimp thrown into his bowl, so he held his chopsticks and opened his mouth to let out a sigh of relief, looking at the painting on the opposite wall, he pursed his lips tightly.

Finally, Zhao Xugui hastily put down the tableware and mobile phone, covered his mouth and nose with a tissue, turned around and sneezed firmly.

"No, you can't eat these if you have a cold." When the second shrimp was half-peeled, Jiang Yelin talked to himself for a while, then put down the one in his hand, put the rest in the Ruansi refrigerator, and Went to wash my hands.

When he returned to the living room, Jiang Yelin saw Zhao Xugui sitting there wiping his tears with a paper towel, and stopped his feet all of a sudden.

"Xu Gui, how long have you been crying?" Jiang Yelin asked.

"Since you left." Zhao Xugui threw the tissue into the trash can.

Jiang Yelin was stunned.

"So, do you think I seem to be hypocritical to you? If I have no affection for you, I will only feel relieved after you leave." Zhao Xugui inserted his chopsticks into the rice.

I suddenly remembered that my parents said that it is not allowed to do this, it is like going to a grave, it is impolite to people, so I pulled it out again.

Thinking of his rage last night, and his attitude when he couldn't wait to interrupt her today, Jiang Yelin's mind suddenly went blank.

Afterwards, various emotions burst into her mind continuously.

Self-blame, restlessness, worry, distress, fear.

"Are you..." Jiang Yelin walked over and sat down, and asked after thinking for a long time, "You are completely disappointed in me?"

"Fart!" But at this moment, Zhao Xugui suddenly yelled two words, almost breaking his voice.

"Jiang Yelin, listen to me clearly, don't misinterpret it this time! I am not blaming you, you will fight with others for me, although the way is not good, but I still don't understand that I am in your heart What position?! I was shocked and happy to be regarded as very important by you. But one size counts for one size, and a little lesson will be fine. If you don’t grasp it well and accidentally stab someone I'm stuck, where am I going to cry?! I don't want to see headlines like 'Jiang Yelin is in prison'. I also don't want my lover to be ruined because of my relationship!

"I don't care how much you can mix, even if you are an eighteenth-tier, I don't care, I can afford you! You don't have to force yourself to become more, more, and stronger. I am actually not as weak as you think, because I think less, so I am actually less likely to get hurt than you, because I don't pay attention. The one who really needs to be protected is you, not me!

"You don't need to worry about gains and losses alone. You don't have to pamper me without limit. Pampering without limit will spoil people, and I'm just a mortal, not to mention that I have a stinky body, and it's even more difficult to escape. Cast this kind of curse. The more you get used to me, the more ugly I will be, I only want to enjoy and don't think about giving, and even after this continues, if you don't like me, I will cry with you, make trouble, and hang myself!"

After Zhao Xugui finished speaking this long paragraph, the breath accumulated in his chest trembled and released a little bit: "So, when I don't know how to be a lover, if you want candy, just reach out and ask me for it." ! If I still don’t realize it, you just kick me! Because then I don’t deserve to be with you!”

After Zhao Xugui finished speaking, his legs trembled a little.

I don't know whether what I said is good or bad, what it will sound like to Jiang Yelin.Did she listen to all of these words at once?Will it be taken out of context?

"I will work hard to change my bad things, but many things can't be changed in a short while. If I can change them all at once, then the whole world will be excellent, good at work, and good at dating. It's someone else." Zhao Xugui took a sip from the water glass, and then put the water glass back on the tea table.

After listening, Jiang Yelin clenched his hands in front of him, then suddenly raised his head and stared at her blankly.

What Zhao Xugui said just now went through her mind over and over again.

She found that many things Zhao Xugui said were things she hadn't thought about.I, basically, actually do many things on my own will.

Whether it's work or emotional matters, I subconsciously cover everything up.

Sometimes, it was actually herself... who cut off the chance for Zhao Xugui to touch her heart.

"I'm sorry, just now, before me, I, I was just..." Jiang Yelin's nose suddenly became sore as he spoke.

"If you still feel that you can't feel my feelings for you here, then...you can go." Zhao Xugui paused, and then continued, "But, I hope you can give it to you and me too. ,a chance."

Hearing this, Jiang Yelin glanced at her, then turned his head and lowered his head.Unable to hold back anymore, big tears fell on the back of his hand.

Jiang Yelin's body began to tremble.

Then, she wiped the tears that fell on the back of her hands with her fingertips, watched the tears soak into the skin texture, and wanted to speak, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something.

"I, are you really...willing...willing to love me..." In one sentence, I choked up for a long time before I managed to finish.Jiang Yelin turned to look at her.

"I love you...Jiang Yelin..." Zhao Xugui took a deep breath, and after releasing a breath of foul air, he turned around and stretched out his hands to hold Jiang Yelin's hands on his legs, his eyes welled up. Shui Mist, "This sentence is 100% true."

"Me too..." Jiang Yelin looked at her hands, but his throat still felt swollen and dry, and the few syllables he managed to squeeze out were all hoarse.

"I love you!" After Zhao Xugui said it loudly, he turned around and hugged Jiang Yelin, and patted her back with his hand, "Did you hear that?!"