underground river

The author has something to say: beer with spicy strips is suitable for reading Jigong Biography, but it always feels a little bit when watching Dream of Red Mansions... So I bought spicy strips that are more expensive than before...

It is said that the recently refreshed version of Dream of Red Mansions suddenly fell in love with the crazy Taoist haha

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Bros! !I did a stupid thing tonight!I accidentally shook my hands and posted the finale! !Then I don't know why it can't be locked! !

So, be obedient, everyone, after reading chapter 51, don't read that idiot's chapter 55, and wait for tomorrow's 52, three, and four to come out, and everyone will go to see it again!Believe me, otherwise the reading experience will be very bad! !Worse than watching a movie being spoiled!

I'll try again later, and if I can lock it, I'll lock it first.Be obedient, brothers! !

I will never drink and code again, fuck

During the six months after they broke up, no one had heard from Sinan.Chen Sen had summoned up the courage to send him a text message, asking where he was and how he was doing recently?It's just that the text message was sent like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no reply for ten days and a half months.

He has never been a person who likes to make excuses for himself. He has always believed that if you can do it, you can do it, if you can't do it, you can't do it.However, this time he found countless reasons for himself, quickly gathered up the courage to break the boat, and called Sinan.

It's a pity that the number has become empty.

So the courage disappeared, and the high-sounding grandeur built up by countless reasons fell apart. He finally understood that Si Nan didn't intend to cooperate with him in playing the game of breaking up and still being friends.

It was only at this moment that Chen Sen suddenly discovered that it turns out that it is so easy for two people in modern society to break up completely, all they need to do is throw away a thin phone card.

From this, he concluded that Si Nan planned to have nothing to do with him, so he packed up his shattered self-esteem with a sigh of relief, and packed up all the thoughts that should not have been in his mind and threw them into the bottom of his heart The small black room, and then simply locked it, intending to let this shady thing slowly rot inside.

Another half a year later, he suddenly heard from Xu Xu that Sinan had gone abroad to study in the UK, and he seemed to be majoring in design.

Xu Xu said that he had sent many emails to Sinan before, but Sinan didn't reply, so he forgot about it.Then one day by accident, he went up to look for something, only to find that Sinan had replied to his letter a month and a half ago, summarizing his recent living conditions in a few words.

Chen Sen felt a little regretful after hearing it.

He thought Xu Xu was so smart, he had never thought Xu Xu was so smart!

What text message?What call?You let people get together and get away, and the ghost will wait to answer your call again!I don't know how to send an email!

But regrets are regrets, Chen Sen still didn't write a letter to Sinan.

The behaviors of sending text messages and making phone calls before were all caused by lard for a while. Now that he thinks about it, he dumped the person, and then turned around to ask him if he was doing well and whether his life was happy. Mom is either mentally retarded or needs a beating, she is simply not a thing!

If it was him, he would have to smoke this person.

After that, Sinan didn't believe it again.

Occasionally, Chen Sen would drink too much and would go to ask Xu Xu with a shy face, but without exception, there was "no news".For a while, he asked too many questions, and Xu Xu threw out the question "Do you want to get back together with him", which instantly woke him up.

Is it still a person? !

Chen Sen slapped himself both hard, and it stopped after that.

Perhaps it was because the bowl of fish porridge in the middle of the night was too much to eat, and within three hours of falling asleep, Chen Sen woke up with a stomachache.

The office was pitch black, and Li Ziwen had disappeared.

He got up from the sofa to get himself a glass of water, turned on his phone, and saw that it was just before five o'clock in the morning, and saw that Guan Yan had sent him a message earlier, but he was busy dealing with it at that time I didn't see anything about the company.

—I will go home on vacation on the 7th of next month, remember to pick me up, over.

"This grandson..." Chen Sen sneered, looked at the phone calendar, marked and set an alarm on the 7th, and then replied "Yes" to Guan Yan, then packed his things and went back to school. I plan to go back and catch up on the return sleep.

Yao Xue found out from somewhere that Chen Sen had volunteered to join the project in City A, and she fell in love with him as soon as the meeting ended, looking at Chen Sen as if she were a savior, and kept praising him for his loyalty.

