The daily routine of being teased by a scholar

"Have you heard of "First Snow"?"

Xu Huaiyang looked up at the snowflakes in the sky.

This snow is different from the light snow that fell a few days ago, and it is getting bigger and bigger as the night goes on.The night wind blows large flakes of snowflakes and dances under the street lamps, suddenly like falling catkins.

Cai Zhan walked side by side with him, holding Xu Huaiyang's hand tightly in his jacket pocket, which was very warm.

"Bandari, The First Snowflakes." Cai Zhan looked at him, "That song is very nice and gentle."

Xu Huaiyang nodded: "The first time I listened to it was a long time ago. At that time, it was popular to send postcards to each other. A friend sent me one, which contained this song."

"After several years, I heard it again, and then I knew it." Xu Huaiyang smiled, "That was the last song I practiced."

Cai Zhan was silent for a while, and asked, "Why didn't you practice the piano after that?"

Xu Huaiyang shrugged: "Family problems, my parents divorced, and no one cared about me anymore, so I sold the piano."

Cai Zhan stepped on the thin layer of snow on the ground with his head down, and didn't speak any more.

"But right now, it's no big deal." Xu Huaiyang said with a smile.

From the coffee shop to Cai Zhan's house, it is only ten minutes away.The two chatted slowly, and when they entered Cai Zhan's house, it took almost twice as long, and a lot of snowflakes fell on their shoulders.

Xu Huaiyang took off his coat, handed it to Cai Zhan, and stood next to the radiator to warm his hands.

"Are you going back later?" Cai Zhan glanced at him while hanging up his clothes.

Xu Huaiyang was stunned: "Of course I'll go back, otherwise I won't be able to live..."

Halfway through the conversation, he stopped.

He saw Cai Zhan glanced at him with raised eyebrows, then smiled meaningfully, and went into the room to change clothes.

Gee.

There is no one in Cai Zhan's house, and he lives alone. If he wants to stay tonight, it is not impossible.

Xu Huaiyang frowned slightly, a little inexplicably embarrassed.

But...the relationship between the two of them is not as pure as before, whether they can live or how to live is a problem.Anyway, here are two young men with a non-pure relationship.

If they stayed, nothing might happen, Xu Huaiyang just felt embarrassed.After all, to be honest, he still didn't accept the fact that the relationship between the two had changed so quickly.

He hasn't been in a relationship yet, this is the first time.He knew it too hastily and confessed too hastily, and he didn't have time to adapt.

When Xu Huaiyang was in a daze, he only heard a "click" on the door lock, and Cai Zhan opened the door and came out.

He took a down jacket and threw it to Xu Huaiyang.

"It will be colder when you go back, so wear more clothes. The snow on the road is too slippery, so don't ride a bike." He leaned against the door and looked at him with arms folded. "Let me know when you get home."

Xu Huaiyang froze for a moment, then nodded.

So... considerate.

Without asking himself any more, he directly expressed his intention to let him go home.

The embarrassment at that moment just now has already been captured by him.

He smiled at Cai Zhan and said nothing.

For some reason, he suddenly felt uncomfortable, and the half-guilt and half-annoyance came again.

Is Cai Zhan too sensitive?

Before going out, Cai Zhan went back to the bedroom and gave him a black scarf with tassels.

Xu Huaiyang took the scarf, looked at him and smiled: "Are you addicted to collecting scarves?"

Cai Zhan nodded, and stretched out his hand to tie the scarf for him: "Yes, there are dozens of them, and they can be repeated for a month."

Xu Huaiyang looked down at his hand which was tying the scarf on himself, and said nothing.

Cai Zhan seemed to hesitate for a moment, feeling that his movements were a bit too natural, so he paused slightly.

"Don't move." Xu Huaiyang frowned, and reached out to hold him the moment he was about to withdraw his hand.

Cai Zhan looked up at him.

"Finished." Xu Huaiyang's voice was calm, he gently grabbed Cai Zhan's hand and put it down.

Cai Zhan didn't speak, wrapped the scarf around Xu Huaiyang's neck twice, and then stuffed it.

The clock on the wall points to ten o'clock in the evening, the wind outside the window has subsided, and the snowflakes are floating quietly.

Xu Huaiyang suddenly felt that he should say something to Cai Zhan.But I didn't know where to start, and I was a little hesitant.

