catch the dream

Yu Hao lay quietly, his eyes were only on the ceiling of the school hospital, he heard Xue Long outside asking the doctor about the situation.

"There is no need to transfer to another hospital. The inhalation is not too much, just observe it."

Xue Long confirmed that he would no longer be in danger before he really left.

It is said that people who have died once will not seek death again, and he seems to have really given up on this idea now. "General" seemed to be still in his heart, repeating to him, you will be fine.

After a few knocks on the door, Yu Hao turned his head, with surprise in his eyes. The man was carrying his bag. It was Fu Liqun, the basketball captain of the sports academy. He remembered the familiar voice when he was unconscious. The person who came to the hospital carrying him was he!

He knew Fu Liqun, and he had done a work-study application form for him before, and had a brief conversation with him. At the moment, his hair was drenched with sweat, but he was very energetic, with thick black eyebrows.

"Is it better?" Fu Liqun said, conveniently put the medical records beside the pillow, and handed Yu Hao's campus card and mobile phone.

Yu Hao was about to get up, Fu Liqun told him to lie down, and said, "We have a roommate who said he saw you by the playground."

Yu Hao said "um", and Fu Liqun said again: "Don't worry, if someone asks, let's just say that you are broken in love, took pictures of ginkgo trees on the mountain, entered an old house, and choked on burning diaries." He laughed and said, "It sounds reasonable."

"No one came to ask me." Yu Hao replied.

"There are always people who like to spread gossip." Fu Liqun replied.

Yu Hao whispered, "Thank you."

Fu Liqun was wearing a tracksuit jacket with a basketball vest inside, and the track pants were not changed, and he sat with a slight bow.He carried Yu Hao to the hospital as soon as he got off the court, he was still panting a bit, staring at Yu Hao.Yu Hao remembered that once, from a distance, he saw someone driving a BMW bought by the family to pick him up outside the school.It is said that she is Fu Liqun's girlfriend, from the Dance Department of Xichuan Conservatory of Music, with fair skin, beautiful appearance and long legs.

Fu Liqun was the object of many girls' crushes in the academy, and his family conditions were good. This kind of male god-level person seemed destined to live a glamorous life from birth. He was not from the same world as Yu Hao, and he hardly took the initiative to find He speaks.

"You're welcome." Fu Liqun was silent for a long time, and replied, looking at the expression, as if he was looking for something to say, but the phone rang, and Fu Liqun bowed his head and began to reply to WeChat.

There were sneezing sounds outside, one after another.

"Red hair?" Fu Liqun said.

The nurse followed someone and entered the ward. The school hospital ward was divided into two halves by a screen. Zhou Sheng sneezed and entered the room. He glanced at Yu Hao who was lying on the infusion, said "Yo", and said, "What's wrong?"

"Sick." Fu Liqun answered for Yu Hao.

"Maybe you're undernourished, look at how skinny you are." Zhou Sheng went to the other side of the screen with a runny nose.The nurse held the pressure plate with a smile. She had seen a lot of strange people in the school hospital, and without saying much, she held Zhou Sheng's chin and asked, "Where does it hurt?"

"My whole body hurts, my throat hurts, and my head hurts."

"Fake it," the nurse said, "Say 'ah'."

The voice came from behind the screen, Zhou Sheng groaned, refused to get the injection, asked the nurse to prescribe some medicine for him, and was reprimanded again, to the effect that the temperature is going to cool down recently, so you don't pay attention.

"I always like to take off my shirt to play. Why? Huh? Playing handsome?" said the nurse.

"Because it's unsightly to play with your pants off," Zhou Sheng said.

Everyone: "..."

Yu Hao was suddenly amused by this sentence, and then coughed violently.The nurse came over and took a look, and said, "No more oxygen, are you dizzy?"

The nurse took off the oxygen mask, and Yu Hao felt much more comfortable. Zhou Sheng glanced at the infusion bottle, then at Fu Liqun, meaning "Let's go?" Fu Liqun replied, "I'll accompany him to finish the infusion."

"You guys go back." Yu Hao was very sorry and didn't know how to repay Fu Liqun, but Fu Liqun just smiled and said, "Your head teacher sent me a message. He just got off the train and will come to see you later."

Yu Hao had no choice but to nod. The freshmen were initially supervised by counselors. There were more than 70 people in a whole grade, and Xue Long couldn't manage them. The college then appointed a head teacher for each class, and most of them were postgraduate seniors.Yu Hao doesn't like to owe favors, and always hopes to cut off all ties with the outside world as much as possible, as if by closing himself off, he has the freedom most of the time.For example, if Fu Liqun found out his whereabouts this time, and carried him to the hospital, Yu Hao would never be able to pay back the debt he owed.

The gratitude was heavy, like a gift, but also like a shackle, which made him a little breathless.

I am a sick person.Yu Hao hated himself very much.

"Then I'll wait with you, and go eat dry pot later." Zhou Sheng lay on the hospital bed, there was silence in the ward for a while, Fu Liqun lowered his head and played with his mobile phone, while Yu Hao quietly recalled the "general" in his dream.For some reason, when the general appeared, he didn't reject this person's help to him at all, like an old friend who had known him for many years.