Chen Sen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he had to explain to her: "I took the initiative to apply to go to City A because it is close to my home. I have to pick him up when I come back from the army vacation in a few days."

Yao Xue's originally excited eyes immediately dimmed by two points. Chen Sen pretended not to see, said goodbye to her and hurried to the teaching building for class.

Seeing that Yao Xue was unhappy, Senior Brother Zhang came over and joked, "Have you kicked the iron plate? I told you earlier, Chen Sen only has geological hammers and no women in his eyes. You say you can win if you compete with a hammer That's weird..."

"I want you to take care of it!" Yao Xue roared angrily, and ran away with wind on her feet.

She ran all the way back to the dormitory, and it happened that another roommate in the dormitory was also there. Seeing her sulking and throwing herself on the bed, she stepped forward and asked concerned: "What's wrong? Who made you so angry?"

With a wail, Yao Xue got up and threw herself into the arms of her roommate, explaining the cause and effect clearly.After listening to the roommate, he also had a difficult time: "I've heard about your brother Chen, and it seems that many girls in the school like him. In the class he substitutes for, there are quite a few girls who like him. I heard that in private There is also a post bar or something specially built for him, where he puts photos of his life, tsk tsk, promiscuous|promiscuous!"

Yao Xue was still sad at first, but she almost burst out laughing when she heard it.

The roommate patted her to comfort her: "But don't worry too much, firstly, you are not bad looking, and secondly, you have opportunities that other girls don't have! Aren't you from the same school as him? You see each other every day, The matter of love between men and women, after a long time, doesn't everything come naturally?"

Unexpectedly, Yao Xue's expression became even more sad when she heard her say that.

"Oh, you don't know, he has a lot of things to do every day, he is busy with class or entering the laboratory, or he is busy with his company's affairs, let alone seeing him when he looks up and seeing him when he looks down. He met six times, and the longest one didn't exceed an hour!"

The roommate asked, "Does he already have a girlfriend?"

Yao Xue shook her head vigorously: "That's not true. His good brother Li Ziwen patted his chest and told me himself, and even swore to me with his secret!" Speaking of this, she seemed to suddenly think of something, His face suddenly became ugly.

"what happened?"

"You said..." Yao Xue stammered, "Could he... be gay?"

"..."

"It seems... it's not impossible, huh?"

"...Why don't you ask?"

"How can I ask this?" Yao Xuechou almost lost her head.

The roommate thought for a while, and said, "Why don't you just ask him out for a meal or something, and then take advantage of the situation to express your feelings, and then pay attention to his reaction and expression, or just ask directly, You can't like it for a long time, but in the end you find that everyone doesn't match at all, right?"

After being told by her roommate, Yao Xue also felt that it was true, so she immediately made a decision to make a date, but the two of them encountered difficulties again as to what excuses they used to ask him out.

Finally, after thinking about it, Yao Xue decided to ask Li Ziwen.

Li Ziwen was unwilling to obey orders, but he couldn't stand Yao Xue's pitiful pleadings, and he still had a handle in her hands, so he had no choice but to "betray" Chen Sen.

"He was in a particularly bad state for a while, and he always liked to stay alone, looking at art exhibitions and architecture exhibitions. Just a few days ago, a friend of mine sent me two tickets for the art exhibition. I thought Go with him, it's cheaper for you."

Yao Xue accepted the ticket for the painting exhibition, she was very grateful.

Seeing her happy appearance, Li Ziwen couldn't bear it—if Yao Xue was a man, maybe she could give it a try, but she is a girl, so fundamentally speaking, she and Chen Sen are two people. It's no longer possible!

It's a pity that he can't say these things.

It snowed again on the weekend, and the snow is still expanding along the way.

Chen Sen got out of the car, walked to the entrance of the art museum familiarly, looked around, but did not see Li Ziwen.Just as he was thinking of calling him, someone patted his shoulder from behind abruptly. Chen Sen turned his head and saw Yao Xue standing behind him, still a little unresponsive.

"It's you? Why are you here?"

"Brother Li couldn't come due to something, so he gave me the ticket." Yao Xue said with a smile.

