This day, when Luo Yun woke up, she found that the person beside her pillow was gone, the temperature of the straw mat had already faded, and her slightly cool fingers touched the straw mat, feeling a little lost.
Since Jiang Yi stepped down from the throne and lived with him in this simple hut, he was very happy but also sad.
He knows a lot of things that Jiang Yi doesn't know, and because he knows, he has been silently protecting Jiang Yi behind his back. He also knows that many people fall in love with Jiang Yi, and he knows that he is overwhelmed and wants to match him.
So is Jiang Yang.
Jiang Yang once warned him not to get so close to Jiang Yi.He showed such obvious feelings, but he didn't convey them to Jiang Yi properly.
Protecting him since he was a child, other people think that this elder brother is protecting his younger brother too much, but he doesn't think so.
Jiang Yang never told Jiang Yi his feelings from the beginning to the end. If he had told Jiang Yi, then Jiang Yi should be with him... He was just a villain who took advantage of the situation and took advantage of it.
I originally wanted to leave Xianyang after helping Jiang Yi this time, and never know anything about the world.
He never thought that Jiang Yi would be willing to live in such a damp and simple hut, and he still remembered what he said at that time.
'Luo Yun, are you willing to help me regain the country? '
'I don't think this easy life is for me...'
Thinking of this, Luo Yun had no energy left to keep Jiang Yi.
Whether it's the government of the country, or his feelings for him, it's just a novelty to him for a while, and everything will cease to exist once the heat passes...he thought.
At this time, Jiang Yi stepped into the house, took the buns and soy milk he bought, handed them to Luo Yun, and grinned: "Are you up? Are you hungry? Hurry up and wash up, come over and eat buns."
Luo Yun nodded and got up to wash up.
Although Jiang Yi is by his side now, he always feels that one day he will leave him.
This feeling of invisibility is very uneasy, and it has been with me all the time. Sometimes when I wake up and don't see Jiang Yi, I will be afraid, afraid that he will leave me.
"You tell me what should I do..."
I can't bear you, I don't want to let go, but I'm afraid of your inseparable feelings.
After Luo Yun washed up, she went back to the house.
Jiang Yi sat on the corner of the bed and looked at the history books. Unlike the palace, there are not so many government officials in charge, and there are not so many memorials to annotate.
Sitting here is very boring, Jiang Yi doesn't even know how Luo Yun spent those few months.Thinking of this, the sudden guilt in my heart surged out like overwhelming...
Luo Yun opened his mouth to eat the warm steamed stuffed bun, Jiang Yi pretended to hold a book and quietly watched Luo Yun's profile while eating the stuff.
After he abdicated, he changed his name and surname, and lived here in seclusion with Luo Yun. He got rid of all the bad habits he had developed in the palace. In order not to cause trouble for Luo Yun, he even learned how to do it when Luo Yun was away. Fan, I don't know how many scars I have on my hands.
"Uh, what's the matter?" Luo Yun looked at Jiang Yi who had been staring at her very strangely. Could it be that there was something on his face?Foolishly touched his face, he looked at Jiang Yi suspiciously.
A blush appeared on Jiang Yihua's face, and she turned away her face in a strange and shy manner, "No, no..."
Luo Yun was so fascinated by watching it! !I completely forgot that the person involved was still watching me...
"I'll go to the market later and buy some cloth." Seeing that winter is coming, Luo Yun also wants to make a new dress for Jiang Yi. He can't let him wear these clothes every day, can he?
As soon as Luo Yun finished speaking, Jiang Yi immediately volunteered.
"I am coming too!"
As soon as the words fell, a layer of tender red was added to the originally shy face, and Jiang Yi, who was shy and embarrassed, couldn't help but look a little cute.
Luo Yun didn't see Jiang Yi's wonderful expression...
At noon, Luo Yun took Jiang Yi out to the market to buy cloth.
As soon as Jiang Yi came out of the small village, he seemed to be born again, bouncing and walking in front of Luo Yun.
That time when I sneaked out and was scolded by Luo Yun, I thought it didn't matter at first, but that time Luo Yun was so nervous that I was about to cry, Jiang Yi couldn't feel indifferent anymore... That feeling is very familiar, just like a The mother lost her child and was distraught.
After that time, Jiang Yi didn't dare to stay too far away from Luo Yun, for fear that he would be worried and that he would not find his way back.
He also didn't want to see Luo Yun's eyes that worried about gain and loss again, the joy contained helplessness.
It's rare to come out to play once, Jiang Yi naturally couldn't let Luo Yun go, and dragged him to the shop where he was shopping for some gadgets.Luo Yun was also willing to buy him what he wanted. Every time Jiang Yi went to a stall, he would be curious there for a long time.
"Yun, I want this."
Jiang Yi has always been called Luo Yun outside, in order to conceal their identities.Luo Yun never called herself that.Jiang Yi didn't think about anything, he thought Luo Yun had his reasons for not calling.
Jiang Yi squatted on a candy stall, watching those golden caramel people with glowing eyes.These things are not seen in the palace.
But he didn't know what happened to the shy blush on Luo Yun's face after he called Luo Yun's name, and she remained silent for a long time.
Jiang Yi looked up and saw that Luo Yun didn't respond, thinking that he was so fascinated by what he was thinking, and said again: "Yun?"
"Cough, which one do you want?" Luo Yun pursed her lips in embarrassment, and knelt down to help Jiang Yi choose the sugar figure.
