The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

The moment Xu Huaiyang looked up at Cai Zhan, his face froze.

The classroom is very quiet, and the incandescent lamps are shining brightly.Several students looked back at Cai Zhan standing at the back of the classroom with curious eyes.

Xu Huaiyang's mind went blank, and he stared blankly at the person in front of him.One of the pens in his hand was not held, and fell to the table with a "snap".

It's Cai Zhan.

Cai Zhan has not appeared in his field of vision for a long time, but compared to his impression, his appearance seems to be a little thinner, and his hair is a little longer.

He was still wearing his spotless white school uniform, standing there calmly, looking at Xu Huaiyang quietly.

Eyebrows are so familiar.

His original desk has not been used for a long time, and it has long been filled with various books, piled high into a hill.It took two seconds for Xu Huaiyang to react suddenly, stood up a little at a loss, and removed the books on Cai Zhan's desk one by one.

Cai Zhan also helped him take a few books and put them there, and those that couldn't fit were randomly piled on the ground next to the seat.

Xu Huaiyang then turned his head and looked at Cai Zhan hesitantly.

"...Let's do this first." After the table was almost cleared, Cai Zhan said softly and sat down on his seat.

Xu Huaiyang agreed with an "um" and sat down.He looked down at the test paper and silently picked up the pen.

Where did the previous questions go?

My thoughts seemed to be drawn away, and I could no longer connect them.

This is a feeling that I haven't had in a long time, sitting next to someone else.On the next desk, Xu Huaiyang lost his mind uncontrollably.He could hear Cai Zhan's soft breathing, and he could even smell the familiar scent of laundry detergent on Cai Zhan's body.

Cai Zhan's laundry detergent used to wash his clothes. Xu Huaiyang still remembered that it was the bottle in the pink packaging of Liby.

The five senses seem to have received a sudden signal and are slowly waking up bit by bit. His mind is very messy, full of messy questions.

When did Cai Zhan come back?

For a long time, he has avoided thinking about certain things by himself, but at this moment, from the moment he felt Cai Zhan's breath appearing beside him, those things that he had forcibly forgotten by him awakened again.

Xu Huaiyang stared at the math problem in front of him, and found that he couldn't move his pen.

Why is Cai Zhan back?

Isn't it for training, for an exam?

Come back for a few days, where do you live?Do you still live on campus?

……He is back.

Once the thoughts go astray, eighty horses will not be able to pull them back.He suddenly felt that the capacity in his brain was instantly filled, and the numbers on the test paper were squeezed out.Crazy thoughts flooded in like a tide, making him a little out of breath.

In the midst of these wild thoughts, the phrase "Let's break up" suddenly came out, stabbing Xu Huaiyang like a needle.

Cai Zhan sat next to him very calmly, took out a book of test questions from the bag he was carrying, and wrote quietly.

Xu Huaiyang had stopped writing for a long time. He couldn't concentrate on reading the questions, and he couldn't turn his head to look at Cai Zhan. He could only stare at the questions on the test paper in a daze.

After a while, Xu Huaiyang pinched himself severely, forcibly concentrated his attention, and wrote down two lines of calculations on the draft paper.

……

After the second period of evening self-study get out of class, the classroom instantly became noisy.Xu Huaiyang looked at the test paper that was less than half written, collected himself, stood up and went to the bathroom, and washed his face on the sink.

The water in the tap water pipe was cold, and his face ached from the cold. He shivered and forced himself to recover, then forced a smile at the mirror on the sink.

When he returned to the classroom with a cold body, Cai Zhan had already fallen asleep lying on the table.

The same sleeping position as before, with his head resting on his arm and one eye exposed.The long eyelashes and fair skin are still beautiful, and the brows are full of tenderness.

"Cai..." Zhou Yuan at the front table suddenly turned his head.

Xu Huaiyang was stunned for a moment, then quickly looked away, Zhou Yuan was slightly startled, and also looked at him with some astonishment.