Chen Sen said "Oh" calmly, but in fact he had already rolled his eyes at Li Ziwen countless times in his heart.He had no choice but to accept this reality, and at the same time, he was very tangled in his heart, preparing to talk about coming out to Yao Xue later.

"Go ahead and line up."

"Ok!"

In winter, there are not many people who can run out to see the art exhibition against the wind and snow.

Yao Xue stood in front of Chen Sen, and turned her head to talk to him from time to time, and Chen Sen would answer her a few words.The team moved quickly, and arrived at the front security checkpoint in a blink of an eye.

There are several display shelves at the entrance, on which is written the name of the art exhibition - "White Boy. Paradise Lost", and next to it is the artist's name - Monsoon.

"This artist's name is quite funny, actually called Monsoon? Do you think he is a temperate monsoon or a tropical monsoon?"

Yao Xue didn't hear an answer for a long time after asking. She turned around in doubt and looked up, only to see Chen Sen staring blankly at one of the display racks, as if his soul had been taken away by something.

"Senior Brother? Senior Brother!"

"Huh?" Chen Sen looked dumbfounded as if he had just woken up from a dream.

Since it was rare for him to look like this, Yao Xue took a closer look, then hurriedly followed the team in front and handed over the ticket in his hand.

Chen Sen looked at the ticket in his hand. Li Ziwen gave him the ticket a few days ago, but he never looked at it carefully.

But I really don't blame him. After all, the words "art exhibition designer, Sinan" are too small, and they are written in the corners. If you don't read them inch by inch, you won't notice it.

However, on the display shelf at this time, the string of words was magnified, causing him to follow Yao Xue's words and see it at a glance. It was so real and extremely clear.

Is it the same name?Or is it really him?

Chen Sen entered the exhibition hall as if he was sleepwalking, his heart was beating so fast that he had the illusion that he was about to die suddenly here.He is no longer as free as he used to be, but anxiously looking for something everywhere.

Will you come?will he come

"Brother, what are you looking for?" Yao Xue looked at him strangely.

Chen Sen shook his head, suddenly, his eyes were fixed on a painting.

It was a very unremarkable painting, made up of some messy lines, like a big river.There was also a pure white boy lying in the river, his hands were twisted and struggling upwards, his fingers spread out, but his face was extremely peaceful, his eyes were closed, as if he was asleep or dead.

In the lower right corner of the painting, the name of the painting is briefly marked - "Dark River", and there is a small line of English below the name - ThankstoNanforgivingmeinspiration.

"People looking at this painting are so uncomfortable..." Yao Xue muttered as she stood beside him.

Chen Sen suddenly felt something in his heart, and walked a few steps to the side, without the barrier of the drawing board in front of him, he saw the person he was thinking of as expected.

is it him?

Chen Sen looked at it twice more, becoming more and more unsure.

The man was wearing a black fisherman's hat, and his hair was grown to his shoulders. I don't know if it was because he was wearing all black, he looked thinner and taller.The original youthful and delicate face became skinny, the skin was a little darker, and because of the beard, it looked much more mature, almost middle-aged.But he is still a good-looking middle-aged man.

There are countless voices roaring in my heart, two of which are the clearest.

Yi Yi shouted: "You can't even recognize your ex-boyfriend, can you still be a little bit older?"

Another voice trembled, and weakly retorted: "But if it's really him, the change is too big, right?"

Chen Sen was never tired of being disturbed by these two voices, but his feet seemed to be rooted and he couldn't move even half an inch.

Suddenly, Si Nan answered the phone, and came towards them while answering the phone call. Chen Sen instantly opened up Ren Du's second channel, and almost turned into an afterimage and retreated to a corner.

Si Nan's movement scared him so much that his three souls and seven souls all shifted, and he almost knelt on the ground.

Yao Xue looked at him inexplicably, completely puzzled what was wrong with him.

Chen Sen didn't bother to explain to her, and dragged his numb and stiff legs to chase after her.

Why didn't Chen Sen think that when the two met again, his first reaction was to hide?But at this time, I don't have the mood to think about it.

He chased all the way out, and when he reached the entrance, he stopped abruptly.

He saw Si Nan hugging and laughing with a man before getting into the car.

That man... is Miao Ran?