The days when I helped the protagonist come to power [System]

Ersie froze completely.

He just...couldn't believe what he saw.

Heromita, what is he doing? ?

why would he...

Although it was just a superficial kiss, after the lips parted, the black-haired young man looked at the person in front of him, the tenderness and affection contained in it could not be deceived.

As if a bolt of lightning pierced the night sky, Ersie couldn't help shaking.

Could it be that this person actually treats him...

"Yes, at that time, I fell in love with you."

A voice suddenly sounded from behind, and Ersie was startled. He turned his head suddenly and saw a person standing not far behind him.

The man had black hair and black eyes, and was wearing the student uniform of Horstberg Academy of Magic. His eyes were fixed on the scene inside the barrier.

Erxi didn't know when he appeared, and how long he looked here. After a while, the other party looked away and looked at Erxi again.

"This is not your illusion." The other party said, "it's... mine."

Although the man still has the appearance of a teenager, his temperament and the expression on his face are clearly the appearance of the young Hei Luomi.

"Er, no, you should be called Ersie Mueller."

The black-haired boy suddenly smiled faintly at Ersie, and walked slowly towards him.

"I... have already remembered everything."

Like a thunderbolt, there was a "hum" in Erxi's head, and a chill shot up from his back, as if the blood all over his body had been frozen.

"You, what are you talking about, Heromi." Erxi felt that his voice was very rough, and he wanted to smile as if nothing had happened, but his expression was so stiff that it was difficult to even move the corners of his mouth.

"This, this is just an illusion, it's not real at all..."

The man looked at him expressionlessly, his pitch-black eyes were like bottomless black holes, Erxi dared not look at him again after just one glance, the silver-haired youth slowly backed away, and the other party was also there Getting closer and closer.

"I feel you are afraid." The young man stared into his eyes, his voice was soft, like a poisonous snake spitting out letters, "Why? Do you really want to see me?"

Ersie's throat rolled, but he couldn't say a word at all.Suddenly, he felt a chill behind him, and it turned out that he had already stuck to the cold wall, and there was no way to retreat.

"...But I've been wanting to see you. So much."

The man finally walked up to him.

"Because I've always wanted to ask you," said the boy, "at that time...why did you do that?"

Ersie gasped for breath, and the eyes the man was looking at him now were almost the same as those at that time—shock, anger, pain, fear, and... despair.

No.He doesn't want to think about it anymore! !

Erxi turned around and wanted to escape, but the young man grabbed his wrist. The strength of the other party was astonishing. With a sudden jerk, Erxi was dragged back, spinning for a while, and when he recovered, he had already He was pressed hard to the ground by the opponent.

"Why do you still avoid me until now? Do you hate me so much? Do you know how I spent the remaining hundreds of years after you left?!"

The man was pressing on Erxi's body, his hands were so hard that they were almost embedded in his body. Erxi struggled to get up, but he couldn't exert any strength at all. Every word the other party said, every word, was like a sharp knife piercing the heart, Hit hard into his chest.

"You clearly know...you clearly know how much I care about you; you clearly know how much I want you to live; you clearly said that you would give me a chance to redeem my sins, but you still left, with such cruelty The way!"

A drop of water fell.

It was icy and cool, and fell on Ersie's face, and then slid down his cheek to his ear.Ersie looked at the boy on top of him in astonishment——

This person is crying.

"...I miss you so much, Ersie."

More cold tears fell.Whether it was a boy or a young man, Erxi had never seen this beloved of God shed any tears, nor had he shown such a fragile and helpless expression.

"I have been looking for you desperately. Even if I have no memory, I have always wanted to see you again. Didn't we agree? If it fails, when the next reincarnation begins, you must come to me, and you must Tell me all again, I don't want to be strangers with you again, I don't want to have your blood on my hands again! But why? Why did you disappear after that? Why did you never come back past me??"

A cold hand touched Ersie's face, and the young man shivered with terror.He felt that the other party's hand went all the way down, stroked his eyebrows, his eyes, his lips, and finally... stopped at his neck.

"You know? Every time the reincarnation ends, I think of everything in an instant. Remember what we have been through, remember that we missed another reincarnation, and remember how I stabbed the sword into your heart again this time!"

"However, at that time, I couldn't do anything. I could only watch as everything was remembered, and everything was forgotten until the next time, and I would experience this nightmare again... You can understand the feeling that life is worse than death ?"

The cold hand clamped around his neck and began to tighten slowly. Erxi felt that his breathing became more and more difficult, and his vision seemed to be in a trance. There was only a last sliver of clarity in his mind, which made him stretch out his hand with difficulty. Quietly cover his storage ring.

"This time, I will definitely not let you escape again." He felt the boy lower his head, and the other person's hot breath sprayed on his face, and the man's lips were getting closer and closer, almost ready to kiss him at any time.