"Asleep?" Zhou Yuan pointed to Cai Zhan and asked in a low voice.

Xu Huaiyang nodded slightly and said nothing.

"Why is he back?" Zhou Yuan asked in a low voice, reaching out and shaking Cai Zhan's eyes, "I really fell asleep..."

"How do I know?" Xu Huaiyang clicked his tongue and slapped Zhou Yuan away.

Just as he patted Zhou Yuan's hand away, Cai Zhan suddenly opened his eyes.

Xu Huaiyang's hand was still in front of Cai Zhan's eyes, and he didn't have time to take it back.He froze for a moment, the atmosphere became awkward for a moment, and he didn't know what to say.

Cai Zhan looked at Xu Huaiyang and was also stunned.

"I didn't wake it up." Zhou Yuan looked at the two of them, curled his lips, "Who asked you to shoot me."

"Shut up." Xu Huaiyang glared at Zhou Yuan, extremely embarrassed.

Zhou Yuan sighed: "The long-lost model of being a schoolmaster who dislikes people..."

Cai Zhan came back to his senses, smiled, and said nothing.

Cai Zhan's face was full of tiredness, he hadn't slept well just now, and the nap of a few minutes was obviously not enough, so he yawned while spreading out a book of exercises.Xu Huaiyang didn't know what to say, turned his head to the side, and pretended to study hard.

Cai Zhan glanced at him, did not speak, and lowered his head to write his own exercises, yawning while writing.

Xu Huaiyang glanced at him out of the corner of his eye, slightly lost in thought.Cai Zhan used to use his evening self-study to read magazines and sleep.

It's completely different now.

When the school bell finally rang, Xu Huaiyang stopped writing, looking at the paper with red crosses that had just been corrected according to the answers, feeling a little bad.

I don't know if it's because the questions are too difficult or because he lost his mind. It's been a long time since he made such a large number of mistakes.

The number of people in the classroom gradually decreased, and the students on duty turned off the first two rows of lights, and the entire classroom was darkened.

Xu Huaiyang put away the exercises and homework, and Cai Zhan was also slowly packing up beside him.Suddenly there were only the two of them left in the classroom, and the atmosphere was a little indescribably awkward.

"Let's go together?" Cai Zhan asked him suddenly.

Xu Huaiyang froze for a moment, then nodded: "Ah."

When the two left the classroom, Xu Huaiyang skillfully locked the door, took out a small flashlight from his pocket, and opened it.When he turned his head, he found that Cai Zhan had already taken out his mobile phone and turned on the flashlight, and was standing there looking at him.

Xu Huaiyang turned off the light in embarrassment, and put it back in his pocket.

They left too late, and there were hardly any students in the teaching building except them.Along the way, the two went downstairs in silence, and the light of Cai Zhan's phone kept shining on the place under Xu Huaiyang's feet.

"Is your class over?" Xu Huaiyang asked after hesitating when he went down to the first floor.

"No," Cai Zhan pushed open the door of the teaching building, "come back and stay for a few days to prepare the clothes and items for the exam. I will go back in two days and take the exam collectively."

"Oh." Xu Huaiyang nodded.

Only come back for two days.

For some reason, this answer suddenly made Xu Huaiyang a little unhappy.But this unhappiness was fleeting, followed by the embarrassment that the atmosphere went silent after asking this question.

The two walked back along the main road back to the dormitory. After Cai Zhan left, Xu Huaiyang hadn't walked this road for a long time.In order to save time for reviewing, he walked all the way back through the path across the playground.

The main road passes the art building, and the dim street lamps on both sides of the road and the autumn wind that rolls the fallen leaves are terribly familiar, making people suddenly feel like they have traveled through time.The weather was fine today, with a slightly cold wind blowing, Xu Huaiyang was in a daze.

"I'm pretty tired." Cai Zhan said suddenly.

Xu Huaiyang was stunned for a moment, then recovered his senses: "Huh?"

