Fast time travel to the bone marrow
Chapter 79
He likes to see Gu Qing'an's serious appearance, he likes Gu Qing'an's serious study appearance, he likes Gu Qing'an's appearance whenever.
Whether it's the seriousness at the moment, or the way he smiled at him, Bai Chen especially likes it.
But, "So what if I like it?" After Bai Chen blurted out, he realized in a daze that he had actually spit out the words.
A burst of icy cold suddenly walked past them, looking up, it was a gust of cold wind blowing in from the window, blowing away their warmth.
Naturally, the heating was turned on in the store, maybe the owner seemed to have forgotten to close the window, or maybe the clerk he hired had forgotten to close the window, anyway, he suddenly said a little angrily, "How could Xiao Luo forget to close the window before leaving get off work? Really..."
He was a little unhappy and went to close the window, but at this moment, Bai Chen regained consciousness. He restrained his emotions, tidied up everything, turned his head slightly, and stared fixedly at Gu Qing'an.
At this moment, Gu Qing'an is very good-looking, just standing there, he is more handsome and charming than the so-called male stars in magazines, but such an eye-catching Gu Qing'an is now his good friend.
But how long can this state last?
Bai Chen lowered his eyelashes slightly to cover the emotions in his eyes. He suppressed those complex emotions and chuckled, "Qing'an, we should go back to eat chocolate." , unable to swing away for a long time.
"Okay." Gu Qing'an was stunned for a moment, he had never seen Bai Chen like this before.At this moment, Bai Chen seems to be three parts smiling, three parts happy, three parts happy and jumping, but there is one part that makes Gu Qingan unable to look away no matter what, that is... an inexplicable feeling that makes Gu Qing feel at ease. Painful emotion.
Why, at this moment, Bai Chen has to show|show such an expression?Is he sad?
Once this kind of thought arises, Gu Qing'an can't shake it off no matter what.He stepped forward to hold Bai Chen's hand, he wanted to warm Bai Chen's hand, he wanted to make Bai Chen less sad, but when Bai Chen looked back at him and met those extremely clear eyes , but he was silent.
Love, I don't know where to start, just like the words at this moment, I don't know where to start.
Gu Qing'an wanted to comfort Bai Chen, but when Bai Chen wasn't sad at all, and just looked at Gu Qing'an with such a happy smile, what could Gu Qing'an say?
"What's the matter? Qing'an, why did you hold my hand suddenly? Are you still staring at me like this? Could it be that there is something dirty on my face?" As he spoke, Bai Chen seemed to really feel that there was something dirty on his face. He stretched out his hand and wanted to wipe it off, but at this moment, Gu Qing'an just stepped forward suddenly, and gently touched Bai Chen's face. Being touched like this, Bai Chen just froze, and remained silent on the spot. , fixedly staring at Gu Qingan.He opened his mouth, and when he was about to say something, Gu Qingan pursed his lips slightly, "Bai Chen, if something dirty makes you feel uncomfortable, I will help you get rid of it." It won't make you feel sad and sad again.Maybe, at this moment, I still can't completely make you feel not sad or sad, but in the future, I will try my best not to make you feel so sad again.
Gu Qing'an knew that he hadn't completely entered Bai Chen's heart at this moment, and Bai Chen still had something to hide from him, and would not tell him, and would not open his heart to him.However, these are not important.
He still has a lot of time to prove his love to Bai Chen, he will not leave Bai Chen, he will hold Bai Chen's hand forever.
Gu Qing'an's eyes were so firm that Bai Chen thought he had discovered something, but after hearing what Gu Qing'an said, he was relieved, that is, "Bai Chen, your hands are very cold, outside The street will be colder, don't catch cold, we have to go home to eat chocolate later." After speaking, Gu Qing'an took off his coat and put it on Bai Chen, "I don't want you to get sick. "I don't want you to be sad, and I don't want you to be sad.But at this moment, the comforting words seemed so pale and powerless.
Gu Qing'an didn't want to just rely on words to make Bai Chen not sad and sad. He felt that if he really wanted to make Bai Chen not sad and sad, it would be...from now on, treat Bai Chen twice as well, and talk to Bai Chen even more. Chen Hao, don't let others bully Bai Chen, let Bai Chen live happily like this forever.
That's enough.
"Bai Chen, I heard people say that it might rain later, if we walk slowly, we might get caught in the rain, let's hurry up." Gu Qingan didn't want Bai Chen to think too much, The more you think about it, the more sad and sad you will be.
"Okay." Hearing these words, Bai Chen didn't know why, but his heart was warmed by the inexplicable process. Obviously Gu Qing'an didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything to himself, but he felt very at ease inexplicably.
Bai Chen held Gu Qing'an's right hand tightly, he felt the warmth coming from those strong hands, while Bai Chen's left hand was just holding the chocolate box.