"Ersie, you already know what I mean, what about you? What's your answer? You..."

The boy's voice stopped abruptly.

He suddenly let go of the hand that was holding Ersey's neck, then lowered his head in disbelief, looking at his chest——

There, there was a gleaming silver dagger sticking out, and the other end of the dagger was held in Ersey's hand.

"You are so cruel..." The boy narrowed his pupils, stared at the silver-haired young man in disbelief, and blood began to flow from the corner of his mouth, "You...you treat me like this..."

"Stop pretending."

Feeling that the lost strength returned to his body, Erxi gritted his teeth and stabbed the dagger a little deeper into the opponent's chest.

"You're not him at all."

"Hei Luomi" stared at him firmly, "he" suddenly opened his mouth and let out a shrill scream.

But Erxi had been prepared for a long time. He kicked "Hei Luomi" off his body, quickly turned over and stood up from the ground, and covered his ears in time.

The other party's screams were extremely shrill and ear-piercing, and everything around them began to shake. The terrifying screams instantly formed a sonic vortex. The golden hall, the enchantment full of prohibitions, "Ersi" and "Hei Luomi"...all of these began to become distorted until they were all sucked into the vortex and disappeared.

Erxi only felt a shock in his body, and when he opened his eyes again, he appeared in that cave again—the dark cave he saw for the first time after leaving Xin's illusion.

And the person standing opposite him at this time was no longer a black-haired boy, but a... probably a very beautiful woman.She has an extremely enchanting and graceful figure, but she has three heads, and each head has the same beautiful face, but the expressions are different.

"Hahahaha what did we see? What a terrible secret! We already know the secret that he is most afraid of being seen by others! That is his weakness!" A head laughed wildly.

"It's terrible, it's terrible, the way he stares at us is so terrible, and his secret is so terrible!" A head shivered and murmured.

"Shut up, you idiots, it's too noisy!" a head reprimanded fiercely.

—The Howling Banshee.

Erxi knew this kind of monsters. He had seen them in the demon abyss before, and they were considered to be one of the most difficult abyss monsters.Of the three heads of the Howling Banshee, one is eternally insane, one is always immersed in fear, and the other is extremely wise and rational.She can spy on the deepest fears and secrets hidden in other people's hearts, and recreate that memory scene. She can even transform into someone in that scene, perfectly copying the behavior and psychology of the other person, so as to break the spirit of the person involved. , the more fearful and painful the other party is, the purer and stronger the power she draws from the other party will be.

Ersey stared coldly at the howling banshee, then stepped forward and walked towards her.

"He's angry! He's going to kill us!!" the head of fear screamed in horror.

"Hahahaha he became angry from embarrassment! He felt guilty and angry that his fear was exposed!" The crazy head was still laughing unscrupulously.

"You can't kill me." The head representing reason cautiously stared at the gloomy Ersie, and slowly backed away.

"If you kill me..." the Howling Banshee kept saying, "My sisters will tell that person named Heluomi all your secrets! They will avenge me!!"

The secrets between the Howling Banshees are shared, and they are born with telepathy, which is also their most troublesome part-if a person's secret is known, it means that the whole population knows it; killing one of the females To be a demon is to become an enemy with all the banshees.

But Erxi remained unwavering, those cold blood eyes were like sharp knives, nailing hard on the banshee.

Sensing that something was wrong, the Howling Banshee turned her head and was about to run away, but was quickly dragged back by a strong force until she was pinched by the neck of one of the heads.

"...you dare to peek into my heart, that's unforgivable."

Although the young man still looked like a human race, his eyes were terribly red. Just being stared at by those cold eyes, the banshee couldn't help but tremble.

"You can't... ah!!!"

One of the banshee's heads was pinched and its neck was broken, and the other two heads screamed horribly, but what was even more frightening was that the man didn't stop, but pushed the broken head even harder. It was grabbed from the banshee's neck abruptly.

Blood was splattered everywhere, and the flesh was mutilated. The Howling Banshee had never seen such a brutal and bloodthirsty person. She didn't even have time to continue begging for mercy, but she felt that the other person had grabbed her second head by the neck.

【—Do you know how I spent the remaining hundreds of years after you left? 】

There was a sound of bone cracking and flesh and blood tearing, and the second head was pulled off. No matter how piercing and frightening the banshee screamed, that person remained expressionless, as if he had just pulled a red strawberry. What flows on the hands is nothing but ordinary red juice.

【—You know clearly how much I care about you; you know clearly how much I want you to live. 】

"Let me go! I was wrong, I shouldn't have threatened you, I shouldn't have peeped into your heart!!" The only remaining rational head pleaded, and she finally understood what a terrifying and ruthless person she had provoked this time. Devil, "I swear, if you don't kill me, I will...AH!!!!"

This time Ersey didn't pinch her neck, but tore her right arm off her body. The pain of tearing flesh and blood made the banshee howl heart-piercingly.