Jiang Yi fell in love with those sugar figures like an innocent child discovering something new.
"is it okay?"
Jiang Yi was afraid that Luo Yun would be unhappy, after all, he was the one who came out to buy things this time, not himself.
When Jiang Yi asked such a question, Luo Yun was a little astonished. He didn't know that Jiang Yi would care about these things. Before, Jiang Yi never cared about these things. He just made a list of what he wanted and wanted to buy and entrusted him to buy them, instead of like now In this way, to buy a candy man is like a child who is afraid of being scolded.
"can."
With Luo Yun's consent, Jiang Yi was so happy that he couldn't describe it, and smiled knowingly at Luo Yun.
Jiang Yi was so happy watching the stall owner making sugar figurines, because he had never seen such a miraculous thing, and everything was novel to him.
Including his feelings for him, he thought.
It's not that he has a calm personality, but that he doesn't have the confidence to believe in Jiang Yi's mood.
When the stall owner made the candy figurine, Jiang Yi was so happy to get the candy figurine. He held it in his hand and ate it reluctantly, raising his head and smiling at Luo Yun from time to time.
Luo Yun looked at the sky, it was almost noon, and she couldn't just leave without doing one thing.
He patted Jiang Yi on the shoulder, planning to take him to buy fabrics, and also wanted to tailor a suit of clothes for him.
"We have to go buy some cloth," Luo Yun said.
"Okay." Jiang Yi nodded, rubbed the sugar figure he couldn't put it down into his arms, and carefully protected the sugar figure.
Luo Yun looked at Jiang Yi with a trace of pity in his eyes, and he couldn't help but feel emotional.
If you were not Jiang Yi and I was not Luo Yun, how good would that be?
If I hadn't expressed my feelings to you at the beginning, you wouldn't have asked me if I wanted to be with you, would you?
Luo Yun brought Jiang Yi to a cloth shop, the boss saw Luo Yun came up to greet him with a smile, and flattered Luo Yun politely.Luo Yun is a frequent visitor to this cloth workshop, and seems to know this area very well since he was in the palace, but Jiang Yi has never heard of it.
"Long time no see Mr. Luo, how are you doing these days?"
"Boss Chengmei Jiyan, she's been very busy lately..."
After a few words of politeness, the two sat down and chatted, both booing and asking for warmth.
Jiang Yi couldn't get into the topic of the two of them, so he had to stand aside and look at the cloth to pass the time.
Living in the palace since I was a child, I have everything I want, and I have never gone out of the palace with other people to buy anything, let alone pick cloth with others to keep warm in winter.
Touching the soft cloth with her fingers, she suddenly stopped on a piece of light blue cloth, and the corners of her mouth raised into a beautiful arc.
He always felt that Luo Yun was very suitable for this kind of light-colored plain clothes. Luo Yun was originally a scholar with a physique, so he was suitable for wearing light-colored fabrics. In addition, Luo Yun's natural white appearance gave him a special temperament when worn.
When Jiang Yi was still thinking about Luo Yun in a daze, he was suddenly interrupted by a voice.
"Like this horse?"
A little girl who looked about sixteen or seventeen suddenly jumped onto the counter. Jiang Yi was startled, straightened her body and took a few steps back.
Seeing Jiang Yi's reaction, the little girl was not surprised. Her scary way has not been a day or two.
"My lord, if the plain color is your favorite, I think the bright one is more suitable for you." The little girl pointed to the golden cloth next to her. Jiang Yi looked over and was stunned for several seconds. "I don't know if the young master thinks that I choose, is it satisfactory?"
"Why, why this horse?" Jiang Yi was a little puzzled.
"Gold represents power, wealth and status. You can tell from the young master's appearance that he is a noble man with high morals, and the first glance he gave the little girl is like the son of a high-ranking official, and the temperament he exudes is not like that of ordinary people, so the bright color for you."
Hearing what she said, Jiang Yi had to admire the little girl's eyesight and keen observation.
"That's right!" Jiang Yi smiled lightly, "You have good eyesight at such a young age."
With Jiang Yi's boast, the little girl smiled sweetly as if she was getting candy.
"Thank you for your compliment."
"It's a good thing to have such eyesight at this age. None of your peers are as sharp as yours."
"Didn't you help me look at the fabric just now?" The little girl smiled mysteriously at Jiang Yi.
"Er...how did you find out?" Jiang Yi looked at the little girl suspiciously, thinking: Does this girl know everything?
"Because your eyes are blurred, and you stood there in a daze for a long time, most people..."
Luo Yun looked at Jiang Yi chatting happily with that little girl, feeling very upset.
Boss Mei saw that Luo Yun's eyes had been fixed on Jiang Yi and never moved away, so he knew it well.
"Mr. Luo..." Boss Mei called softly, and Luo Yun regained consciousness and coughed a few times in embarrassment to ease the atmosphere, "What's wrong?"
"Someone asked me to tell you that we will meet outside the city gate of Xianyang at noon tomorrow." Boss Mei said earnestly, and Luo Yun was thoughtful after hearing this.
What should come will always come...
It's just that I never expected it to be that fast...
He really can't let him go...
His hands clenched into fists, he didn't want to let go, but he was powerless to hold back.All the choices belong to Jiang Yi himself, and the result has nothing to do with him...
"That...that person said something else?"
"He said that he doesn't mind if you bring your pillow... Mr. Luo, Mei has a question and I don't know if I should ask it."
"Please say."