"Don't forget there is me".

Maybe this will be the reason for him to live well, Yu Hao thought ecstatically, he will never forget this dream, nor will he forget Fu Liqun in his whole life, they seem to have some kind of wonderful overlap.

He looked at Fu Liqun, and after an unknown amount of time, the sound of conversation broke the silence in the ward.

"Is it classmate Yu Hao?"

Yu Hao looked up from his memories, and a boy in a casual linen suit came in with a suitcase.

The boy wears glasses, with handsome and delicate features, moist lips, thick and curly hair, with an approachable and bookish air.His linen suit jacket was unbuttoned, and he was wearing a scarf. He rubbed his hands a few times to warm them up, and stepped forward to pat the back of Yu Hao's hand.

"Chen Yekai." The boy introduced himself, "Your homeroom teacher, you can call me brother. I just graduated from graduate school."

Yu Hao nodded, he was not good at dealing with this kind of one-on-one self-introduction, but Chen Yekai quickly got into the mood, and said to Fu Liqun, "I'll take your Physical Education Class [-] and Yu Hao's Psychology Class [-]. "

Fu Liqun hurriedly got up and shook hands with Chen Yekai, calling him Mr. Chen.Chen Yekai took a chair and sat down, looked at Fu Liqun and then at Yu Hao, suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and said with a smile, "What rank do you two rank in your respective classes?"

Yu Hao: "..."

Fu Liqun smiled and said, "It's above average."

"That's great." Chen Yekai said with relief, "There should be many more handsome than me, so I don't have to be molested by the crowd all the time."

Yu Hao couldn't laugh or cry, Fu Liqun patted Chen Yekai on the shoulder and said, "Trust me, Teacher Chen, you will still be molested by the girls, here..." He motioned for Chen Yekai to watch, leaned against the door, and secretly took pictures of Chen Yekai with his mobile phone. Yekai's nurse sister immediately turned around and left.

Chen Yekai resisted the embarrassment and did not turn his head. Fu Liqun couldn't help laughing with a helpless expression on his face. Chen Yekai was indeed handsome and had a celebrity appearance.He looked at Yu Hao with a smile again, and said, "Life always favors good-looking people, but I never thought of that."

"Am I good-looking?" Yu Hao replied, "I don't think so."

Chen Yekai looked at Yu Hao carefully and said, "You're just too skinny, you need to eat more."

Yu Hao said: "I can't afford it, I'm too poor."

"What did you have for lunch?"

Yu Hao replied, "Hotpot."

Chen Yekai said: "I want to take you to eat later."

Yu Hao ate 200 yuan, and spent the last bit of living expenses left.

"If you want to chat, just chat." Chen Yekai said, "Don't worry about it, I did this when I was young."

Yu Hao was a little surprised, Chen Yekai looked quite cheerful.

"I didn't steal anything." Yu Hao said suddenly.

Chen Yekai looked at Yu Hao carefully, then seemed to make up his mind, and said, "I believe in you."

Yu Hao was completely shocked when he heard this. Since this incident happened, this is the first time someone said "I believe in you", whether it's a counselor or a policeman, the answer to him is "Don't worry, you must I will find out the truth." No one has ever given a positive answer, and they are all afraid that they will be blamed if they say something too early.

"Why?" Yu Hao asked instead.

"The policeman who handled your case said so." Chen Yekai opened WeChat, played it, and pressed a voice.

"The kid is lying, I've seen it too many times... The key point is that there is no evidence, and it's hard to tell the parents... You can't wrongly accuse him of stealing things just because he is poor..."

After the audio was broadcast, Chen Yekai explained: "The police handling the case have met many people, and you can see it from the eyes, but the kid is too smart, no matter how hard he tries to ask, he can't catch the loophole." Said Then he said to Fu Liqun: "He went to teach a child, and that child put her father's watch in Yu Hao's bag, and wronged him."

"It's too much." Fu Liqun got a general idea from the conversation between the two, and said, "Why did you do this?"

Chen Yekai spread his hands and said, "Now we have to find a way to find evidence."

Yu Hao said: "There will be no proof, unless she admits it herself."

Chen Yekai thought for a while and replied, "Not necessarily."

Yu Hao said, "It was the same way in junior high school."

Chen Yekai was very surprised, he hadn't read Yu Hao's file yet, and the counselor Xue Long didn't tell him the reason.

"Can you tell me?"

Yu Hao thought for a while and said, "Actually, that person is still a good buddy of mine."

In the second semester of the second year of junior high school, a very rich boy was transferred from another school, nicknamed Hanawa. His father was in the coal business in Shanxi, and he had so much money that he almost used it to light cigarettes.He often invites friends to take friends out to play. He pays the bill every time he plays.

Hualun has taken care of many so-called "useful" people, just like "Meng Changjun's Three Thousand Diners" in Chinese textbooks. Everyone will help him copy his homework, or help him cheat in exams, or help him as a "horse boy" with textbooks, Cleaning desks, being on duty, etc... Everyone has realized their self-worth, and there are many divisions of labor.