"I……"

"Xu Huaiyang." As soon as he said a word, he was interrupted by Cai Zhan.

"Huh?" Xu Huaiyang was stunned and looked at him.

"Be careful on the way home." Cai Zhan looked at him with a calm expression.

Xu Huaiyang looked at his expression, agreed with an "ah", nodded and did not speak again.

Don't say it if you don't want to.

Dahei didn't know whose house he lived in these few days, and he hadn't been to the house for a long time.

When the door was closed and Xu Huaiyang was sent away, Cai Zhan suddenly relaxed.But as soon as he turned around, he suddenly felt that the whole room was lonely again.

He locked the door, sat down in front of the TV in the living room, and sighed.

Xu Huaiyang left.

The afternoon spent with Xu Huaiyang was actually a bit tired, but tired and happy.

He knew that Xu Huaiyang still couldn't accept this beginning, so he tried his best not to disturb Xu Huaiyang, nor to force him to do anything.

Cai Zhan stared blankly at the TV that was not turned on for a while, then got up and poured himself a cup of hot water.

Xu Huaiyang is a very good person. He studies well, has a good family background, and has close and sunny friends by his side. His life is more like a blank sheet of paper.If he studies hard, he can go on a very good path in the future.

And one of the reasons why Cai Zhan has been hesitant to confess before is that he feels guilty.I have already inevitably stepped into this sea area, and it would be too sinful to drag another person into the water who could have walked the normal path.

He likes Xu Huaiyang very much, and he definitely likes him more than Xu Huaiyang likes him.Therefore, when facing a person he likes so much, Cai Zhan always feels a little sorry for him.

——This person should have stayed away from the word "homosexuality" all his life.

But it's all in hand, how can I let it go.

The previous psychological struggles have shown that restraint will not solve any problems.After fighting for so long, we are still together now.

He sighed, drank a glass of water, got up and turned off the light in the living room, and went back to his room.

Maybe it was because I had a more comfortable night, I slept until dawn without knowing it.It was snowing outside the window, and the bed was leaning on the radiator. In the middle of the night, Cai Zhan was roasted and felt a little stuffy in his sleep.

When I opened my eyes, it was already bright, the snow had stopped, and the clock pointed to ten o'clock.Looking out of the window, there is a lot of snow outside the window.

It is rare to see snow here. The last time it snowed heavily was probably the year of the snow disaster in the north when I was in junior high school.

Cai Zhan yawned and went to wash up. After washing up, he saw the small notification light on his phone blinking.

After recovering, I remembered that I asked Xu Huaiyang to send him a text message when he got home last night, but I forgot to reply.

He walked to the living room, threw the leftover slices of bread in the refrigerator and twirled them in the microwave, and replied to Xu Huaiyang's text message.The text message over there didn't come back right away, probably because I haven't seen it yet.

After making do with the bread, the mobile phone on the dining table rang.

Cai Zhan was brushing the bread plate, took the phone in one hand, and picked it up without looking at it.

"Hello?" He said casually, holding his phone between his hands.

"Xiao Zhan!" There was an anxious female voice on the phone, "Xiao Zhan, take a look! Did your aunt go to your place?"

Cai Zhan didn't expect that it wasn't Xu Huaiyang, so he was stunned and put down the plate.

"What?" He suddenly had a bad feeling.

"Your aunt is missing! It's been several days!" The female voice on the other end was still shouting, "I found it when I went this morning, checked the surveillance, and left the day before yesterday..."

Cai Zhan felt a "thump" in his heart.

"Speak clearly!" He reacted, and became a little anxious in an instant, "When did you go?"

"I am this morning! It's only eight o'clock, and I just asked someone to check the surveillance. Your aunt is not in good spirits, where can she go..." The voice on the phone was already crying.

Cai Zhan leaned against the refrigerator next to him, pressed his temples, and felt a buzzing in his head.

"Mom... don't worry." He sighed and walked back to the room, "I'll get dressed right away and go out to find her."

After hanging up the phone, Cai Zhan felt a little tight in his chest, but he still put on his clothes and went out as fast as he could mechanically.

Where can this person who is not even conscious at times go?

When he hurriedly locked the door, he turned around and saw Dahei lying on the ground that had been swept out by the gate of the courtyard, licking his fur and basking in the sun watching him.

Cai Zhan was stunned for a moment, and a thought suddenly flashed in his mind.

He knew where his aunt had gone.