"If Mei is wrong, he will be offended." Boss Mei puts the preface first, "Could that friend be talking about... that young man, right?" Boss Mei took a sneak peek. Luo Yun's face.Luo Yun didn't say a word, and her expression didn't change too much, it was considered an admission.
Boss Mei sighed softly and stopped talking.
The two were silent for a long time.
"Xing'er!" At this moment, the cloth boss shouted, the little girl seemed guilty, she immediately jumped down from the counter, ran to the cloth boss, and yelled softly: "Daddy..."
"You girl, didn't I tell you not to run to the counter all the time, a girl from every family..." the cloth boss reprimanded, the little girl lowered her head and kept making faces and sticking out her tongue, thinking about her father coming These are the few words.
Suddenly, his eyes caught on to Jiang Yi, and he stuck out his tongue.
Jiang Yi is happy, little girl Zhenpier.
Standing by the side, Jiang Yi didn't know what to say. Generally speaking, he was too embarrassed, standing there like a wooden man, pretending to be stupid.
"Have you chosen? Is there anyone you like?" Luo Yun walked towards Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi nodded, pointing to the piece of golden cloth that the little girl helped him choose just now.
Luo Yun glanced at the cloth, frowned slightly in displeasure, and quickly returned to the previous expression.With such a quick reaction, Jiang Yi didn't even have time to see clearly.
"Then this one."
He didn't see the haze under Luo Yun's eyes.
After Luo Yun paid the money, she carried the cloth and left without any intention of waiting for Jiang Yi.
Luo Yun walked in front of Jiang Yi all the time, and Jiang Yi was confused by him like this. He didn't know what he did wrong, but he felt that Luo Yun was weird since he came back with him.
"Yun...?" Jiang Yi reached out to grab Luo Yun's sleeve, but he dodged unconsciously.
Jiang Yi was stunned.
That action pierced Jiang Yi's heart like a sharp sword.
Why avoid...?
What did i do wrong?
Being hurt by such an unconscious action of his, but Luo Yun didn't realize that, he thought that being angry was just an ordinary childish tantrum in Jiang Yi's eyes, and he didn't care about it.
Some unintentional actions can hurt people, even if the person is not aware of it.
When they returned to the hut, no one mentioned this matter, and no one wanted to mention it, as if nothing had happened.
This matter took root in the hearts of the two of them.
The next day, Luo Yun waited outside the city gate of Xianyang as scheduled. He knew who the "friend" Boss Mei was referring to was. Except for Jiang Yang, no one knew Jiang Yi's identity, nor their lives.Jiang Yang couldn't find them, probably because he had investigated his whereabouts so that the boss of Buzhuang could tell him.
When he came out today, Jiang Yi asked himself where he was going, but he didn't answer and was unwilling to answer.
He couldn't trust Jiang Yi, let alone himself.He asked himself that he was not capable of looking at Jiang Yi hugging and Jiang Yang's arms, and he was not confident enough to hand Jiang Yi over.
Even if you don't love me, I want to keep you by my side.
At noon, Jiang Yang also came as scheduled. Seeing Luo Yun coming here alone, he sneered: "Heh, where is my eleventh brother? What? Don't plan to bring him to meet me?"
Luo Yun looked at him coldly, and sarcastically said: "I can come by myself, why bring him, or do you think I have to bring him?"
"Heh, you have a big tone~ Luo Yun," Jiang Yang smiled, "You are just a villain who sneaks in, why are you pretending to be righteous here?"
"If you have something to say, why beat around the bush." Luo Yun didn't like him, and felt uncomfortable staying with Jiang Yang. He wanted to go back quickly.
"I'm not here to meet you this time, but to meet Jiang Yi." Jiang Yang restored his original facial expression and said lukewarmly.He casually folded off the branches beside him, and pulled out the leaves one by one in boredom.
"Do you think I will bring him to see you?" Luo Yun snorted coldly, he thought Jiang Yang was too whimsical.
Jiang Yang glanced at Luo Yun and smiled contemptuously: "You? Of course you wouldn't do this, and I wasn't so stupid to think you would. come over."
At this time, Jiang Yi was sitting in the cloth village where he came yesterday, waiting for the little girl from yesterday.Before Jiang Yi left yesterday, the little girl pulled him back and muttered a few words in a low voice. The little girl told him to meet him at the cloth village at noon tomorrow and tell him something.And Jiang Yi wanted to ask her something, so he agreed.
Jiang Yi sat in the small gazebo outside the cloth house, waiting for the little girl.
Not long after, the little girl arrived at the gazebo as promised.Wearing a pink skirt with wide sleeves, she looks very ladylike, which is very inconsistent with the image of a wild girl when she met yesterday.
"Does it look good?" The little girl gently arched her hands, bowed and bowed, "Is it okay?"
Jiang Yi nodded, unable to deny it.
The little girl smiled with satisfaction.
"Girl, where are we going?" Jiang Yi went straight to the point, without beating around the bush, with a straight temper.
"You don't need to call me girl, I'm Mei Xing, just call me Xing'er." Mei Xing smiled calmly, now she behaves like a shy girl who is about to get married, and she is always polite in front of her sweetheart.
Jiang Yi suddenly felt a little embarrassed, unresponsive and didn't know what to do, so he could only call "Xing'er" first.
Growing up in the palace, I'm used to seeing those concubines who compete for fame and fortune. They will do anything for power, glory and wealth.
"Let's go outside the city. It's not convenient to talk about things here." Mei Xing said.