Cai Zhan smiled: "I said, you are quite tired."

Before Xu Huaiyang could speak, Cai Zhan turned his head and looked over: "You've lost a lot of weight."

Xu Huaiyang suddenly met his gaze, was silent for a while, and then smiled lightly: "It's okay, you too..."

"I know I've lost weight too," Cai Zhan interrupted him, walking beside him, "During training, I didn't have much time to eat, and I got sick twice. But then I developed antibodies."

Xu Huaiyang was startled, not knowing what to say.

"So what about you?" Cai Zhan suddenly turned his head and stared at him again.

Is this an information exchange?Xu Huaiyang clicked his tongue softly.

"Study hard, burn your blood and physical strength for study." He smiled, "It's probably so thin."

Cai Zhan looked at him and smiled.

Cai Zhan's smile is still the same as before, very handsome and good-looking, the kind that can shine brightly under the street lights.Xu Huaiyang looked at Cai Zhan, and suddenly couldn't laugh for some reason.

Suddenly feel a little sad.

"It's okay," Cai Zhan sighed softly, and turned his head away, "Come on, everyone."

After this sentence, the two of them didn't say anything more.Xu Huaiyang was silent all the way, and walked slowly back to the dormitory with Cai Zhan.

Five months is not long, nor is it short.They hadn't spoken a single word in five months, and now that they picked up the conversation again, the things that Xu Huaiyang had forcibly buried in his heart were suddenly pulled out, and they couldn't be stuffed back.

When going to bed at night, Xu Huaiyang tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, his mind was full of messed up words that Cai Zhan said.

Cai Zhan didn't eat well and was sick, so he lost weight.

I don't know why, the scene when he said "Let's break up" that day played back in Xu Huaiyang's mind frame by frame like a movie, and the sound of the keys being smashed on the phone echoed synchronously with the screen like a lingering sound.

He was the one who said "break up", and he is the one who suddenly feels uncomfortable now.Until today, Xu Huaiyang felt a little belatedly sad.

He couldn't imagine Cai Zhan's reaction after saying that sentence, and what knocked the row of piano keys.

Cai Zhanyuan is not as relaxed as he said.

Cai Zhan didn't stay at school for long, and before Xu Huaiyang came back to his senses, he packed up his things and left at noon the next day.During the evening self-study, Li Jianxia suddenly ran in to get something for Cai Zhan. Only then did Xu Huaiyang know that Cai Zhan had already taken the car back tonight.

"I thought you knew." Li Jianxia stood in the corridor, looking at Xu Huaiyang with a little surprise, "He may be at the end of the year... There will be an exam in December, and he will come back after the exam. Then he will go to take the first exam next year." The second round of school exams."

Xu Huaiyang leaned against the wall of the corridor, lowered his head and hummed.

"Cai Zhan is still very good," Li Jianxia smiled, "I think he can be admitted to a third-tier college now."

"Very good." Xu Huaiyang was a little lost in thought, and smiled.

Li Jianxia looked at Xu Huaiyang's absent-minded look, and hesitated for a while: "Actually... there is a little secret. Do you want to know?"

Xu Huaiyang raised his eyes: "Speak up if you have something to say."

"Hey," Li Jianxia clicked his tongue, "You are so boring."

Xu Huaiyang smiled, a little helpless: "Please, let me know."

"That's right," Li Jianxia rolled his eyes, "The thing I just took...was given to you by Cai Zhan."

Xu Huaiyang was stunned.

"He left it in the drawer on purpose and wanted to get in the car to tell you. But just now he regretted it, so he asked me to come over and bring it to you. Do you want to be curious?" Li Jianxia smiled.

Xu Huaiyang was a little hesitant just now, but before Xu Huaiyang could answer, Li Jianxia took out the things in his pocket and handed them to Xu Huaiyang: "Forget it, I don't think you will be curious, so I'll just give it to you."