Bai Chen tilted his head slightly, there are many couples who like to hold each other so much, but for some reason, Bai Chen just has the urge to be together with Gu Qing'an forever.
Not only because of Gu Qing'an's unusually firm eyes, nor because the lovers around are holding each other because they covet each other's looks, but also because, at this moment, Bai Chen feels very... Peace of mind.
This kind of peace of mind filled the air, making Bai Chen feel particularly warm.
Bai Chen lowered his head slightly, he looked at the long shadow on the ground, turned his head slightly, and saw himself and Gu Qing'an's shadow intertwined, which seemed to show that he and Gu Qing'an would be together for a long time.
Bai Chen: But for a long time, can it really be so easy?
The cold wind was blowing, Bai Chen felt a sudden chill coming from the front, he was slightly raising his head and hands, trying to resist the cold wind, but Gu Qingan in front just hugged him gently , a gust of warmth came from the front, and the coldness of the cold wind had long since disappeared, and what was left was only warmth that was stronger than before.
When Bai Chen stepped back slightly and looked up, he saw Gu Qing'an still had that indifferent face in the dark street under the light, but even though it was a very indifferent face, there was a hint of warmth in his eyes, which made people feel A sweet warmth in my heart,
At this moment, Bai Chen, seeing Gu Qingan like this, for some reason, inexplicably wants to open the box of chocolates and eat them.
And Bai Chen is a person who does whatever he thinks of, so he turned his head slightly, aimed at the bench by the roadside, and then smiled at Gu Qing'an, "There are public chairs there, let's eat chocolate together? I can't walk anymore." After speaking, Bai Chen jumped over and sat there, regardless of whether Gu Qing'an would agree or not, he just started to open the box of chocolates.
Bai Chen knew that his behavior at the moment was not very good, and could even be regarded as a kind of willfulness, but at this moment, Bai Chen just wanted to be so willful for a while.
Being willful may make people feel uneasy, but if you can't bear even a little bit of willfulness, then does the other party really like you?
Bai Chen took a mouthful of chocolate silently, he didn't know what kind of expression Gu Qingan would show, and he didn't know if Gu Qingan would feel impatient, he just quietly took a bite of the chocolate, feeling the mouth open bursts of sweetness.
Chocolate, really sweet, makes people feel very sweet.
But when Bai Chen felt that he was being hugged gently, and a burst of warmth passed from his side, Bai Chen just felt sweeter.
He could feel that the person beside him was gently buttoning his coat, and then he adjusted his scarf and said to himself, "Bai Chen, don't catch a cold. If you are sick, I will It will hurt. Besides, you can’t eat delicious food when you’re sick, so take care of yourself and don’t get sick.”
But when Bai Chen heard this, he deliberately said to him maliciously, "I'm sick, so don't you have to take care of me? Besides, if I'm done with everything, what do you want me to do?" After finishing speaking, Bai Chen smiled brightly, but the villain in Bai Chen's heart was not smiling, but just quietly looked at Gu Qing'an, observing Gu Qing'an's expression.
Gu Qing'an has always been a very good person, Bai Chen has always known it, but being good doesn't mean that Gu Qing'an likes him.
It doesn't even mean that Gu Qing'an will be with him for a long time.
If in this world, Gu Qing'an was with other girls, Bai Chen thought about it, he probably wouldn't stop him, after all, people have their own choices, if this is the final ending between him and Gu Qing'an, then he Why not accept it readily?
But when he stared at Gu Qing'an steadfastly, he just bumped into a pair of particularly clear eyes. In those eyes, there was nothing but himself, his eyes, his appearance of eating chocolate, his The outer three layers and the inner three layers are wrapped like a ball.
But at this moment, Bai Chen didn't feel a little funny, he just stared at Gu Qing'an more seriously, "Don't you think I'm ugly?"
"I don't think so." Gu Qing'an was also very serious. He untied his own scarf and put it on Bai Chen. He was not wearing a coat at the moment and was blown by the cold wind, but the scarf was not thin at all.
Obviously this body is not strong, and still has the slenderness and thinness of a teenager, but at this moment, Bai Chen inexplicably feels an abnormal sense of security. I can't help but believe that he will bring me a sense of security, and that he will always protect me, just like before when he took Bai Chen to take a step forward.
But in fact, is this really the case?
"People always have to get to know each other repeatedly before they know whether this is really the case." Bai Chen said this suddenly, "I, in the last second, might have thought that I would With you forever, but in the next second, I may find that I can't be with you forever."
