Caught off guard and became a brother [Rebirth]

After Wen Du hung up the phone, he couldn't help but sighed a little.

Obviously, I have practiced silently in my heart several times, but the result is still not satisfactory.

What is displayed on the phone is the duration of the call just now.

One minute and 23 seconds.

Wen Du thought with some annoyance, if he knew that he would have written a draft in advance, that way he wouldn't be unable to think of any topics other than a few pleasantries.

Wen Du thought to himself, he had to prepare what to say to Senior Brother Cheng before meeting at work tomorrow.

The relationship between the two of them in the company is that they are subordinates, and after get off work, they are also called brothers and sisters. In fact, it is not so easy to find a suitable common topic.

Besides, Cheng Zeye doesn't like to have useless conversations with people.

Wen Du understood this very clearly, just like Cheng Zeye did at work, he would never say a single word for things that could be explained clearly in one sentence.

This made Wen Du think twice every time he talked to Cheng Zeye, for fear that he would annoy Cheng Zeye by talking too much nonsense.

Moreover, the two of them were only reluctantly connected because they had a common teacher. The two of them are very different in terms of family background and life experience. It is really difficult to become friends, or even go further.

Wen Du didn't expect so much now, he only hoped that he could have a few more words with Cheng Zeye and he would be satisfied.

I don't know if it was the influence of his childhood experience, but he is even more afraid to approach the things he loves so much.

Wen Du liked Cheng Zeye very much.

It's not the liking between seniors and brothers, but the most primitive impulse of human beings, wanting to see him, talk to him, touch him, and even...have him.

Although his idea now seems a bit like a dream.

Strictly speaking, Cheng Zeye was the second person Wen Du ever liked.

The first one was in Wendu junior high school. She was a gentle and quiet girl with a gentle appearance, and she spoke like everyone's lady in ancient times. There was no one in the class who didn't like her.

The girl was sitting right in front of Wen Du, where she could be seen as soon as she raised her head.

But Wen Du watched that beautiful back for three whole years, and never said a word to her.

Because every time he saw that girl, Wen Du felt a coolness spread from his body.

Probably deep inferiority complex.

Wen Du thought at that time, even if such a self talked to her, so what.

So don't try it, because if you don't try, you won't feel lost.

After going to college, Wen Du tried many methods and consulted a lot of books on psychology. He didn't dare to see a psychiatrist, so he had to do self-treatment, and he managed to get better in his sophomore year.

But there was always a dark and damp corner deep in his heart, it just kept shrinking, but it didn't completely disappear.

During the four years of university, Wen Du changed a lot.

And the opportunity for him to change is ridiculous, it turned out to be his own appearance.

Before Wen Du went to college, he never felt that his appearance could be associated with words like good-looking. For a while, he was even afraid of mirrors and other objects that could reflect his face.

He had never liked the look of his own face.

Even in adolescence, you will not be so narcissistic that you think you are actually good looking.

On the contrary, Wen Du wished he could replace every organ on his entire face.

When he was in junior high school, no one ever praised his appearance, but at that time Wen Du didn't have many people to talk to.

Wen Du has always thought of himself as an unknown person with little sense of presence, and occasionally he would quickly avert his eyes when he met someone inadvertently.

And what he was most afraid of was exposing himself in full view, which made him at a loss, wishing he could cover his entire face tightly.

He hates other people's attention to himself.

But on the first day of university enrollment, a senior from the student union insisted on leaving his contact information, saying that he was very suitable to join her department.

Wen Du only thought that all the seniors and sisters in the school were so enthusiastic.

As a result, during the military training, girls kept sending him requests to add friends through the freshman group.

He didn't refuse, thinking that they were all from the same courtyard, and it was normal to add friends.

Until a female classmate asked him insinuatingly if he had a girlfriend, Wen Du finally felt that something was wrong.

Could it be that you are so popular?

Wen Du couldn't figure out what attracted others to him, but in the end it was his roommate who told the truth: "It's not because you are so good-looking."

Wen Du: "..."

In short, no matter what Wen Du thought later, he knew that in the eyes of others, he was good-looking.

This gave Wen Du some courage inexplicably.

It's as if I suddenly have a little bit of confidence to go after what I want, although it's hard to say this confidence.

The first time Wen Du saw Cheng Zeye was on an old desktop TV at home.

At that time, Cheng Zeye was interviewed by reporters as the number one scholar in science in the whole province. He was still wearing a high school uniform at that time, and his shirt was so white that it was dazzling. It seems that there is a kind of innate excellence.

At that time, the reporters asked some very old-fashioned questions, such as how do you feel about winning the first place in the college entrance examination?Did you feel surprised?Which college do you plan to apply for?Can you share your learning tips with the school girls?