Jiang Yi couldn't refuse, so he nodded in agreement and followed her.
The two of them didn't talk much along the way, Jiang Yi felt more and more strange and dared not approach Mei Xing.He didn't want Mei Xing to identify himself just because they met for the first time, he didn't want it to be true, he just wanted Luo Yun...
He doesn't want anything except Luo Yun...
"Does your master know Xianyang?" Mei Xing asked in order to ease the atmosphere.
"Ah, I... have a little knowledge." Jiang Yi was still thinking about how to reject her, but Jiang Yi was taken aback by her sudden words.
Speaking of Xianyang, Jiang Yi and Luo Yun have also lived here since they were young. This is the family home of his mother and concubine, so there is no reason why they are not familiar with it, right?It's just that I haven't been back for a long time, and there will be some changes...
Compared with Chaoge, he likes Xianyang better because Luo Yun is there.
Mei Xing stopped suddenly, and after a long time of deliberation, she mustered up the courage to say such a sentence, "My lord...do you have someone in mind?"
"Forehead......."
"Mei Xing came to Xianyang with her father since she was a child. Her father originally wanted Mei Xing to enter the palace as a concubine, but because her mother died of illness, and there was no one around her father, she stayed with my father..." Mei Xing looked at Jiang Yi with blurred eyes.
Being a concubine is not so easy, if there is no emperor who does not choose you, you can only be a maidservant in the palace and have no one to rely on.There are many women in the world, and many women want to enter the palace as concubines and be favored by the emperor.It's a pity that the emperor is alone, how could he only love one person?
The emperor is a prodigal son, homeless and loveless.
There is no way to fall in love with one person all day long, he has experienced this for a long time.
So what if he won the favor of the emperor?When the new love comes, he will still squeeze himself down.
Since I was a child, I have seen my mother and concubine intrigue with the concubines in the harem for power and position, and it took her whole life to win the position of the empress concubine.Should it be said that the Grand Concubine is too scheming, or too pitiful?The first emperor never came to Deshu Palace all day long, only their mother and son were left, and it was Jiang Yi who won the emperor's love to win the emperor's position.
If it wasn't for the Empress Dowager, I wouldn't want to be emperor.
"My father said that when all the ministers return to the palace after the lantern festival next month, they will spend some silver to send me in..."
Jiang Yi was silent.
"My lord, can you take me away? I don't want to be a concubine in the palace, and I don't want to have a lot of power and wealth. I just want to escape from this place..." Mei Xing eagerly asked, Jiang Yi was her only hope, except Jiang Yi, she didn't know what to do.
Jiang Yi and her stared at each other for a long time, and said in a voice: "Forgive Jiang Yi for being helpless."
"Why?"
"We don't know each other well, so I don't know how to help you. If I take you away, what will your father do? Although there are many issues in the palace, if you really don't think so, go and discuss it with your father. I think he will reconsider." considerate."
It's not that I don't help you, but that I can't face your inexplicable feelings.
In any case, he has nothing but Luo Yun.
"..." Mei Xing's nose was sour, and tears were about to flow out. Jiang Yi handed the handkerchief he carried with him to Mei Xing, and said, "I didn't mean to say that, it's just that apart from that person, Don't want anything else."
He doesn't need so many people to flock to him, as long as Luo Yun is fine.
Luo Yun and Jiang Yang, who were standing outside the city gate, heard it clearly. They never thought that Jiang Yi would say this, although he was always straightforward.
"You just want me to listen to a passage?" Luo Yun stared at Jiang Yang without blinking.
Jiang Yang didn't answer him, but just quietly looked at Jiang Yi in the distance.
He is still the same as before, without any change, and his appearance has not diminished in the slightest.
The eleventh emperor brother he knew, Jiang Yi, who he was the only man, failed to convey this feeling to him well from the beginning to the end.
"He's lost weight..." Jiang Yang muttered softly, his eyes full of tenderness.
Now he only needs to look at Jiang Yi from a distance, as long as he knows that Jiang Yi is doing well...
I don't have any identity to see you anymore, as long as I know that you live a good life...
For Jiang Yang, this is just fine.
He has someone he loves, and the one he loves will protect him well. His duty as an imperial brother is over, and his time as a crush is over.
When Jiang Yang turned to leave, he said to Luo Yun: "Treat him well, and make up for what you owe him."
All I can do, all I can do is this...
Leave the rest to others.
Luo Yun watched Jiang Yang leave without saying a word. After he said goodbye, he only said that there would be no more Jiang Yang in the world.
In the evening, when Luo Yun went back to the house, Jiang Yi was still reading history books.
When I saw Jiang Yi, I thought of Jiang Yang's words, and couldn't help but feel a little desolate.
"I'm back~" Jiang Yi raised his head to see Luo Yun, called softly, and greeted him with a smile.
"Well, I'm back." As he said, he stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Yi's face, and kissed him.After the kiss, someone jokingly said, "You will never escape in this life."
It made Jiang Yi's whole body hot, and Jiang Yi retorted unconvinced: "Then let's see if you have the ability~"
Luo Yun crushed Jiang Yi viciously, and smirked: "You can give it a try~"
A long time ago, when Jiang Yi was studying history books, he learned a poem:
Leaning on the dangerous building, the wind is thin, and the hope is very sad, and the sky is dark.
In the afterglow of grass-colored smoke, there is no word who will lean on the fence.