"What?" Xu Huaiyang frowned, looking at the cardboard box that was forced into his hand.

"I don't know." Li Jianxia looked at him with a smile. "He said that he prepared it a long time ago, and it's a pity that he might not be able to deliver it. But don't worry about it. He came back this time and brought us gifts."

"One copy per person?" Xu Huaiyang looked at the carton and clicked his tongue.

Li Jianxia nodded: "One for each."

"Okay." Xu Huaiyang collected himself and accepted it.

When the class bell rang, Li Jianxia returned to his classroom.Xu Huaiyang returned to his seat with the palm-sized box, hesitating a little.

After a while, he slowly opened the box, and then was slightly taken aback.

Inside the carton was an unpackaged tape.

He looked at the tape over and over again, and suddenly felt like laughing.

Sure enough, it is Cai Zhan's style. Who else uses tapes except him these days.

"Did you really give it to him?" Lu Yan asked curiously as he followed Cai Zhan's ass.

"I didn't give it to you," Cai Zhan sighed, "Why do you have so many questions?"

Lu Yan smiled: "No, I was just thinking, if I broke up with my girlfriend, she would definitely throw away the things I gave her..."

Cai Zhan stopped in his tracks and looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"Hey, I won't say anything." Lu Yan sighed, and made a gesture of zipping her mouth shut.

The most amazing thing about a big city is that no matter what time of day, there will never be fewer people in the high-speed rail station.Cai Zhan came back by the bus after seven o'clock in the evening, and it was almost ten o'clock when he arrived at the station.

Lu Yan once again used the excuse of "being a landlord" as an excuse to escape from the fucking guards, and waited to be picked up at the station after eight o'clock.

Cai Zhan thinks that Lu Yan is amazing. From the point of view of talking tuberculosis, he can compete with Fang Mian.But sometimes Fang Mian is a little more foolish than Fang Mian, making people want to beat him up when he talks.

This is the fifth time he has been questioned about his relationship with his "ex-boyfriend" since he got off the car.

There is a direct subway to the Art Examination School, but at Lu Yan's kind invitation, Cai Zhan had no choice but to take a taxi with him.

Although Lu Yan would definitely have to rush to pay in the end, when Cai Zhan sat in the co-pilot and watched the jumping words on the meter, he felt a little bit of pain.

"Cai Zhan, I asked you something, don't be angry." Probably because the car ride was too boring, Lu Yan poked his head out from the back seat, talking to Cai Zhan casually.

"No guarantee," Cai Zhan clicked, "You better stop asking."

"Damn," Lu Yan choked enough, "What kind of service attitude do you have?"

Cai Zhan smiled and said nothing.

"You...how did you two start?" Lu Yan hesitated for a while, but still asked.

How did it start?

Cai Zhan was stunned.

"Guess what?" He turned around and smiled at Lu Yan.

Lu Yan clicked his tongue: "I thought, you are so handsome, it's a pity not to be with a little girl..."

"Is it a pity?" Cai Zhan looked out the window, "I have never liked anyone else, he is the first."

Lu Yan was startled, fell silent, and stopped talking.

……

Xu Huaiyang sat in the piano room, a little dazed.

He didn't know why he came to the piano room, let alone why he came secretly after all the students in the school were over and the lights in the art building were turned off.

It's ten o'clock, and there are still 10 minutes to turn off the lights in the dormitory.The art building was so quiet that one could hear a needle drop on the ground.

This is Cai Zhan's No. [-] piano room.

Some feelings are awakened a little bit unconsciously.When Li Jianxia handed over the tape to Xu Huaiyang tonight, Xu Huaiyang suddenly felt an indescribable feeling, it was a dull pain suppressed in his heart.

Five months of paralysis made him almost forget his previous life.But at the moment when the tape was unpacked, for some reason, he suddenly thought of Cai Zhan's smile, and the way Cai Zhan played the piano seriously every time he sat on the piano bench in the piano room.

