underground river

Neon bar.

When Si Nan came out from the back door, he saw Tang Chen stroking the back of his head and walking through the alley. He lowered his head and went out through the side alley, walked to the main road and stopped a taxi.

It's almost twelve.

Si Nan opened the window a little, trying to let the cold wind in the middle of the night help him sort out his thoughts.

Very sleepy, but my mind is exceptionally clear.

Just now, he heard about Chen Sen's past.

A past that seems to have nothing to do with Chen Sen.

Chen Sen's junior high school days are a textbook-style rebellious notebook.

Smoking, fighting, skipping classes, puppy love, whatever you do.

But at the same time, what troubled all the teachers was that he was a student with excellent grades who couldn't be more outstanding, and Li Nianqin's tolerance was more like a tacit approval of his rebellion.

At that time, the most common sentence Chen Sen heard from his mother was "you will be fine".

Will it be all right?

he does not know.

Chen Sen is handsome and has good grades. Compared with other boys in the school, he seems to have an extra temperament for no reason.It was this kind of inexplicable temperament that caused the girls to fall in love with him, and they began to think they were mature enough to fall in love at a young age.

Among the many girls, Zhou Nianzhi is the one he favors the most, because she can wear the earthy school uniform like a sailor.

Zhou Nianzhi likes Chen Sen, very much.

She also knew that Chen Sen didn't like her very much, he just liked being company.

In youth, love is bigger than the sky.

Although the relationship between boys and girls is immature, it is the purest.

They don't care about gains and losses, and they don't consider reality.

Like each other, it seems to be a great romance.

Occasionally holding hands in the dark and walking side by side is the sweetest and most happy thing.

Chen Sen was bored.

Often when he asks her out on weekends, he just sits and sleeps in the park, or goes to an Internet cafe to soak. He doesn't think about her, and he seldom even says sweet words to her.

But he would also buy her his favorite mango cake after drying her out all afternoon, and he would casually tilt his head and hook her little finger.

Zhou Nianzhi is happy with the little dependence he occasionally shows.

But after all, she is a princess who grew up spoiled and pampered. After a long time, the dissatisfaction in her heart scratches her heart.

She thinks she deserves more.

When Chen Sen fought Hei Pi for the first time because of her, she didn't feel bad at all.

The bruise on the corner of Chen Sen's mouth was proof to her.

Proof that she matters.

But when Chen Sen told her to break up in a cold voice, Zhou Nianzhi didn't know what went wrong.For half a month, Chen Sen turned a blind eye to her advances, and he even changed a girlfriend.

That girl, Zhou Nianzhi, recognized her as a senior student who was one level older than Chen Sen. She had an ordinary appearance, a meek personality, and her thick bangs were too rustic.

Zhou Nianzhi thought that Chen Sen was just jealous, and it didn't take long for him to realize that this nerdy girl was not suitable for him at all.However, when she saw Chen Sen taking her home, putting a coat on her, and even taking her to a party in her circle of friends, she couldn't stand it anymore.

The proof she had worked so hard for turned into a ridiculous slap.

She is the same as all the girls who have been by Chen Sen's side, but she is a dispensable companion, if it is not her, it will be someone else.

After understanding this, Zhou Nianzhi became Hei Pi's girlfriend.

Compared with being cautious and tender towards Chen Sen, in front of Hei Pi, it seems that she is the real self.On the second day after she became a black-skinned girlfriend, that senior was beaten on the way home, and all her money was robbed.

The moon is dark and the wind is high, there is no evidence to prove that it was made by Heipi, but Chen Sen doesn't care about the evidence at all.

Heipi was beaten in his dormitory, and when his roommate came back, he was still stuffed in a burlap bag with a bruised nose and a swollen face.

After Zhou Nianzhi heard about it, he ignored Hei Pi for half a month.

During that time, fighting with vocational high school students seemed to be commonplace for Chen Sen.

Xu Xu was also rescued by Chen Sen at that time.

It was Guan Yan's birthday that day, a group of people ran to the ktv booth after dinner, the box was filled with smoke, they were still only half-grown children, but they liked to pretend to be sophisticated, talking and laughing like adults.This small world encloses a countdown illusion. In the illusion, there are no parents, teachers, homework or grades.

Children only experience the freedom of adults not being controlled, as for the pressure of real life——

Cut, who cares?

Chen Sen only sang a song and then came down. He pretended to be busy, and he didn't have the leisure time for entertainment.There were ghosts roaring and screaming in the box, and he was bored sitting still, so he simply slipped out to hide, but when he was walking out, he heard Hei Pi's voice.