It is intended to drunk the madness, to sing the wine, and the music is not tasteless.
The belt gradually widened and he didn't regret it.
Since Jiang Yi stepped down from the throne and lived with him in this simple hut, he was very happy but also sad.
He knows a lot of things that Jiang Yi doesn't know, and because he knows, he has been silently protecting Jiang Yi behind his back. He also knows that many people fall in love with Jiang Yi, and he knows that he is overwhelmed and wants to match him.
So is Jiang Yang.
Jiang Yang once warned him not to get so close to Jiang Yi.He showed such obvious feelings, but he didn't convey them to Jiang Yi properly.
Protecting him since he was a child, other people think that this elder brother is protecting his younger brother too much, but he doesn't think so.
Jiang Yang never told Jiang Yi his feelings from the beginning to the end. If he had told Jiang Yi, then Jiang Yi should be with him... He was just a villain who took advantage of the situation and took advantage of it.
I originally wanted to leave Xianyang after helping Jiang Yi this time, and never know anything about the world.
He never thought that Jiang Yi would be willing to live in such a damp and simple hut, and he still remembered what he said at that time.
'Luo Yun, are you willing to help me regain the country? '
'I don't think this easy life is for me...'
Thinking of this, Luo Yun had no energy left to keep Jiang Yi.
Whether it's the government of the country, or his feelings for him, it's just a novelty to him for a while, and everything will cease to exist once the heat passes...he thought.
At this time, Jiang Yi stepped into the house, took the buns and soy milk he bought, handed them to Luo Yun, and grinned: "Are you up? Are you hungry? Hurry up and wash up, come over and eat buns."
Luo Yun nodded and got up to wash up.
Although Jiang Yi is by his side now, he always feels that one day he will leave him.
This feeling of invisibility is very uneasy, and it has been with me all the time. Sometimes when I wake up and don't see Jiang Yi, I will be afraid, afraid that he will leave me.
"You tell me what should I do..."
I can't bear you, I don't want to let go, but I'm afraid of your inseparable feelings.
After Luo Yun washed up, she went back to the house.
Jiang Yi sat on the corner of the bed and looked at the history books. Unlike the palace, there are not so many government officials in charge, and there are not so many memorials to annotate.
Sitting here is very boring, Jiang Yi doesn't even know how Luo Yun spent those few months.Thinking of this, the sudden guilt in my heart surged out like overwhelming...
Luo Yun opened his mouth to eat the warm steamed stuffed bun, Jiang Yi pretended to hold a book and quietly watched Luo Yun's profile while eating the stuff.
After he abdicated, he changed his name and surname, and lived here in seclusion with Luo Yun. He got rid of all the bad habits he had developed in the palace. In order not to cause trouble for Luo Yun, he even learned how to do it when Luo Yun was away. Fan, I don't know how many scars I have on my hands.
"Uh, what's the matter?" Luo Yun looked at Jiang Yi who had been staring at her very strangely. Could it be that there was something on his face?Foolishly touched his face, he looked at Jiang Yi suspiciously.
A blush appeared on Jiang Yihua's face, and she turned away her face in a strange and shy manner, "No, no..."
Luo Yun was so fascinated by watching it! !I completely forgot that the person involved was still watching me...
"I'll go to the market later and buy some cloth." Seeing that winter is coming, Luo Yun also wants to make a new dress for Jiang Yi. He can't let him wear these clothes every day, can he?
As soon as Luo Yun finished speaking, Jiang Yi immediately volunteered.
"I am coming too!"
As soon as the words fell, a layer of tender red was added to the originally shy face, and Jiang Yi, who was shy and embarrassed, couldn't help but look a little cute.
Luo Yun didn't see Jiang Yi's wonderful expression...
At noon, Luo Yun took Jiang Yi out to the market to buy cloth.
As soon as Jiang Yi came out of the small village, he seemed to be born again, bouncing and walking in front of Luo Yun.
That time when I sneaked out and was scolded by Luo Yun, I thought it didn't matter at first, but that time Luo Yun was so nervous that I was about to cry, Jiang Yi couldn't feel indifferent anymore... That feeling is very familiar, just like a The mother lost her child and was distraught.
After that time, Jiang Yi didn't dare to stay too far away from Luo Yun, for fear that he would be worried and that he would not find his way back.
He also didn't want to see Luo Yun's eyes that worried about gain and loss again, the joy contained helplessness.
It's rare to come out to play once, Jiang Yi naturally couldn't let Luo Yun go, and dragged him to the shop where he was shopping for some gadgets.Luo Yun was also willing to buy him what he wanted. Every time Jiang Yi went to a stall, he would be curious there for a long time.
"Yun, I want this."
Jiang Yi has always been called Luo Yun outside, in order to conceal their identities.Luo Yun never called herself that.Jiang Yi didn't think about anything, he thought Luo Yun had his reasons for not calling.
Jiang Yi squatted on a candy stall, watching those golden caramel people with glowing eyes.These things are not seen in the palace.
But he didn't know what happened to the shy blush on Luo Yun's face after he called Luo Yun's name, and she remained silent for a long time.
Jiang Yi looked up and saw that Luo Yun didn't respond, thinking that he was so fascinated by what he was thinking, and said again: "Yun?"
"Cough, which one do you want?" Luo Yun pursed her lips in embarrassment, and knelt down to help Jiang Yi choose the sugar figure.
Jiang Yi fell in love with those sugar figures like an innocent child discovering something new.
"is it okay?"