There is a radio in Cai Zhan's piano room, Xu Huaiyang used to laugh at him, why put such an antique thing here.

But today, he suddenly understood something, what was in this cassette, and what was the purpose of this radio.

Xu Huaiyang hesitated for a while, but still put the tape into the radio.

After idling for half a minute, the first note sounded.

It is "Dream of the East".

The lights in the piano room were not turned on, and the moonlight came in from the window beside the table. Xu Huaiyang sat silently at the table, listening to the sound on the radio, and the moonlight cast a silver glow on him.

It was very quiet. In the whole art building, there was only the sound of the piano on the radio.

There are countless versions of the piano piece, but Xu Huaiyang knew that this piece was played by Cai Zhan himself.

The notes flow slowly under the moonlight, and the melody is beautiful and slightly sad, with a strong sense of telling.

--It's a very simple piece, Dongfang Cui Dream, you can play it with this difficulty.

--Dongfang Cui Dream is a song in the game. I haven't heard it normally, but the melody is great.

--You take it, come and practice the piano when you are bored.Staying in the classroom for a long time is prone to hypoxia and mental retardation...

He suddenly remembered the first time Cai Zhan introduced this song to him.

With a smile and seriousness, I beckoned him to sit down and told him, come, let's play together.

Let's play together.

Music is a very magical thing, especially at night, it can crush people's most fragile emotions, and make memories flood into the mind in an instant like a bank.

Xu Huaiyang suddenly felt a little sad.

The sound quality of the radio was poor, but Xu Huaiyang could still hear Cai Zhan's occasional coughing softly, and the noise of talking with the people next to him during the recording.

Then there is "Skin Yellow".

Flying, passionate, high-spirited.The dazzling hand speed and the style of music with Chinese characteristics were vividly performed by Cai Zhan.

The voice on the radio kept ringing, and Xu Huaiyang sat beside him and listened silently.He didn't know how long the tape was, but there was less than half a minute between each song, and Cai Zhan recorded it all in one go.

very tired.

As I listened, the tip of my nose suddenly became sore.

--Right now it's a paper clip, but, I'm going to cast a spell in a moment.

--This is blue gold, platinum gold red gold green gold blue gold blue gold.Wait until next time, and give you a real one.

--Do you think I dare not say it!I really said you can not go!Can you fucking do it!

--Many people can't tell the difference between friendship and other emotions, and the longer they get along, the more they will be like this.But you should know, I can tell the difference.

--I like you.Xu Huaiyang, since you didn't say anything, I'll say it first.

--I like you.

……

I don't know how long it took, the radio clicked twice, and the last note was played.

Two seconds later, Xu Huaiyang heard someone clear his throat, and then Cai Zhan's voice appeared.

"Xu Huaiyang."

Xu Huaiyang shook suddenly and raised his head.

Cai Zhan's voice was slightly smiling, and it seemed very clear in the piano room late at night.

"Have you finished listening?"

"Happy birthday."

"I might bump into your birthday during my art exam. I've thought about what I can give you for a long time, but I always feel that no matter what I give, it can't make up for this regret. It seems a pity that I wasn't there."

"There are a lot of things I want to tell you, but this tape is about to run out... Today is the last day at school. When I come back again, the training camp may be over."

"I like you."

When Cai Zhan recorded the tape, there were probably other people beside him.After saying this, Xu Huaiyang heard a burst of booing laughter from beside him.

"Damn, don't make noise... An Nan, get Zhu Shen and the others out..." Cai Zhan's voice was a little helpless.

Xu Huaiyang wanted to laugh when he heard that, and he could even imagine Cai Zhan driving the two who were booing out with a speechless face.

Laughing and laughing, suddenly wanted to cry again.

"Xu Huaiyang, sometimes I am not as far-sighted as you. You are too concerned about the future trajectory, but I just want to take the current road well and walk with you."

"I've never liked anyone else, you are the first."

