Honmaru Notebook[Comprehensive]

"Shortly after your death, the maids of the Dongsantiao Palace were sent back to each family. The concubine married him at the end of that year. At that time, he was very affectionate. He swore that I was for him. The most important woman will never leave me..."

It seemed that she hadn't spoken properly for a long time, her shrill laughter was suppressed in her throat, and even though she was speaking normally, she couldn't control the cracking and hoarseness of the ending.

Tsurumaru was standing by the door at this time, and couldn't help but took a step back.

As he stepped back, a faint shadow gradually solidified in the rain and fog in the background.

The woman with her coat over her head with both hands stepped slowly onto the corridor, with her long hair combed back, wearing a beautifully embroidered pot attire, with bright patterns and colors, and when passing Tsurumaru, he could still smell extremely faint of incense.

"Men always have a lot of women outside. It's not a strange thing for them to give birth to one child after another..." She continued to speak quietly, Yuan Zhongguang watched the woman who covered half of her cheek slowly approach him Walking over, he raised his hand and pressed the handle of the mustache knife.

In the early days of Heian, the "marriage visitation system" was still prevalent. Couples lived separately. The man stayed at the woman's house at night and left early in the morning. The child born lived with the woman, and the man was only responsible for paying.Such a relationship that seems very chaotic now was the mainstream of marriage at that time. Men could have multiple wives. If they lost interest in a wife, it was normal not to go to her house in the future, and women could also look for other husbands.

This is not something that violates human relations. Although Yuan Shigemitsu is not yet that age, he has seen many such things around him. The noble children like to visit the famous wife Ji Jun at night. The palace is also often brought out to judge, which son is affectionate, which Ji Jun is beautiful, these are mostly the pastimes of the maids.

"But... how could he lie to me..." The woman's voice gradually became high, full of resentment and puzzlement, "He will never come again, I'll wait, wait..."

Not reconciled, just abandoned like this.

All the pain in my heart turned into sharp needles and pierced into the flesh, sowing the poison of resentment in the body.

Can anyone please?Only she was mercilessly forgotten!

"I hate it... I hate it..."

The inner anger whispered.

"Just kill those women? Without them, he will come back, right?"

A ghost born out of jealousy shrieks in the night, the cinnabar pen dyed red at the end of the eye is left dry on the dressing table, and the wife in full dress is waiting for her husband's return, waiting for the evil ghost to bring her something worth gratifying. information.

The woman knelt down in front of Yuan Zhongguang slowly, completely ignoring the dirt on the ground, as if serving the young prince many years ago.

She put down her hands and let the coat she was wearing fall to the ground, revealing a delicate and pale face without any cover. She didn't wear makeup, and her face revealed a ghostly paleness.

"I'm sorry to let you see my concubine's appearance." Yuko lowered her eyes and folded her hands in front of her.

Yuan Shigemitsu stared at this familiar yet unfamiliar face, and smiled slightly: "Because it's Yuko, so it's okay."

Yuko also smiled, looked at Tsurumaru and Higakiri, covered her lips with her sleeves: "Ah, no wonder... Those two were also your retainers last night, right? My concubine...smells very familiar."

Yuan Shigemitsu did not answer, Yuko said softly to herself: "At first it was just resentment, but I don't know why, but later I couldn't suppress it, I couldn't control myself, it felt like everything was in a dream, hazy Dim, like a layer of mist. I can feel that I have done a lot of wrong things. I want to stop, but I can’t. Then I fell into a deep sleep. I don’t know how long I slept. The hostility began to subside. I feel that I can control myself, maybe if this continues, I will disappear soon..."

"But disappearing is also a very good thing."

She looked out of the window with some regret, there were no windows left, only a huge hole left, and all she could see was the overgrown grass outside: "I have done a lot of sorry things, and I don't know what to do if I want to make amends." That's good...with such a mood. But for some reason a few days ago, suddenly that hostility appeared again, and it was even crazier than before. I just want revenge, revenge...Obviously I don't want to do this anymore... ..."

Yuko opened her eyes, and the mist in her eyes was thick: "Meeting that child is also a coincidence, bringing him seems to make me control myself a little bit, so I attacked those two yesterday... I'm really sorry, I thought they were going to bring him Let the boy go."

"Are you here to find that thing?" Yuko lowered her voice, and after a while she calmed down and asked with a smile.

Tsurumaru looked at her from the sidelines for a long time, and after finding that she was not in danger, he became lively again, squatting in front of Yuan Shigemitsu curiously, and faced Yuko: "That thing? What is that thing?"

