The choice of rebirth

Yu Aiwei on the stage spoke her graduation speech in fluent English, except for some proper nouns that Xia Qi did not understand, she could understand others.

She stood on it gracefully, and her gestures were full of charm. The audience was quiet, and everyone was listening to her carefully.

Who knew that when Duoduo came to their house, he would look shy and timid?Xia Qi felt that she was a bit ugly, and she actually hoped that Duoduo would not be so dazzling and not so attractive to others.

Yu Aiwei spoke clearly, with a proper smile on her face all the time, her eyes were fixed on the direction of Xia Qi in front of her.She found that Xia Qi was listening well, but suddenly lost his mind for some reason.If she hadn't memorized the manuscript very well, she might have forgotten the words because she paid too much attention to Xia Qi.

Seeing that her speech was coming to an end, Xia Qi's whole body tensed up. She felt that the man beside her straightened her tie, dusted off her clothes, and was about to stand up and go on stage.

Yu Aiwei on the stage was bowing to thank her, she didn't realize that someone would come to the stage to confess her love at all.

When Finn stood up holding the rose, there was an uproar in the arena. This is an open country, and everyone is enthusiastic and bold. Everyone is happy to see this kind of public confession.Two or three even whistled.

Xia Qi's heart stopped beating suddenly, and then, she felt an inexplicable force that prompted her to grab the rose in Finn's hand and run to the front of the stage.

By the time she realized it, she was already standing on the stage, only one step away from Yu Aiwei.Yu Aiwei was ecstatic, she stared at Xia Qi without blinking, the love that had been suppressed for a long time gushed out from her eyes.On such a special occasion, Qi Qishou came to the stage holding a rose that symbolizes love. He must have discovered her feelings for her and decided to respond to her!

When the two on the stage looked at each other, Fein in the audience was completely stunned. He didn't know what happened, why the oriental girl next to him suddenly snatched the rose in his hand and ran up.The other people in the audience were also in an uproar. The annual drama of fighting for love was staged at this moment, especially when the protagonists were a same-sex couple.

Although people at this time are not as accepting of same-sex love as in later generations, they are not particularly repulsive. When things don't happen to them, most people choose to watch the fire from the other side and go to it with the attitude of watching a drama. treat it.

Xia Qi felt a little embarrassed to make such an impulsive move, but what followed was shock.She saw Yu Aiwei's eyes.

Those eyes were full of surprise and love, Xia Qi was shocked by the overly hot emotion.If she read correctly, Yu Aiwei's feelings for her were not sisterhood as she thought, but love.Duoduo, love her?

She also loves Duoduo, but her love is the love that treats Duoduo as her sister, not love!Xia Qi neglected that when she noticed the way Yu Ai looked at her slightly, besides shock and bewilderment, there was actually a bit of joy in her heart.

But right now, she couldn't say anything, Xia Qi pulled herself together and handed the flowers to Yu Aiwei, then stepped forward to give her a hug and left the stage.

Yu Aiwei bowed again on the stage, and then ran out after Xia Qi's back. She couldn't hide the joy on her face and was so excited in her heart that she ignored the real emotion hidden in Xia Qi's eyes. .

"Qiqi, why are you walking so fast? The ceremony is not over yet, and everyone will take a group photo later!" Yu Ai smiled and grabbed Xia Qi's arm, wanting her not to be so shy.

Xia Qi also stopped as she wished, and in the next second, Xia Qi pulled Yu Aiwei's hand from her arm, "Duo Duo, I feel a little uncomfortable, I want to go back first, next time you Go by yourself, anyway, you got the certificate of completion and the certificate..."

Yu Aiwei saw that her complexion was indeed not good, and she didn't know why she was acting like this suddenly. She was very worried about her body, so she touched her forehead with her hand, and then reached out to Xia Qi's forehead, but her hand touched her forehead. For a moment, Xia Qi dodged.

"I'm really uncomfortable, I'm going back to rest..." Xia Qi also felt that her movements were a bit abrupt, she couldn't bear to look at Yu Aiwei's expression, and walked towards the school gate without saying a word.

In the autumn wind, Yu Aiwei stood silently on the spot, looking at Xia Qi's flustered back, looking extraordinarily lonely.Her eyelashes drooped, and the expression in her eyes could no longer be seen clearly.After a while, she took out her mobile phone, "Miss Xia is walking towards the school gate, you follow her, and ask the driver to pick her up."

All the joy just now was gone, as if it was just a dream woven by her.Now the dream seems to be about to wake up...

When Yu Aiwei came back from the ceremony, Xia Qi had already returned to normal.When she talked to Yu Aiwei, her tone was still very gentle, and she would still joke with her.However, she was avoiding her touch without a trace.

Yu Aiwei wanted to cry a little, it was rare for her to cry, sometimes even if she was sad she would try her best to restrain herself and not let the tears fall, but Xia Qi's silent refusal gave her a sudden urge to cry out loud Feel.

There is no doubt that Xia Qi valued her.Even if the deepest feelings in her heart were discovered, Xia Qi still did not avoid her far away, which proved that Xia Qi still wanted her as a sister.