"I said that if I work hard, I will work hard. So, if I fall behind, you pull me and I will catch up. If I lose my way, you call me, and I will follow your path The voice promised...don't give up on me, I will catch up with you sooner. Everything will be fine, you taught me to believe."

"I... I don't know what to say. An Nan! Why is this thing suspended?"

"...Xu Huaiyang, I love you."

……

I love you.

When the tape finished spinning, there was a "click", and the radio fell silent.

The moonlight quietly shone into the room, Xu Huaiyang lay down on the table with a terrible headache.

Tears didn't know when they came out of his eyes, he reached out and touched his face, it was already wet.

Cai Zhan is...an idiot.

How did Cai Zhan finish recording this tape, and how did he hear Xu Huaiyang say "Let's break up" after leaving?

Xu Huaiyang couldn't imagine what kind of mood Li Jianxia was in when Cai Zhan left the tape that was originally scheduled to be given to him on his birthday.

Xu Huaiyang, you are too selfish.

You are so cruel.

You're too...too much.

I am sorry.

In class the next day, Xu Huaiyang almost bowed his head all day.

His eyes were swollen from staying up late and crying.Whether it is insomnia or crying, the reason can be traced back to Cai Zhan's tape.

But... thinking about it now, it's actually a bit embarrassing.

After listening to the tape last night, when Xu Huaiyang was feeling terribly sad, a security patrol happened to arrive at the piano room.

In the middle of the night, the faint cries of students could be heard in the art building where the lights were not turned on, and the security guard was frightened to death on the spot.After seeing clearly that he was a living person, he sent Xu Huaiyang back to the dormitory angrily and helplessly, thinking that he was a third-year art student under too much pressure...

The school's security guards have always been very talkative, Xu Huaiyang has a bit of a headache, and always feels that he will become a legend in the art building in the future.

After school at noon, the swelling in his eyes finally almost subsided, so Xu Huaiyang barely raised his head, and stopped dodging to communicate with others.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he was about to go to the cafeteria, a person suddenly rushed over and hugged him directly.

Xu Huaiyang resisted the urge to slap the person away, and it took him a long time to realize that it was Fang Mian who was rubbing and squeaking.

When he saw Fang Mian, he was slightly taken aback.Suddenly remembered, it seemed that he hadn't talked to Fang Mian for a long time.

In fact, it was also very strange that after two days since Cai Zhan left, Xu Huaiyang slowly realized what kind of state he had been in for the past five months.

Pushing myself thinner than a knife blade, only self-paralyzed busyness and study are left, and even friends and childhood are thrown aside.

Fang Mian seemed to have come to Xu Huaiyang before, but every time he came to him, Xu Huaiyang was reading a book or brushing up questions without exception. up.

Today is...

Xu Huaiyang looked at Fang Mian with a sad face, and pushed him away in shock.

"Xu Huaiyang!" Fang Mian raised his head and roared, "You finally came out!"

"Damn..." Xu Huaiyang looked at Fang Mian's goldfish eyes, which were more swollen than his in the morning, and was completely stunned. "You are the King of Inspiration from the Tongtianhe River..."

"Don't turn the corner and scold me! I don't understand!" Fang Mianqiang stared at him with his eyes open, and continued to wail, "I've been waiting for you for a fucking quarter of an hour!"

"It's only 10 minutes after school..." Xu Huaiyang glanced at his watch helplessly, then looked up at him again.

Fang Mian's eyes were much more swollen than his, Xu Huaiyang was a little confused, he couldn't figure out what could make such a heartless person like him cry like this.

The two walked all the way to the cafeteria. Fang Mian was probably in a bad mood, so she didn't say a word to him, and sang "I Don't Come Back in Autumn" all the way on the way.Xu Huaiyang frowned while listening, wondering where he learned such an old song...

The two entered the cafeteria, found a seat in the corner and sat down after buying food.Fang Mian stopped singing and told him what was going on.