"But in the next second, I may convince you that we will be together forever, and in the next second, maybe you will really find that we can really be together forever." Gu Qing'an did not refute Bai Chen's words The words, he just continued Bai Chen's words, and he seemed to feel why he felt a little heartache when he saw Bai Chen's expression, "You can't believe me, it must be because I paid back!" Not enough, it must be that I am not good enough, which makes you not believe me."
Gu Qing'an felt that when he was facing Bai Chen, his heart was still beating, and the more he saw Bai Chen like this, the faster he was beating.He really likes Bai Chen, but his words at this moment seem too pale and powerless.Under the dim light, the warmth never shone on them, and Bai Chen's pale face just became paler at this moment.
In fact, in the past, Bai Chen's face was not too pale, at most it was snow white.But for some reason, Bai Chen seemed to be blown by the cold wind at this moment, that's why he looked abnormally pale, and those eyes were filled with many inexplicable and unexplainable emotions.
"Bai Chen, I will use my actions to prove that we will be together forever, and we will not gradually separate because of the passage of time. On the contrary, we will only strengthen our desire to be with each other as time passes. Thoughts and thoughts of being together." Gu Qing'an didn't know why he would say this suddenly at this moment, he just felt that at this moment, it was necessary for him to let Bai Chen know this, that he would really be with Bai Chen.
There is no doubt about this, he doesn't need to think about it, he can say it.
Bai Chen already had a figure in his future.He couldn't imagine the days without Bai Chen.
"Really?" Bai Chen stretched out his left hand slightly, propped his chin, and took a piece of chocolate with his right hand. He seemed to have thought of something, and he laughed, "Since you think so confidently, then let's see our In the future, whether there will be each other."
Our future will not have each other, even at this moment we firmly believe that we will be together forever, but in fact, this is very difficult to do.
Bai Chen: People are such creatures. They obviously think that they can do it forever, but in fact, at the end, they will find that, ah, it was really... very difficult to do this.
Bai Chen gently peeled|opened a piece of chocolate, fed it to Gu Qingan, and put it into Gu Qingan's mouth.And being stuffed with a piece of chocolate, although Gu Qing'an could feel the sweetness in his mouth, bursts of sweetness, but when he met Bai Chen's eyes, he didn't know why, but he felt bursts of sweetness in his heart. sorrow.
Maybe it's because today is the Chinese New Year, or maybe it's because they are all in a remote and dark street today. At this moment, they all feel extremely cold in their hearts.
When they slowly returned home, they still had a lot of chocolate left, they only ate five or six pieces, and four of them were eaten by Bai Chen, and only two were fed by Bai Chen to Gu Qing'an.
As soon as Bai Chen came home, without Gu Qing'an's reminder, he consciously went to take a bath.
After Bai Chen finished taking a bath, he still felt depressed, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, he knew he shouldn't be depressed, he knew he shouldn't feel sad, he should control his emotions good.
As an excellent and qualified fast traveler, it is a stupid behavior to have redundant and meaningless emotions, which is tantamount to suicide.
Bai Chen: After all, too much emotion will only fill one's head with many irrelevant things and make oneself feel more uncomfortable and painful. This is wrong and shouldn't happen.
Bai Chen knew this, so after taking a bath, he slowly sat on the ground, crossed his legs and meditated. He felt that he had to restrain all his emotions.
He shouldn't have shown these emotions.
Seeing Bai Chen sitting so quietly, he was completely different from the past. When he got home, he didn't like cleaning at all. First, he would open the refrigerator and eat the ice cream inside.
But for some reason, when seeing Bai Chen suddenly become so sensible, Gu Qing'an inexplicably felt his heart twitch|convulsed very badly, he always felt that at some point, the distance between him and Bai Chen seemed to be far away , no matter how he ran forward, he seemed to be unable to catch up with Bai Chen.
Gu Qing'an lowered his head slightly, hiding the emotions in his eyes, pursed his lips slightly, turned around, took his clothes and went to take a shower.
After he finished taking a bath, he just faced the mirror, looked at himself in the mirror, thought of something, clenched his fists slightly, he lowered his head slightly, his black hair slightly covered his face, let People can't see what he's thinking clearly, they can only hear the words he spit out from between his teeth, "I won't let you go." Even if you know, maybe you continue to be with me, maybe you will It's hard, it's painful, but he never wants to let go, never wants to let go.
Gu Qing'an didn't know why Bai Chen was sad and sad, but he knew that since he didn't understand it, it was very likely that he made Bai Chen uncomfortable and painful.
If not, why would Bai Chen be sad?Will it be painful?
Gu Qing'an slowly sat beside Bai Chen, and he watched Bai Chen continue to meditate.
"Bai Chen, do you want to eat chocolate?" Gu Qing'an's crisp voice woke Bai Chen up.