Jiang Yi was afraid that Luo Yun would be unhappy, after all, he was the one who came out to buy things this time, not himself.
When Jiang Yi asked such a question, Luo Yun was a little astonished. He didn't know that Jiang Yi would care about these things. Before, Jiang Yi never cared about these things. He just made a list of what he wanted and wanted to buy and entrusted him to buy them, instead of like now In this way, to buy a candy man is like a child who is afraid of being scolded.
"can."
With Luo Yun's consent, Jiang Yi was so happy that he couldn't describe it, and smiled knowingly at Luo Yun.
Jiang Yi was so happy watching the stall owner making sugar figurines, because he had never seen such a miraculous thing, and everything was novel to him.
Including his feelings for him, he thought.
It's not that he has a calm personality, but that he doesn't have the confidence to believe in Jiang Yi's mood.
When the stall owner made the candy figurine, Jiang Yi was so happy to get the candy figurine. He held it in his hand and ate it reluctantly, raising his head and smiling at Luo Yun from time to time.
Luo Yun looked at the sky, it was almost noon, and she couldn't just leave without doing one thing.
He patted Jiang Yi on the shoulder, planning to take him to buy fabrics, and also wanted to tailor a suit of clothes for him.
"We have to go buy some cloth," Luo Yun said.
"Okay." Jiang Yi nodded, rubbed the sugar figure he couldn't put it down into his arms, and carefully protected the sugar figure.
Luo Yun looked at Jiang Yi with a trace of pity in his eyes, and he couldn't help but feel emotional.
If you were not Jiang Yi and I was not Luo Yun, how good would that be?
If I hadn't expressed my feelings to you at the beginning, you wouldn't have asked me if I wanted to be with you, would you?
Luo Yun brought Jiang Yi to a cloth shop, the boss saw Luo Yun came up to greet him with a smile, and flattered Luo Yun politely.Luo Yun is a frequent visitor to this cloth workshop, and seems to know this area very well since he was in the palace, but Jiang Yi has never heard of it.
"Long time no see Mr. Luo, how are you doing these days?"
"Boss Chengmei Jiyan, she's been very busy lately..."
After a few words of politeness, the two sat down and chatted, both booing and asking for warmth.
Jiang Yi couldn't get into the topic of the two of them, so he had to stand aside and look at the cloth to pass the time.
Living in the palace since I was a child, I have everything I want, and I have never gone out of the palace with other people to buy anything, let alone pick cloth with others to keep warm in winter.
Touching the soft cloth with her fingers, she suddenly stopped on a piece of light blue cloth, and the corners of her mouth raised into a beautiful arc.
He always felt that Luo Yun was very suitable for this kind of light-colored plain clothes. Luo Yun was originally a scholar with a physique, so he was suitable for wearing light-colored fabrics. In addition, Luo Yun's natural white appearance gave him a special temperament when worn.
When Jiang Yi was still thinking about Luo Yun in a daze, he was suddenly interrupted by a voice.
"Like this horse?"
A little girl who looked about sixteen or seventeen suddenly jumped onto the counter. Jiang Yi was startled, straightened her body and took a few steps back.
Seeing Jiang Yi's reaction, the little girl was not surprised. Her scary way has not been a day or two.
"My lord, if the plain color is your favorite, I think the bright one is more suitable for you." The little girl pointed to the golden cloth next to her. Jiang Yi looked over and was stunned for several seconds. "I don't know if the young master thinks that I choose, is it satisfactory?"
"Why, why this horse?" Jiang Yi was a little puzzled.
"Gold represents power, wealth and status. You can tell from the young master's appearance that he is a noble man with high morals, and the first glance he gave the little girl is like the son of a high-ranking official, and the temperament he exudes is not like that of ordinary people, so the bright color for you."
Hearing what she said, Jiang Yi had to admire the little girl's eyesight and keen observation.
"That's right!" Jiang Yi smiled lightly, "You have good eyesight at such a young age."
With Jiang Yi's boast, the little girl smiled sweetly as if she was getting candy.
"Thank you for your compliment."
"It's a good thing to have such eyesight at this age. None of your peers are as sharp as yours."
"Didn't you help me look at the fabric just now?" The little girl smiled mysteriously at Jiang Yi.
"Er...how did you find out?" Jiang Yi looked at the little girl suspiciously, thinking: Does this girl know everything?
"Because your eyes are blurred, and you stood there in a daze for a long time, most people..."
Luo Yun looked at Jiang Yi chatting happily with that little girl, feeling very upset.
Boss Mei saw that Luo Yun's eyes had been fixed on Jiang Yi and never moved away, so he knew it well.
"Mr. Luo..." Boss Mei called softly, and Luo Yun regained consciousness and coughed a few times in embarrassment to ease the atmosphere, "What's wrong?"
"Someone asked me to tell you that we will meet outside the city gate of Xianyang at noon tomorrow." Boss Mei said earnestly, and Luo Yun was thoughtful after hearing this.
What should come will always come...
It's just that I never expected it to be that fast...
He really can't let him go...
His hands clenched into fists, he didn't want to let go, but he was powerless to hold back.All the choices belong to Jiang Yi himself, and the result has nothing to do with him...
"That...that person said something else?"
"He said that he doesn't mind if you bring your pillow... Mr. Luo, Mei has a question and I don't know if I should ask it."
"Please say."