It was a box at the corner, and the door was not closed.

Chen Sen lit a cigarette, moved closer, and looked in through the crack of the door.

Several boys from a vocational high school were pouring a bottle of wine into the mouth of a boy. The boy was wearing Chen Sen's school uniform, and his glasses were crooked, half hanging on the bridge of his nose.

Heipi sat beside him and sang, and the tune went to the Himalayas.

Because the boy had been struggling, most of the bottle of wine was spilled on his clothes.

One of the boys threw the wine bottle to the ground, raised his hand and slapped the man with glasses.

The glasses fell off completely.

The boy's head was tilted to one side after being hit.

The boys who did evil were out of breath laughing, very happy, as if admiring their proud work.

Chen Sen didn't plan to meddle in his own business at first, after all, there were too many fights during this time, and it was too much for a small expert to make trouble.

But the man with glasses suddenly spoke.

His clothes were wet, his face was full of confusion, but his voice sounded just like the director of the Political and Education Department.

"You guys! Don't bully people too much!"

Chen Sen couldn't hold back a burst of laughter.

It was such a coincidence that Heipi's [-]th bend in the mountain road came to an abrupt end.

Everyone in the box was stunned.

Heipi turned off the music.

Chen Sen opened the door and walked in, waving his hands: "Sorry, sorry, I didn't want to disturb you, I really can't hold back."

The light in the box was dim, and Chen Sen took an empty wine bottle from the table as he walked forward.

"Student." Chen Sen looked at the man with glasses, "You talk like that, tsk tsk, it won't work!"

As the word "ah" fell, the beer bottle in Chen Sen's hand exploded on the head of the boy closest to him with a "bang".

There were more than a dozen of them, and they also carried an oil bottle. The result can be imagined.

Just when Chen Sen thought he was going to hang up here today, Guan Yan came out to find someone, and the battle turned around instantly.

When Chen Sen dragged Xu Xu out of the box, he was so fucked up, this time tonight was the biggest loss he had ever suffered from Hei Pi's hands.

Lying in the private room crying and howling, Xu Xu was completely frightened, and he pulled him out of the KTV like a puppet, and finally stood on the side of the street tremblingly pointing at his arm and said: "Student, you, you, Your arm... is bleeding..."

Chen Sen glanced at his arm, looked at him and smiled: "Yes, it's blood, not sweat."

Xu Xu will always remember the way Chen Sen smiled at him with bruises all over his face and blood on his arms, because he was so impressed that he would cry every time he thought about it when he was drunk, and then Guan Yan laughed at him as a sissy.

Chen Sen didn't think about what his future would be like. He had just decided on some things at that time, and he had no expectations for his future life at all. In the end, he couldn't even see Guan Yan anymore, and asked him if he didn't want to live anymore. .

"I still want to live, but I don't know how to live." Chen Sen said at that time.

The turning point appeared two months before the senior high school entrance examination.

Hei Pi didn't plan to study anymore, and planned to go to the coast to work with a cousin at home. Before leaving, he planned to teach Chen Sen a lesson.

Heipi asked someone to find the address of Chen Sen's house, and then followed Li Nianqin to the dating agency. After finding out the location, Heipi asked someone to smash the dating agency, then asked someone to pry the door of Chen's house, searched the house, and left. I even splashed paint on the door.

When Li Nianqin came back from grocery shopping, she was so frightened that she almost fell down the stairs.

On the wall next to him, Chen Sen's name was sprayed with a spray gun, and a big cross was drawn. A neighbor passed by, and he was quite frightened.

Li Nianqin didn't have time to tidy up the house, closed the door and hurriedly bought a bucket of white paint and painted the walls first.

The smashing inside the house wasn't particularly severe, the attackers seemed to have left room, and the electrical appliances were all in good condition, but the house was turned into a mess, and the thousands of spare money in the shoe cabinet disappeared.

The word "Chen Sen" crossed on the wall next to the stairs made her anxious. Li Nianqin was sitting in the bedroom and was sad, when she heard someone slamming on the anti-theft door, she was startled and ran out. disappeared around the corner of the stairs.

Instinctively, she felt bad, so she quickly called Guan Yan and asked him to find Chen Sen back. However, until dark, there was no sign of Chen Sen.

Guan Yan called all his friends, but no one saw Chen Sen. He asked someone he knew to go to Heipi School to find out, and as expected, Heipi disappeared.