Yu Hao had felt the sharp class gap since kindergarten, and he had low self-esteem and sensitivity in junior high school, so he naturally didn't want to join that boy's group and become a member of the diners.But he has a buddy with a good relationship, a working family, learned a lot from Hualun, hangs out with him all day long, asks Hualun to borrow money from time to time, often two or three hundred, and if it is more, it can be thousands at a time .

Later, the coal boss had something to do at his coal mine stall, and while introspecting himself, he gave his son a serious reprimand and deducted most of the pocket money.However, it is easy to go from being frugal to being extravagant, but it is difficult to go from being extravagant to being frugal. When Yu Hao's buddy found out about the ATM, he inevitably felt a little bit disappointed.

So after finishing his physical education class, he took away Hualun's wallet, flipped through it, and used the few pieces of cash inside, trying to stuff the wallet back into his desk.As a result, as soon as they were put back, the students returned to the classroom one after another.Hana Lun finds out that her wallet has been stolen, so she hasten to tell the teacher.

The class teacher is also a talent, knowing that it is not easy to search one by one, so he asked Hualun to keep quiet and search through observation, trying to get as much stolen goods as possible.Finally, when school was over, Hanawa personally found her wallet from his desk...

"Why?" Fu Liqun asked.

Yu Hao replied calmly: "He was too nervous, so he stuffed his hand into the table and misplaced it. I happened to sit next to him, in the same seat."

At that time, Yu Hao fought hard with reason, but unfortunately, he happened to have [-] with him, which was given by his grandma, a month's living expenses.At the end of the quarrel, he had a fight with Hualun. Hualun had long disliked him.Yu Hao was angry at being wronged, so he threw a cup on the head of the flower wheel.

After the incident got serious, Hualun's mother came to the school and took Hualun's aunt to the hospital to issue a third-level disability certificate for Hualun, threatening that this matter would not be tolerated.In the end, Grandma Yu Hao also came and knelt down to Hualun's mother in front of many people. This incident shocked the entire grade, and also completely shocked Yu Hao.

"In the whole grade, only the English teacher said something for me." Yu Hao said calmly, "I still remember what she said. She said, 'When Hualun used to invite friends, Yu Hao didn't follow her. How could they steal his money now?'."

Later, Yu Hao was marked down in the file, and finally graduated. After graduating from junior high school, that buddy confessed the truth to him.Yu Hao thought about it and passed it, but that buddy asked him to borrow money again, but Yu Hao found out by accident.He was led by several big brothers in society to learn drug use, so he was always short of money.Yu Hao borrowed money from him, and while he was taking drugs at a friend's house, he called the police and sent him to a drug rehabilitation center.

In the next few years, that buddy came out of drug rehab and never contacted Yu Hao again. Yu Hao went home after graduating from high school and met him on the way and said hello to him, but the other party just pretended not to see him.

"Drink some water." Chen Yekai made a glass of glucose water and handed it to Yu Hao.

Fu Liqun had never encountered such a thing. If he hadn't suffered a serious illness before the college entrance examination and failed the exam, he wouldn't have come to these three books. Listening to Yu Hao's story was like seeing another world just a few feet away.

Yu Hao drank some water, opened his head, he couldn't help but want to confide, talking to Chen Yekai, as if he could vent his depression.

"What happened later?" Chen Yekai asked again.

Later, Yu Hao finished the three years of high school very defensively. During this period, for some reasons, he read some books on psychology. He knew that his personality was inextricably linked with the environment in which he grew up.His grandma is very strong, so strong that his mother can't stand this mother-in-law at all.After his father died, his mother once took him to play near the Donghe Reservoir, and gave him a shovel and a small bucket to help him dig some snails.

The bottom of the reservoir is very slippery, if you are not careful, you will slip into the water.

When Yu Hao told about this past, Chen Yekai and Fu Liqun both shuddered a little.

"Don't think too much," Fu Liqun comforted.

Yu Hao said: "That's what it means. I didn't understand it when I was a child, but when I grow up, I will understand it after thinking about it."

Yu Hao gradually began to know himself, and the more he knew himself, the more he wanted to close himself up and build a wall. Only within that wall could he truly have freedom.He is taciturn, and his only relative is his elderly grandma.The study is for her, and the college entrance examination is also for her. Sometimes he even thinks, if he doesn't have the heart to torture his grandma, maybe there is no joy in this world for him.

"How could it be?" Chen Yekai said, "Love and friendship are beautiful."

"Love is very beautiful." Yu Hao said to himself, "I know."

"You are such a handsome guy." Chen Yekai said, "Like a melancholy prince, there must be many girls who like it. I will introduce you to you some other day."

"No need." Yu Hao rejected Chen Yekai bluntly. He didn't say anything about his past. What he was hiding from them was: the buddy in junior high who stole someone's wallet was his crush once, and he was sending him to drug rehab. In the end, he finally confessed his love to him, and what he got in exchange was a meal of crazy curses and vicious ridicule.