lovesickness for another year

"Why are you here?" Turning out of the garden, Huaiyu bumped into Jinse who was following behind.

"I'm sorry." Jinse didn't hide the fact that she deliberately followed, Huaiyu knew what was going on without thinking, looking at Jinse in front of her, thinking that she had been by Sizi's side for so many years, she must also feel wronged for Sizi.

"General, punish me." Seeing Huaiyu laughing, Jinse said.

"Do I look so unreasonable?" Huaiyu rubbed his nose, he didn't think he was a very serious person, why was Jinse so afraid of him?

"No, slaves don't mean that." Although the general was fierce on the battlefield, he was very kind and gentle to his servants, and never made things difficult for them.

"That's it." Huaiyu smiled and didn't care.

"I'm sorry." Jinse bit her lip and said sorry again.

"What are you sorry for?" Huaiyu was very curious why Jinse made such a statement, even if he overheard him, he said that he didn't blame her, so what is there to be sorry for?

"Don't talk about it, it's all over." Jinse couldn't tell what she felt in her heart. Along the way, she witnessed all the feelings between the princess and the general, but when Miss Duan appeared, she thought the general was just an ordinary man. Men are like no other.

She was really angry, she didn't know whether it was the princess or why, but she was very angry today, but she never thought of this scene today. After hearing what the general said, she realized that in the general's heart, everything is actually clear, what is important, what is It doesn't matter, he always knows, it's just that as a subject, as a man, there are some things he can't do.

As a subject, after all, what the emperor promised, he can't take the emperor's face away. As a man, he doesn't want to make an innocent girl unable to be a human being because of him, so there are some things that he can't do well.

"Okay, let's just leave it alone." Presumably, from Duan Rou's appearance to now, everyone has complained to him to some extent, and it is indeed him who should fight.

"It's really a happy thing for the princess to marry the general." Looking at the tall and handsome Qin Huaiyu, he was almost the same as before, except that his face had faded from youthfulness and became more gentle.

"Really?" Huaiyu was undoubtedly in a good mood when he heard such words.

"Yes." Jinse nodded heavily.

"Jinse, it's time for you to find a home." Jinse is about the same age as Jinyang. Now Jinyang is a wife and mother, but she is still single. It is really time to think about her.

"No, I don't want it." Jinse said loudly, Huaiyu didn't understand why she reacted so strongly.

"Could it be that you have someone you like, Jinse?" Huaiyu said playfully.

"Yes, there is someone in Jinse's heart." She showed that she belonged to her, and hoped that Huaiyu and Jinyang would stop worrying about her affairs.

"Who is it? Let me know, and I'll review it for you." Jinse doesn't have a family member, and perhaps only he and Jinyang can do this kind of thing for her. Of course, they are duty-bound.

"No need." Jinse shook her head vigorously, her eyes full of despair.

"A person who will never be possible." Without waiting for Huaiyu to speak, Jinse continued, this hopeless feeling was only for her.

Huaiyu didn't expect the answer to be like this. He didn't know who that person was, but he could hear the despair in Jinse's tone. Although he had no intention of doing so, he touched Jinse's heartache.

"Tomorrow is the full moon banquet for the young master and young miss of the Cheng family. It's time for the servants to make preparations." In fact, what does the full moon banquet for the young master and miss of the Cheng family have nothing to do with her, she just wants to escape.

Huaiyu opened her mouth to say sorry, but Jinse had already walked away. Looking at the long garden path, Huaiyu felt that she was really not suitable for chatting.

It wasn't until Huaiyu's figure disappeared into the garden that Jinse turned around again, and sat weakly on the stone bench, her face was so pale that there was no trace of blood.Yes, she once loved someone. She loved him for his majestic and upright posture, loved him for his deep affection like the sea, loved him for the sake of the one she loved, she could throw away her life, and waited for the one and only one. fell in love with him.Who is that person, don't want to say it, can't say it, she fell in love with a person, fell in love with a person's love.

"Brother Huaiyu, what's the matter with you?" When Huaiyu returned to the house, Huaiyu just sat there blankly, Jinyang opened the door and came in but didn't notice.

"I seem to have gotten into trouble." Looking up at Jinyang, Huaiyu said.

"What do you mean? What did you do?" Of course Jin Yang knew who Huaiyu was, what trouble could he cause?

"Brother Huaiyu, don't mention this matter in the future." After hearing Huaiyu's words, Jin Yang sighed deeply.

Of course Huaiyu won't mention it again in the future, and he didn't mean it today, who knew it would happen like this, how could he dare in the future?He is not an eighth woman, and he is not keen on other people's concerns. It is just that Jinse has paid too much for Jinyang, so he cares about it.

"Did you really go to see Miss Duan?" Even though it was already night, Huaiyu could still see the sparkle in Jinyang's eyes, as bright as the sun.

"I don't want anyone to stand between us, and I don't want Miss Duan to continue to waste her youth." In fact, he never wanted to provoke Duan Rou, and until today, he has picked this charming peach blossom.

"Brother Huaiyu, you are so kind." Needless to say a thousand words, Huaiyu's chin rested on top of her head, and her breath was full of her smell. All his feelings in his life were given to one person, and there was really no need He didn't ask for anything, he just wanted to watch her through this life.

Jinyang leaned in his arms with peace of mind, for her, he really did everything he could do, slightly raised his head to look at his side face, Jinyang found that her brother Huaiyu was really a nearly perfect person, really worthy of the world All beautiful women admire.

Maybe he doesn't know who Jinse is in love with, but she knows that Jinse has been with her since she was eight years old, and more than twenty years have passed in a flash. They are masters and servants, and even sisters. Can understand each other's mind.

She has always known that Jinse fell in love with someone, but this is a secret that cannot be revealed. She knows Jinse. She understands better that an impossible person is because Jinse has never had any outrageous thoughts in her heart. She loves that person, and loves that person's wife even more. want happiness.

Jinse once said that to love someone does not have to be together. This is why she completely exposed her heart to the sun, and let Jinyang understand that the happiness she wants is to give her wholehearted protection, even at the last moment of her life. The person she loves still doesn't know her thoughts, but in this life, being able to guard by his side and protect the things he cherishes is a rare happiness, the happiness that Jinse wants.