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Suyu didn't know why Jianming collected those books, and how he found them. Maybe this has something to do with his dream?Or maybe in the depths of his memory, in the sea of ​​his soul, there are still memories of their long time ago.

How profound it must be, so that after drinking Mengpo soup and jumping off the prison fire reincarnation, I will never forget it.

He may have found the last book three years ago, that is when he resolutely left his superior family and kept warm with himself in the dark.

Suyu smiled bitterly, Shangshen forgot himself in reincarnation, forgot his identity, forgot his past, even forgot why he jumped off, just followed him for life, no, it should be said that he was always Follow him.

He always thought it was the effect of that spirit bead, but now that the spirit bead has been destroyed, will God find him in the next life?

And no one in those underworlds and upper realms had ever inquired about the whereabouts of the High God. The two of them seemed to have been abandoned, just sinking in this cycle over and over again.

"Forget it, anyway, I took advantage of myself, so what should I say about the future?" Suyu thought so.

"Big brother, do you still have cigarettes?" In the corner of the construction site, two boys of about the same age were wearing orange hard hats and wearing the same dirty clothes sitting facing each other.

Suyu took a deep breath of the cigarette in her mouth, watched his bright eyes staring at the cigarette in her hand for a moment, smiled, then held the cigarette butt and handed it to the child opposite: "You Are you an adult, want to learn to smoke at such a young age?"

The kid on the opposite side looked about fifteen or sixteen years old. He probably dropped out of high school before finishing high school. He smoked the unfinished cigarette skillfully. He closed his eyes tightly and took a puff of the cigarette. It took a long time to taste the aftertaste before spitting out the white gas. It seems that the addiction to smoking is not small.

"Brother, these cigarettes are worth a lot of money. I don't know the words on them. It's a foreign brand. Where are you from, why do you work here?" The cement and soil are all dry, but his eyes are wide open, and he speaks with an accent, but it's not too heavy, and he can barely understand what he is saying.

Suyu saw that he was interesting, so he chatted a few more words: "Where do you think I look like?"

The child stared at Suyu's face for a long time, then looked at his clothes, touched his chin, and said, "Brother must be from the local area. You are a child of a rich family. You quarreled with your parents and left home." Run away? Or experience civilian life?"

The corner of Suyu's mouth raised, and he touched the back of his head. The child thought he had guessed right, and when he was still complacent, he was suddenly hit by someone, and turned around in aggrieved way: "Brother, why are you still beating me? I guessed wrong Yet?"

Suyu got up and stretched, and patted the ashes on his trousers: "I was originally a poor man, as poor as a clang, so if I got up to work, I would starve to death if I didn't work, hey, say you Well, be quick, the supervisor will be scolded again when he comes over!"

The child was kicked by Suyu, but it didn't hurt. After realizing that Suyu didn't use any force at all, he smiled and called brother, then stood up and went to work.

Suyu waited for a month in the hospital begging Bailai. It stands to reason that Jian Ming should have come back long ago, not to mention that his shrewd brother also followed. .

Although his body has not fully recovered this month, there is no problem in taking care of his basic life.

This was what he thought before he was discharged from the hospital, but a series of reactions after discharge proved that he really thought too much.

When he returned to the villa, he found that the house had been seized. This was the only thing Chen Shen was willing to give to his nephew. Unexpectedly, even this was gone now. Arrested, Mr. Chen was also found to be selling counterfeit goods, privately hiring commercial spies, project signing contracts contained deceitful content, embezzlement of public funds and many other crimes. All personnel are under investigation, and all private properties under his name have been confiscated .

The housekeeper gave him a bank card, Suyu didn't look at the amount in it, and threw it in the flower bed at the entrance of the hospital when he was discharged, but now he regrets it, he doesn't have any money on him, golden autumn September, cool breeze Feeling refreshed, Suyu smelled a trace of Xiao Su's desolation. He was still wearing short sleeves from a few months ago. He squatted at the door of the villa for a day and a night. He was cold and hungry, but the lights of the villa next door were no longer lights up too.

He walked to the crowded road, strangers walked by his side, people's trivial conversations lingered in his ears, and there was a long sound of horns, and the dim light became a blurred focus. He stopped, and he walked to the shop where he worked before. The boss was already closed, but he still handed him a cup of hot tea. The conversation was as follows:

The middle-aged female boss scratched her fingers and began to calculate: Xiaoyu, why haven't you come to work recently? Absent from work for so long, the bonus must be gone, and I still have to deduct your salary.