Yuko looked at Tsurumaru completely tolerantly, and whispered softly: "It's what woke us up. It suddenly appeared a few days ago, and I don't know who put it next to the Ise Shrine..."

It's really bold to put something used to wake up ghosts next to the shrine.

After she finished talking about her experience, she looked at Yuan Zhongguang in silence.

Very careful, very gentle eyes, like a mother looking at her child who has not returned home for a long time.

"Have you suffered a lot in these years?" She sighed a long time, until now, there was real worry and sadness in her eyes, "Although I don't know how you survived after that, it must be very difficult It's so brave, Your Highness."

Yuko looked at Minamoto Shigemitsu. After her figure became transparent and she lost all her jealousy, her prajna would disappear. This was the price of degenerating from a human to a demon.

Minato Shigemitsu stretched out his hand with the palm facing up, Yuko looked down for a while, and it took a long time to reach out her slender fingers from under the wide cuff to put it on.

The temperature of human palms warmed the evil ghost's icy body. She shuddered, then tilted her head and narrowed her eyes: "It's such a long-lost feeling..."

Yuan Zhongguang clenched his hand slightly, and said in a low voice: "I will find you in the next life, so let me take care of you this time."

Yuko didn't say much, she didn't seem to want to waste time on herself, she just looked at Yuan Shigemitsu with a smile on her face, the thick-skinned Minamoto Shigemitsu felt a little embarrassed, her eyes wandered for a while, and she confronted him again Yuko's eyes.

"It's great, I didn't expect to see His Highness again." Yuko sighed, "I was very worried about you before, I feel like you will be bullied if you have such a temper, if only someone can take good care of you--now Do you have someone like that?"

She asked it as a matter of course, and Yuan Shigemitsu answered calmly: "Well, yes, it's a pity that the one I want Yuko to see the most is not brought out today... Ah, in fact, Yuko should have seen it too."

Yuko's body was so empty that she could see the wall behind, and any fluctuation of spiritual power could make her disappear instantly. Yuan Shigemitsu seemed to have not noticed this at all, and still talked to her with a smile.

The girl's curiosity immediately appeared in the eyes of the woman opposite, Yuan Shigemitsu opened the fan to cover his mouth, and leaned over to say a word, his voice was very low, Hikiri and Tsurumaru couldn't hear what he said clearly .

Yuko's eyes widened in surprise: "It turned out to be like this?!" Then she looked regretful, "I should have taken a good look at it at the time, but it was taken back to the palace by His Majesty soon..."

Yuan Shigemitsu didn't seem to mind, Yuko sighed there, thought of something, carefully touched the inside of the sleeve, and then stretched out her hand——

A branch of cherry blossoms.

The cherry blossoms that bloomed in early spring, with crystal dew on them, swayed the petals timidly and tremblingly. There was a little girl's pink lip color on the edge of the petals, like Ji Jun who walked out of the mansion for the first time. See, they are all fresh and bright.

"I've always wanted to say that the cherry blossoms you gave His Majesty Zhonggong that day were really beautiful." Yuko felt a little embarrassed, lowered her head, and still held the branch of cherry blossoms in her hand, "This sentence should have been said by His Majesty Zhonggong. To put it better, it's a bit over the line-"

Yuan Shigemitsu stared blankly at the branch of cherry blossoms, his throat seemed to be clogged with something.

The child who wanted to please his mother with flowers is long gone. The cherry blossoms in early spring bloom season after season, and the trampled flower is just an indifferent silhouette in memory, but someone still puts it so seriously. heart.

"No, I'm very happy to be praised by Yuko."

Yuan Shigemitsu said softly, the blush on the woman's face spread, and in the thin halo, her clothes began to shatter, melting into the transparent air bit by bit.

"Ah...you've grown up." Her smile began to blur, and her words became hollow and unclear, "From now on, I still have to go on bravely."

The branch of cherry blossoms fell to the ground, the dew rolled all over the ground, and the woman in full dress disappeared.

Yuan Shigemitsu raised his hand twice, but failed to lift it up. After panting for a long time, another warm hand covered the back of his hand, supported him, and picked up the branch of cherry blossoms.

The first cherry blossom in early spring, I don't know where the evil spirit got it, and he tried his best to preserve it, and left it to the child who might never appear.

"Prajna... Will there be an afterlife?"

Tsurumaru remained silent, his eyes fell on the branch of cherry blossoms, and finally broke the suffocating silence.

Mustache retracted the hand covering Yuan Zhongguang's hand, and smiled softly: "Well... this, who knows."

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