"If Mei is wrong, he will be offended." Boss Mei puts the preface first, "Could that friend be talking about... that young man, right?" Boss Mei took a sneak peek. Luo Yun's face.Luo Yun didn't say a word, and her expression didn't change too much, it was considered an admission.
Boss Mei sighed softly and stopped talking.
The two were silent for a long time.
"Xing'er!" At this moment, the cloth boss shouted, the little girl seemed guilty, she immediately jumped down from the counter, ran to the cloth boss, and yelled softly: "Daddy..."
"You girl, didn't I tell you not to run to the counter all the time, a girl from every family..." the cloth boss reprimanded, the little girl lowered her head and kept making faces and sticking out her tongue, thinking about her father coming These are the few words.
Suddenly, his eyes caught on to Jiang Yi, and he stuck out his tongue.
Jiang Yi is happy, little girl Zhenpier.
Standing by the side, Jiang Yi didn't know what to say. Generally speaking, he was too embarrassed, standing there like a wooden man, pretending to be stupid.
"Have you chosen? Is there anyone you like?" Luo Yun walked towards Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi nodded, pointing to the piece of golden cloth that the little girl helped him choose just now.
Luo Yun glanced at the cloth, frowned slightly in displeasure, and quickly returned to the previous expression.With such a quick reaction, Jiang Yi didn't even have time to see clearly.
"Then this one."
He didn't see the haze under Luo Yun's eyes.
After Luo Yun paid the money, she carried the cloth and left without any intention of waiting for Jiang Yi.
Luo Yun walked in front of Jiang Yi all the time, and Jiang Yi was confused by him like this. He didn't know what he did wrong, but he felt that Luo Yun was weird since he came back with him.
"Yun...?" Jiang Yi reached out to grab Luo Yun's sleeve, but he dodged unconsciously.
Jiang Yi was stunned.
That action pierced Jiang Yi's heart like a sharp sword.
Why avoid...?
What did i do wrong?
Being hurt by such an unconscious action of his, but Luo Yun didn't realize that, he thought that being angry was just an ordinary childish tantrum in Jiang Yi's eyes, and he didn't care about it.
Some unintentional actions can hurt people, even if the person is not aware of it.
When they returned to the hut, no one mentioned this matter, and no one wanted to mention it, as if nothing had happened.
This matter took root in the hearts of the two of them.
The next day, Luo Yun waited outside the city gate of Xianyang as scheduled. He knew who the "friend" Boss Mei was referring to was. Except for Jiang Yang, no one knew Jiang Yi's identity, nor their lives.Jiang Yang couldn't find them, probably because he had investigated his whereabouts so that the boss of Buzhuang could tell him.
When he came out today, Jiang Yi asked himself where he was going, but he didn't answer and was unwilling to answer.
He couldn't trust Jiang Yi, let alone himself.He asked himself that he was not capable of looking at Jiang Yi hugging and Jiang Yang's arms, and he was not confident enough to hand Jiang Yi over.
Even if you don't love me, I want to keep you by my side.
At noon, Jiang Yang also came as scheduled. Seeing Luo Yun coming here alone, he sneered: "Heh, where is my eleventh brother? What? Don't plan to bring him to meet me?"
Luo Yun looked at him coldly, and sarcastically said: "I can come by myself, why bring him, or do you think I have to bring him?"
"Heh, you have a big tone~ Luo Yun," Jiang Yang smiled, "You are just a villain who sneaks in, why are you pretending to be righteous here?"
"If you have something to say, why beat around the bush." Luo Yun didn't like him, and felt uncomfortable staying with Jiang Yang. He wanted to go back quickly.
"I'm not here to meet you this time, but to meet Jiang Yi." Jiang Yang restored his original facial expression and said lukewarmly.He casually folded off the branches beside him, and pulled out the leaves one by one in boredom.
"Do you think I will bring him to see you?" Luo Yun snorted coldly, he thought Jiang Yang was too whimsical.
Jiang Yang glanced at Luo Yun and smiled contemptuously: "You? Of course you wouldn't do this, and I wasn't so stupid to think you would. come over."
At this time, Jiang Yi was sitting in the cloth village where he came yesterday, waiting for the little girl from yesterday.Before Jiang Yi left yesterday, the little girl pulled him back and muttered a few words in a low voice. The little girl told him to meet him at the cloth village at noon tomorrow and tell him something.And Jiang Yi wanted to ask her something, so he agreed.
Jiang Yi sat in the small gazebo outside the cloth house, waiting for the little girl.
Not long after, the little girl arrived at the gazebo as promised.Wearing a pink skirt with wide sleeves, she looks very ladylike, which is very inconsistent with the image of a wild girl when she met yesterday.
"Does it look good?" The little girl gently arched her hands, bowed and bowed, "Is it okay?"
Jiang Yi nodded, unable to deny it.
The little girl smiled with satisfaction.
"Girl, where are we going?" Jiang Yi went straight to the point, without beating around the bush, with a straight temper.
"You don't need to call me girl, I'm Mei Xing, just call me Xing'er." Mei Xing smiled calmly, now she behaves like a shy girl who is about to get married, and she is always polite in front of her sweetheart.
Jiang Yi suddenly felt a little embarrassed, unresponsive and didn't know what to do, so he could only call "Xing'er" first.
Growing up in the palace, I'm used to seeing those concubines who compete for fame and fortune. They will do anything for power, glory and wealth.
"Let's go outside the city. It's not convenient to talk about things here." Mei Xing said.
Jiang Yi couldn't refuse, so he nodded in agreement and followed her.