Wen Du still remembers Cheng Zeye's answers: as expected; not unexpected; P is big; the trick is to use your heart.

Although it sounded like perfunctory, Wen Du felt that it was the truth of that person.

There are top students in the college entrance examination every year, but Wen Du thinks this person is the most special.

I can't tell where it is, but it's different from others.

Later, when he saw Cheng Zeye in person many years later, Wen Du realized that the difference between Cheng Zeye and others was his eyes.

It's like a still dark lake, looking at you without any emotion, it's obviously cold eyes, but people can't help but want to get closer.

The second time Wen Du met Cheng Zeye was in a magazine report.

Because it is an entertainment magazine, the text is a bit exaggerated, and the title is still vulgar: "I didn't expect him to be so tall, rich and handsome-he can rely on his face but rely on his talent".

It is mentioned in the article that Cheng Zeye was the province's number one student in the college entrance examination. He was admitted to a top university in the country for his undergraduate degree, and then went to graduate school in a world-renowned university overseas. The chairman of the student union, he won several national and even world-class competition awards when he was a sophomore, and published more than ten core papers. He also received an outstanding graduate when he graduated. In short, he received a all over.

This is just the foreshadowing of the front, in the middle, a few unknown titles are thrown out from time to time to prove Cheng Zeye's excellence as a student, and then Cheng Zeye's family background is mentioned in a turn of the pen, which is probably in the eyes of the people who eat melons. An unattainable wealthy family.

At the end of the article, I pretended to sum up with emotion, and then put a photo of Cheng Zeye.

It is natural to be handsome, but his innate elegance has far overshadowed his good looks.

But these are not the points that attract Wen Du.

What Wen Du paid special attention to was the passage mentioned in the article about Cheng Zeye's answer to reporters' questions.

A reporter asked sharp questions when interviewing Cheng Zeye, saying that some people think that without the support of a strong family background, Cheng Zeye would be nothing but an outlier, and no matter how hard ordinary people try, it is impossible for ordinary people to have his current achievements. , what does he think of this statement?

Cheng Zeye's answer at the time was: I don't think I have achieved much. I just made use of the existing conditions to do what I can. people will be different.

As for "it's hard to get a noble son from a poor family", I admit that family background often fundamentally determines the direction of a person's development, but this does not mean that being born in a poor family does not even have opportunities for development.

In my opinion, the meaning of life lies in the height difference between your starting point and the ending point, rather than blindly comparing your starting point with others.

Wen Du thought at the time, this person is really amazing.

When Wendu took the college entrance examination, he rushed to P University, but the result was wrong, and he still failed to pass the entrance examination.

Later, Wen Du was admitted to the graduate school of the number one school in China, so he just happened to become alumni with Cheng Zeye.

The first time Wen Du met Cheng Zeye in person, it was his postgraduate tutor Mr. Xu who set up a connection.

The three of them ate together, and Mr. Xu introduced him to Cheng Zeye.

Cheng Zeye politely called him Junior Brother, and took care of his taste very considerately when ordering.

But Wen Du knew in his heart that because of the teacher's face, Cheng Zeye was not interested in meeting someone who had just graduated from graduate school and had nothing to do with him.

After the meal, they didn't say a few words.

Wen Du thought, it would be great if he could get closer to that person.

Wen Du prepared for a long time during the interview, he didn't want Cheng Zeye to feel that he was not worth spending time getting to know.

But the result can only be said to be unsatisfactory.

He still can't show his strengths and strengths to others confidently and naturally, and the inferiority complex deep in his heart is finally baked into his bones.

However, because of the face of the teacher, he finally joined the job smoothly, and Cheng Zeye also took good care of himself.

But Cheng Zeye had always been estranged and polite to Wen Du, so no matter how much he took care of him, he was just a nodding acquaintance.

It was only then that Wen Du realized that Cheng Zeye was really difficult to get close to, he was not yet qualified to be friends with Cheng Zeye.

This made him a little frustrated.

Wen Du felt that no matter how much he stretched out his hand, he would not be able to touch Cheng Zeye.

But he will still reach out every day and try again and again.

He didn't have the courage to tell Cheng Zeye yet.

Wen Du clearly understood what the difference between cloud and mud was.

But he thought, even if he could never stand side by side with Cheng Zeye, it would be good to look up to him.

Before going to bed at night, Wen Du thought, I really hope that tomorrow night will come soon.

Then he can meet his favorite brother Cheng.

The author has something to say:

After thinking about it, I would like to add it, it can be regarded as a side story, the main text will definitely not be abused!