Bai Chen raised his head slightly, and slowly opened his eyes. He stared fixedly at Gu Qing'an, as if thinking of something, the corners of his mouth curled up, showing a particularly bright smile, "Okay, I want to eat chocolate." Bai Chen Chen brought the chocolate over, and he took a bite of the chocolate lightly, his brows were full of comfort and warmth at the moment.
But at this moment, Gu Qing'an could feel that Bai Chen was different from the past. Although it looked the same, in fact, it was different.
"Bai Chen, I don't know why you are sad, why you are sad." Gu Qing'an gently held Bai Chen's hand, and he felt that Bai Chen's hand was very soft, just like Bai Chen, who clearly looked It sounds very hard, but in fact, he is a very soft person, so soft that he can't help but want to protect him, "Bai Chen, I want to know why you are sad, why are you sad, but I do No. But these are not important, even if these can't be done, so what? As long as I know that I can be with you forever, that's enough. "
Gu Qing'an raised his head slightly, and stared at Bai Chen seriously, "Bai Chen, the me at this moment may not be enough to make you feel at ease, not enough to make you feel that you can open your heart to me, but it doesn't matter, as long as you Because of me, I can gradually feel happy, feel happy, and no longer feel sad and sad like now, but in the end, I can only bear it silently by myself, that would be good."
Hearing this, Bai Chen's face turned slightly cold, he didn't speak, he just stared fixedly at Gu Qing'an.
"Bai Chen, if you are sad and want to cry, just cry, I will always be by your side." Gu Qing'an hugged Bai Chen gently, and he felt the aura on Bai Chen's body was really sweet. Let him feel heartache.
He really wanted to punish and teach those people who bullied Bai Chen and made Bai Chen sad to such an extent.
Being hugged so gently, Bai Chen just felt a burst of warmth from his body.He turned his head slightly, blinked his eyes, and looked hard, only to see that Gu Qing'an was hugging him, and the warmth came from him.
At this moment, the cold wind suddenly picked up, and the rain came along with it. The sound of "Dada!" The sound of the rain hit the roof and there were bursts of noise, but when Bai Chen heard this, he raised his head slightly, puzzled. Said, "Why do you treat me so well? Qing'an." Why do you want to be with me forever, why?
"Because you are Bai Chen, so I want to treat you well." Gu Qing'an looked at Bai Chen seriously, "I don't know why I want to treat you so well, and I don't know why I can't help it." Gradually caring about you, more and more caring, I only know that from the beginning to the end, all I like is you, Bai Chen, I want to treat you well, I don't want you to be sad, I don't want you to feel wronged. "
But hearing what he said, Bai Chen just felt a suffocating smell in the air, he felt a little out of breath, and his eye sockets were sore.Obviously Gu Qing'an didn't say anything provocative, but he just felt very sad for no reason and wanted to cry.
But he knew that he couldn't, it would make Gu Qing'an feel strange, it would also hurt Gu Qing'an, and it would make Gu Qing'an think that he bullied him.
Bai Chen just suppressed this emotion, he raised his head slightly, looked at the chocolate beside him, grabbed a handful of chocolate, handed it to Gu Qing'an, and laughed, "I want to feed you! Don't refuse, Qing'an , Didn’t you say, do you like me? Do you want to be with me? Then I’ll feed you chocolate, so you have to be obedient and don’t resist|resist.”
With that said, Bai Chen gently peeled|opened the outer packaging of the chocolate, and fed it into Gu Qing'an's mouth.
Gu Qing'an is actually not a person who likes sweets, on the contrary, he is a person who doesn't like sweets very much, but he just opened his mouth obediently when being fed by Bai Chen, and never refused at all.
"Why didn't you refuse?" Bai Chen's eyes were blank, he looked at Gu Qingan suspiciously, he didn't know why Gu Qingan didn't refuse, he obviously didn't like sweets, why didn't he refuse?Why not revolt|resist?Why do you still treat me like this?
"Because Bai Chen, you want me to eat it." Gu Qingan pursed her lips slightly, "I want to satisfy Bai Chen's wish, I don't want Bai Chen to be sad. If eating chocolate can make Bai Chen feel happy, then, eat it Or not, what does it matter?"
The cold wind was blowing, the sound from the roof was getting louder, and the rain was getting heavier, but Bai Chen was only inside the house, feeling his heart was unusually warm, he stared blankly at Gu Qing'an in front of him, he couldn't Knowing how to describe his mood at the moment, he just wanted to suspend time forever like this, and let everything stay in this most beautiful moment.
"Bai Chen, I'll feed you chocolate too, okay?" Gu Qingan pursed her lips slightly, "You like to eat sweet things, so if you eat some chocolate, your mood may become better." You won't be so sad anymore, I won't be so sad anymore.
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Whether it's the seriousness at the moment, or the way he smiled at him, Bai Chen especially likes it.