The two of them didn't talk much along the way, Jiang Yi felt more and more strange and dared not approach Mei Xing.He didn't want Mei Xing to identify himself just because they met for the first time, he didn't want it to be true, he just wanted Luo Yun...
He doesn't want anything except Luo Yun...
"Does your master know Xianyang?" Mei Xing asked in order to ease the atmosphere.
"Ah, I... have a little knowledge." Jiang Yi was still thinking about how to reject her, but Jiang Yi was taken aback by her sudden words.
Speaking of Xianyang, Jiang Yi and Luo Yun have also lived here since they were young. This is the family home of his mother and concubine, so there is no reason why they are not familiar with it, right?It's just that I haven't been back for a long time, and there will be some changes...
Compared with Chaoge, he likes Xianyang better because Luo Yun is there.
Mei Xing stopped suddenly, and after a long time of deliberation, she mustered up the courage to say such a sentence, "My lord...do you have someone in mind?"
"Forehead......."
"Mei Xing came to Xianyang with her father since she was a child. Her father originally wanted Mei Xing to enter the palace as a concubine, but because her mother died of illness, and there was no one around her father, she stayed with my father..." Mei Xing looked at Jiang Yi with blurred eyes.
Being a concubine is not so easy, if there is no emperor who does not choose you, you can only be a maidservant in the palace and have no one to rely on.There are many women in the world, and many women want to enter the palace as concubines and be favored by the emperor.It's a pity that the emperor is alone, how could he only love one person?
The emperor is a prodigal son, homeless and loveless.
There is no way to fall in love with one person all day long, he has experienced this for a long time.
So what if he won the favor of the emperor?When the new love comes, he will still squeeze himself down.
Since I was a child, I have seen my mother and concubine intrigue with the concubines in the harem for power and position, and it took her whole life to win the position of the empress concubine.Should it be said that the Grand Concubine is too scheming, or too pitiful?The first emperor never came to Deshu Palace all day long, only their mother and son were left, and it was Jiang Yi who won the emperor's love to win the emperor's position.
If it wasn't for the Empress Dowager, I wouldn't want to be emperor.
"My father said that when all the ministers return to the palace after the lantern festival next month, they will spend some silver to send me in..."
Jiang Yi was silent.
"My lord, can you take me away? I don't want to be a concubine in the palace, and I don't want to have a lot of power and wealth. I just want to escape from this place..." Mei Xing eagerly asked, Jiang Yi was her only hope, except Jiang Yi, she didn't know what to do.
Jiang Yi and her stared at each other for a long time, and said in a voice: "Forgive Jiang Yi for being helpless."
"Why?"
"We don't know each other well, so I don't know how to help you. If I take you away, what will your father do? Although there are many issues in the palace, if you really don't think so, go and discuss it with your father. I think he will reconsider." considerate."
It's not that I don't help you, but that I can't face your inexplicable feelings.
In any case, he has nothing but Luo Yun.
"..." Mei Xing's nose was sour, and tears were about to flow out. Jiang Yi handed the handkerchief he carried with him to Mei Xing, and said, "I didn't mean to say that, it's just that apart from that person, Don't want anything else."
He doesn't need so many people to flock to him, as long as Luo Yun is fine.
Luo Yun and Jiang Yang, who were standing outside the city gate, heard it clearly. They never thought that Jiang Yi would say this, although he was always straightforward.
"You just want me to listen to a passage?" Luo Yun stared at Jiang Yang without blinking.
Jiang Yang didn't answer him, but just quietly looked at Jiang Yi in the distance.
He is still the same as before, without any change, and his appearance has not diminished in the slightest.
The eleventh emperor brother he knew, Jiang Yi, who he was the only man, failed to convey this feeling to him well from the beginning to the end.
"He's lost weight..." Jiang Yang muttered softly, his eyes full of tenderness.
Now he only needs to look at Jiang Yi from a distance, as long as he knows that Jiang Yi is doing well...
I don't have any identity to see you anymore, as long as I know that you live a good life...
For Jiang Yang, this is just fine.
He has someone he loves, and the one he loves will protect him well. His duty as an imperial brother is over, and his time as a crush is over.
When Jiang Yang turned to leave, he said to Luo Yun: "Treat him well, and make up for what you owe him."
All I can do, all I can do is this...
Leave the rest to others.
Luo Yun watched Jiang Yang leave without saying a word. After he said goodbye, he only said that there would be no more Jiang Yang in the world.
In the evening, when Luo Yun went back to the house, Jiang Yi was still reading history books.
When I saw Jiang Yi, I thought of Jiang Yang's words, and couldn't help but feel a little desolate.
"I'm back~" Jiang Yi raised his head to see Luo Yun, called softly, and greeted him with a smile.
"Well, I'm back." As he said, he stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Yi's face, and kissed him.After the kiss, someone jokingly said, "You will never escape in this life."
It made Jiang Yi's whole body hot, and Jiang Yi retorted unconvinced: "Then let's see if you have the ability~"
Luo Yun crushed Jiang Yi viciously, and smirked: "You can give it a try~"
A long time ago, when Jiang Yi was studying history books, he learned a poem:
Leaning on the dangerous building, the wind is thin, and the hope is very sad, and the sky is dark.
In the afterglow of grass-colored smoke, there is no word who will lean on the fence.
It is intended to drunk the madness, to sing the wine, and the music is not tasteless.
The belt gradually widened and he didn't regret it.
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