【--Why?Why did you disappear after that?Why did you never come to me again? 】

First the right arm, then the left arm, then the right leg, then the left leg.After the limbs were torn off, he began to tear the flesh from her body again.The Howling Banshee already understood that this terrifying man wanted to torture her to death bit by bit in the cruelest way. He wanted her to see with her own eyes how he was dismembered bit by bit, how all the blood was drained bit by bit, how step by step to death.

The Howling Banshee was extremely frightened and extremely angry. She wanted to curse this cruel and ruthless man, but her tongue had already been pulled out by him, and she could only let out painful and vicious sobs from her bloody mouth.

【——I don't want to become a stranger with you again, and I don't want to stain your blood with these hands. 】

Gradually, the banshee's broken body stopped twitching, and her mouth stopped whimpering. Her only remaining head was finally torn off. In the silence and darkness, there was only the sound of men tearing flesh and blood.

As if wanting to vent, he viciously tortured the body that had already lost its vitality until all the flesh and blood turned into a puddle of mud, and a strong bloody smell was everywhere, and this man stopped his movements.

A silence.

The young man stood quietly in the darkness. After a long time, he raised his arms and covered his eyes tremblingly with those blood-stained hands.

【—……I really miss you, Erxi. 】

Some words, if you don't hear it, you can pretend that nothing happened.

Some things, if you don't take the initiative to think about it, you can pretend that they really don't exist.

Some people, if never seen again, can be buried forever in the past.

but why.

Why let him hear it again.

Why remind him again.

Why did he have to recall that desperate and painful decision again.

...He has already conceded defeat.

...he has accepted his fate.

He has no way to retreat and has nothing, why does this world still refuse to let him go? ?

The blood that has not yet dried up is still flowing down the young man's hand, but at the same time, there seems to be some kind of crystal clear thing spilling out from between his fingers, and then flowing down the back of the hand, wrist, and arm. It flowed all the way down, and finally dripped gently on the ground.

...I'm really, really tired.

Without warning, the young man shook his body, then fell heavily backwards.

It was as if a silent tide had swept over, and the surroundings once again returned to a dark silence.

After an unknown amount of time, footsteps suddenly sounded in the distant darkness.

Someone came slowly, and then stopped in front of the unconscious silver-haired youth.

****Boundary Line of Reincarnation****

He still can't forget the look of that person when he said that sentence.

"Kill me."

The man was in a state of madness and confusion just a moment ago, cursing and swearing at him, but the next moment, he suddenly quieted down, and the pair of red eyes between turbidity and clarity looked at him quietly, bringing With a bit of sadness and anticipation.

"Kill me," he said again, "I've had enough, I... resigned to my fate."

The corner of the man's mouth still had a few wisps of blood, and his lips were rosy - that was not the man's blood, but Hei Luomi's.This is the method he learned after making a deal with the Lich. As long as the other party sucks the blood of his own Son every day, this person's life can be extended.

He had been very careful before, but this time the other party suddenly woke up midway and learned everything.

"Look at what we've become?" said the man. "Is there really any point in living like this? Can this still be called 'alive'??"

He looked at the man quietly, and then slowly opened his mouth after a long while.

"If I agree, can you promise me that you will come to me in the next reincarnation?" he asked, "Can you promise to tell me everything when you see me in the next reincarnation?"

"……I promise you."

"really?"

"real."

"You lied." He ruthlessly exposed the other party's lies, "I know you too well. Once you leave, you will never come to me again, you will definitely hide away, and you will never come to me again Tell me your secret!"

"So what? We're not supposed to be friends, we're supposed to be enemies! I want to end this and get it back on track, what's wrong?!"

"Stop dreaming." He sneered, "I won't let you die, you never want to."

"...Hei Luomi, don't make me hate you."

"Didn't you hate me for the first 99 reincarnations? I don't care about one more time."

"Hei Luomi!! You, you despicable..."

That person fell into madness again, he wanted to break through the restriction angrily, but it was in vain.

"Hei Luomi, I beg you."

The man's strength was gradually exhausted, and at the last moment when he closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep, he pleaded again. He had never seen such a humble gesture in this proud prince.

"I beg you, let me go... I beg you!"

impossible.

Never possible.

You beg me so much because I control your life and death.

So, who should I beg, so that you can truly escape the torment of reincarnation, let us not succumb to the arrangements of fate?

———[Hei Luomi] The memory fragment of the 100th reincarnation ([-])

The author has something to say: After thinking about the following content, it seems that these two chapters are the most worrying part, and after that, I will deal with Erxi's emotional problems after he became enlightened...

In addition, I will take a day off with all the little angels, and will not update tomorrow night, and will continue at [-]:[-] on Wednesday night!After all, there will always be some things that cannot be avoided in the three-dimensional dimension. I hope everyone understands, thank you!