But, "So what if I like it?" After Bai Chen blurted out, he realized in a daze that he had actually spit out the words.
A burst of icy cold suddenly walked past them, looking up, it was a gust of cold wind blowing in from the window, blowing away their warmth.
Naturally, the heating was turned on in the store, maybe the owner seemed to have forgotten to close the window, or maybe the clerk he hired had forgotten to close the window, anyway, he suddenly said a little angrily, "How could Xiao Luo forget to close the window before leaving get off work? Really..."
He was a little unhappy and went to close the window, but at this moment, Bai Chen regained consciousness. He restrained his emotions, tidied up everything, turned his head slightly, and stared fixedly at Gu Qing'an.
At this moment, Gu Qing'an is very good-looking, just standing there, he is more handsome and charming than the so-called male stars in magazines, but such an eye-catching Gu Qing'an is now his good friend.
But how long can this state last?
Bai Chen lowered his eyelashes slightly to cover the emotions in his eyes. He suppressed those complex emotions and chuckled, "Qing'an, we should go back to eat chocolate." , unable to swing away for a long time.
"Okay." Gu Qing'an was stunned for a moment, he had never seen Bai Chen like this before.At this moment, Bai Chen seems to be three parts smiling, three parts happy, three parts happy and jumping, but there is one part that makes Gu Qingan unable to look away no matter what, that is... an inexplicable feeling that makes Gu Qing feel at ease. Painful emotion.
Why, at this moment, Bai Chen has to show|show such an expression?Is he sad?
Once this kind of thought arises, Gu Qing'an can't shake it off no matter what.He stepped forward to hold Bai Chen's hand, he wanted to warm Bai Chen's hand, he wanted to make Bai Chen less sad, but when Bai Chen looked back at him and met those extremely clear eyes , but he was silent.
Love, I don't know where to start, just like the words at this moment, I don't know where to start.
Gu Qing'an wanted to comfort Bai Chen, but when Bai Chen wasn't sad at all, and just looked at Gu Qing'an with such a happy smile, what could Gu Qing'an say?
"What's the matter? Qing'an, why did you hold my hand suddenly? Are you still staring at me like this? Could it be that there is something dirty on my face?" As he spoke, Bai Chen seemed to really feel that there was something dirty on his face. He stretched out his hand and wanted to wipe it off, but at this moment, Gu Qing'an just stepped forward suddenly, and gently touched Bai Chen's face. Being touched like this, Bai Chen just froze, and remained silent on the spot. , fixedly staring at Gu Qingan.He opened his mouth, and when he was about to say something, Gu Qingan pursed his lips slightly, "Bai Chen, if something dirty makes you feel uncomfortable, I will help you get rid of it." It won't make you feel sad and sad again.Maybe, at this moment, I still can't completely make you feel not sad or sad, but in the future, I will try my best not to make you feel so sad again.
Gu Qing'an knew that he hadn't completely entered Bai Chen's heart at this moment, and Bai Chen still had something to hide from him, and would not tell him, and would not open his heart to him.However, these are not important.
He still has a lot of time to prove his love to Bai Chen, he will not leave Bai Chen, he will hold Bai Chen's hand forever.
Gu Qing'an's eyes were so firm that Bai Chen thought he had discovered something, but after hearing what Gu Qing'an said, he was relieved, that is, "Bai Chen, your hands are very cold, outside The street will be colder, don't catch cold, we have to go home to eat chocolate later." After speaking, Gu Qing'an took off his coat and put it on Bai Chen, "I don't want you to get sick. "I don't want you to be sad, and I don't want you to be sad.But at this moment, the comforting words seemed so pale and powerless.
Gu Qing'an didn't want to just rely on words to make Bai Chen not sad and sad. He felt that if he really wanted to make Bai Chen not sad and sad, it would be...from now on, treat Bai Chen twice as well, and talk to Bai Chen even more. Chen Hao, don't let others bully Bai Chen, let Bai Chen live happily like this forever.
That's enough.
"Bai Chen, I heard people say that it might rain later, if we walk slowly, we might get caught in the rain, let's hurry up." Gu Qingan didn't want Bai Chen to think too much, The more you think about it, the more sad and sad you will be.
"Okay." Hearing these words, Bai Chen didn't know why, but his heart was warmed by the inexplicable process. Obviously Gu Qing'an didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything to himself, but he felt very at ease inexplicably.
Bai Chen held Gu Qing'an's right hand tightly, he felt the warmth coming from those strong hands, while Bai Chen's left hand was just holding the chocolate box.
Bai Chen tilted his head slightly, there are many couples who like to hold each other so much, but for some reason, Bai Chen just has the urge to be together with Gu Qing'an forever.