"Auntie, can't we call the police?" Guan Yan lost his mind in a hurry.

"No, you can't call the police. If you call the police, Komori's life will be ruined." Li Nianqin kept calling and sending text messages to Chen Sen, and at the end of the call, the phone was turned off.

After waiting so anxiously all night, Chen Sen came back at almost five o'clock in the morning.

Li Nianqin raised his hand and gave him a slap.

"You bastard!"

Chen Sen tilted his head and wanted to laugh habitually, but the corner of his mouth was scratched by the ring on Li Nianqin's hand, and it hurt when he pulled it.

Li Nianqin hugged him violently again, and patted him on the back bluntly.

"Don't be afraid, Mom is here!"

Because of these words, Chen Sen cried for the first time since he could remember.

Hei Pi was chained by Chen Sen in an unfinished building in the suburbs. His right leg and calf were broken, his ribs were broken, and he was injured all over his body.

Guan Yan waited outside the door with Chen Sen, and Li Nianqin came out of the doctor's office with a worried expression on his face.

"The doctor said that from the electromyography, the child's calf nerve is injured. Even if the fracture heals well in the future, his walking should be affected." After Li Nianqin finished speaking, he pulled Chen Sen to the side.

"Son, no matter what quarrel you have with that child, no matter what purpose you have for doing these actions, you have done this, understand?"

"clear."

"Well. Since the matter has already happened, then you should cheer up, Mom will accompany you to resolve this matter." Li Nianqin paused, "Do you still remember what your father left you in the suicide note? "

The calm lake suddenly shattered.

Chen Sen's voice was depressed.

"remember."

Li Nianqin nodded.

"Just remember. Mom doesn't know what happened to you this year? But you have to know that everyone should take responsibility for their own lives, good or bad, and be responsible for every choice they make .”

The voice was hoarse: "Got it."

Heipi's father died of a serious illness when he was in elementary school, and then his mother remarried, and he has been living with his grandmother.

The old man had poor eyesight, and was taken all the way to the hospital by his neighbors, and he was already crying before he entered the house.

After learning the cause of the incident, the old man hated iron and steel, and felt sorry for his grandson, but he did not dare to call the police because his grandson was responsible for this incident.

Li Nianqin was turned away by her for three days in a row. In the end, she had no choice but to make soup every day and ask the nurse to bring it into the room.

After Heipi woke up, he yelled to call the police. After being persuaded by his grandmother, he demanded 50 yuan in compensation.

Li Nianqin can make up 10 yuan at most, and the remaining 40 yuan is not enough anyway.

At this moment, Zhou Nianzhi appeared.

A thin and frail little girl was standing in the corridor of the hospital with a 1.8 meter tall lawyer by her side. The scene was weird no matter how you looked.

No one knows what the lawyer told Hei Pi, anyway, the final compensation was 20 yuan.

When Zhou Nianzhi handed over 10 yuan to Chen Sen, Li Nianqin stood beside him.

"I really like you. Treat this money as I lent you, and you will return it to me after you earn money." Zhou Nianzhi looked at Chen Sen and smiled, "But I have to live in another city in the future. I promised my dad."

Chen Sen looked at her as if he was meeting her for the first time.

Zhou Nianzhi reached out and hooked his little finger.

"Goodbye by fate."

Si Nan let out a long breath and closed the car window.

The wind gave him a headache.

Seeing Chen Sen disappear into the night, Heipi smiled coldly and fastened the belt again.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, he took it out, it was a text message from the third child——

—Sinan asked me to meet you at the unfinished building in the second district of the southern suburbs at eleven o'clock tomorrow night. He said he wanted to meet you alone, so be careful.

Hei Pi deleted the text message after reading it.

His target is only Chen Sen.

Although he heard from the third son that Si Nan was also a thorn in his side, he didn't take this person seriously at all.

Those who come out to hang out are all movie kings, pretending to be desperate, but in fact they are more afraid of death than anyone else.

"The more foolish people are, the more afraid of death they are."

This is Hei Pi's famous saying when he was still in the second year of middle school.

Although he was in Secondary School at that time, he had to say that it still contained some realistic truths. After all, true knowledge came from practice, and he was once an uncompromising person among vocational high school students.

People who are mixed are all drifting, there is no tomorrow today, because they know that their end will not be a good result, and the panic caused by certain uncertainties can drive people crazy.

Thorn?

Heh, he's just a kid who just wants to scare people with a broken knife - that's how Heipi defines Sinan.

The author has something to say:

Brother Nan: Hehe.