Suyu: I had a minor operation, nothing serious.

Seeing that he refused to say anything, the female boss thought of him as a little doll, who had no father or mother, and only relied on part-time jobs to get money for surgery. Then she glanced at the watch on his left hand, gave him a meaningful look, and He said again: "The young people nowadays don't know how to work hard, and they know how to think of crooked ways all day long. Tsk tsk tsk, although our shop is small, we can't accommodate miscellaneous people. I think your salary in the past few months is still worth it." It's done for you, so you can do it yourself.

Suyu didn't express his position on the woman's act of pretending to be smart, but followed her to the accounting office, and he didn't think about staying in this store any longer.

The wages that had been delayed for several months were finally settled. The stingy boss calculated his absenteeism and finally gave Suyu 200 yuan. Even the people in the accounting office couldn't stand it anymore, but Suyu took 200 yuan, and left without saying a word.

The boss's sharp voice came from behind: "What are you looking at, he's got a lot of money, have you seen the watches on his hands, each one costs hundreds of thousands, how can you pity him like you poor ghosts, I don't even look at my own virtues.

There was another sigh.

People often say that you should have kind thoughts in your heart.But the reality has taught you over and over again that the good and evil of human nature are often dispensable things that are talked about. In this world of rumors, the little kindness in your heart will always be envied by jealousy, vanity, complaints, etc. Squeezed by conceit and hypocrisy, then deformed, and then deformed, a wrong world view is formed. You think that the older you are, the more you see through. Turned into the most humble dust, disappeared in this world without leaving a trace.

Suyu didn't want to explain anything, all the negative emotions were brought to him by himself, you can't change other people's thoughts, so why bother about them, he just wants to have a big meal with 200 yuan now.

Half an hour later, he stood in front of a dilapidated temporary tent, and there was an old couple busy inside. He asked for two buns, and he sat on the side of the road and ate them.

I ate too fast, the cold wind rushed into my mouth and choked on a few more mouthfuls. It was getting late, and the old man at the bun shop opposite was about to close, so he hurriedly brought over a cup of soy milk.

"Thank you." The corners of Suyu's eyes were slightly red, the steamed stuffed bun was delicious, but he ate in a mess, so he mumbled his thanks.

The old man smiled when he saw him like this, and said no thanks, with some accent.

"My wife and I are from the countryside, more than ten miles away from here, and we ride tricycles here every day to sell steamed stuffed buns, soy milk, and deep-fried dough sticks. The people in the city are very nice. They love to eat our steamed stuffed buns. It’s even more delicious than the ones made in that big restaurant.” The old man spoke with a bit of pride in his tone, this is the fruit of their hard work, and the bitterness they eat is sweet at this moment.

Suyu noticed that the grandfather was looking at the opposite side when he was talking, he finished stuffing the buns in his hand, drank the soy milk at the bottom of the bowl, wiped his mouth, and followed his gaze:

Under the plastic shed, the hunched grandmother was wearing a plaid apron, which was covered with oil stains, but the rolled-up cuffs were very clean and tidy. She was bending over to pack the dishes. The old couple did not ask With the help of others, every bowl and every pair of chopsticks are made by them diligently.

The light bulb on the plastic greenhouse flickered twice dimly, and the grandfather got up with the bowl: "My wife's eyes are not good, I have to go and see, it's late at night, you should go back early, baby, don't worry about it." The family is worried."

The old man returned to the shed, and the dim light stretched the figures of the old couple, making them extremely warm.

"I don't have a family anymore," Suyu squatted in the corner and said silently.

He has nothing to complain about. He has never met the parents of the original host, and he has no feelings for him. He just goes back every year to offer sacrifices on Qingming Festival. In this world, he only knows Jian Jian, who is his lover and relative.

Suyu doesn't want to guess what kind of punishment he will get if he falls in love with Shangshen privately. He just wants to sink at this moment. He is already a person living in the abyss. What you have seen is all my secrets.

His heart was slightly sour, and he was more at a loss. He lost the Lingzhu, and Jian Jian was no longer by his side. He didn't want to wander alone in a strange world.