Not only because of Gu Qing'an's unusually firm eyes, nor because the lovers around are holding each other because they covet each other's looks, but also because, at this moment, Bai Chen feels very... Peace of mind.
This kind of peace of mind filled the air, making Bai Chen feel particularly warm.
Bai Chen lowered his head slightly, he looked at the long shadow on the ground, turned his head slightly, and saw himself and Gu Qing'an's shadow intertwined, which seemed to show that he and Gu Qing'an would be together for a long time.
Bai Chen: But for a long time, can it really be so easy?
The cold wind was blowing, Bai Chen felt a sudden chill coming from the front, he was slightly raising his head and hands, trying to resist the cold wind, but Gu Qingan in front just hugged him gently , a gust of warmth came from the front, and the coldness of the cold wind had long since disappeared, and what was left was only warmth that was stronger than before.
When Bai Chen stepped back slightly and looked up, he saw Gu Qing'an still had that indifferent face in the dark street under the light, but even though it was a very indifferent face, there was a hint of warmth in his eyes, which made people feel A sweet warmth in my heart,
At this moment, Bai Chen, seeing Gu Qingan like this, for some reason, inexplicably wants to open the box of chocolates and eat them.
And Bai Chen is a person who does whatever he thinks of, so he turned his head slightly, aimed at the bench by the roadside, and then smiled at Gu Qing'an, "There are public chairs there, let's eat chocolate together? I can't walk anymore." After speaking, Bai Chen jumped over and sat there, regardless of whether Gu Qing'an would agree or not, he just started to open the box of chocolates.
Bai Chen knew that his behavior at the moment was not very good, and could even be regarded as a kind of willfulness, but at this moment, Bai Chen just wanted to be so willful for a while.
Being willful may make people feel uneasy, but if you can't bear even a little bit of willfulness, then does the other party really like you?
Bai Chen took a mouthful of chocolate silently, he didn't know what kind of expression Gu Qingan would show, and he didn't know if Gu Qingan would feel impatient, he just quietly took a bite of the chocolate, feeling the mouth open bursts of sweetness.
Chocolate, really sweet, makes people feel very sweet.
But when Bai Chen felt that he was being hugged gently, and a burst of warmth passed from his side, Bai Chen just felt sweeter.
He could feel that the person beside him was gently buttoning his coat, and then he adjusted his scarf and said to himself, "Bai Chen, don't catch a cold. If you are sick, I will It will hurt. Besides, you can’t eat delicious food when you’re sick, so take care of yourself and don’t get sick.”
But when Bai Chen heard this, he deliberately said to him maliciously, "I'm sick, so don't you have to take care of me? Besides, if I'm done with everything, what do you want me to do?" After finishing speaking, Bai Chen smiled brightly, but the villain in Bai Chen's heart was not smiling, but just quietly looked at Gu Qing'an, observing Gu Qing'an's expression.
Gu Qing'an has always been a very good person, Bai Chen has always known it, but being good doesn't mean that Gu Qing'an likes him.
It doesn't even mean that Gu Qing'an will be with him for a long time.
If in this world, Gu Qing'an was with other girls, Bai Chen thought about it, he probably wouldn't stop him, after all, people have their own choices, if this is the final ending between him and Gu Qing'an, then he Why not accept it readily?
But when he stared at Gu Qing'an steadfastly, he just bumped into a pair of particularly clear eyes. In those eyes, there was nothing but himself, his eyes, his appearance of eating chocolate, his The outer three layers and the inner three layers are wrapped like a ball.
But at this moment, Bai Chen didn't feel a little funny, he just stared at Gu Qing'an more seriously, "Don't you think I'm ugly?"
"I don't think so." Gu Qing'an was also very serious. He untied his own scarf and put it on Bai Chen. He was not wearing a coat at the moment and was blown by the cold wind, but the scarf was not thin at all.
Obviously this body is not strong, and still has the slenderness and thinness of a teenager, but at this moment, Bai Chen inexplicably feels an abnormal sense of security. I can't help but believe that he will bring me a sense of security, and that he will always protect me, just like before when he took Bai Chen to take a step forward.
But in fact, is this really the case?
"People always have to get to know each other repeatedly before they know whether this is really the case." Bai Chen said this suddenly, "I, in the last second, might have thought that I would With you forever, but in the next second, I may find that I can't be with you forever."
"But in the next second, I may convince you that we will be together forever, and in the next second, maybe you will really find that we can really be together forever." Gu Qing'an did not refute Bai Chen's words The words, he just continued Bai Chen's words, and he seemed to feel why he felt a little heartache when he saw Bai Chen's expression, "You can't believe me, it must be because I paid back!" Not enough, it must be that I am not good enough, which makes you not believe me."