But at the same time, she was afraid that her laissez-faire would make her sink deeper and deeper, so she chose to keep the distance between the two of them without leaving a trace, so that she could give up.

Yu Aiwei burst into tears and laughed again, she found that she was so calm that she was able to analyze Xia Qi's feelings for her.She really hoped that she also had the courage to put all her eggs in one basket, then she could run to Xia Qi's side to play tricks, cry and beg her to be with her, and tell her that she couldn't live without her.

To be honest, it's not that she didn't have this idea in her mind, but the reality told her that if she really did this, then there was really no possibility for her and Xia Qi.Qiqi looks weak, but her heart is more ruthless than anyone else.

Maybe she is too impatient, Qiqi is still young, it is normal that she can't accept it for a while, she can wait, no matter how long!Yu Aiwei repeatedly persuaded herself in her heart, she didn't realize that she was the one who couldn't accept the reality.

……

Xia Qi is not as indifferent as Yu Aiwei imagined, but she is good at using acting skills to conceal her true feelings.

Just now, as soon as she arrived at the school gate, she saw that the car had already parked at the gate, and she was opening the door waiting for her to get in the car.Except for Duoduo, no one would consider her so thoughtfully.

On the way back to the manor, she thought a lot about their childhood, their letters, and their changes in the past two years.

Maybe it was because she was too dependent, that's why Duoduo had an illusion, which led to a psychological dislocation, and that's why she had such feelings for her.Xia Qi tried to use psychological knowledge to explain, to convince herself that Yu Aiwei was only affected by her, not really deeply attached to her.

She seemed to have broken her heart just now, Xia Qi glanced at Yu Aiwei who was there from the corner of the corner, and found that she was shrouded in a daze and bewilderment.

She shouldn't treat her like that, Duo Duo is her talent, although her intellectual performance is much better than others, but emotionally she is still pure.She doesn't understand anything, maybe it's just a misunderstanding.Xia Qi defended weakly in her heart, but the fiery eyes full of love appeared in her mind again, making her understand that what she thought just now was just imagination.

This can't go on like this anymore, Xia Qi thought, although she doesn't discriminate against same-sex love, she never thought that it would happen between her and Yu Aiwei, or in other words, in Xia Qi's future plans, she His emotional life is still as blank as in his previous life.

In her plan, there is family affection, friendship, and career, but there is no love!

There is only a layer of window paper between the two of them, which is as thin as a cicada's wings, and it may be easily pierced by a look or a movement.Xia Qi stubbornly wanted to maintain this balance, resolutely not letting things go out of her mind.

Before Yu Aiwei came back, Xia Qi had already made up her mind that she would pretend that she didn't know anything, and after returning to the country, the relationship between the two would cool down a little, and they would return to the same way as before.

She couldn't bear to part with Duo Duo, the only two people she still cared about in this world, if she lost one of them, she would be overwhelmed with pain!

……

The two tacitly maintained a balance, intimacy and alienation.It was as if something invisible had drawn a chasm between the two of them.

When the two of them were about to have nothing to say, Xia Qi suddenly said, "The production team is about to announce, I think I'm going back."

Yu Ai was in a daze for a moment, then smiled and said, "I haven't taken you around yet, why are you in such a hurry?" She tried to let herself say this in a normal tone, but the slightly bitter The smile still betrayed her.

"No way, we have to work hard to make money!"

Xia Qi's heart ached, but she also said it with a smile.

I support you!This sentence, which was on the lips every day before, seems to have become a taboo at this moment, as if after saying it, it will immediately fall into a situation of eternal doom.

"Then I'll ask someone to buy a ticket for you. When do you want to leave?"

"The sooner the better..." Xia Qi lowered her head, avoiding Yu Aiwei's gaze.

"Okay..." That's it, are you in a hurry to leave me?

After these words, the two of them didn't speak again, they just sat there quietly...

What Yu Aiwei asked people to buy was a plane ticket for [-]:[-] tomorrow morning. After Xia Qi heard her tell the time, she felt very uncomfortable. She only hoped that time would dilute everything.

At night, the room was pitch black, Xia Qi tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep no matter what.As long as she closes her eyes, her mind will be filled with Yu Aiwei's forced smile these days.

"Crack", the doorknob was suddenly turned open, Xia Qi froze, and immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

The person who came didn't turn on the light, but stood quietly by the bed and looked at her. Xia Qi knew that this person was Duoduo.

She froze, waiting for her next move.However, Yu Aiwei just stood in front of the bed, motionless.

"I love you!" The words suddenly sounded, but her voice was very soft, as if she was talking to herself.Xia Qi was startled, did Duoduo know that she was awake?No, it can't be, it's so dark, and it's already one or two o'clock.

"I love you!" Again, after Xia Qi was relieved, she could hear the sobs in Yu Aiwei's words, and she cried... She didn't know what kind of emotion she should use to face this matter, But she knew that she was also suffering.

"I love you, I love you, I love you..."

That night, she didn't know how many times she had heard these words, all she knew was that these words were full of Yu Aiwei's despair and pain, as well as her tightly suppressed love, all vented in this night come out.

By the time Yu Ai left, Xia Qi's pillow towel was wet a lot...