lovesickness for another year

"Can I go?" After applying the medicine, he carefully pulled down the hem of the clothes and put on the shoes for her himself.

"It's okay." Princess Jinyang's face was reddish, her heart was a little sweet, a little bit bitter, seeing what he did for her carefully, she really had the illusion that this man who was slightly gentle in the rough was hers, Just like he is carrying all her weight with one hand, he is her reliance, but this is not true, maybe she is not hurt today, he will still stay away from her.

Sometimes Jinyang also wonders whether her royal status hindered her, or she really has no fate. After three months, he only left one cloak in her life, and the black cloak is like a forever unpredictable What's on his mind, she can never guess what he's thinking, and he doesn't know what's on her mind.

She is not stupid, of course she can feel his avoiding attitude towards her. In the past three months, whenever he was in public, his eyes would not stay on her for a moment. Sometimes it felt as if someone was looking at her. Too much but nothing, sometimes when you meet from a distance, he will walk away silently, he doesn't want to have any interaction with her, she can see it, but why?What is wrong with her?He is very friendly to everyone, why does Dudu always keep a sense of distance from her?With so many thoughts in his mind, Jin Yang was a little absent-minded, just as he took a step, his injured foot was in severe pain due to excessive force.

"Be careful." Before she could react, she had already landed firmly in his arms. His embrace was really as warm as the sun. The moment their eyes met, they only had each other in their eyes. This time Jinyang can be sure , she was not mistaken, she did not have hallucinations, her shadow was in his eyes.

"I..." Embarrassment spread in the air, and the two spoke at the same time.

"You speak first." After a long time, they spoke again at the same time.

"Princess, can I ask you a question?" After another long silence, Huaiyu spoke and Jinyang nodded.

"Who am I to you?" It's disrespectful to ask, but he doesn't want to run away anymore. Instead of letting go for her happiness, it's better to keep her by his side and give him happiness with his own hands. Looking into Princess Jinyang's eyes, He asked her who he was, and he wanted to hear her tell him that in her life, he was not just a passer-by.

She is the royal princess, he is the son of a family, and the marriage is not up to him, but for her, he still has to fight. His father once said that a man is a coward if he doesn't even fight for it. Don't be a coward.

Jin Yang was stunned for a moment, apparently he didn't expect him to ask, who is he?Life and death?They only met a few times.The princess and the general?She doesn't want this.What is his relationship with her, she can't define.

"It's a friend." Jinyang's voice was full of uncertainty, and she wasn't sure if he would be willing to be friends with her.

"Is it just friends?" Huaiyu asked again, a little nervous and a little excited.

"Don't you even count as friends?" Growing up, she is the emperor's favorite princess. She has always been flattered by others. In this life, only in front of him will she worry about gains and losses. She does not expect to have a relationship with him. What, can't you just be friends?She is very envious of Iron Huan, as she is also a daughter, she can mingle with those little nobles, but she is a princess, everyone envies her, but she doesn't even have a chance to make friends.Or is he really unwilling to be friends with her?He asked her, who is he to her, and what exactly does he want to express?Do you want to persuade her not to think too much?Doesn't she even have the right to think about it?

"Yes, not a friend." Huaiyu said with certainty and seriousness, she was never as simple as a friend to him.

"What exactly do you want? Since you don't even want to be friends, why are you here?" Pushing away Huaiyu's hand, the two of them distanced themselves, but without Huaiyu's support, the injured foot hit the ground in severe pain, Jin Yang fell down limply. I don't know whether it was because her feet hurt too much or she was too wronged. The tears of Princess Jin Yang who squatted down followed, and big tears fell on the back of her hands. Why did she treat her like this? She didn't expect too much What, why didn't you even give her the hope of being a friend?

With the tears falling in the wind, Jinyang knew that her daughter's thoughts were completely exposed in front of Huaiyu, and also knew that this was the only way between the two of them. From now on, when he saw him honoring her as a princess, he could only be polite. Back to the general, there is no possibility of even being friends.

But she can't do anything, the only thing she can do is to let go, just like she has to accept the fact that her mother is not there, like she has to accept all the warmth and coldness in the harem, no matter how hard it is, she has to bear it alone.

That's okay, that's okay, from now on, she can persuade herself to give up, she doesn't have to live in the sun with fantasies, she doesn't have to imagine his appearance and his expression in front of the sun, and she doesn't have to expect anything about him. information.

Her love, her own love, could finally end in hopeless waiting and self-deception.