"Xia Xiaoyu and I are going to break up." Fang Mian looked at the dishes on the plate with a sad face, unable to get a single chopstick down. "Damn... I don't know what's going on, I'm going to break up."

Xu Huaiyang silently ate a piece of eggplant and looked at him.

"Actually, I have felt it for a long time. I wanted to talk to you two days ago, but you have been ignoring me...Xia Xiaoyu has ignored me for a long time, you know! It's been half a month!" Fang Mian said angrily Staring at Xu Huaiyang, his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't even stare at people.

"I'm quite shocked that you two are still talking." Xu Huaiyang clicked his tongue and looked at him.

"Isn't this nonsense! My first love!" Fang Mian yelled, but soon fell silent again, "She told me this morning that she broke up with me...I didn't agree."

He poked at the potatoes on the plate, and paused: "Have you ever seen such a hurtful person, she actually told me that falling in love delays her studies... Damn, she's already in the top ten in science, where should I delay her going! Is there such a thing as hurtful!"

Xu Huaiyang was stunned: "I'm thinking for you, I'm afraid it will delay you."

"Do I need her to think for me!" Fang Mian was even more sad, "Don't you think this kind of 'forcibly thinking for others' is too much? Say what is good for me, don't tell me what is good for me..."

When Xu Huaiyang heard him wailing, his chopsticks suddenly paused.

"When the results of the monthly exam came out last time, she called me out. What's wrong with me? Isn't it just that I got a little score in the comprehensive science and technology? Anyway, it's still more than 180..."

Xu Huaiyang was a little distracted, Fang Mian was still talking about something, he didn't hear clearly.

Probably the process is clear, Xia Xiaoyu felt that falling in love delayed Fang Mian's study, so she broke up with him this morning.

Xu Huaiyang and Fang Mian were friends who grew up together since elementary school. Xia Xiaoyu was the first girl he met who made Fang Mian talk non-stop. He could imagine how sad Fang Mian was now.

--Don't you think this kind of 'forced consideration for others' is too much?

When he regained his composure, he realized that Xia Xiaoyu's reason for breaking up was somewhat familiar.

For some reason, Xu Huaiyang suddenly felt guilty.

There are too many such bloody things. Most of the young couples in high school will break up due to conflicts between grades and ideas. Those who have not broken up will mostly part ways after the college entrance examination.

Xia Xiaoyu was probably afraid that Fang Mian would not move forward.

Fang Mian was still sad, the potatoes on the plate were almost turned into mashed potatoes by him.Xu Huaiyang didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only look at Fang Mian silently, and listened to him finish speaking in a sad and helpless tone.

The things she does are probably similar to Xia Xiaoyu's.

Fang Mian cried and told him too.What about...Cai Zhan?

Since the tape last night, Xu Huaiyang has become increasingly unable to control himself to think about Cai Zhan.In the past five months, he tried his best to fill his life with busyness, trying to avoid the emotional problems between him and Cai Zhan.

But after Cai Zhan came back this time, this abnormal balance was finally broken.

Is it time to uncover the scars and reflect on it?

At that time, how did Cai Zhan get through the period after listening to him say "Let's break up"?

"Does she still like you?" Xu Huaiyang glanced at Fang Mian and asked quietly.

"I don't know..." Fang Mian was very depressed, "I didn't ask her."

Will Cai Zhan be as depressed as Fang Mian?

Xu Huaiyang knew that he had a habit of "overthinking before doing things".Financial pressure, study pressure, when he broke up, he took all the pressure and negative impact on Cai Zhan's life into consideration. The only thing he didn't consider was Cai Zhan's own thoughts.

--Have you ever seen such a hurtful person?

When Fang Mian said this, Xu Huaiyang regretted for a moment. Did he hurt Cai Zhan like this?

... He also likes Cai Zhan, and he has never disliked him.

Xu Huaiyang never denied this fact, but blindly blocked it in the previous state of paralysis.