Gu Qing'an felt that when he was facing Bai Chen, his heart was still beating, and the more he saw Bai Chen like this, the faster he was beating.He really likes Bai Chen, but his words at this moment seem too pale and powerless.Under the dim light, the warmth never shone on them, and Bai Chen's pale face just became paler at this moment.
In fact, in the past, Bai Chen's face was not too pale, at most it was snow white.But for some reason, Bai Chen seemed to be blown by the cold wind at this moment, that's why he looked abnormally pale, and those eyes were filled with many inexplicable and unexplainable emotions.
"Bai Chen, I will use my actions to prove that we will be together forever, and we will not gradually separate because of the passage of time. On the contrary, we will only strengthen our desire to be with each other as time passes. Thoughts and thoughts of being together." Gu Qing'an didn't know why he would say this suddenly at this moment, he just felt that at this moment, it was necessary for him to let Bai Chen know this, that he would really be with Bai Chen.
There is no doubt about this, he doesn't need to think about it, he can say it.
Bai Chen already had a figure in his future.He couldn't imagine the days without Bai Chen.
"Really?" Bai Chen stretched out his left hand slightly, propped his chin, and took a piece of chocolate with his right hand. He seemed to have thought of something, and he laughed, "Since you think so confidently, then let's see our In the future, whether there will be each other."
Our future will not have each other, even at this moment we firmly believe that we will be together forever, but in fact, this is very difficult to do.
Bai Chen: People are such creatures. They obviously think that they can do it forever, but in fact, at the end, they will find that, ah, it was really... very difficult to do this.
Bai Chen gently peeled|opened a piece of chocolate, fed it to Gu Qingan, and put it into Gu Qingan's mouth.And being stuffed with a piece of chocolate, although Gu Qing'an could feel the sweetness in his mouth, bursts of sweetness, but when he met Bai Chen's eyes, he didn't know why, but he felt bursts of sweetness in his heart. sorrow.
Maybe it's because today is the Chinese New Year, or maybe it's because they are all in a remote and dark street today. At this moment, they all feel extremely cold in their hearts.
When they slowly returned home, they still had a lot of chocolate left, they only ate five or six pieces, and four of them were eaten by Bai Chen, and only two were fed by Bai Chen to Gu Qing'an.
As soon as Bai Chen came home, without Gu Qing'an's reminder, he consciously went to take a bath.
After Bai Chen finished taking a bath, he still felt depressed, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, he knew he shouldn't be depressed, he knew he shouldn't feel sad, he should control his emotions good.
As an excellent and qualified fast traveler, it is a stupid behavior to have redundant and meaningless emotions, which is tantamount to suicide.
Bai Chen: After all, too much emotion will only fill one's head with many irrelevant things and make oneself feel more uncomfortable and painful. This is wrong and shouldn't happen.
Bai Chen knew this, so after taking a bath, he slowly sat on the ground, crossed his legs and meditated. He felt that he had to restrain all his emotions.
He shouldn't have shown these emotions.
Seeing Bai Chen sitting so quietly, he was completely different from the past. When he got home, he didn't like cleaning at all. First, he would open the refrigerator and eat the ice cream inside.
But for some reason, when seeing Bai Chen suddenly become so sensible, Gu Qing'an inexplicably felt his heart twitch|convulsed very badly, he always felt that at some point, the distance between him and Bai Chen seemed to be far away , no matter how he ran forward, he seemed to be unable to catch up with Bai Chen.
Gu Qing'an lowered his head slightly, hiding the emotions in his eyes, pursed his lips slightly, turned around, took his clothes and went to take a shower.
After he finished taking a bath, he just faced the mirror, looked at himself in the mirror, thought of something, clenched his fists slightly, he lowered his head slightly, his black hair slightly covered his face, let People can't see what he's thinking clearly, they can only hear the words he spit out from between his teeth, "I won't let you go." Even if you know, maybe you continue to be with me, maybe you will It's hard, it's painful, but he never wants to let go, never wants to let go.
Gu Qing'an didn't know why Bai Chen was sad and sad, but he knew that since he didn't understand it, it was very likely that he made Bai Chen uncomfortable and painful.
If not, why would Bai Chen be sad?Will it be painful?
Gu Qing'an slowly sat beside Bai Chen, and he watched Bai Chen continue to meditate.
"Bai Chen, do you want to eat chocolate?" Gu Qing'an's crisp voice woke Bai Chen up.
Bai Chen raised his head slightly, and slowly opened his eyes. He stared fixedly at Gu Qing'an, as if thinking of something, the corners of his mouth curled up, showing a particularly bright smile, "Okay, I want to eat chocolate." Bai Chen Chen brought the chocolate over, and he took a bite of the chocolate lightly, his brows were full of comfort and warmth at the moment.
But at this moment, Gu Qing'an could feel that Bai Chen was different from the past. Although it looked the same, in fact, it was different.