But now, every word Fang Mian said to him always reminded him of what he did to Cai Zhan, and every word Fang Mian confide seemed to be an accusation poured on him.

The affectionate tape, Cai Zhan's smile and promise to him... It seems that he has failed.

Xu Huaiyang's mind was in utter chaos, he comforted Fang Mian a few words and then stopped.No matter how comforting I am, I always feel that I have no position to say comforting words.

……Why is this so.

Li Jianxia said that there are many colleges and universities majoring in piano, and the art examination time of each school is different. Candidates have to take the exam according to the school they applied for. During the three-month art exam, they traveled in different cities.

Cai Zhan probably applied for many schools, and the exams are full of exams every year and every year.And according to what Li Jianxia said, he will probably come back once during the Chinese New Year.

Xu Huaiyang was in a complicated mood, he didn't know how to face Cai Zhan when he came back again.Ever since he came out of the paralysis, a strange uneasiness and concern seemed to stick to him and never left.

He never piled things on Cai Zhan's desk again, and he always felt that one day, Cai Zhan would push the door in during evening self-study.

Xu Huaiyang didn't listen to that tape a second time, nor did he have the courage to listen to it a second time.

Once aware of a person's departure, this person will become everywhere, tearing at the nerves called longing.Xu Huaiyang even felt that his sense of smell was illusory. He would always smell something similar to Cai Zhan's when he was in class.

Full of sad breath.

Why, why does this discomfort appear only now?

Cai Zhan did it on purpose, he came back in the middle to take revenge, to pull him out of his paralysis, let him see how much he had done, and then turn around and leave.

Xu Huaiyang was stunned, and broke the lead of the mechanical pencil with a "click".When I came back to my senses, I felt a real throbbing pain again.

Well, this revenge succeeded.

……

The first snow came early this year, and in December, the first snow fell in droves.

When Xu Huaiyang passed the art building, he saw a layer of beautiful snowflakes on the spire of the art building.

All the art students in the third year of high school have gone to take the exam, and the voice in the building is only two grades left, which seems a bit thin.

Xu Huaiyang hesitated for a long time before asking Li Jianxia to ask for Cai Zhan's art examination itinerary, then quietly checked the brochures one by one, marked the city and time, and put them under the pillow.

In fact, it's quite boring to think about it like this, Xu Huaiyang would not go to him, and he didn't even dare to make a phone call... It was purely to make himself more at ease.

Do you want to speak?

Xu Huaiyang didn't know how Cai Zhan felt about him now, but this empty discomfort became more and more obvious in his heart.

Cai Zhan's last school years ago was in Linshi. Xu Huaiyang looked at the exam time, but still couldn't hold it back. When he figured out the time for him to walk out of the exam room, he dialed Cai Zhan's phone number.

The phone rang three times before it was answered, Xu Huaiyang was stunned, he didn't expect it to be so fast.

"Xu Huaiyang?" On the other side of the phone, Cai Zhan's voice was panting, as if he was walking quickly, "What's wrong?"

Xu Huaiyang hesitated for a moment: "Have you...did you finish the exam today?"

Cai Zhan was stunned for a moment: "Did Li Jianxia tell you?"

Then there was a pause, with a smile in his voice: "Yes, the last show of the year...the car will go back at five o'clock in the afternoon."

"Is anyone picking you up?" Xu Huaiyang asked after hesitating.

There seemed to be a slight "tsk" from Cai Zhan.

"Yes, don't worry, I don't have much luggage... By the way, I brought you a gift." Cai Zhan said while panting, "Damn, I won't tell you, there is a traffic jam here... Walking back is exhausting It's..."

Xu Huaiyang was stunned for a moment, agreed with an "ah", and hung up the phone.

Brought a gift for "you".

not you.

The snow outside the window stopped, Xu Huaiyang leaned against the window of the dormitory, suddenly wanted to laugh.

Come on, come back quickly.

He figured out how to speak.