"Bai Chen, I don't know why you are sad, why you are sad." Gu Qing'an gently held Bai Chen's hand, and he felt that Bai Chen's hand was very soft, just like Bai Chen, who clearly looked It sounds very hard, but in fact, he is a very soft person, so soft that he can't help but want to protect him, "Bai Chen, I want to know why you are sad, why are you sad, but I do No. But these are not important, even if these can't be done, so what? As long as I know that I can be with you forever, that's enough. "
Gu Qing'an raised his head slightly, and stared at Bai Chen seriously, "Bai Chen, the me at this moment may not be enough to make you feel at ease, not enough to make you feel that you can open your heart to me, but it doesn't matter, as long as you Because of me, I can gradually feel happy, feel happy, and no longer feel sad and sad like now, but in the end, I can only bear it silently by myself, that would be good."
Hearing this, Bai Chen's face turned slightly cold, he didn't speak, he just stared fixedly at Gu Qing'an.
"Bai Chen, if you are sad and want to cry, just cry, I will always be by your side." Gu Qing'an hugged Bai Chen gently, and he felt the aura on Bai Chen's body was really sweet. Let him feel heartache.
He really wanted to punish and teach those people who bullied Bai Chen and made Bai Chen sad to such an extent.
Being hugged so gently, Bai Chen just felt a burst of warmth from his body.He turned his head slightly, blinked his eyes, and looked hard, only to see that Gu Qing'an was hugging him, and the warmth came from him.
At this moment, the cold wind suddenly picked up, and the rain came along with it. The sound of "Dada!" The sound of the rain hit the roof and there were bursts of noise, but when Bai Chen heard this, he raised his head slightly, puzzled. Said, "Why do you treat me so well? Qing'an." Why do you want to be with me forever, why?
"Because you are Bai Chen, so I want to treat you well." Gu Qing'an looked at Bai Chen seriously, "I don't know why I want to treat you so well, and I don't know why I can't help it." Gradually caring about you, more and more caring, I only know that from the beginning to the end, all I like is you, Bai Chen, I want to treat you well, I don't want you to be sad, I don't want you to feel wronged. "
But hearing what he said, Bai Chen just felt a suffocating smell in the air, he felt a little out of breath, and his eye sockets were sore.Obviously Gu Qing'an didn't say anything provocative, but he just felt very sad for no reason and wanted to cry.
But he knew that he couldn't, it would make Gu Qing'an feel strange, it would also hurt Gu Qing'an, and it would make Gu Qing'an think that he bullied him.
Bai Chen just suppressed this emotion, he raised his head slightly, looked at the chocolate beside him, grabbed a handful of chocolate, handed it to Gu Qing'an, and laughed, "I want to feed you! Don't refuse, Qing'an , Didn’t you say, do you like me? Do you want to be with me? Then I’ll feed you chocolate, so you have to be obedient and don’t resist|resist.”
With that said, Bai Chen gently peeled|opened the outer packaging of the chocolate, and fed it into Gu Qing'an's mouth.
Gu Qing'an is actually not a person who likes sweets, on the contrary, he is a person who doesn't like sweets very much, but he just opened his mouth obediently when being fed by Bai Chen, and never refused at all.
"Why didn't you refuse?" Bai Chen's eyes were blank, he looked at Gu Qingan suspiciously, he didn't know why Gu Qingan didn't refuse, he obviously didn't like sweets, why didn't he refuse?Why not revolt|resist?Why do you still treat me like this?
"Because Bai Chen, you want me to eat it." Gu Qingan pursed her lips slightly, "I want to satisfy Bai Chen's wish, I don't want Bai Chen to be sad. If eating chocolate can make Bai Chen feel happy, then, eat it Or not, what does it matter?"
The cold wind was blowing, the sound from the roof was getting louder, and the rain was getting heavier, but Bai Chen was only inside the house, feeling his heart was unusually warm, he stared blankly at Gu Qing'an in front of him, he couldn't Knowing how to describe his mood at the moment, he just wanted to suspend time forever like this, and let everything stay in this most beautiful moment.
"Bai Chen, I'll feed you chocolate too, okay?" Gu Qingan pursed her lips slightly, "You like to eat sweet things, so if you eat some chocolate, your mood may become better." You won't be so sad anymore, I won't be so sad anymore.
The author has something to say: la la la! ~(≧▽≦)/~ I got the claws left by cute little angels such as bustling little angels and clear sky little angels. The author feels super~super~open~foresting! ~ Hug the cute little angels tightly and don't let go! ~Aim at the cute bustling little angels and clear sky little angels, and launch the Gagen bomb again! ~The goal is: Let the little angels be shot and fall into the arms of the author (≧▽≦)! ~ Ha ha ha! ~
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